Category: Daily Notes

6.23.24 ~ Some Very Interesting/Insightful Finds, a Gematria and a thought on money

 

Weird energy.  Went into a big box store – wow – they amped up the frequency or something.  I felt agitated so I quickly got my supplies and left.  When we got to the car, my girl asked what was going on inside the store – she said she felt something messing with her head.

I continue to listen to a money program and so far, have received some good insights out of it.  However, today’s topic was debt – and how we need to get out of debt.  lol  Oh I know I sound like a scrooge, but I am cranky and tired and quite done with younger generations and others who still don’t see pay to live = debt.  Run your water – bam you owe that utility company money.  Turn on your heat or that light, same thing.  Send a text or take a call on your cell, you owe for that.  Finish up that loaf of bread?  Want another?  You gonna pay for that.  And that house you think you own?  Giant ponzi scheme.  And in TODAY’S reality where over 30% of people here in the states alone are in over their heads in debt and are in default – just to eat and survive – let’s stop looking at one another when it comes to the topic of debt and instead focus that judgment call where it belongs:  on the banks and on this toxic pay to live system.

Anyway, let’s just say I decided to skip today’s lesson.  Cutting class was always easy for me when the need arose.  😂

Here’s what I am seeing out on the world stage.

Love,

V.

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Because there won’t be an election – at least a “normal” one.  My ongoing feeeeeeeeeeel.  Never before in June.

 

day before 9.11:

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past US debates:

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Hit ’em in the nose and watch the plastic fall………..COMMS

 

Bouvet Island.  Again.

Little bit more about Bouvet Island:

 

 

Gematria:  BOUVET ISLAND (144)

White Hats

See You At The Gathering

Clock Tower

The Time Has Come

Time After Time (sharing because i heard that song on the radio tonight and felt something)

Home Visitors

 

9 hours (the website there no longer allows me to take a screen shot – gives me an alert and says the content is protected – NO SCHUMANN IMAGES FOR YOU  lol)

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Thoughts On The Awakening ~ What exactly is it? Some early day WOO.

 

My girl and I are currently watching Independence Day (originally released on July 3, 1996 – which is interesting as the movie takes place ON July 3rd and 4th) – second time for her, many more for me.  The last time we watched it was about a year ago.  Watching it again last night I had this knowing – I SEE more today than I did just one year ago.  I am more awake and able to see the comms dropped.  And yet – I really didn’t gain any more facts or information since then in terms of corruption, the evil, etc.

Nope.

Rather, I am SEEING more from a Higher Place.  The Super Conscious.  Higher Consciousness.  Real Self – Full Self – on the outside.  That allows me to SEE more here – SEE the clues and codes and comms sent in FROM the outside/Higher Place.

ME on the outside is waking up sending in those codes/frequencies for me to SEE at the right time – reconnecting with the human me here inside the sim so that the me inside this place SEES more.  (and becomes disgusted, angry and desperate for NEW BETTER NOW)

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I just had that come to me – that this is the process that is happening – this is how The Awakening really works.  I’ve had it in reverse.

Some of the things I saw in this movie was the time stamp of 9:11 on the time countdown as to when the enemy was going to begin the physical war.  Also of interest, as noted above, the release date corresponds to the date in the movie in which the war begins (and thus our INDEPENDENCE FROM the enemy which we know has been here all along hiding in dimensions and in human meatsuits).  The war ends on July 4th – which we are told becomes the entire planet’s Independence Day – for All – UNITED.  (getting chills – the speech is awesome too)

The original signal from their crafts also originated from The Moon – which likely contains “them” as a means to monitor us – and/or the Soul/Consciousness recycling place – that bright light is likely just the light from the Moon w/them disguised as angels and other celestial beings telling us what did you learn you messed up didn’t get it right time to reinsert you again little slave you have no choice.  So much for Free Will much less Freedom, right?

Yeppers.

I also had this thought – what if 7 = 11.  The whole 7/11 images we’ve seen by Elon and VK and with even Trump’s court case decision – what if it isn’t about that date but that perhaps 7 = 11.  And the Q posts that talk about 11.3 and 11.4 are really July 3rd and July 4th.

We’ll see.

About all I can say and feeeeeeeeeeeel at this moment – something I keep. sensing for the past few years is that my Higher Self somehow gets “online” and sends information through the quantum computer hoping it reaches my awakening human brain.

That’s enough WOO for now.

Love,

V.

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6.21.24 ~ Checking In and Today’s Finds

 

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Went to the store – noticing some price increases including my tea going up by about .60 cents and my shampoo I’ve used for years up by $1.50.  !!!  But then go to the big box store and they are pushing processed crap with reduced prices and buy one get one.  Eating healthy has become a luxury (not to mention making it impossible to save).

Jesus just enough already.  P L E A S E.  Challenging day.  Overly tired.  Energy felt better yesterday.  So much for this “they removed a lot of bad ones” narrative.  Makes me wonder as always who really knows what.

Onward and upward.  Working on the triggers.  Paying far more attention to my body and how I feel there over what goes on in my brain.

Please support my work with a financial contribution of your choice.  Thank you, all of you, who do.

Love,

V.

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this is perplexing………..unless in the end all turn on Israel………

 

 

 

What I said:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Keep seeing “here we go”.  Question is – where (and when)?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Like me some WOO………Been awhile – intuitive nudge to check her out tonight.  Interesting commentary on who can use “clones”.  Makes sense.  Tower moment surrounding the debate.  Star and the Sun Card at the end.  Next week.  We’ll see……… (i may do my own read – been awhile – if I do i’ll share the results)

Laura’s View and Tarot, Too:

Presidential Debate Woo

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6.20.24 ~ Today’s Finds and Headlines, A Gematria, and a Reflection

 

So ~ received my auto/renter’s insurance renewal policy – which is going to go up by $12 – even though I have had zero claims.  🙄  The excuse from the local office will be the same as it always is: “Corporate decision – nothing we can do about it.”  As I’m going through it, I see how much I pay for liabilities and deductibles (I wasn’t aware they actually CHARGE me for having a deductible).  They claim I save close to $150 but don’t break it down the way they do everything else.  Can we just be done with this nonsense and bring back the way it once was – if you cause an accident, you work it out like adults using mediation instead of letting the suits figure it out.  And another idea – since I had no claims filed – shouldn’t I get back a % of that money they demanded I pay if I want to drive?  35% will be doable.

Here’s what I’m seeing out in the “not the way I’d do it” stage.

Love,

V.

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Current outages – U.S.:

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Downdetector (plus several in the yellow including Venmo, Ubisoft connect, Target, Consolidated Comms, Cloudfare, PG & E, Pacific Power, showing some reported user problems):

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CDK cyberattack shuts down auto dealerships across the U.S. Here’s what to know. – CBS News

 

 

Question is – where did they pull up and change places?  And do these look like two people on the verge of starting WWIII?  Looks like two buddies off on a joy ride.

 

 

Dog comms?  Maybe?  A rare breed.  “Hunting” dogs…….. Very loyal to their masters.

On a nudge, I did a gematria:  PUNGSAN HUNTING DOG

XRP Storm

I Can Feel It Coming In The Air Tonight

All Systems Go

John DeLorean

Coronal Mass Ejection

 

 

Wonder what that final word will be……….

Trump to get final word at CNN debate after coin flip

 

 

And another one………

 

 

 

Sky stuff:

 

X-Class in the last 24 hours:

Solar Flares Remain Likely through 20-23 June | NOAA / NWS Space Weather Prediction Center

 

 

Foreign. Corporation.  (how many of “them” invested in foreign corporations?)

Court upholds Trump-era corporate tax on foreign earnings – SCOTUSblog

The tax, which was expected to raise approximately $300 billion over 10 years, applied to all earnings by a controlled foreign corporation after 1986, regardless of whether they were distributed to shareholders or whether the shareholders owned the shares when the corporation made the earnings on which they are being taxed.

 

 

 

 

as i shared the above theory, i noticed this:

 

 

Telling us what’s already happened:

Earth’s rotating inner core is starting to slow down — and it could alter the length of our days | Live Science

 

Make your own.  Here’s the recipe I use.  1/2 cup cacoa powder, 1/2 cup coconut oil.  Melt the coconut oil on low, whisk in the cacoa powder.  From there you can add maple syrup to sweeten.  Nuts.  Vanilla, almond, peppermint, etc. oils.  Dried fruits.  Very versatile.  Put on parchment paper on glass dish, stick in freezer, let freeze, break up and keep in refrigerator.  Or you can pour into silicone molds, freeze and keep in the refrig. Delicious!

Chocolate Recall Map Shows Nine States Impacted by Health Warning – Newsweek

 

Plural.  Rocks incoming……..One between earth and the moon.

MrMBB333:

Massive Asteroids Barreling Towards Earth!

 

Nature still telling us it’s late summer/early fall.  Leaves continue to turn.  Earth ship has tilted.

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6.19.24 ~ Some Finds

 

Before I share today’s finds, I want to ask for prayers for Brother Rick who lost his beautiful dog Nala today.  Nala was his companion for many years and after Rick and I connected through this site, he would send pictures and Nala stories over the years.  Always such a hard loss.  She will be missed.  Thank you for the love you send his way.

Love,

Victoria

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https://www.zerohedge.com/energy/grid-collapse-ecuador-hit-nationwide-power-blackout

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/technology/taking-our-extra-time-boeing-delays-starliners-return-earth-amid-thruster-issues

 

 

MrMBB333: 5:50 mark – that ain’t normal radar signature:

Something STRANGE going on with the Atmosphere!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

current collective feeeeeeeeeels:

 

good news:

 

S I L V E R……..

 

 

license plate clearly not arkansas (or the states):

 

 

Gauging Antarctica’s sponginess from space (tudelft.nl)

The Antarctic climate and ecosystem are changing rapidly,

 

now this is the kind of antarctica info i was looking for – very interesting – it is indeed smoke……..i remember around the time i started this site (8 years ago next month!) – Heather Ann Tucci Jarraf said once antarctica is being exposed, we are at the end………..

 

I decided to do a Gematria on DRAKES PASSAGE (444):

The Time Has Come

Time To Go Home

The Second Coming

The Snake Has Been Beheaded

Eleven Eleven

Five Five Five

Nine Nine Nine

 

Full Moon is June 21 – tomorrow is the summer solstice in the northern hemisphere and the winter solstice for those of you in the southern portion of this realm.

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Questioning all of the narratives

 

Nothing makes sense to me atm.

A growing feeling.

Came in HARD last night after watching a movie – Phenomenon.

An example of how we’re supposed to be.

This is a movie that has personal references for me so there’s that as well – wanting those connections – wanting someone – others – who would “buy my chairs” as I called it at the time I first saw the movie.

The narratives.  There are many.

Control is an illusion – but then we’re told “you only control yourself – your thoughts, your choices, your behaviors”.

Paradoxical b.s.

None of these “big” guru types talk about the matrix or the simulation or the idea that there are invisible (to us w/our human eyes – well to most – some see them) enemies who come in for the attack.  Nor to they talk about tech like the voice of god which is designed to target individuals and plant thoughts.  And do any of them talk about the mind control victims (i.e. school shooters)?

Nope.

I pause and do a small “ha ha”.  That’s why my voice has such a tiny audience.  No way in this place would my words EVER have given me a New York Times Bestseller voice.

The truth is inconvenient.  We’ve all run from it.  But I have gathered enough OOMPH within me to let it have a voice and I want to KNOW the truth.

I don’t want to be told what I CAN or CANNOT handle.

I certainly do NOT want to be told things are going so slow as to ensure as many people awaken – not when the result of that is a mass level of suffering among those of us who took the time to KNOW and SEE.  Don’t you all think now – what was the point OF knowing and seeing?  Was it just a massive psyop to see if we would listen to prompts and nudges and listen to the desire to know the truth of this place?

I want to know what’s truly going on.  I want to know when this new earth/world/system/whatever is going to manifest.  I want to know how much power we each have in bringing it in.

I want to know just exactly WHAT is this Higher Self.  Can I even feel that part of me?  Is it separate?  Is there just a tiny piece of that HS within me?  If so – where is the rest and wth is it doing?  It sure doesn’t seem to be working for me given how much I call her in and ask for what I need – you know me – the human – here – with needs – many unmet?

Yeah, that one.

Just for once – I want to SEE some of these words expressed – the vulnerability allowed to come out – for others to start saying “I don’t know where we are or who we are or when we are.  I don’t know exactly what is going on.”

But SOMEONE does because we see things moving – events happening – all of these celestial happenings (WHO controls THOSE?!).

Seriously – others ARE controlling this reality and for craps sake if it IS our Higher Selves than they need to TELL US.  Give us some g.d. GUIDANCE.  LISTEN to our words.  GUIDE us as to how to dismantle it – let us know what we here can do to help.  Listen to the words of my girl and I – as we speak them, write then down, send the out – every g.d. day.

For now – this place feels sad and traumatizing.  That’s the other piece – that I have mentioned here before but I will again – anyone who says it “had to be this way” needs to show us now WHY.  If THEY can know the truth then so. can. we.  What makes them more special or capable mentally?  Hmmm?  Anyone?

Trust the plan.

SHOW US THE PLAN.

I get war and military ops.

But give. us. something. tangible.

At the very least bring help to those of us asking for it and needing it.

Bring about some miracles.

No different than someone saying, “I am going to be doing a lot of things on your yard and house that you can’t see – and you cannot stop me from doing these things – but you just have to trust me – this person(s) you don’t know – you just need to trust me I know what I’m doing and in the end it will be beautiful.”

But for now – hold on – it’s going to get rocky and difficult as fuch and you may experience a lot of trauma (on top of what you already had) – so just pray to Jesus/God and know they have your back.

I’m seeing too many suffer.  Too g.d. many.  Too many needing help yesterday or last year and not getting it.  Financial peril.  Health (mental emotional physical) issues.  WE NEED HELP AND WE NEED IT NOW.  On OUR timeline – OUR watch – NOW.  Not when someone else says so.  If this plan is so Divine – there absolutely can be help brought in to alleviate this unnecessary suffering too many are going through.  We aren’t learning a g.d. thing.  LOVE EXPANDS.  Trauma harms.

PERIOD.

So let’s bring these intentions in NOW.

Not when some best-selling guru who only gives a wee bit of advice and conveniently ignores the rest tells us to just change our thoughts and everything will be ok.

Not in a spiritual war.  The thoughts allow us to KEEP GOING.  But they don’t stop the attacks.  They don’t stop the trauma.  Asserting your boundaries does not work against someone or something that has no intention of honoring your words.  And these b.s. attacks can come in at any time.  I don’t know ANYONE who can keep up an armor 24/7 – plus some are more targeted than others – especially those with the brightest light – the biggest hearts – those who are the most trusting AND seeing/sensitive.

That is all for now.  Ending this one with a deep f’ing sigh of extreme frustration and sadness.

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6.16.24 ~ Finds and a Reflection……….

 

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Had to get out of the house tonight, so we went to the local Kroger store.  I’m noticing more sales on clothing, toys, household items – ongoing.  40-50% off is typical – up to 70% on other items – many of these are summer items.  Very ready for housing to do the same.  V E R Y ready.

Here’s what I’m seeing.  Please help me by supporting my work with a donation of your choice.  And welcome new friends!  🥰ðŸ™

Love,

V.

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The weather is not “normal” at all here – low 40’s at night – 50’s today and it poured all day.  Praying for my Sister Friend LM – her friend is in the area down in the bay area of Cali that is under fire watch.  Please send energies to dissipate that b.s. and to keep her friend safe.  Thank you!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Thoughts on “Gray Rock”

 

 

I’ve been practicing that technique – Gray Rock – whereby I stay neutral in situations I otherwise do not wish to be in.  Chaos.  Drama.  While I appreciate the concept of it and see the benefits of it – when that’s all you do – when that’s all *I* do is remain neutral – I also ignore boundary violations taking place in my body.  And unless I deal with those – they come back and make it clear.

“Tame the inner child.”

No – LISTEN to the inner child and then the inner child/voice becomes tame.

I think we’re doing it backwards here.

As someone recently said to me: “we aren’t rocks – we are HUMAN BEINGS”.

Absolutely.

When in close proximity to chaos, drama and/or anything you would otherwise choose NOT to be around – and you simply go neutral – what do you think is happening to the body?  Where do you think those energies of the drama and chaos are going?  Your body.

Empathy.  If you are a human being, you are naturally empathic.  Different levels of sensitivity?  Yes.  But to be human is also to FEEL.

Not only do I think we’re doing it backwards, but we’re also lying to ourselves.  Going neutral (alone as a tool) is often no different than ignoring what is happening – you’re just making a more conscientious choice to not get involved.  But if anyone thinks they can be in such a situation and not FEEEEEEL it – in your body – you’re either fooling yourself or you aren’t human.

Or you have some sort of advantaged DNA superpower that I and most of the rest of us humans here don’t yet have.

It’s no different than watching a movie with a sad scene.

Or watching a horrible accident.

Or being suddenly screamed at.

Or even watching those dang dog rescue commercials.

THEY ENVOKE AN EMOTIONAL RESPONSE IN OUR BODIES.

And if the situation is sudden, unexpected, it can put the body in fight/flight/freeze mode – i.e. trauma/survive mode.  And unless processed, that will stay in the body.

So maybe, after all, while going neutral IS absolutely a good tool to keep you from getting lost in a situation, maybe those rocks instead need to be used for throwing at whoever is violating your boundaries and not caring.

Some things to think about on this blustery Saturday afternoon.

Love,

V.

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6.15.24 ~ A check-in – a find or two

 

I don’t much care what’s going on “out there” – and to be honest I don’t much care what’s going on “in here” either.  It’s an odd space.  Yesterday was challenging after a good, focused start.  The challenge morphed into a rather neutral, quiet space – not great – but neutral and I have a couple of much needed/wanted phone convo’s.  All was rolling along, a rather nice pace, when late evening I was suddenly shaking again all over and ravishingly hungry.  I tried to ignore it – thinking “this wasn’t me” but my body started to rebel so I made an entire meal – at midnight – and ate like I hadn’t eaten in a day or two.  I was also suddenly highly agitated and felt the need to pound something.  Heard from Sister D who said something really nasty came in last night and attacked.

So there you go.

This morning, I feel drained – agitated (over money – the usual) – and began doing my usual inner focus – even putting on frequency bowl meditation music I often play these days – paused and said “fuch it”.  Just not up to switching things up within.  So I’m letting myself simply BE.  Energetically I am too dayem tired to change the inner feeeeeeeeeeeels so I can put on my best face and be someone I am not atm:  content and happy.

Because I am not.

It is as it is – I am as I am.

Off to give my money over to some mega corporation who doesn’t need it.

Ta ta for now.

Love,

V.

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Excellent words – EXCEPT for the “what’s done is done move on”.  If there is trauma as a result of whatever is done, your body will not move on.  Been there done that.  The body will keep the energies of the unprocessed experience within – brain will then respond now and then as though the event is still happening – which according to the body it IS.  So there is no “forget it and move on”.  That is not how the body and mind connection work.  That is how “they” designed these bodies and is also why “they” created so much horror her to give us that trauma.  “They” know it sticks with us.  Little children – so happy – so up – I was one – put on a happy face – always.  That was just me – while inside trauma built up inside of me so by the time I was in my mid 20’s I started having these things the doctor called “panic attacks” so I dove into cognitive behavior therapies and affirmations and new age healing techniques – and not once did any of these people talk about the Body and how it is the BODY that keeps the score of everything – not just the mind.  It wasn’t until this past year when I was finally connected with the right people who know about these bodies and the nervous system and trauma did I *get it*.  What do you think a trigger is?  An unhealed trauma.  If we didn’t have trauma stored in our bodies, we wouldn’t get triggered.  Period.  ‘Nuff said.

 

 

 

Weather is still odd here – cool, rainy and as always windy.  I took a pic last night of another tree already changing – will try and remember to upload it from my camera.  Not promising though – brain just isn’t what it used to be these days.

 

No surprise here – anyone seen the ingredients in these things??

 

 

 

 

 

Other headlines I saw but am too tired to go retrieve again and link:  T is debating JB on the 27th.  For the first time ever there will be no audience.  Scripted movie scene already shot just ready to roll out for whomever has the desire to watch.

The homeless in Oregon are speaking out saying they don’t want tarps and tents – they want REAL HELP.  Duh.  As I always say – ask people what they NEED and stop assuming.  Just like I take issue when others try to tell me what they think I need to be doing while not hearing me say “THIS IS WHAT I NEED”.

OMG we have to all get over ourselves and start helping at the level people need the support.  There’s a lot I don’t know – but when I know something I KNOW.  And this is one thing I KNOW.

That’s all for now.

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6.14.24 ~ Today’s Finds and Personal Sharing: Collective PTSD

 

PTSD was off the charts today.  This week actually.  Today I was suddenly shaking and couldn’t stop.  It’s odd too as I began the day with somatic yoga, positive/loving self-talk and felt quite calm.  An hour later, it came over me.  Breathing, etc. was not helping at all so I put out a prayer request and spoke with a couple of friends.  That helped – ended the shaking at least.

There is a collective of us dealing with PTSD – and it has been quite intense lately.  Spiritual attacks have been amped up.  This reality appears more bizarre – but it is making it easier for real humans to be seen and felt and to make those connections regardless of location.  I keep hearing the song lyric I wrote decades ago:  We have each other to hold onto when the world is unfriendly.

That’s how we make it through this – each other – because sometimes not even prayers to God/Jesus, etc. are enough.  We sometimes find that connection by connecting with a fellow human who “gets it”.

And I also see PTSD as being those fragmented pieces of ourselves that seek to be seen, loved, healed and joined back in with our God Self.

Here’s what I’m seeing.  Please remember to share and donate what you can.  Thank you.

Love,

Victoria

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Update: Judge Dismisses Infowars Bankruptcy – Alex Jones Releases Statement After Victory in Court (VIDEO)

 

 

 

 

Desperation sets in as The Awakening continues……….Me thinks this is what raises the APL to 10………

BREAKING: House of Representatives Passes Bill for Automatic Military Draft Registration of Young Men Between 18 and 26

 

 

 

WATCH LIVE: President Trump Delivers Remarks at Club 47 in Celebration of His Birthday

 

Military is the only way…………

BREAKING: DOJ Won’t Prosecute Merrick Garland For Contempt of Congress Over Biden Audio Tapes

 

 

“yuge” and “junior”………

 

Yes absolutely – very little energy to it this year:

 

 

 

Pretty much………

 

Another one:

Feds investigate Southwest flight’s rapid descent off Kauai | Honolulu Star-Advertiser (staradvertiser.com)

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