UPDATE: Sounds like these physical experiences are collective. And I am wondering about the grid pattern showing up below. Given what Sister D and my daughter experienced – 24 hours apart – very similar experience – I would now say we are SEEING more of what (and who) is there. And it is possible that as each layer of this matrix is removed – it shows up on the Schumann. Recently I read where the more “they” are removed we will see it show up on the Schumann. Just wanted to share an update – especially since when I first shared this, I was half awake and feeling like a terribly grumpy cat.
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Given no one slept well in this house, is this the cause? Sinus issues – GI issues. What is this? I’ve seen it before – another grid? Another net? Feeling like I know nothing – absolutely nothing – aside from what I need and want which feels like it is being stored away from me in some hidden remote location. Tired of being told to and even saying “trust yourself”. I DO. And I know you all do as well. I just don’t trust anything else – certainly those who claim to know the Truth. Leaving this as is….(any of you live in MT? If so, send me a message please.)
The energy today was horrid. The weather here – horrid. The feeling of being controlled – oppressive. I can feel it all in my body. That “bubble of bliss” from yesterday – I realized today – when that frequency is here it acts as a protective bubble – at least for me. My mate feels the same – and some of you with whom I have spoken with feel the same. So just passing that one along. Here are some finds before I launch into a verbal montage of angst. Riding this all out doing the best I can still focused on what I want – still seeking it in whatever way I can – determined to never. give. up. or in. I still need someone to explain to my mind and heart WHY this alleged plan has gone this route of insanity? Especially when I have friends (awakened friends too, btw) who are still without power.
Love, V.
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Worse than Monopoly money. In fact, I would say monopoly money has more value at this point because there’s less of it. Let’s all just get our own printing press and do the same. :::eye roll:::… (One growing feeling – which today was very strong – I don’t know if I am awakening more – but the more “time” passes – the more insulted I become in seeing the control and evil. Insulted by creations that assault the intelligence of my mind, heart, body and soul). This is one way to crash a system – although we have seen the same for years and years and years. I remember 15 years ago or so when there was talk about the dollar crashing – my friend and fellow truther at the time, the late John K. said he could not believe, at the time, how long they were dragging out this dollar crash scenario. And here we are today – and it’s still ongoing. O M G SOMEBODY SHUT DOWN THE F’ING PRINTING PRESS ALREADY!
Hey JB loving folks – this is what happens when you let COMMIES run things. Remember that little E/O he signed days after he entered his little fake realm? The one that gave China access/control over our power grid? Well there ya go…..Wait until you see these price jumps. What can we do to help these people? IDEAS? And now they are charging people $900 to charge their Tesla’s. This is part of the plan? Yes we have seen but let’s get these people HELP NOW. I will feel assured when this agenda has ended.
Some info – truth? I don’t know. And I don’t share this as hopium (as some trolls have accused me of) – but to offer some HOPE. Hopium is knowingly sharing disinfo and saying it is truth – which I have never done. I have far more integrity than that. I am in need of the Truth as much as any of you (real) humans who visit.
I don’t know about any of you, but one of the (MANY) things in which I am DONE with is hearing about this word “trigger” – those (new agers) who speak as though we need to heal that and get those triggers under control.
How about I say b.s. to that?
How about instead I said it is our INNER TRUTH saying “THIS IS NOT OK” – thus creating this emotional/energetic response (falsely called a trigger)?
How about instead I say “when I am no longer controlled, manipulated, lied to, deceived, power-overed, poisoned, imprisoned, and surrounded by evil – THEN I will no longer be triggered”.
Just as ridiculous as when some have told me “I am in 5D already”. Really? Are you still paying to live? Breathing the same sprayed air? Drinking the same lousy water (that we have to filter)? Then you’re still in this prison with the rest of us. Snap outta the slumber!
We are FREE when we are FREE. PERIOD. Until then – keep letting those triggers speak. It is your truth.
Sitting here – comfy – drinking my Q tonic water. Always have a supply on hand.
The Schumann energies are still incoming – creating a continued sense of inner stillness and serenity. Such an opposite energy from the usual matrix jaggedness.
The dreams last night were interesting – a mix of guidance and wisdom with some of their little pokes thrown in. I feel these incoming energies showing up on the Schumann are assisting us in clearing away those attacks so many of us have been experiencing in recent days. Perhaps the reason why I have referred to these ongoing schumann blasts as “bubbles of bliss” is because they keep us in that nice bubble of what feels peaceful, quiet and protected.
I forgot to share a couple of experiences my mate and I had last night – at the same time. First one came late in the evening when suddenly I felt something come over me – back of my neck – down my arms. My head began to feel strange. As I spoke of it my mate said he was feeling the same. Mine disappeared before his did. Then later on – after reading James/ECETI’S latest where he mentioned the Syrians – we spoke of our own connection with Lions and this race of Beings. I first felt a connection several years ago in the shower where one of them flashed in my mind’s eye and it felt so soothing, so protective and so familiar. Powerful and loving. My mate has had similar. Anyway, last night as we spoke about them out-loud, we suddenly both got warm chills all over our bodies. The bumps on the arms…. and hair standing up. Today my mate had an experience around them that left him in tears – and as he was telling me – I had to leave the room to allow for my own sudden tears and strong emotion to enter and process. We have a connection with them. Many of us here do. I feel that is partly why the 17 peeps often speak of the Lion – the lion energy. It is something that aligns with Donald Trump – I feel that strongly in him. They are here – if not the main players on the outside helping us. I cannot wait for this reunion. It will be beautiful.
Out in the car today, this song came on the radio. Reflective. Very much matching some of the feelings I have been having. I thought I would share it.
Here are some finds thus far today. Love, V.
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Read for the comments only – the jig is up – the people are awake:
Anyone wanting some basic truths to share with family/friends who still think JB is the same dude – ask them why the JB today has dark brown/black eyes and the original, blue. Ask them why the old JB was left handed and this one today is right handed. Cannot deny either of those tidbits.
One year D – anyone else see that John 3:16 and think hmmm…..3/16 John Kennedy makes his reappearance? John 3:16 is a very popular verse speaking of God giving his only begotten Son. Kennedy Sr./Kennedy Jr perhaps? Double interpretation?
Good news…..QFS feels like it’s knockin’ loudly now…
Biden gives China access to our US power grid for 90 days in a recent executive order & his Press Secretary not only fumbles all over her response but uses her classic “I’ll circle back with you directly” response
Have you heard this? From the President of Ghana yesterday? EXPOSED : Ghana, Africa That Awkward Moment when the PRESIDENT OF GHANA goes on NATIONAL TV in Ghana & then proceeds to tell the Entire country about the SATANIC Rockefeller plan to put out a Virus for GLOBAL Depopulation & to destroy the Global Economy & WHERE TO FIND ALL THE PROOF then discloses to the country where the VIRUS was developed , The Fauci & Gates Involvement in the Satanic Agenda …and much more ..Then tells Ghana that he is going to END ALL VACCINATIONS ..WOW🔥🔥🔥 REAL LEADER who is NOT on the DEEP STATE PAYROLL
One of my favorite youtube channels – RAW Q Boswin – has created a beautiful tribute for Melania – whom we all miss – as much as we do Donald. I have always felt something about Melania – like she is not from here. Check out the photos in this one from her past as a young girl. I know we all change as we age – but you can usually still see the similarities. The girl known as the young Melania does not look like Melania today. Especially in the eyes – Melania has those amazing eyes. There is a lot about this “movie” experience here that is going to be quite amazing for us once all is fully seen.
I have actually always liked this symbol. Watch someone come in and say “it’s evil!” Well ANYTHING can be evil just as anything can be Divine – my feel is ALL symbols were divine and used for good and got used against us. So I try and watch when I find myself saying “oooh that is evil”. I tune in – reflect – and change the energy of it by giving the symbol, word, etc. LOVE.
Oh yes – I have said this countless times here – on social media. It is so true. We see it clearly now – I still have it happen when I say “that mask doesn’t work”. I employ the mentality of Morpheus – be kind to everyone however realize that until one is awakening to the illusion of reality, they can go into Agent Smith mode in a flash.
Awesome find by a social media friend (and I just know wifey melinda is being played by retired actor Kevin Kline…who made “interesting” pizza’s in the movie A Fish Called Wanda and just a few years ago was seen delivering a pizza wearing a “retired” hat or shirt – I can’t remember):
This is very interesting….I know this is a very heated topic and some get very upset over it. The truth is – we have all been deceived and there is NO SUCH THING AS ONE HOLY (chosen) PEOPLE OR ONE HOLY LAND. Only evil would come up with such a concept of better than and power over. The whole thing offends my heart/Soul.
Carrying on the agenda of Kissinger. Control the food? Control the people.
We have friends in Texas. I spoke with them today and they have had power “off and on”. There is another storm headed for the NE US as the Supreme Court goes into session (19th). Coincidence? And the name they gave this storm – Uri. Really? Isn’t the name given to the underworld UR? Yes…..
Then there is this. Absolute THEFT! Why is this being allowed? Abbott going to step in and stop this?
NEW – Antifa/BLM agitator John Sullivan, charged for his participation in the Jan. 6 riots, was paid $35,000 apiece from CNN and NBC for his footage inside the Capitol.@disclosetv@disclosetv_chat
Today’s been all over the place. First my mate returned home from the store and I noticed – he was charged for something he didn’t get. Back to the store he goes. I’m still putting groceries away when he returns and notice – hey – they charged us for two butters – we only bought one.
So back to the store he goes. Again.
You see these clerks at this particular store will scan your items – but they won’t bag them. Yes – let us see the logic in that. They will TOUCH them to scan – but they won’t PUT THESE ITEMS they have just TOUCHED – into your bags. Where is the logic?
Oh that’s right – there isn’t any.
Anyway….so when you are stuck bagging your own groceries it makes it difficult to watch them as they scan so you may miss their mistakes. I wonder how often this now happens – how much these corporations are making additional $$. Their excuse today at the store? “new software”.
Speaking of theft…..
I am still working with my bank to get them to fix things so I can use my account. Oh my gosh – was I even dealing with humans today?? They continued to tell me that in order for them to issue a credit, the retailer had to put the charge through. As of last Thursday, I have had several pending charges that are not mine – FRAUD – THEFT – to the tune of over $1,000 – putting me into the negative category and as such – unable to use my account. Once that charge goes through, THEN they issue the credit. Once the credit is issued – it stays in my account.
Wrong.
I told them that they issued credits for each amount over the weekend – but then removed those credits. They said they had no record of that. I said I did – I took photos – several of them. “Let me send you those,” I said.
No. They did not want that. “We have no proof of such a credit,” was their response then telling me they can issue credits and remove them after midnight if they are still pending. I asked why would they do that and they had no answer for that. By this point I’m getting pissed and I fought back. I reminded them this was MY money – not theirs – and I was being denied the RIGHT to access my money due to fraud on MY account that THEY are supposed to protect and keep safe. “You can still use your account,” I was told.
O M G – face-palm moment. “And how am I supposed to use it when I currently have a NEGATIVE BALANCE?” Uh duh oh that’s right….
You know how it went most likely – “Oh we are so sorry we understand,” blah blah blah. When it was obvious things were getting nowhere – when I had to accept that this would take until Thursday to fully resolve – I hung up.
So I sat there – pondering all of this. I had the retailer’s information. Why not call them up and see if I could get some answers – get them to cancel the charges on their end. Speed up this ridiculously slow process.
So I called and I got answers. I found out the name of the person who hacked my account (if you want her name let me know – I’ll share it with anyone who wants it), her state, what she purchased and the amounts and had it all cancelled. All in 10 minutes.
My bank still had not done that. They just cancelled my card – but had made no contact with the retailer.
So I had the charges stopped and reversed.
Morons. Seriously unimpressed with so much of humanity these days. And this “that’s just how things are” doesn’t appease my mind, heart or intelligence.
Moving on. In recent weeks I have wanted a Trump dream. I had the thought for a day or two then just let it go and moved on. Last night – I had a good one. I found him – I had to go looking – driving in an old car of mine (my Mustang from college years) – old streets that were familiar. He was in a huge mansion – I found him sitting in a beautiful, ornate room behind a solid mahogany desk – big windows all around the room. He seemed really big to me. He had on a dark navy blue sports coat, white shirt, red tie – hair parted to the side as always – with that orange/yellow color. It appeared I was welcome – there were a lot of people around – most of them in the adjacent room. I asked some questions – two he said he could answer (as in it was “safe” to know now). I asked about JB first. “He’s gone. This one’s a fake,” DJT said. “And Hillary?” I asked. With a wave of his hand he responded immediately and said “she was the first to go”.
After that I knew I wouldn’t be getting any further information. Feeling into his mood – he was confident – very busy – still doing things “behind the scenes”. I asked for a hug and he said “sure” – and I reached over his desk – gave him a hug – and told whoever was with me (still not sure) “let’s go.” As this was happening I could feel “them” enter the space (that was supposed to be private) – and sensed this “she’s not supposed to be here!” lol
Upon feeling that, I was then put into another scene – some ridiculous school dream – going from classroom to classroom trying to find my way out. A common theme the matrix asStral controllers like to put me in. I finally got out of it – but it took me far longer than ALL OF REAL ME would ever allow for.
Why is it in the astral state we are so often trusting and vulnerable and not so powerful? The best description I could come up today came in a visual as I was reflecting on this outside, picking up sticks:
Hooked up to some sick machine of theirs – controlled by them – and we do the best we can when we’re inside of it during that sleep time.
Convince me otherwise – this is the ONLY thing that makes sense to me. As we tell our child – “You would never scare yourself – you would never create an experience where something is chasing you. Only evil does that.” Who goes to sleep and says “oooh sign me up for some nightmares!”
Yeah…..
At this point all of that is such a “DUH” – I rather lack the patience when others want to analyze dreams and take on full responsibility for the horrible traumatizing nighttime experiences. THEY ARE NOT OURS.
As I say – how can we EVER take 100% full on responsibility for ANY EXPERIENCE in which holds so much deception and power-over/control?
Yeah…
We do the best we can. Period. Support one another from that state of consciousness and that is how we stay strong – together.
Ok – here are some finds. Having a challenge finding much of anything resonating.
Ok i wanted to vet this top one to see if this child on the right is a real photo – it’s legit (i do not know about the interpretation – but it would not surprise me)…my finds are below this one:
POTUS said, ‘CALM BEFORE THE STORM’ on 10.5.17
10.5.17 lines up on the Qclock TODAY.
10.5.17 was 1230 days ago = 123
Drop#123 = “Nothing is random.”
10.5.17 was 40 months, 11 days ago = 4011
Drop#4911 includes, “You didn’t think the statement by POTUS re: ‘CALM BEFORE THE STORM’ was just random did you?”
I await the day when we can sue the doctors (with attorney’s who have courage to stand up to the system) who harmed so many of us….restitution! We found out the past year that the surgery my mate had over 20 years ago – which at the time we were told was a permanent fix – is only good for 5 years (no one said a thing all these years in his yearly visits – each doc knew of this surgery) – and now his condition is not reversible – only treated with one of their toxic pharmaceuticals. The nightmare we have gone through with him and the establishment…..There isn’t enough money or accolades that can make up for any of it.
Someone on anonup linked this in response to a comment I left about B Wood and PLG (a little info on S4 – I have seen that term come up in recent years in my search):
And this piece…..the last image in the article below about Trump tossing water out of a glass (threw the water)….17 telling us to “watch the water”….Through The Looking Glass…..
How are ya’ll feeling today? I’m quiet – somber actually – reflective. Just not feeling connection with this place. I’ve been crying off and on for days. The longing for Purity and New is overwhelming. It grows – just as my attachment to this place detaches and wanes. My mate has been into The Shire (Lord of the Rings) – my girl and I continue to be into Little House on the Prairie. Home. Purity. I don’t know how it happens – I don’t know what it all looks like (other than what I have seen in my mind) – I just know that “IT” is big and is absolutely not leaving me – no matter what I tell myself. Even though yesterday I shared it is possible the concept of Home is a matrix narrative – today I feel that is just not true. While I may not havewhat I once did on the outside before all “this” happened – THIS PLACE IS NOT HOME. Not how it is. And while I may be feeling some of this heaviness due to being “unplugged” from this place – there is something else to this heaviness in my heart. And I also cannot wrap my mind around this vaccine agenda playing out. That continues to be a big red flag for me as all else plays out….
It’s as though my longing and desire for something new has worn me out atm. That’s the best way to describe who I am at this time.
If you overlook the religious elements – there is truth in this one. Destroying and removing the evil here. Their statues. His speaking of the unusual snow storms – which are upon us now – does feel a bit biblical in nature – as though all is about to break loose and FREE. And it also feels to align with what the woman out of the UK said – When the Man Stands in Snow. (According to Noah from WELOVETRUMP.com – the words in this video were originally spoken on January 24 of this year.) My feel – they fall we STAND. Even Yellow Rose says we all STAND at the end. That could make for a good hashtag: #INTHEENDWESTAND (and of course this is about everyone, every space and place here)
I want to see this locally – I would buy all of my supplies there:
This is just…..weird (if you aren’t on anonup – it’s a 35 second video of JB and wife….a phone rings….JB sits there, quietly, looking confused….)…many are saying this is elder abuse….that would be true if JB were human – still alive…this is not the original JB as most of us know…..this is an android – a computer android with organic flesh on the outside…..i know it’s sick but evil has been doing this for decades – the plan is just using it against them which allows for exposure….there is ample evidence of this…..it does what it is programmed to do…..looking at the body language – he looks confused – she looks distraught…
“Not to be shown to public” ….Ha! We Anons know what to do! It looks like he just received bad news on Presidents Day like maybe????🤔
THE BEST IS YET TO COME!!
And POTUS TRUMP SAID SO!!!
BOOYAHHH!!!!!🐸🐸🐸🐸🐸🐸🐸🐸🐸🐸🐸🐸🐸🐸
Biden WILL be gone SQQN. 😉
‼️RESHARE FAR & WIDE
SR-71…and who is that in the bottom image? On the top of a SUB…..(the SR is said to be “alien tech”….I like it – a lot. I would like one sitting in my driveway. It’s like a batmobile on wheels. I wonder if it can travel at light speed or faster?) Here are some interesting facts about this craft:
So – before I “got stuff” – I pushed past that heavy weight of frustration and anger that just wanted to lash out – went back to Center/My Heart – made amends – then went into the bathroom. In the shower portal I had some things come to me (new friends: my friend Sister D gave me the term “shower portal” a few years ago as that is a space in which I “get stuff” – nothing magical about it – I don’t do anything but wash and stand in there and enjoy my quiet space and stuff comes to me).
Today what came to me was one of the reasons – if not the reason – why I am feeling so disconnected lately – so detached and cut off – is because I am – from the matrix. It is possible this reality has had the ability to plug in a variety of programs including some that seemed to work for us – felt “good” – but really weren’t.
If we are truly getting out – if we are indeed coming back to the totality of who we are that means anything not OF that space of Original Us is gonna go.
At first I didn’t like this – I felt a moment of strong fear – but then I felt within that sense of Calm. GO WITHIN. That quiet never wavering space of Center is where I get my Power (not fully restored here – yet – but it’s all I’ve got for now).
I have also been having this nudge off and on the past week or two to be where I am now and not so focused on going back in time to remember, well, Home. It is possible it was all destroyed in the original hijack. I may have to start over again. I know – heavy stuff – but it doesn’t bring up fear for me. I just want to know the Truth – I can handle it now (feeling more the ability now TO handle) – and if I have to start over again in a new space in which I have never been to – so be it. What matters (most) is WHO I AM NOW. And I know I CAN “handle” the truth – whatever that may be.
This is all just “stuff” that came for me – and I am passing it along in case it may resonate with one or some of you. As always, please share your thoughts. Together we are strong(er). Love, V.
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I have been searching for this puzzle piece for a couple of weeks now….Blue box is the Key….They have the blue box(es)….
THIS RIGHT HERE IS ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW!
🇺🇸💥🇺🇸💥🇺🇸💥WE HAVE IT ALL!💥🇺🇸💥🇺🇸💥🇺🇸
I never did fully understand the Conways – wondered how Kelly could be married to him. I also had a few moments where I thought “she kinda looks like a man.” Wouldn’t surprise me if he’s a she and she’s a he. eye roll…
💥Anybody ever pay attention to DEF LEPPARD Album covers, titles, and lyrics to songs. 🤯 Was just listening to them for the very last time, I just realized what the words were saying. 😡 I’m BLOWN away, there is literally NOTHING from my childhood that was good. 😤
I actually do this with those I feel the closest to – it feels “Original”:
So…..my bank account is still in limbo……..First the bank gives me full credit – then they take it back and start all over again – this time with the smallest amount. Who knows when I will get use of it again as it still remains in the negative territory.
Twitter suspended my account – again – third time. I have no idea why as I haven’t really even been using it other than to get info – which I can still do – but whatever. I am walking away – not diving back in.
Trolls are trying to come here and get on my email subscriber list – so I am removing those entities/bots. People attacking online for whatever reason. Ego’s are all over the place. Mate has on nascar which is showing masonic symbolism and looshing in a way that, well for me, I cannot watch. IT IS SO OBVIOUS NOW.
Evil is giving a lashing now and isn’t interested in hiding. Much of today I have had to deflect it – coming from seen and unseen experiences.
I’m still not “getting” why this vaccine agenda is being allowed to go forward – in any way. Makes me think there is no “good” coming through helping – no “home” – just confusion to deceive us. So for now – I hold no trust for ANYTHING until I SEE with my own eyes the END RESULT – which is FREEDOM. And by Freedom – I expand on that – ALL is seen so ALL can make the BEST CHOICE for him/herself. Until we have that – we’re in a prison. Last night I heard – again – “trust the plan – do not unite with others and engage in violent takeovers”. Yeah – still not ruling that one out – anyone awake enough needs to really think of a back-up plan because we are putting our trust in others we have never met – much less most we have never seen. Tough part of that red pill to swallow.
I feel like a line was walked over – door closed – so NOW WHAT?
I can feel it within. As I have stated here many times – I am not a patient person. It isn’t in my nature – even though I can muster up that energy. It doesn’t feel natural – it feels like a byproduct of being in this matrix reality.
I feel apprehension – a building in the collective of ok AND?? WHEN CAN WE GO? WHEN IS IT GO TIME?
That’s all I have today – for now that is. I’m still feeling into the bank theft from a couple of days ago. Something is up with that – the odd amounts – none of them containing any cents – just dollars – telling me this was not about buying items but funneling money in any way they can. The fact that this is happening to others – at this time – tells me it is global and coordinated. Even though the amount was credited back to my account – I wonder if that $$ was somehow allowed to slip on through anyway as it would not surprise me one bit to learn the banks are in on this activity too.
