On we go, eh? It’s been – a “day”. Tumultuous. Emotionally draining. Leveling up. Then the incoming “stewpid”. Up AND down. And so tired I can’t keep my eyes open without real effort here and there. What is real now? Here’s a few finds. Please share comment and donate. ’tis all I got.
How are you all feeling? Does it feel a little bit lighter today? For me it feels like I went through a major storm last week – definitely the end of the week – and I felt myself shifting out of it some yesterday and more today. San Tarot has a new one that feels like it was created just for me – given what I have shared here about my personal experience(s). I am pondering the idea of creating a private group with the sole/Soul focus on CREATING. Alchemizing. A group of Sisters (sorry my beautiful male friends – this is not to create division or anything like that – just really feeling this growing need to connect with my females and CREATE together). Perhaps it’s about me returning to Who I Am (was) before all of this happened here. If any of you are interested, let me know.
Ex PFIZER VICE PRESIDENT in London – Dr.Mike Yeadon – 'Do not take anything with the word 'vaccine' on it. Especially if it comes with 'emergency' or 'mRNA'. DON'T TAKE IT!
I’ll just throw this out there. This is either a kind of count down, like “watch the water”. Or is there an ongoing threat to the water system like it’s literally being held hostage. This makes no sense to me.
First CNN does a segment on de-dollarization, now Fox News also.
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then what Netanyahu is doing is GOOD
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Now you know whether or not
Netanyahu firing that Defense Minister
& the protests that followed in Israel
are a good or bad thing.WEF Top Advisor Yuval Noah
1. Your Free Will is Over With
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4. You will Give up Your Privacy
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Gene Decode reported
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San Tarot………..This is such a good one and soooooo very aligning……dog card circling around………….as i’ve said in recent weeks i am REALLY feeling a growing – G R O W I N G – need to connect with a dog…………Collective Goal…………all marching towards……….tribe showing up more regularly………what’s interesting is some in which i have felt more of a connection with – we be connecting more………….it’s subtle – and quiet – as are most things related to Truth/Consciousness – but it’s there……….others showing up in dreams too perhaps (i have been dreaming of people that i seem to be familiar with in that space but here do not know – but there has been interesting conversations that i don’t recall)………..ready to be touched DEEPLY…………..READY & WILLING FOR NEW………….yesyesyesyesyesyes (the card showing disruption is VERY RELEVANT………..i know matrix pokes when i see them………..i absolutely SEE it now……….and i am so grateful for those of you with whom i have convos – brings me back to center and at times i feel as she says OPEN again)…………STORM CARD at the very end (with dog images on it)………
YRFT has a new one…………(for those already awake – not much new in this one – overall just letting us know as some of us have speculated that this “movie” and all of the crazy scenes aren’t for us………..)
Now this is quite a big one and gave me a giggle. Perhaps “soft” disclosure as it’s a wee bit downplayed – but it is putting the seed into the consciousness mind about being in a simulation. My feel continues to be that all it takes is a few “wtf huh?” moments to successfully escape the matrix. Like the red pill/blue pill matrix neo morpheus tidbits.
For two decades, scientists have seriously considered whether we’re living in a simulated universe.
A computer scientist at the University of Louisville explores ways that humans could try to hack our way out of this reality and enter the baseline reality.
Looking at the US National Debt Clock – this year’s median income is $35,773….median new home is $501,976…..in the year 2000, median income was $31,718 and the median new home was $162,889……..So median incomes have risen around 10% in 23 years but the cost of housing 130%.
Know what else is always a tell, besides the 6 fingers thingy? Their skin… I worked for our country’s largest photography corporation for 20 yrs. I know fake when I see it… NOBODY’S skin is that smooth or buttery. EVER.
Speaking of Sister J ~ thank you to those of you who reached out to her and gave her money for food. I appreciate each of you for showing that kind of Love! She and I have both been diving down the rabbit holes – sharing that truth – while being mama’s and running our households. And I am in my full on power when I say this: These roles we take on and do and share – for free – are long past due getting the abundance we so deserve! A return of the kind of energy in which we have put out there. So many of these big accounts that make the real buck$ don’t see HALF of what she and I do. I am not trying to sound arrogant or pretentious – just speaking my Truth (and I know she would back me up on this) – just knowing WE DESERVE the experience we WANT and NEED. Financial abundance. Healing. Opportunities. Connection and real tribe. Recognition. Respect. The two of us are often in the corners of our individual worlds – struggling – suffering – alone – crying out for help. It’s pretty sad when we feel we have to scream to be heard.
I had another awesome convo with one of you’s today (Sister D). When we have convos with those who are “like us” – magic happens. I GET stuff. The energy of Divine Truth – comes in and brings with it Truth. Insights. All helping us help one another to further Wake Up. She has had some agent smith effects lately. And these moments show up when she is doing her magic. No surprise there. Many if not most of us have those experiences – and we know we’ve had them our entire experience. The closer we get to “it” the more we see because we KNOW. Here is a little reflection as shared by the male lion. Below that, some finds.
Before I share those, I want to share something that came to me as a result of talking with Sister D. We were talking about the numbers – and yeah how we’re pretty much done seeing them because we want to see something NEW. I thought of the matrix – computer programs – 0’s and 1’s. How the 1’s were the number that we all seem to be in alignment. And I had this moment of knowing – a reflection – a ponder – where I said “what if our original code is all 1’s and the 0’s were the virus?”
Just something to consider.
Also dealing with some cyber-bullying my girl and a new “friend” who is turning out not to be a friend (once again – omg the rage i am now feeling over this ongoing pattern). Bullying is a behavior that every one of us knows deep within is not ok. No excuses. My girl knows it’s no ok and has never once participated in it. I experienced it regularly growing up – all the way through college. I participated once – in junior high – for a week – then stopped because I knew it was wrong. Unfortunately most kids have not been guided to follow their conscience but instead have been allowed to participate in crowd mentality. Schools ignore it. Most parents are too lazy and thus dismiss it as just kids being kids. Lord of the flies continues until enough parents get it and do the right thing.
Here’s what I’m seeing. Please remember to share and leave a donation. Thank you!
Yes – yes – we know. I also had something come to me – about their circular stadiums – could be the shape of our original “game” platform shape that “they” took from us and used against us….
— THE TRUTH IS ALWAYS IN PLAIN SIGHT — ALL STADIUMS IN THE WORLD ARE BUILT LIKE A ONE EYE SYMBOL. — STADIUMS ARE RITUAL ENERGY EXTRACTION SITES. — IMAGINE THESE FULL OF CHEERING PEOPLE. — SENDING COLOSSAL AMOUNTS OF COMPETITIVE, WORSHIPPING/IDOLIZING ENERGY & VIBRATIONS THROUGH THE EYES. — ALL OVER THE WORLD. — SIMULTANEOUSLY & PROTECTING IT INTO THE UNIVERSE. — GIVE THEM BREAD & CIRCUSSEN & THEY WILL NEVER REVOLT — THIS IS A SATANIC RITUAL —
Words from T’s rally (who was not wearing a tie and had his shirt collar opened which seems to present a relaxed “it’s all good” energy – heavy stuff over although my sense is we’ve been in the final battle this month – close to the end…………Dark to Light……….new year 4.1)…….Not that this is the real T – but still sending a comm to anons………
DENAZIFICATION – LEGAL BASIS – UN Charter Chapter-17
BOOM! How Articles 106 & 107 of the UNITED NATIONS CHARTER LEGALIZE Putin’s EVERY ACTION in Ukraine! and BEYOND!!! Articles 106 and 107 of the UN Charter give Russia, as the legal successor of the vic
I had to sing this song – on an urge earlier this evening- just needed to – to change an energy I was feeling over an experience I was having. I never sing that song – even though I happen to love it. Anyway, I did and it shifted the moment from frustration to humor and a smile. Still at a level of tired I didn’t think possible – but hearing from others having the same (as in WTF is up with this kind of tired??) – and it gives me hope and a knowing I can trust myself when remembering those words I felt/heard 4 years ago: the closer we get to the end the most I would need to sleep/rest. NEED to sleep and actually sleepING though – yeah.
Decided to gematria O Sole Mio: Final Battle. Sure feeeeels like it.
Had another one of those “here I go walking drunken sideways” again – as I spoke the experience aloud in the kitchen to my mate – he says the words as well. Same experience. Exact same moment. And in the same bodily direction/pull. Head feels verrrrrrrrrry strange. 3rd eye wonky. Can’t talk very well. Sloppy use of body (could I have a bib and maybe the use of my hands – no pain and no weakness – it’s like half the energy of me is missing). Forgetting words mid sentence. Seeing that perhaps sleep is going to be in short bursts – hard crash – then BAM awake. Repeat.
Until we don’t.
Dare I see what’s going on “out there”? Had Z E R O interest in that earlier today – but feeling a need to take a wee little peek. Just read the storm is coming. lolol Coming? It’s HERE. Do not get why some ain’t feeling these experiences physically esp. – even those in the awakening movement. They still have all this energy leaving me absolutely perplexed. Perhaps it’s as I have continued to feel – we ain’t all from the same place – ain’t going TO the same place – and some ain’t original POW’s. Maybe like the matrix. Some born OUTSIDE (and brought in) and others inside.
There are intense storms and tornado’s in the SSE portions of the states. Praying for safety. We prayed the intention for safety and for the storms to cease at the dinner table tonight. Holding moments of silence for the people. MAY THIS BE THE END OF SUCH WEATHER. This channel on twatter keeps updates. Alabama looks to be the current focus. Ryan Hall is also on it – livestreaming – atm there are no more current tornado threats – he says there will be more warnings but the big threat is over.
Well this also explains my lament all of last year of “I AM NOT SUPPORTING THIS PAST 2022” – and stillllllll feeeeeeeeeeeeeel the same.
Ok – I went down a little rabbit hole. VK shared that tweet last night (below) – about the future. Someone asked when and I knew he said 9:01 – went searching for the response – and here it is:
Ramadan Calendar – 9/10 (mirror – 9/01) is 4.1.23 – the official New Year of 2023………
Saturday
1444/9/10
2023/4/1
We’ll see uh in another week, right? Moving on………..Interesting what is coming to me now – I feel like I am in a new space – literally. Also I remember next week is the WWE 2 day event – first time it’s been 2 days.
went to zerohedge – cannot look at the headlines……….
SAN TAROT…..foxes going through portals – half in one world half in another……..describes perfectly how i am feeling………..(san also having issues w/her hands too recently)…………new energy leading to abundance……..
I am really struggling now. Really really really REALLY. I think, however, the term “struggling” no longer is suitable. It’s more of an “I don’t know what to do anymore” about my challenges. I really don’t. Intending. Praying. Seeking. Knocking on doors. Asking. My challenges also include the battles of my daughter and mate. I no longer know what to do to truly help them. I see what is happening to my mind – and it concerns me a bit. I can’t carry my family the way I once did – emotionally, mentally and spiritually. I own that – I honor that – and yet here it still remains – a family in need – without the level of support needed and deserved.
I got angry last night when I watched Heartland. Most of the characters and the roles they play – not really a solid grasp of how good they have it. I know obviously it’s a tv show – but there is an air of aloofness along with much take-it-for-granted moments. It’s become hard to watch – because I long sooooooooooo much for that kind of connection and solid family support in my day to day life. It’s an unmet need that is leaving me feel so parched now. We were forced into isolation – abandoned by people we thought were friends. And now with the graphene oxide that has a loud intrusive party on us whenever WI-FI frequencies are around – that isolation is so f’ing palpable now. No need to go into details I’ve already shared.
I feel like my mate and I – in our own ways – yell into the cosmos – calling it in – calling the love and help and support and healing and connection in – and the experience on our end feels like we’re talking to a bunch of empty space. A giant empty hall where I hear just a faint echo of expressed words.
I feel so sad. So angry. And feel so. completely. broken. Powerless. EXHAUSTED. Yeah, people say don’t give up and don’t do this and do that. Blah blah blah is all I hear now. They are only words. I’ve been doing all that all along. Powering up – REALLY powering up on the hard days? Now though? I’m depleted. When I’m waking up – and not even remembering pounding on the bed saying I AM DONE I AM DONE – I’m desperate. (mate says i did that again last night in my sleep) I need a tribe around me. I need the $$ means to MOVE and the opportunity in which to DO so. I need to connect with (draw to me) those of similar mindsets who are doing well and have the means in which to help. I need REAL healing not this ongoing half ass sheot I receive mostly due to $$ – although when I am honest with myself – the kind of healing I seek I know to be very very careful in who plays around in my energy space. Unless one is at the level I am as to this reality – I won’t work with them. I’ve had certain issues worsen after working with those who called in angels and any and all dimensional beings to offer “assistance” and “guidance” (and most every one of ’em said I hadn’t learned my lessons yet so no answers for my questions).
My ability to “do” feels broken. I’m on the ground and this time I don’t know how I am going to pull myself back up. I’ll keep going – but now it feels like I am crawling. Some good sleep would help out – I know that – and I do the breathing exercises, the foot baths, the stretching, the yoga and intending and am popping cbd gummies and Bach Flower essences like candy – and none. of. it. is. working. atm. Falling asleep isn’t the problem. I do that just fine. It’s waking up suddenly – wide awake – usually highly agitated – with no memory as to why I am agitated. And then I lay there – until I decide to get up – get a bite to eat and drink – return to bed. And repeat. It’s taken a toll. I’m losing my train of thought easily – I’m forgetting to do things I said I would – which has become quite annoying to my daughter.
Speaking of my daughter, she is having yet another “fake friend” issue. Yet another little one is showing signs of being a bully – dismissive – with my girl once again doing all. of. the. reaching. out.
ARE THERE ANY REAL PEOPLE LEFT HERE? Yes – that is a serious question. I am having very strong WTF is this place really?!
Aside from the group of you I speak with – I’m baffled as to the level of “fakeness” out there. Lack of consideration.
I once read something – beautiful words – about when you go silent for awhile – those who reach out to check in on you – those are your people. I’ve been both very saddened and happily surprised with that one. Those of you who reach out – THANK YOU! Those of you who check in with me as I do here on my site and in private – THANK YOU! When I ask and offer to share your personal needs here – and ask how you are – that is the core and heart of WHO I AM. I do not share those words lightly.
I now own and honor how I’ve been – WHO I am. I see someone in need – I reach out – ask what is needed. If I can’t help, I try and find others who can. And I may sound like an entitled prima donna – but this is how I feel: It is time for me to have that love returned. And I accept it because I deserve it.
How many of us are there? Let’s see a show of hands.
’tis one of those days where nuttin’ is resonating w/me. Nothing that I am seeing that is allegedly going to be our future – just – no. Talk about AI working for us – all of this tech and computers – to make our lives easier. Remind you of a movie? (Wall E) I don’t want a star trek future with food replicators (that make all of my food that is) or AI personal assistants, self driving cars. I want easy – no doubt about that – but I don’t want a bunch of tech and certainly no robots or AI’s being the enabling force behind that experience. I want to work with my natural PURE energy aligned with the Universe and alchemize whatever I want and need. Like Jesus turning water into wine. That sorta thing.
I don’t know……….maybe i’m full of hopium. Just like I don’t align with high tech futuristic cities – I don’t align with “their” stuff – even if it is cleaned up. Seriously – the whole AI thing feels like a sucking machine to pull us back inside just another matrix. Could be just fears. Or not. Could be due to the narrative that this simulation was originally ours – to have some fun with – and “they” took over and used it against us. Even if that is so, I don’t think I’m gonna want to be putting myself into that kind of an experience again.
I’ve been more focused on remembering what it’s like to live from the space of Love – completely restored. The whole love and light that the new age pushes that says that is all there is – perhaps I was drawn to that originally because I KNEW that was my experience before i got locked inside this place. So while it isn’t love and light HERE – it is somewhere – where I long to be.
And it is. not. here where a local radio personality is pushing popular mechanics and wanting vehicle idling to end – more big government to step in and make it happen yeah let’s do that. Let’s not talk about what they’re doing to the children or the oh so obvious agenda or those without homes who have taken over parks and litter the streets with their garbage – drunk and high in public. Let’s use up air time and instead talk about people who take a few minutes to let their cars warm up on cold mornings while saying see popular mechanics (who is SO unbiased – eye roll) agrees.
U G H I soooooooooooo do not belong here!!!!!!!!!
Well…………anyway………….so for now isn’t it feeling like we take a leap forward and think “this is IT” only to return to another dull groundhog day experience? Yeah – ditto for me too. Feels like yet another lull after what I thought was going to be a real BOOM (for all to see) that would precipitate nothing but BOOMS. Today I danced, did some crafting with my girl and atm I am listening to some old time classic country and polka.
JUST IN: Stunning video emerges of what appears to be FIREFIGHTERS JOINING THE PROTESTS in Paris — The large group of protesters are purportedly headed to the center of the city..
Yeah, right here. I LIKE weeding. And I like working with my hands and build – when I have the time. And this whole “working in the real world” sounds just like more of the same doesn’t it? I don’t want to “work” with computers. B O R I N G. I want to spend my days creating. And I sure don’t want an AI robot doing that for me.
The future I see is more time working in the real world in a more human way with computers. Not one that keeps us as slaves behind these screens.
Imagine telling a Tesla bot to go pull some weeds, build a shed, or enable terminator mode.
Shadow Banking Whistleblower: “They have the Names”, Pandora Papers w/ Mike Gill
Follow on my new Substack at https://SarahWestall.Substack.com Shadow Banking Whistleblower, Mike Gill, joins the program to discuss the alleged crimes he encountered. He is asking Congress to release
Well, as I said – there’s a lull. Nothing much to share today. Or it could also be things are happening that we just cannot see. More of the “invisible” war? Military visible flights at 11pm EST are again topping 100 plus. Praying for their safety. Reminds me of these:
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Dec 19, 2017 1:11:33 AM EST
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19 OPs [now].
OPERATORS active.
OPERATORS in harms way.
POTUS awake.
No sleep during OP.
Pray.
Q
The hunter becomes the hunted.
Operations underway.
OPERATORS active.
Disinformation is real.
Disinformation is necessary.
Silent war (some gets out).
The Great Awakening. Iron Eagle. Godfather III. The Hunt for Red October.
BREAKING: Letter from Michael Cohen claiming Donald Trump did not reimburse him for hush money paid to Stormy Daniels appears to fly in the face of the star witness's grand jury testimony, Daily Mail reports pic.twitter.com/K7nnmImMqV
Its your energy [they] crave, like, share, retweet, hey here's a comment, I need help talk to me, discern, its a jungle out there, spiritual warfare is real, probably most real.
Ex-House ‘Russiagate’ investigator Kash Patel sues Politico over impeachment lies
Kash Patel has filed a $23 million defamation action against Politico for falsely claiming he misrepresented himself as a Ukraine expert and fed lies to Donald Trump about Ukraine.
why am i hearing “WATCH CA” from 17 posts reading the above? 7.11……a marker? i also recall reading something yesterday about an alleged connection between s. daniels and nxivm………..
