7.10.23 ~ A check in, a gematria and some finds……..

 

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Well he’s in my space again…………had a dream of both he and his wife last night – went on for awhile – until I finally got out as it wasn’t really showing me anything new.  And it got weird too as what still happens at times in that astral place of oddities.

Let’s manifest #2023………..

Let’s manifest ALL IS SEEN THIS YEAR.

Let’s manifest OUR FREEDOM THIS YEAR.

NOW.

Let’s manifest and bring all that we want NOW.

FEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel that in your body.

Receive the power and energies of the Universe to bring. it. all. in. NOW.

Repeat and release.

Repeat and releast.

Until………….

Love,

V.

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synch ~ played this song today (been playing it often in recent days)…….

 

 

Oooh yes, we know………….not everything – but enough……….’tis why i say it’s all been a lie………..of varying degrees……..

 

THIS

 

Don’t like this “person” – never have – but the words are true………

 

i heard a call-in convo on public radio over the weekend – yeah people were calling out this story – wanting answers………..

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Hmmm……JFK JR and DJT………..My spouse intuitively put a mark on his calendar – on the 24th – gardening purposes……….previous days this month had this same mark facing up – but on the 24th?  for reasons he still doesn’t know he made the mark facing upside down………..as i said – is that when we flip it all?  I know, I know – no dates – but every marker lands on some date so…………we’ll see………let’s manifest it!

 

Hmmm………..the timing…………

 

 

 

 

 

 

what do i think?  i don’t know – wouldn’t surprise me………

 

the man in the arena…………..gematria below………

Mirror Time

Thirty Three (remember T saying 2,3 years ago 33k was the magic number)

Barron Trump

Let There Be Light

In Your Eyes (song that’s been around me this year)

Robert Kennedy

Patrick Kennedy

All Roads Lead To Q

 

 

 

 

Newly Released Documents Show Members of the Obama Biden Team Sought to Sabotage the Incoming Trump Administration

 

Well this is a flip……..

Turkey Agrees to Support NATO Membership for Sweden After Demands Met

 

 

Because of a CME?  Really?  😜🙄

NY Governor Declares State of Emergency as Federal Agencies Issue Warning for Millions (resistthemainstream.com)

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/us-has-just-confessed-war-crimes-ukraine-kremlin

 

There has been a lot of “earthquake” activity in the area the past few years….

https://www.zerohedge.com/technology/harvard-professor-believes-hes-found-pieces-alien-technology-waters-papua-new-guinea

 

 

San Tarot ~

Libra – Transforming… in public.

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A new endeavor……..

 

This opportunity presented itself to me last night in a tweet on twitter – I went with it – created an account and wala.   My mind has been racing since.  🥰💖💜  Another way to see some creative things I don’t normally share here and to support me in that.  Check it out if you want.

Love and gratitude~

V.

Victoria T is creating Intuitive Reflections of the world around me…. (buymeacoffee.com)

 

7.8.23 ~ Check in….Few Finds…………Where are we again? Looking for the magic.

 

After experiencing too much drama in the home, my girl and I headed out on a ride.  I/we intended magic and we experienced just that.  Suddenly dragonflies of all sizes all around us.  Butterflies.  Saw a cute little bunny hop off the trail.  Air smelled sweet.  Intending the reality I WANT.  Love/Higher Me nudging me to remember my childlike joy and wonder.  She’s still there.  Bringing her in – which makes it easier to be kind and to find humor when others are engaged in silly pointless drama.  Oh I can do the best eye rolls if I need to.

I had noticed something on twatter – I think I said something here about it here this week – seeing tweets that didn’t align at all – from people I don’t follow (shall I say AI/bot accounts).  Far too much drama and images designed to poke and invoke emotional response for loosh.  I posted the tweets of VK and Elon about the phones – and am seeing clearer on that.  For now – phone usage for texts and talking only – more creative things – pretty much what I have been guided to do in recent days anyway.  Computers w/o the apps.  Things also feel – off….. atm……..

 

 

 

 

Armor of God = Vibe High = Be from the Heart = Best Version of You/Me = Who We/I Really Are.  Visualize the lower emotional states that serve no purpose (we know the difference) as blobs falling off and away from the body – disappearing into nothingness.  See the New Path ahead full of New whatever it is you want to experience.

And Keep. At. It.

Or as the signs I see now where I happen to ride – which is so beautiful:

YOU GOT THIS.

DON’T GIVE UP.

(i swears ya’ll someone benevolent on the outside placed those exactly where i would see them)

Thank you MORE PLEASE.  (thank you to LH for sharing similar words with me earlier – inspiring me for this particular daily notes)

Here are some finds.  Please remember to comment, share, donate if/what you can and let me know if there is anything you need.

Love,

V.

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Off……….wrap in aluminum or similar……….

 

 

interesting thread for those able and interesting and seeing some of the commentary………

 

 

 

 

 

 

MASSIVE LINE for Trump in Vegas – President Trump to Speak at Fervent Calvary Chapel at 7:30 PM ET – VIDEO

 

BREAKING: Sixth Circuit Court of Appeals Reinstates Tennessee Law Protecting Children From Horrors of Hormone Therapy

 

Resetting the Great Reset: Dutch WEF Government Falls, Populists to Gain in Fall Elections

 

‘Not My King’ Chants from Protesters as King Charles visits Scotland

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/germany-rejects-cluster-bombs-ukraine-clip-surfaces-biden-admin-previously-calling

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/youtube-censors-australian-politicians-maiden-speech-parliament

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/ben-jerrys-owner-loses-billions-market-value-amid-boycott-calls

 

https://resistthemainstream.com/gop-lawmakers-introduce-bills-to-disarm-federal-bureaucrats/

 

headed to 66 cents………..ahem………

https://resistthemainstream.com/us-postal-service-raising-stamp-prices-sunday/

 

MrMBB333:

It was at LEAST 20 times bigger than earth and just VANISHED!

 

 

San Tarot……….interesting given some personal intentions I’ve been doing this week………..circle of protection coming up again………..there is a reason it is prominent now……..surrounded by the right people creating the right energies creating a very clear vision……….💖🥰💜

Leo – The masculine is key to your work.

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7.7.7

 

Triple 7 day.  Looked at my water bill.  My gawd – they are gouging us into further poverty – financial oblivion.  Almost $200 f’ing dollars just to have WATER now.  Almost $50 is in fees.  I can’t afford this.  On top of this I have to pay my annual site renewal fee this month.  Just UGH.  How much longer is this supposed to go on?  How much longer am I to hear be patient your abundance is coming?  NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TO LIVE THIS WAY!  It is hurting my brain.  It is making it challenging to stay focused – not to mention giving my daughter the attention I know I NEED to give her – when in the back of my mind is always running about money and how will I afford x y z this month and how am I going to create BETTER for her and I.  Again – just  U G H!!!  As always $$ donations are appreciated and much needed.  Here are some finds.  Things continue to shift.  Love, V.

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Aahhh, LH – you find the best gifs/memes to share that are just PURRfect for where I am in certain moments.

I painted today.  Came inside.  Reflected on my life as I filled up some spice jars.  Making messes is a life long issue that in my brain is not ok.  I had this child-like nudge to take some of the things I was filling up and rather than being so anal-retentive in capturing every little piece – i let some spillage happen.  And then have fun with it.  Which is what I did.  I thought back to a woman I once knew – a neighbor – who let the local little ones come to her house and play with glitter.  She would let them get it all over her living room rug.  I thought it was cute – didn’t bother me – and I was thankful she let them do this as it was not happening on MY floor.

We are often so uptight here – some more than others.  Everything has to be JUST SO in order to convince our minds we have some peace.  Sometimes the order of our personal space is all we seem to have control over.  Trauma mind does this – seeks to create order out of ANYTHING our fractured mind perceives as chaos.

One way to help shift that:  make a mess.  Make a mess and let the inner child come out and have fun with it for awhile.

And that is what I did today.  Plus I added in a bit of waste as that is also a trigger for me – fear I am wasting something.  ANYTHING.  Fear of the beast lecturing me scolding me.

Well fuch that sheot.  The beast needs to lighten up and vacate any joy I am attempting to create for myself – and in ANY experience where I am simply being REAL – finding some JOY (my version) – an imperfect human.

The beast thinks it’s perfect.  PUHLEEEEEASE.  It ain’t.  It’s more of a hot mess than any of us imperfect humans.

Why?

Because it puts itself above everyone else.

It seeks to control and look outside instead of truly looking inside.

It seeks to find ways in which it is the victim.  Always the victim.

It can’t own a thing about itself out of fear.

We have all had beastly programs within.

Some explore it with courage and a deep desire to break those spells and release the toxic energy.

Some – well – they don’t want to see or look (or claim they’ve already “done that”).

Others – back and forth.

Well I see now – that we are at that space in the energies where two people can be in the same space – but are having totally different experiences.

Why?

FREQUENCY.

Frequency created based on what we are choosing to think and thus focus on.

What is low doesn’t want to see what is rising continue to rise.

But those who are choosing to expand and rise – our wings inside this bird cage have run out of room.  We are busting open that gate – like it or not – whether the beast and its programs want us to.  The frequencies are allowing this.  Changing frequencies.

I EXPAND.

I RISE.

I ROAR.

I AM.

Love,

V.

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WWE Friday night smackdown – The King (Roman Reigns) is in court.  Interesting……..

A little over 80 up.  Check out this one – a new one – unmanned.  Q4  Covering an area in Nevada – Dixie Valley Bombing Range….And now it’s going to a Wilderness Study Area (Job Peak)…….

https://globe.adsbexchange.com/?icao=ae6257

 

Tucker Carlson in Latest Interview: “I LOVE Trump – We’re Going to See Trump’s Emergence as Most Significant Thing to Happen in American Politics in 100 Years” – VIDEO

 

Lauren Boebert: House Oversight Investigating Much More Than White House Cocaine, “It Seems as Though the List Just Never Ends”

 

Dropping it………..

 

 

STORM

 

17 post with the word BLIZZARD:

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Apr 28, 2020 10:07:26 PM EDT
https://nichegamer.com/2020/03/10/billionaire-george-soros-invests-45-million-into-activision-BLIZZARD/
Dates are important. SWC drop [Dec 16] to closure – coincidence?
Soros invest [Feb 14] BLIZZARD – coincidence?
Desperate times call for desperate measures.
When [why] do you ‘expose’ what you know publicly?
Q
this one too felt like a possibility (typed in DQ):

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Aug 10, 2018 2:44:55 PM EDT
PACKET HDQ-7309217392
Q

 

 

7 years earlier………..(film release)…….(hey LH – check out who stars in this film)………..

 

 

Escape artists………

 

 

Well even IF this woman is on something – doesn’t matter to me – this is still a redpill moment for people to look into the invisible enemy and realize what has been here with us……….people dismissing this are not. looking. deep. enough…………remember we only see 5% of our known reality………why is that and wtf would create a body with that limited ability?  hmm?

 

 

 

Twilightie zone incoming………..

I thought it had more of a Thursday feeeeeeeeeeeel………

 

 

 

17 post 34:  (dropped that several times the last year or two thinking this was “it”……….so………..we will see………..)………it is interesting 34 = 7 and today IS a triple 7 day……….

34

Nov 01, 2017 10:56:16 PM EDT
Q Clearance Patriot My fellow Americans, over the course of the next several days you will undoubtedly realize that we are taking back our great country (the land of the free) from the evil tyrants that wish to do us harm and destroy the last remaining refuge of shining light. On POTUS’ order, we have initiated certain fail-safes that shall safeguard the public from the primary fallout which is slated to occur 11.3 upon the arrest announcement of Mr. Podesta (actionable 11.4). Confirmation (to the public) of what is occurring will then be revealed and will not be openly accepted. Public riots are being organized in serious numbers in an effort to prevent the arrest and capture of more senior public officials. On POTUS’ order, a state of temporary military control will be actioned and special ops carried out. False leaks have been made to retain several within the confines of the United States to prevent extradition and special operator necessity. Rest assured, the safety and well-being of every man, woman, and child of this country is being exhausted in full. However, the atmosphere within the country will unfortunately be divided as so many have fallen for the corrupt and evil narrative that has long been broadcast. We will be initiating the Emergency Broadcast System (EMS) during this time in an effort to provide a direct message (avoiding the fake news) to all citizens. Organizations and/or people that wish to do us harm during this time will be met with swift fury – certain laws have been pre-lifted to provide our great military the necessary authority to handle and conduct these operations (at home and abroad).

 

uh oh…

Ben and Jerry’s Founder ARRESTED By DHS (wltreport.com)

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/narrative-collapse-tucker-carlson-says-capitol-police-chief-admitted-jan6-crowd-was

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/disney-dealt-another-major-blow-amid-backlash-losing-trade

 

Schumann showing more amping up atm (will not share actual image – algo’s don’t seem to like that in these parts)……….
Twitter vibes really going into the degenerate zone……….may have to return to anonup.
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Reflecting ~ What’s real here? No seriously – what is R E A L?

 

Earlier – out and about – saw some license plates I was nudged to look at.  555.  999.  Liked that – that felt protective.  Then……. just as I pulled into the parking lot of the first store – I see NPC.  Yeah – no joke.  Something told me ‘be prepared for them’.

Yep.  Saw ’em.  Masked up.  Breathing heavy.  Following me – or showing up in the same dayem aisles in which I was shopping.  Or when I stopped to get some things in bulk, up comes a masked clerk at the same dayem time needing to put items away right. in. front. of. me.  No way was any of that a coincidence – but signs of the simulation.

FAKE FAKE FAKE

What is really real here?

It’s feeling emptier now.  Heck, I even feel a quiet here at the site.  Post visits are down.  Donations too.  I don’t see my stuff shared as I once did.  At this place and point in the timeline that is.

It’s odd – I used to think the waxing and waning of feeling surrounded by people to then suddenly on a dime switch to feeling a mostly empty experience – with the exception of convos with some of my closest ones – I used to think that was just normal behavior.  Now I see it as part of my experience inside this place.

FAKE FAKE FAKE

Again – what. is. real?

And speaking of a poking moment – which “they” have been absolutely at it the past 2-3 days especially.  Good gawd……  My girl saw one of her former friends who my girl was not allowed to play with during the scamdemic because we decided to let her breathe freely.  It was a tense moment for my girl – she smiled a bit and waved – the other girl looked away quickly.  Apparently, we’re still not allowed inside their circle because they drank the stewpid water and it is likely still affecting them as there was no indication coming from them that they intended to speak or associate with us.  The mom was there – I was aching to walk over to her and have a few words (this was a mama who told me she wanted to do all she could to support and nurture the girls friendship throughout the pandemic – which turned out to be a total lie) – but I restrained myself.  My girl is taking the high road – saying the one thing this girl can’t take from her is her confidence.  Me?  Yeah, I want some justice after all of this sheot my girl had to go through to wake up some dayem normie.  I want these people to SEE IT ALL and have a giant mental meltdown for a few hours – or days – maybe weeks – followed by a big ‘ole apology for not being open to the fact that they were being lied to.  Just once I would like to know that experience.

Anyway………

Nursing wounds with girlie time together and chocolate cake.  Me?  I’m envisioning the above for a little bit and calling in some abundance for myself.  A new world.  A new experience.  BTW – anyone familiar with XRP or Ripple?  Desperate enough to explore making some money through that investment line.  Why the abundance has not yet shown up yet is beyond my grasp.  I saw it happening by now.  I know this – desperation doesn’t look good on me and I’m knocking at that door.  So as I said tonight – if you come here and value what I offer – and can afford to – it’s time to step up and show that support.

Other than that, having more moments were I don’t know wtf I’m doing anymore.  lol  And got wiped out today – began last night – don’t know what it was – but something came in and put me into that state of fatigue I haven’t felt in quite awhile – the kind that used to come in and put me down for an hour at around the 7pm hour.  I pushed through today though – had laundry and other things to do.  I know – put it aside for later.  I don’t operate that way.  lol

SO……………

Cake’s calling – as is a shower to wash off this god-knows-what type of laundry sheet type spray they use in one of the stores we visited.  Just more fake concotions in this very fake reality.

Love,

V.

 

p.s. if you’re on twitter i’m looking for others to start a Manifestation Group.  It. Is. Time.  (esp. after seeing this as proof:)

7.6.23 ~ Finds Goodies Etc……….

 

Expanded my search for work-at-home into the early hours overnight.  Very zzzzzzzz today.  Found a place I registered at – more to do when I find and make the time.  And have the brain ability to.  Mentally taxed.  Energies?  Maybe.  Life circumstances?  Yeah.  So much I want to say here – but can’t.  Yet.  Just know when I say I need support – in all areas – especially now – I am not just doing my usual “please support my work”.  As I have often said – with everyone who can – just $1/month from everyone who can goes a long way.  I appreciate so much of those of you who do donate.  An exchange of energy is how I view it.  It is because of ya’ll that I continue to put the time and energy into this site.  At this stage in my life, if that weren’t happening, I’d find something else to do that guaranteed me an income and move on.  For now – it’s a juggling act.  Only one of me – spread thin.  Too thin.  Where am I in all of “this”?

Something came to me earlier – an issue I have faced w/those with the main go-to program of the narc:  Just because I am commanding to be treated with respect doesn’t make me entitled, pretentious or an elitist spoiled fill-in-the-blank.  It means I VALUE myself and have this oddball belief that I deserve the very best for myself.  (and nor does it include me thinking the other deserves less)

Ya’ll know what to do.  Comment.  Share.  Subscribe (if you haven’t).  Donate (below) what you can.  Thank you so much!

Love,

V.

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Humans of earth – we got another one:

 

 

Someone tried to dismiss the schumann (russian site) – the theories surrounding it – saying it just picks up on storms/thunderstorms.  Uh huh.  I asked for an explanation as to why we had 3 24 hour long spikes 3 months in consecutive row on the same. day. of. each. month.  Random storm my arse…(have not received a response btw)……….

 

 

 

I’m not there so I don’t know……….

 

JUST IN: Marjorie Taylor Greene Booted From House Freedom Caucus

 

 

Laura’s View and Tarot, Too (talking about the woman on da plane)……woman – absolutely correct……….remember friends THEY LIVE was a documentary………the “beast is yet to come” – is here………although i have a different pove w/her when she says they’re not necessarily evil……..they hide from us and blend in………because they are evil…………evil is as evil does……….is it possible SOME may be “good”?  perhaps – for now – given the experience inside this place – given what we experience here – what is seen here – in this realm and in the astral – i assume they’re all evil until i would know and i mean KNOW otherwise………

What Did She See?

 

 

San Tarot………unwanted energy in the vicinity……….we come in as STARS………unreachable/untouchable……….makes sense – we of the Light – getting poked by the demons, etc………….whew really focused on bringing in more protection……….protection is in the reads atm……….

Cancer – Pocket realm.

 

 

160 up atm (7:30pm EST).

ADS-B Exchange – track aircraft live (adsbexchange.com)

 

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Just trust the plan………….right?

 

So my girl and I decided to watch a movie tonight – Father of the Bride II.  Steve Martin.  Diane Keaton.  We watched FOTB last week (a rewatch for me from almost 30 years ago) and decided to watch the second one.  Middle aged parents – pregnant – same time as their newly married daughter.

The money thrown around in that movie was just over-the-top.  Lavish baby shower.  Dad whips out a check for $100k to buy back his house he had had sold in a moment of middle-aged insanity.  The 90’s – back when things were pretty good for most people.  Back in the day when being gay wasn’t pushed and was still benign without the perversion.  Back in the day when there was not the politically/socially correct bullsheot we all see everywhere.

And now…….Here I am now thinking how the hell will I ever – E V E R – be able to compete with that?  How will I ever be able to catch up?  Today my girl organized and re-arranged her room.  She asked to get rid of her nightstand.  It’s old – smelling a bit musty – a knob missing – in need of a total refinish job and I thought – I actually thought – “I can’t even afford to get my daughter a new nightstand”.  Just thinking about getting a used one – again – made me say “NO I AM DONE WITH THAT.”  She. deserves. NEW – not someone’s discarded unwanted cr@p.

And then there’s her pool.  The pool we bought her last year – which got a puncture in it the second day we used it and the patch I had didn’t work but I decided to keep it anyway.  So this year I bought different patches and put them on last weekend.  They worked – so I filled it up again and now it has more puncture marks yet again (rats or raccoon – who knows).  So I patched it up yet again today and it’s still slowly leaking from who knows where and I’m thinking ok new pool – but I can’t afford that.

I can’t even afford a f ‘ing slip-n-slide.  Not that I would get her something like that – pretty dangerous.  My budget is dollar tree plastic and a garden hose.

When I WANT to give her so. much. more.  She deserves it.  I deserve the chance to do just that.  Yeah I know – love is enough.  That’s what “they” say.  But it isn’t, is it?  Love doesn’t buy those things she wants much less needs.  And love doesn’t take away the pain and angst I feel over my life and what I want to do for her and at this moment, can’t.

7 years ago this month I was nudged to start this site.  7. years. ago.  I had nothing else coming to me at the time – and so I followed those nudges and my heart who told me my idea for this site was time – it was time 7 years ago this July to launch it.  And when I made the decision to DO – things flowed together quickly and easily – which is how the Universe flows.

And yet here I am today – wondering what the absolute f u c h to do next – as I am not feeling that Universal flow – not the way I have in the past – much less real authentic nudges from within.  I hear stories in my mind about what I THINK I can do (and am working on those) – but nothing new is really coming THROUGH me – if that makes sense.

The terms “Trust the plan” and “trust the universe” and “you have a purpose” are not phrases I am feeeeeeeeeeeeeling much these days – if at all – certainly not the way I was feeling 7 years ago.  I’m feeling like I’ve hit a wall I don’t know how to knock down or get past or climb over.  I feel as though I have run out of options, out of ideas, out of any real doing anything significant or lasting or new in this experience – in this space – in this frequency – in this reality – other than what I do each day to ensure my girl is fed housed clothed and has a smile on her face at the end of the day.

That’s it.

But it’s not enough.

I stand at that wall – and still chip away at it – because I will never. stop. trying. doing. for myself or for giving a better life experience for my child.  It can stand there – stoic and unmoving and pushing back all it once – I NEVER QUIT.  I’ll f’ing steal a plasma weapon and bust it down if I have to.  Nope – I NEVER. QUIT.

But I do walk away from plans.

And I am ok telling the Universe or God or anyone to shove it – I will go it alone.

Because I want and deserve the opportunity to have the experience where I can buy my kid a new pool and surprise her when she comes home from the horse riding lessons I can also afford to give her – where she sees a brand new dresser – in that shade of gray she loves.  And not to prove anything to her or to show her how much I love her – but so that I can DO as I long to do – FOR her.

 

7.5.23 ~ Check in/reflecting and some finds

 

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Not understanding – again – how things are playing out – at least why they are.  Drugs found in the WH.  Big f’ing deal.  WHY Is there so much focus on HB?  For so long?  And a lot of alternative headlines about that 80’s female like-a-virgin entity.  Again – so what.  Total snooze-fest even with alternative media now.  Snooze-fest that is this movie too – certainly this part of it is – for most of us.  But I continue to take baby steps – searching within and without – ways to create my life the way I want and need.  Be nice if that abundance I continue to draw in and receive would show the fuch up for me already, you know?

Certain things wax in pushing me to become desperate – which is in some way my inner I NEED CHANGE NOW frustrated DONE part of me coming online.  But……I have learned this – remembering this:  IT IS UP TO ME TO DETERMINE HOW I FEEL.  It is ALWAYS my choice – even when it’s difficult as he!! due to others actions and energies – it. is. still. always. my. choice.  That being said – given the course I am on – it is difficult to near impossible for me now to be around anyone who is stuck and stagnant and choosing to give up or follow a narrative that says we are all screwed why bother.  I respect the choice – but I can’t be in that space.

Blocking is a useful tool.

Other than that – what a giant smackheaded sin it is for ANYONE to not be able to do what THEY NEED due. to. money.  P E R I O D.  OMG do I have a lot of anger over this one once again.  I don’t want to have that anger – so again I am focused on releasing and re-centering myself.  However I am losing patience in having to do this.  Why?  I should not have to.  And yet – I do.

Here’s what I’m seeing.

Love,

V.

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This:

 

ACTIVATE THEM.

 

Personally, I would not recommend – I have Z E R O alignment with this – never have – no matter how strong your mind/spirit are.  When you are venturing into experiences/realities in which you have no real knowledge of, you do it sober – not under the influence of something – and even at that – just because you CAN go visiting some unknown space doesn’t mean you should.  Not until it is safe to do so (as in the dimensionals creating chaos are gone kapoot cleared out etc.)…….

 

 

While still in this system I seek all ways to increase my income………

(there is a video circulating from a tik tok channel – the guy who was allegedly on the plane w/the woman who got off the flight after becoming visibly upset after seeing one of “them”………the guy is satire……..block him and report him……..this is serious sheot here – the war w/the invisible enemy……done w/fools who think they “know” when they haven’t a f’ing clue what has been here with us…….)

 

 

Best video of the week.  This little boy is so precious!  And the end……..just beautiful.  Kindness is everything.

 

 

 

this brings up so much emotion in me – in ways i know i don’t have to share………too many clued out parents out there………..still seeking a tribe – at this point i will go TO them……….and what happened to his 2 year old sister?  this narrator just another uncaring/detached entity disguised as a human?

 

 

United together is the only answer……For me……..Ya’ll know I’m done with the plan in terms of waiting for it to play out to improve my situation…….I too am worn to the bone w/the isolation………..as he said COME ON – let’s get this rolling………let’s DO – T O G E T H E R..………Yeah – I feel this way inside every day……..

 

 

Like and support this theory………

 

 

Over 120 up in the states at 11pm EST

 

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/medical/hidden-side-gender-affirming-care-driving-transgender-mental-health-problems-and-suicide

 

San with a lot of MEGA’s (Make Everything Grand Again!)

Gemini – Megaphone, Mega voice, Mega channel.

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7.3.23 ~ It’s tough being a human in this matrix some days….

 

And life ain’t no popularity contest.

Parents strive to find the balance between being a parent and a friend – sometimes the two don’t mix – ultimately you be the parent at the end of the day – first and foremost.  Hard to parent these days indeed – striving for a better reality but still parenting to know how to navigate this one.  Ultimately the goal is a child who knows herself – can speak her mind – has respect for herself and others.  Some days I think Yeah, I’m doing good by her – other days – like today – I think gawd help me – I’m failing.

I have moments where I feel I’m ok – I’m enough – I got this.  Then days like today wax in and I feel I will never be good enough.  Financially abundant enough.  Young enough.  Firm enough.  Soft enough.  Energetic enough.  Competent enough (some days I have no clue what I’m doing).  Yes, sometimes those boundaries are solid and firm – sometimes they are squishy and pliable especially when this woman is just plum f’ing exhausted.

Yesterday was far better here in my experience.  The one big difference – sleep.  I had amazing sleep 2 nights before.  Last night?  Back at it with the sleep intention seeking – leaving me feeling in some moments desperate and pleading and instead of intending the sleep – BEGGING for it.

Fuch.

I want to please people.  Probably too much.  But sometimes I also want to punch their lights out, spit on the ground and walk away.

Discovering myself again – and anew – is not always a pretty process.

So I saw this tweet below tonight – and as a mama – I appreciated it.  Reminded me again what my real role is.  Kids learn what they see and not just what they are told – and they learn best when the rules are solid.  Cross the line?  Well there’s a consequence for those times when it’s crossed.

My girl has a phone – but no phone plan.  My thought – she wants a plan – she can pay for it.  Yes the last 3 years have been very difficult for her – I get that.  But I’m still raising a child into adulthood here and sometimes you just gots to know when to let that past nonsense go and move on.  Stop repeating the story.  It happened.  Focus on the NOW – and find some reason to put on a smile – like she did today when she filled up her pool with water balloons or when she swung on the swings tonight at the park.  I reflected – watched her – smile on my face – and paused to take in the moment.  If she’s still able to create her own joy – even if it ain’t perfect – I must be doing something right.

Always room for expansion.

Love,

V.

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Not much to share………..or shall I say very little is impressing me atm….These first two describe my experience perfectly……..

 

 

 

 

Silver’s going to be the hot metal…………”they” been removing it from the coins for awhile now…………

 

Don’t know what to think about this other than the obvious creepy AF – and wouldn’t surprise me……….

 

I’ll take the exit sign for $1,000, Alex………

 

Uh huh………..

 

 

Snopes…….🙄……readers “insights” (i.e. normies trying to sound like they’ve done their research)……  😂😜

 

 

Hey hey hey now………..lookie here:

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Sigh………..
Back and forth…………moves and countermoves………long past time for the hammer to clear the board, ya know?  I keep saying – others of us saying too – by the time this movie actually ends or gets good enough to watch 24/7 the theatre will be empty.  This back and forth bipolar schizo reality has run its course.  More and more I tell myself – just observe.  Eat a cookie.  Locate the chocolate.  Make some bread.  Ride your bike.  Throw a water balloon.  Spit on a demon and scream a little.
UGH sigh.
Love (again),
V.
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7.2.23 ~ Synchs Galore

 

5:55 atm………so add that one.

Something lifted and cleared out overnight.

Sat down to eat – nudged to turn on the radio – Axel Rose is singing “Take Me Home”.  Didn’t really want to listen to the entire song so something nudged me to go to another station – which I did.  What is just starting?  Collins – In The Air Tonight.

Later on head out – turn on the radio – The Final Countdown just starting.  Guided to look off to my right – car with license plate QQQ.  Arriving home the odometer read(s):  111.1.

Just putting out what I’m feeeeeeeeeeeeeling……..

The Great Lakes.  Something with that.

7/11………..feeling that (as well as 7/24).

The storms taking place last night and into today – including the flooding in Chicago – clearing out the sulfur dioxide.  Spoke with LH about this – she shared with me a very good insight on that – about it coming from underground.  I read yesterday on t’er – someone saying no way was it coming from balloons/from the air – you’d have to dump that by the billions of lbs to get that level of coverage.

Race on tv – keeps showing Christmas in July (also really feeeeeeeeeeeeling that).  Also on the race – Kennedy’s speech he gave just. before. the. Bay of Pigs.  The ad was focused on an event they say is released 7.10.23.

Feeling more into Laura’s View and Tarot Too read on July – land of confusion until middle of July.  Then very positive movements for ALL OF US (well those of us on the final timeline of Good/Freedom/Liberation etc. etc.)……….

Saw this on twitter – find it very interesting……….aligns w/In The Air Tonight, Final Countdown songs I heard………Dial of Destiny – Harrison Ford’s latest – just out (6.30)………..Films focus is on the Antikythera mechanism:

“is an Ancient Greek hand-powered orrery, described as the oldest known example of an analogue computer[1][2][3] used to predict astronomical positions and eclipses decades in advance.[4][5][6] It could also be used to track the four-year cycle of athletic games which was similar to an Olympiad, the cycle of the ancient Olympic Games.[“

Orrery?  Yeah…………Things have to be lined up to get. out.  UNLOCK THE MATRIX.

That’s enough for now.  Going to go play.  Keep the focus on the experience you want.  

Love,

V.

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