UPDATE: So apparently it’s been 7 hours and FIFTEEN days………lol Oh well……So I decided to try a gematria for the line………there’s something there…….
John John Is Alive
I Am Back Q Satanic Serpents Cannot Win
Y O U are the coder of your R E A L I T Y
Clock Activated Eleventh Hour
Sinead O’Connor has been in my space since she “left”. There is something to this and I go by how I feel and the connection I felt with her way back when she tore up that picture of the pope. I cheered inside and thought “yes she’s one of us!”
The first words to her song – written by Prince btw for those who don’t know which feeeeeeeeeeeeels significant to me as well – “It’s been 7 hours and 16 days since you took your love away”. 7 hours. 16 days. That’s almost 17. Add in 17 hours and you have 17 days. That just feels like a comm to me of some sorts. She left on the 26th. 17 days from that day is 8.12. Something about this all – can’t shake.
So I looked for 17 posts of Aug 12 – hoping for a boom. I found one with four:
(btw – check out the tweet from T above if you can – refers to D O J interference in the election from 2016)
So…………
I was also thinking about energy and how certain places feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel heavier than others. I had my hands in water atm as I felt into this – and had one of those “a ha no duh” moments – as they reset this place – they remove any truth frequencies/energies and keep the trauma energies. Some physical locations have heavier energies due to war (esp. war)………. And what do many of us do – regularly? Clear our spaces. But remember friends – it is my feeeeeeeeeeel now – my knowing – that these low vibe energies we feel, from trauma to whatever – are not always ours – often NOT ours. And the stuff we have carried in these designed-TO-keep-stuck-those-trauma-energies – are as a result of “their” stories and skits “they” put us into. Yes, I get the whole “you made that choice” but how the frig do any of us have FULL KNOWING CHOICE when walking half blind with half power in a vessel “they” designed? And of course – there is not a Soul here who would ever. knowingly with full awareness. and. willfully. say “yes” to trauma.
N E V E R. That is evil/control/power over. “Their” cr@p.
Keep writing YOUR OWN STORIES. Use the power you have to Create. Build on it. Keep going. Until………..
Until…………ohwesoclose!
Love,
V.
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Today was, well, a day to keep the vibe up and high and deflect anything or anyone coming in to bring me down. Some days doing the NEO is a full-time job. Seems others felt the same. Definitely saw it in the house here. Had a nice long ride – alone – blew off what wasn’t mine – as much as I could. Playing good frequency music – calling in and receiving the energies I align with. We’re almost there friends. Thank you for hanging in there with me all these years.
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(…as Mr. Poopy Pants disembarked the plane at 7:07 ET pm, he did not address reporters and did not respond to a shouted question from a reporter about whether he planned to reach out to his 7th grandchild — who he recognized for the first time publicly two hours earlier) https://t.co/mlOK5TnUe1
BREAKING REPORT: 6 banks, including Bank of America, JP Morgan and Wells Fargo, submitted more than 170 suspicious activity reports to the Treasury Department alleging BIDEN FAMILY INVOLVEMENT in money laundering, human trafficking, and tax fraud..
SEVERE THUNDERSTORM WARNING in effect for Rock, Waukesha, Jefferson, Walworth, Green, Dane until Jul 28 11:00PM. Take cover as damaging winds and large hail are possible in the warned area. #FirstAlertpic.twitter.com/lMmVGl1Tai
10 days……….darkness was during shutdown – congress is gone through end of august………..done in 30 too perhaps? maybe??!! (i’m more like the cat atm tbh…….)
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From the WH:
Air Force One touched down at Dover AFB at 6:53 p.m. ET. pResident Biden disembarked from the plane at 7:07 p.m. ET.
Due to a bad weather call, he will be taking a motorcade to his residence in Rehoboth Beach, Del., where he will be staying over the next week.
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Russian President announces that Moscow would also allocate an additional $90 million to… pic.twitter.com/bkFtdNIwOv
This movie is going to blow you away and is exactly what we need to awaken the masses to the psychological threats we face across America and globally.
Laura’s View and Tarot, Too (Yes…..change is being shown in the present – not in the future……….makes sense given what I am seeing out there but also what I am feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling and putting together)………….We are READY….Energy is there to make that Jump……..Amazing, beautiful read!
Well it appears that tarot read was correct on things becoming more confusing this month – but here we are at the end of the month and the confusion continues to build instead of switching like the cards said. But I know how these things go – I do my own reads privately – and info may be correct but the timing – yeah I always seem to miss that one.
I’m tired tonight. Just flat. out. t i r e d. I got a boost of energy and took my girl to one of those beauty places (make up, perfume, etc.). I would have loved this place at her age. At my age? I was inundated and absolutely overwhelmed by the scents of body lotions and perfumes and hair products – plus the place is also a hair styling place so OH MY GAWD……..lol……….I’m still smelling it in my nose – and this is after I came home and scrubbed myself down with my own mild castile liquid soap and plain unscented simple shampoo. Booooooooooring to a teen. Anyway, she had fun browsing and I had fun enjoying the experience with her. But my unbelievably and at times highly annoying senses did. not. The next store we went into had no smells – just loud music – making it hard to hear what my girl was saying. I already had the smell on me – and now the music was a bit much. After 20 minutes I said let’s go to Trader Joe’s. Hadn’t been in there since the lockdown (personal refusal – they made you stand outside in the rain to wait to shop as they only allowed X amount of people inside and refused to do customer pick up – so I said “f that” and shopped elsewhere). That said – I love the place – overall – great customer service – but the music was loud and the lights – omg the lights – I forgot how frigging BRIGHT that place is. !!! As I got into the car, I felt like I drove home looking like a deer looking at the headlights. Overloaded senses.
I sit here – calm and centered again – wondering if I will E V E R be able to go out into the world of normal and sensory overload and function – normally. The more I’ve awakened the more sensitive I’ve become.
A small town – under 10,000 people. More rural. More mom and pop stores and restaurants instead of these chain stores that must require the staff to crank the music and amp up the lights and fill the place with perfumes and/or perfumed sanitary sprays (Hello Dollar Store W T F are you thinking doing this??). Unlike days past, going by my memory that is, the perfumes and chemicals used today s t i c k to the skin. It’s like a coating that only comes off once you wash it – sometimes it takes more than one washing.
Anyway, back to the confusion. So many cryptic messages. Confusion. VK implying there are no aliens – the Vrill were the CATS. (acronym??) Feels insulting to those who see, smell, sense the dimensionals – aliens – whatever you want to call them – a “gift” no one wants. Of course it depends on how one defines aliens, you know? And are many of them just projections inside this sim? Someone knows – I want to know. So weary of the games.
Regardless of all that, it’s good these two are trending:
For the Record, the @GOP has to do more. Just shut the government down or at least tighten up the nation’s purse strings.
We can no longer afford these organizations we’ve created. Look at what they are doing to everyday American citizens simply exercising their first amendment… https://t.co/M3DAEJGsZR
oh speaking of movies – i just had a memory come back to me………25 years ago or so i was at the movies with a guy friend of mine at the time…….we sat way in the back and i had my usual big box of hot tamale candy…..the theatre was on an incline meaning it slanted downward from where we sat….one of the scenes was so funny, i laughed so hard and spilled my entire. box. of. candy and listened as they all rolled down towards the front. omg we laughed so hard. i put on a show pretending to then cry like a child wanting my candy……….he went along with it with me until we were in hysterics. good times. 😂🥰
many thought it was THIS week……..🙄
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"SIX PM, SEE YOU SOON" At 12:31AM
##1231[SOON] What will [next week] hold? 💥MOAB!💥
Past 48 hours of M5.0+ earthquakes up to current 1130pm Central US time July 27, 2023…in the East Pacific.. each arrow direction moving as expected. pic.twitter.com/Zx7IPpFgXX
San Tarot (oooh stormy weather)……..Like the title…..dropped yesterday so interesting read and the weather conditions……..Eccentric, unusual path…….doesn’t that align with all of us on this journey? Remembrance of our Own Light (many of us are focused on doing that now)………..Oversoul becoming engaged and active – reconnecting……….a new thing……..There is the OverSoul and then the Higher Self………..OverSoul coming in, bypassing the H.Self…….taking the lead….saying and doing things out of character (could it be aligning w/yesterday’s unspoken desires read?) ….. can be uncomfortable to us here….hmmm….interesting read…….Quite aligning…..
I have been reflecting on the happenings of today. I was triggered by the words and actions of someone who was taking issue – yet again – with how I choose to express myself here and on my personal social media accounts. I was bothered by how this individual was going after my friend and then as it turned out, through my friend to come at me with unkind words.
Why are so many of us being triggered these days? And why are so many of us, at times, being so nasty to each other?
This entire reality and our experience in it has never. been. fully. authentic in that it does not support us the way the Real Universe does. Prisons are like that. The energies here are of “their” making – and they absolutely do. not. align. with. the frequency of our heart and soul.  As such, “they” can plant thoughts into our minds while awake – or asleep – or target us directly with certain frequencies that induce stress, anxiety and the like. And if one is already experiencing low energy or physical/emotional/mental pain, poor health, etc. that person is more likely to be triggered and thus used to “feed the machine” – especially if they aren’t aware of where they are to begin with.
THAT is what is happening. It’s what happened today. It’s what I see happening all over the place now.
The answer?
KNOW and SEE this for what it is (logic).
Remember to see the signs – to feel them in your body. It’s quite obvious at this point for many – but it still takes practice to detach.
Which is what is next – DETACH. Take a time out.
Go within to the Heart. Stay there until Center is felt again and the mind, quieted.
Use discernment. Monkey chatter is not ours.
Pushing up of old wounds – what I’m getting more and more – is their agenda. Their doing. I’ve explained that healing should never be something we have to do over. and. over. again.
Seriously…..
All of this is just loosh and sick thrills for them.
Tonight – as I felt into this – I remembered what came to me today in the portal. All of my pains within and experiences here are just STORIES. And to be honest friends – they weren’t even my stories – but “theirs” – because who of us here – those who are pure and human – would E V E R consciously choose to go through trauma – of any level?
Not me. Once would definitely be enough.
And who amongst us would consciously choose to come to a place like this?
And fuch this whole “free will” crap. There is nothing free, nothing pure, nothing real inside this giant movie set.
So let’s stop giving in to their targets and their scenes they push at us and instead, follow what I said (and I need these words printed out and mounted as wallpaper in every room in my house – lol – frig!) or do whatever works for you to get you back to your Center/Heartspace.
And remember to be. kind. To yourself. To others.
If someone is melting down, struggling, suffering, for the love of us all -don’t poke fun of them. Don’t criticize. Don’t judge. F’ing ask what you can do to help. And if you can’t do that – get outta their room/space. Jesus may just be a story – or he may be THE son of God – I don’t really care. What matters to me is that he represents the BEST OF WHO WE ALL ARE – male and female.
Love is the answer. Always has been.
Here are a few additional finds – then I’m off to snuggle up with my girl. Love to you all.
Victoria
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Very interesting conversation here………Holes in the sky…….wormholes……….portals…………i’ve heard it said we each have our own portal because in our full Aligned Selves WE are portals (Portal Power)………….
🚨🚨If there are 5 levels of awakening, you have to be AT LEAST level 3 to understand what this man is saying👇
No need to watch this if you just woke up – It will do more harm than good!
To all others and ones that are looking to feed their consciousness, enjoy!! His info is… pic.twitter.com/J0siQgt103
— Kevin – WE THE PEOPLEâ¤ï¸ – DAD🦠🉠🔥 (@bambkb) July 27, 2023
— Santa Trump!âï¸âï¸âï¸(Sarah McNamara) (@lovetocook12345) July 26, 2023
And to end today’s work – this one – showing their agenda has been with us all along. When others say (and I’ve done this myself) we need to go back to the 70’s or 50’s – when I really tune in I say “no”. While they may have given us better matrix biscuits – they were still their biscuits. I want the real Creations that come from Original Divine God Code.
Today is twosday. Or is it? I stopped hanging up regular calendars 3 years ago. Now I print them out one month at a time – just one – put it in a select spot – and usually forget about it. “What day is it?” is a question I ask less and less. It’s just Now.
Anyone else feeeeeeeeeeeeling the drain today? Girl and I attempted a ride – just zzzzzzzzz – she even mentioned feeling very tired. Did some gardening – got a nice little abundance of food – enough for a salad. Taking things day by day – moment by moment at times. Baby steps with baby naps/rest breaks in between.
Here’s what I’m seeing.
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All these “he’s going to be arrested he’s going to be arrested” – nothing but distractions or calls for attentioin. INSULATED in full.
Trump is going to go down as the President Nostradamus.
Wanna know how?
Because he knows the script.
"The 25th amendment is of no risk to me. However, it will come back to haunt the Biden administration. As the saying goes.. be careful what you wish for."
There are some interesting call signs including one CASTL34 – which reminded me of “Castle Lock” and drop #34:
34
Nov 01, 2017 10:56:16 PM EDT
Anonymous ID: pGukiFmX No. 147567888Â
Q Clearance Patriot
My fellow Americans, OVER THE COURSE OF THE NEXT SEVERAL DAYS you will undoubtedly realize that we are taking back our great country (the land of the free) from the evil tyrants that wish to do us harm and destroy the last remaining refuge of shining light. On POTUS’ order, we have initiated certain fail-safes that shall safeguard the public from the primary fallout which is slated to occur 11.3 upon the arrest announcement of Mr. Podesta (actionable 11.4). Confirmation (to the public) of what is occurring will then be revealed and will not be openly accepted. Public riots are being organized in serious numbers in an effort to prevent the arrest and capture of more senior public officials. On POTUS’ order, a state of temporary military control will be actioned and special ops carried out. False leaks have been made to retain several within the confines of the United States to prevent extradition and special operator necessity. Rest assured, the safety and well-being of every man, woman, and child of this country is being exhausted in full. However, the atmosphere within the country will unfortunately be divided as so many have fallen for the corrupt and evil narrative that has long been broadcast. We will be initiating the Emergency Broadcast System (EMS) during this time in an effort to provide a direct message (avoiding the fake news) to all citizens. Organizations and/or people that wish to do us harm during this time will be met with swift fury – certain laws have been pre-lifted to provide our great military the necessary authority to handle and conduct these operations (at home and abroad).
So apparently my “tone” was a bit too loud for some the past couple of days. I’ll try to tone it down some.
On second thought……….
So – it does appear that it was a collective experience of poking triggering and otherwise screaming THIS SUCKS/STOP/NO MORE – the last 2-3 days. I am seeing some who are normally cool as cukes commenting how much they felt triggered and mentally poked today. Anxiety. Panic. Definitely had the same.
Shifting it away. Return to sender. Not mine.
I was reflecting on the whole “deflecting releasing” work we have been doing. Goes along with awakening and heck, just focused, overall, on being the best version of ourselves each day. In a REAL experience with nothing hidden, it’s a one-time deal. In this place? Yeah.
So that is why I will continue to Be ME even when ME is a growly angry scared panic-ridden melting down hot wreck of a mess.
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This will be removed from YouTube soon. Watch ICU nurses describe witnessing high dose Intravenous Vitamin C do LITERAL MIRACLES for dying patients. (2 min vid)
"We thought it had to be a fluke. But then we saw patient after [dying] patient get better…"👇 pic.twitter.com/I3ZzVy6Kn5
— Natural Immunity FTW (@NaturallyFTW) July 21, 2023
reminds me of the one where the child is at the dinner table and says he’s a cat. his teacher lets him be a cat at school. dad gets up – takes the kids plate – puts it on the ground – tells him if he’s going to be a cat he’s going to eat like one. then tells him can’t use the toilet either – go outside until we get you a litterbox. kid decides he’s a human boy right there and then.
John Solomon received new docs, won through litigation, that will prove some testimony in the Ukraine impeachment hoax against DJT was BS. He will release them next week.
“It feels like there’s a giant dam breaking. We don’t know who the water is gonna carry downstream yet.â€ðŸ’¥ pic.twitter.com/JrFMBcVhVC
“Pentagon funded labs were carrying out military & biological experiments with strains of coronavirus, anthrax & other lethal pathogens. We believe that in their Ukrainian labs, they were creating components for a biological weapon.†– Putin pic.twitter.com/kZ56RGyFmC
— Jackson Hinkle 🇺🇸 (@jacksonhinklle) July 21, 2023
🚨 I’ve released the 1023 I’ve been working on getting from the FBI for a yr. Now u can read it for yourself thx to patriotic whistleblowers pic.twitter.com/ooGYR7fU02
The form in question, an FD-1023, is a document the FBI uses to memorialize meetings or information gathered from confidential sources. The document typically would include allegations from the source, including information not verified by the FBI.
Who controls the NG? Why was the NG recently activated in select cities within the US? Can the NG work in coordination w/ the marines? Do conditions need to be satisfied to authorize? What former President used the military to save the republic and what occurred exactly? Biggest drop to ever be provided on Pol.
Study and prepare.
The masses tend to panic in such situations.
No war.
No civil unrest.
CLEAN AND SWIFT.
Speaking of 22 – only 22 up tonight. Friday. midnight. Pretty quiet considering how it’s been this week.
Just as I was reflecting on this reality and how pushed we have been – how pushed I have been – especially at this time – just when I REALLY am needing love and TLC – I am blocked from receiving it – end up sitting in silence – alone – and how f’ing painful that is for me….I see the above.
EXACTLY.
I was reflecting on how exhausted I am in being “matrix version strong”.
I woke up after spending time within – in quiet – shifting the left over hellish energies from yesterday.
That lasted about 5 minutes.
In “it” came.
Found myself facing outside situations where I was having to do the NEO deflecting.
I swear – “they” are looping us again – certainly trying to and having some effect at it – because I am seeing/experiencing things happen I felt were over enter my experience again – no matter WHAT I think/say/intend.
I don’t want no stinkin’ metals or pats on the back once this is over – or even now – at how well I am handling the b.s.
I WANT…..I NEED SOFTNESS.
KINDNESS.
I don’t need someone telling me to suck it up buttercup and keep going.
I WANT AND NEED TO BE CARRIED NOW.
I need to have a safe space – NOW – where I can f’ing collapse from the weight of the pain the trauma the “do do do keep going mama V” – until I am healed. No time frame. No judgment. No “ok that’s enough get back up and get going soldier.”
That’s what I’ve been doing all along and I am DONE with it – DONE with the game – DONE with pretending and putting on a smile when I want to scream and cry and throw and smash things.
And yet I see – so do many of us. And most of us don’t have much left of those things TO give because we’re so damn tired, often alone, without the support and love we need TO get back up to the place where we CAN give that space/experience to another. Or we receive just enough to keep going.
But who wants to be in that “keep going just a little longer” space?
Who wants little drops of love when we – when I need to be showered in it 24/7 until I am refilled again.
I’m worn to the f’ing bone being “strong” and “tough” – which are really two energies resulting from the same experience(s) that I don’t consent to. One is more that quiet/still/passive within – the other the “doer”.
I want this stewpid f’ing war OVER.
I want those engaged in this alleged clean-up of evil to STEP IT UP AND GET IT DONE.
This is a simulated place.
If “they” can slow it down then for the love of us all SOMETHING DIVINE and GOOD can f’ing SPEED IT UP AND GET IT DONE.
N O W.
For what is the point of an awakening if most of your awakened ones are left behind either dying or shaking or collapsed?
Yeah, the suckery continues………….just can’t shake the mood so i’m letting myself BE………..seeing too much icky ugh not aligning – pokes coming from people posting about new pay to live crap – crypto crap especially – and maybe we do need social credit scores to keep people working hard – separate the doers from the “losers” lazy ones…….to those still saying ain’t no one saving you you gots to do that yourself….
OMG where’s my f’ing stick? let me whack ’em around a little………ya know?
you wanna get tossed down a hole – no memory of it happening or how but a bodily KNOWING you ain’t where you belong nor choose to be – no knowing how to get back out – and meanwhile you forced to pay to live because those who made the hole and run it says you have to – while they throw toxic water food and air at you and expect you to compete in this survival – of -the-fittest sheot pit while their religious puppets tell you just pray to jesus and he will save you and when people do that and still suffer you get told you ain’t praying right or enough or donating enough money to THEM and the scholarly types say to get more educating. the liberals say paint yourself with rainbow colors and go visit a government agency for help while the conservatives say suck it up buttercup (while both refusing to see they’re in the same dayem hole).
O M G
breathe Victoria………..breeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeathe…….
so i continue to be ME – or like this feisty woman says below – my bad arse self. it’s true – same sheot – different day in da matrix. whatcha do here every day Victoria? i mama bear domestic warrior goddess writer editor sharer of truth. that’s what i do and i rock it all the way and keep rockin’ it until I AM FREE.
yes……..this this this…………i have not been putting myself out into the world with my words for 30 years now researching and sharing just so we can have another controlled pay to live system. so either we’ve been royally duped – OR this is distraction – OR YRFT is right and this is a cleaned up version for those going “west” while we go home.
Yup have not liked everyone talking about crypto all the time now. I did not start this over 30 years ago so people could get rich or so we could switch to another controlled beast system.
better than what we got………….still don’t like it………but hey i’ve gotten used to things playing out on the world stage – being presented to us – that i don’t align with and if this is the best they will offer us – while we’re still here –Â i’ll take it as i am DONE in SPADES with where. i. am.
Russia announces BRICS gold-backed currency launch, 41 countries on the waiting list worldwidehttps://t.co/iVDT8WkQ2B
this is the last year for me. this don’t happen by years end i’m throwing my JFK JR cup away……….my heart is so heavy with how long i’ve carried this whole thing…………
interesting…….dude is brilliant……….my mind is 5 year old saying “can you make us something to bust us outta here?” change the frequency inside so the reality changes with it?
you ever get into that space where you just don’t know what to do to shift yourself and your experience? nothing feels right. nothing sounds good. nothing to nourish your soul. sleep. food. distractions. i gotta go find something that works – be in that space – and shift this full on UGH i am feeling in my body that i do. not. want. and try and find center again even while still here because in all honesty – it is my very inner humanness heart and whatever else is inside of me that is DONE and i want to be bathed in love until i no longer hurt inside.
synch: Africa is back again in my space this week………..LMH said in 2018 (?) there was something about Home and Africa………likely the origins of humanity (our version today)…….? something more there too – likely being guided to keep. focused. on. Original and Home…………went out on some errands – yeah there was “it” coming in a bit – kept my focus – returned home – Toto’s “Africa” came on the radio – sat inside the car and just listened and felt. last night – radio song came on after i intended for a go-to song: We’re Not Gonna Take It (we. are. there. now. in that energy)
today has sucked. let’s just say it was a score 1 for the matrix – v got her arse handed to her throughout the day. i rise back up – but for now – i ain’t into fighting back or resisting -i’m into chillin’ relaxin’ being left alone from stewpid talk and drama. there were people EVERYWHERE – far more than normal – (simulation at work) and this time of year it is usually pretty quiet. on a bike ride – could not believe the amount of traffic – even daughter was commenting on it. at the bank – 45 minute wait (normally 10 minutes is a wait). got attacked twice by a swarm of honey bees – yes normally peaceful honey bees came at me – once at home and at the park where i was getting into a very nice quiet space when suddenly 3 cars pulled up right next to where i was sitting including a loud work truck and at that exact moment another cluster of bees get in my space – from no bees to a cluster of them. so i did what i felt i had to do – i walked away, found a big arse stick on the ground and began tossing it all around – throwing it – until that old stick was busted up into a few pieces – then i sat down and cried. felt some release – a bit of relief – rode home to the house full of perfumed dryer sheets because neighbors are doing their thang. had to shut up the house – on this beautiful day – blast air cleaners – spray my essential oils. more sinus triggering cr@p when i was already inflamed battling that sheot from the chemtrails “they” have been spraying on us this week. cough cough going through ricola drops like candy.
jesus – did i say today sucked? i’m gonna be honest – this whole WEEK has f’ing S U C K E D. i resisted but today? i’m giving in and owning how the DONE part of me is feeling and what she is thinking. <insert a ton of swear words>
manifesting feels impossible atm – i feel this heavy ugly sick force blowing back against me. and i tried ignoring it to rising above it to pushing it back but it is still there. kinda hard to do anything when you feel as though your Soul has been under attack the last several days as well.
if i were in my True Power – i wouldn’t be having these experiences. these blow backs. these attacks.
none of us would.
E V E R.
P E R I O D.
when this war ends is anyone’s guess.
sign was down at the park – again – so moved it to a spot i could pound it all the way into the ground. it ain’t going anywhere now.
so………here are some crazy woo woo fake but true stuff. love, v.
  
