8.22.25 ~ They Fall With Our Fall Kind of Vibes

 

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This fall better be THE fall – been saying this for several years – I sound like the girl who cried wolf.  Tonight at the dinner table my girl rolled her eyes at me – and I said, “i get it – i roll my eyes at my own narrative these days”.

Here are some things I am seeing that may indicate we are knocking on the door to THE fall……..

Victoria

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We got this time travel/fall vibes:

 

HTML code on this one (end) is 55 – 5:5……….no ties – all ties cut loose now from evil……..

 

EBS went off at the beginning – around the 14:49 mark – lasted about 5 seconds……

WATCH LIVE: President Trump Makes Televised Announcement | The Gateway Pundit | by Jordan Conradson

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Pleasssssssse let this bring out 9/11 truth – he held positions in the State Department during this time….

 

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BREAKING: John Bolton Under Investigation For Violating Sections of Espionage Act: Report | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

ICC:

Bolton worked as the Under Secretary of State for Arms Control and International Security, sworn into this position on May 11, 2001. In this role, a key area of his responsibility was the prevention of proliferation of weapons of mass destruction.

Bolton negotiated so-called “Article 98” agreements with countries to prohibit them from turning Americans over to the International Criminal Court, which is not recognized by the U.S.[60][61] Bolton said the decision to pull out of the ICC was the “happiest moment” of his political career to date.[60][62]

 

 

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Really appreciate this guy’s work:

 

His as well:

 

BREAKING: Hegseth Fires General in Charge of Agency That Released Dubious ‘Top Secret’ Intelligence Assessment About US Strikes on Iranian Nuclear Sites | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

 

Check out Grassley’s anniversary photos – one year apart – same outfits:

 

 

 

 

Had a thought – if IS RA EL is really located here in the states – then saving ISRAEL for last = saving America for last.  Also thinking that the rabbit holes most of us have gone down will not be exposed for all to see.  20-40% perhaps as referenced by Q.

 

 

 

Latest info from 3I Atlas………..distraction?  here to sink the ship while we get out?  10/4 good buddy has returned for me again……….I believe Lisa Harrison had a sense about that as well a few years ago……….

Harvard scientist suggests object coming at us is advanced ‘mothership’

A Harvard scientist has suggested a ‘hostile’ object coming at us on Earth is an advanced ‘mothership’ after a warning was previously issued.

3I/ATLAS was first spotted tumbling towards our solar system back in July, by the NASA-funded ATLAS survey telescope at Río Hurtado, Chile.

It’s only the third known object to originate from interstellar space – meaning it came from beyond our own solar system and true realms of possibility.

Scientists ultimately came to that conclusion because the object was traveling too fast to be bound by the Sun’s gravity, at more than 41 miles per second.

 

Doc Marten got in on this a few years ago with these boots:

Corran 3-Eye Atlas Leather Heeled Boots in Black Atlas | Dr. Martens

 

theorizing……….

 

Today’s Earthquakes

5.5 South of Tonga (1o km)

5.5 in Russia

 

 

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Singing a tune with some shares. 8.21.25

 

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Oh the energy out there is frightful

but the a/c is so delightful

and since we no place to go

let us free let us free let us free.

 

Now who the hell can “do the inner work” effectively when “out there” feels so ugh.  I don’t have to look “out there” to know.  It’s a feel.

One I reject now.

Billy Joel sang it well.  “Go ahead with your own life, leave me alone.”

Only focused on the happenings I approve of.

💖

Victoria

 

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How about the wise words from War Games:  Sometimes it’s best not to play (fight).  How about a nice game of chess?  

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Interesting thread.  And a synchronicity – the above EARTH account asked the question:  in 3 words sum up what you’ve learned here and I said, “do not return”.  A nice place to visit – wouldn’t want to live here.

 

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BREAKING: Supreme Court Rules 5-4 Trump Can Slash $783 Million in DEI-Linked NIH Grants – Roberts Sides with Liberals

 

I only show up for that “end game” title……..

Elon’s End Game Is Going Live — And It Could Make You a Fortune

 

Now this is funny……..also NEWS UNLOCKS MAP

 

“red october” stuff starting to resurface – again.  i am not going into that.

 

Just one for today (the link for the group below has been banned by reddit – good ‘ole censorship):

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Anyone understand this move?

Trump Sanctions More ICC Officials, Citing Israel, Afghanistan

 

 

 

 

 

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Deep breathing time:

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8.20.25 ~ Finds

 

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Feels like we are in a lull atm – energetically – that even though things are taking place I am still feeling a lull – pause.  Had a few H60’s flyover early afternoon.

I wanted to share a cute “classic kid” I witnessed tonight at the store.  Young boy, around 11 or so, in line with a 10 spot and a bunch of bananas.  He was behind a family who had alot of groceries, so the express line was opened up.  I stepped to get into the express line – the boy looks at me and so politely motions me to go and I said “that’s ok sweetie it’s your turn you’re next” (thinking should I have called him sweetie?  ever since i had a child, i call all kiddos sweetie)  He gets in line, pays the clerk, walks away – I put my items down and go to pay – and notice the bananas are still there.  lol  Clerk notices at the same time – he says “hey kid you left your bananas here” – just as I say “sweetie you forgot your bananas”.  He turns around, gives a sheepish grin, gets his bananas.  “Yeah I don’t want to forget those.”  Classic kiddo moment.  So cute.  😊

Current sentiments I am seeing – people wanting the end, wanting to exit this matrix.  The mental/emotional/spiritual toll has been enough.  Even seeing (public) arrests – just isn’t enough.

💖

Victoria

 

 

40 years ago………

 

What’s with the Qanon?  We all know…………..it’s just the letter…….

 

oooh and then this:

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1.7………….17

 

saw this – gave me the WTF (‘ing timeline am i on) look………some of the comments too……..yeesh……..

 

 

 

And yet someone thinks it’s a good idea to pay down the fraudulently created debt which only exists on a f’ing computer screen instead of returning the wealth back to the people.  Another day in swampland, d.c.  I’ve been quite surprised at how many people support this move (pay down the debt).

 

One good thing from this bill – other pieces I question…………

 

So many of us missed this………

 

 

 

Me at most every party, gathering throughout my life……….

 

feeeeeeeeeeeeels:

 

blueberries and coconut water………

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Share from the way back days……..

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The Matrix………….

Neuroscientists Find That All Human Brains Are Connected through Extremely Low Frequency Electromagnetic Waves – Blog Philhealth

 

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8.19.25

 

If this ain’t done in 30…………audience of truther’s growing smaller…….a Soul can only take impingement for so long……if over half are NPC’s, who is this plan (current movie) really for?

 

 

Concur – now do it.  Stop talking and DO.  (Anyone else have the ongoing feeeeeeeeeels that these are just painting the picture –  showing us the “already there point” on the timeline that in a FLASH we are suddenly – in?  Yeah, me too.  The only thing that feeeeeeeeeeeeels right and makes sense in all of this.)

 

 

 

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There’s talk about U1 coming given what Trump shared.  But you know what?  I don’t gaf about U1 or HRC or election fraud or mail in ballots, etc.  None of it resonates with me now.  I know it doesn’t resonate with most who come here.  So, who is this for then?  I have zero consent energy in me to wait this out for everyone else can play catch-up.  Only way I consent to that is if I get affordable housing and food and utilities again asap so I can DO what it is my heart/mind/soul/nervous system NEED.  Not want – NEED.  And/or see my above theory that happens this year.  Flash Forward moment where all land where they are ready to land – enough awakened to survive that leap.

 

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This is beautiful and real……………I would love to have a neighbor like him (again)………..All summer, rarely did I see or hear kids outside playing.  Been that way since we moved here tbh.

 

 

 

This is Home for my mind, nervous system and Soul.  Putting this out there – anyone who knows of such a place available – please let me know.

Appenzellerland. 🇨🇭
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8.18.25 ~ Today’s Finds. Headlines. Puzzle Piecing. Brief check-in.

 

Not all here mentally atm.

I called another agency whom I was referred to for help with job training and getting the healing help I need for my ptsd/trauma-related issue.  It’s a minimum one year just to see someone.

One. Year.  Minimum.

I asked if there was any way around that.  Priority list.

There is a priority list – based on the severity of the issue – those who have the most debilitating, serious diagnoses are placed at the top of 3 tiers.  Those at the top have the minimum one year.

Last time I used this service was over 15 years ago when I lost my job.  At the time I got in within days.

DAYS.

Same city.

Population is more or less the same.

I also heard from an attorney about another option (in which I was advised to apply for) for me – an option I do not qualify for atm because combined income in the house is too much.  I asked to just use my own – not an option under the circumstances.

When I feel the way I do now – needing someone to be a backup brain – and seeing myself where I am now – unable to take in new situations or roadblocks without mental collapse for a time – I kinda weep and ask God to just please help keep me going.

Going out “into the system” when there’s nothing else is not the answer it once was.  I can attest to that.  I see how long it took me just to get into one program – months – months of me calling, texting, emailing.  I would have been lost in the sea of people in the same position if it weren’t for my persistence.  I am still waiting on filling out paperwork to apply for fund$ for schooling.

The frustration – I want to increase my income.  I am open to options.  I am WILLING TO contribute.  What I am best at – writing.  Researching.  What I do here and at my buymeacoffee site.  And I need help with promoting and marketing.  SEO.  All requires money.  Catch 22 loop I am busting wide open and refusing to be in anymore.

It’s a paradox on days like today – where I don’t have the mental capacity to wait or ironically reach out again/try something different – much less answer questions from well-meaning people wanting to know where I am on xyz anything new.  But I know I will rest up and get back in the saddle.  Just needing more days like that and less days like today where I long to do nothing else but cover my ears and cry, needing to be left alone from b.s. intrusions.

 

 

 

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Woke up thinking about this “R” today too……..

 

 

 

 

is ra el for last………

 

 

 

 

This is Trump sending coded comms. BELA = BELARUS. BELARUS is the hinge between NATO & Russia. BELARUS is the gateway where the war started… and where it will [END]. Trump hosts Putin in Alaska… → neutral ground. Peace deal on the table… → but how do you give Putin a “win” without surrendering Ukraine? → Belarus is the key. → Lukashenko is the joker card. → Neutral zone / buffer corridor = path to peace. But here’s where it goes even deeper… In the Bible, “Bela” shows up in two critical ways: Bela son of Beor = the first king of Edom [Genesis 36:32]. Edom = red. The “red king” ruled first… but his reign was temporary. Bela (Zoar) = the refuge city spared when fire rained on Sodom [Genesis 19:20-22]. The small place of safety when judgment fell. Think about that pattern. BELA = the fall of the red king and the path of refuge all at once. Now think chess. Black moves first → Russia invaded. But the game flips when WHITE makes the decisive move. “BELA” literally translates as WHITE. Trump just told us what square he’s playing on. Think about it… WHAT IF Belarus is the secret piece no one’s watching… but the ENTIRE PEACE PLAN pivots on it? WHAT IF “BELA” is Trump signaling the WHITE move… the [ENDGAME] board shift before the world sees the deal? WHAT HAPPENS WHEN the war [ENDS] not in Kyiv, but in Minsk? “FOR THOSE IN RIO LINDA…” “BELA” = Belarus. The hinge between NATO & Russia. The piece no one’s watching. The Biblical marker: red king falls, refuge survives. The WHITE move on the board. Minds aren’t ready for this one… but the chessboard is. Think about the 5D Chessmaster who controls it. Scripture already mapped the pattern: the red king falls, and the refuge remains. “BELA” wasn’t a typo. It was the move. [CHECKMATE] incoming.

 

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An AI Conversation about NPC’s, Clones, Robots and Real Humans (with Souls)

 

Nothing really surprising about this one and so timely – for me I’ve been thinking lately about this – again – feeling like there are maybe only 15/20% real humans here. I’m a little bit apathetic – lol – 25% real ones. Still makes absolute sense. Here to keep us distracted AND controlled. Some come in – charming – to hook you – just another matrix program.

Remember we were told “WE HAVE THE POWER” we just “forgot how to play”.

What do you play?

A game.

This was our game that got hijacked and inverted.  Feeeeeeeeeels.

Today I had a new sense come to me – a memory – we had the ability to come and go inside of the game – try out all sorts of “costumes” – characters – but we always KNEW we were inside of a game – much like if you were to walk away now and go sit in front of your computer and play a video game – the you playing KNOWS you are in a game.

But the war happened, we were captured and locked inside this game.  Only we forgot due to “their” memory wipe.  But the Soul ALWAYS carries that energy of remembering, which would explain why the enemy would want this place filled with NPC’s to make us doubt our memories/knowings.

We real humans are Soul Weary – tired – because “they” have looped us who knows how many times. We are getting free this time because we learned – we remembered – on the outside.

As Q said it was over before it began – this indicates we have ALREADY FINISHED THIS our minds HERE are just playing catch-up.

About the only thing I disagree with – or question – who is this Source?  My experience is NPC’s serve the system – the matrix – and while yes they may act as a catalyst for us to awaken – most times they are toxic as hell to us who are real humans.  I don’t know – it’s a strange game – best never to play again unless we regain control.

My question – how many comments are coming from real humans?  You know?  🥺🤔    And how many big accounts on stage discuss this?

 

Words:

 

 

 

Rare (and Massive) Transient Luminous Event ‘Jet’ Caught on Camera by ISS Astronaut Over the US | The Gateway Pundit | by Paul Serran

 

22…….

NEW: Trump Reportedly Pushing for a Trilateral Summit With Putin and Zelensky Next Friday, August 22 | The Gateway Pundit | by Paul Serran

 

West Virginia Governor Patrick Morrisey Directs National Guard to Deploy Troops to Assist Feds in Washington DC | The Gateway Pundit | by Jordan Conradson

 

WATCH: CNN Data Analyst Harry Enten Admits Americans Trust Trump and GOP to Tackle Crime Far More Than Democrats | The Gateway Pundit | by Cassandra MacDonald

 

“I Might Have To Start Liking Her”: US President Donald Trump Reacts To Hillary Clinton’s Nobel Peace Prize Remarks

 

 

“comet” update:

Hubble reveals new details about alien comet 3I/ATLAS – The Weather Network

 

The Angry Astronaut on the “comet”:

 

 

How is everyone sleeping?

 

Pretty picture time

 

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Photography by Degleex Ganzorig

 

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Eyes On Alaska ~ Today’s Finds & Headlines: 8.14.25

 

 

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I haven’t said much or shared much on Trump’s visit to Alaska tomorrow – but I’ve been watching my own skies.  Listening.  As I type this, a military craft of some sort just fired up headed NW.  Yesterday, I noticed those HAARP “clouds” in the western skies.  Tonight, I saw what looked like those cloud ships – several smaller – the kind that just stay put – also in the western skies.

Current military up according to ADSB Exchange (with transponders on):

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I zoomed in to Alaska – nothing showing up.  Which is interesting.

Other than that, I have no clue what’s going on out there on stage.  Haven’t looked so your first looksie is mine.

 

 

Dutch on current energetic tremblings ~ Including a spot to watch in Alaska……The 8 minute mark….

8/14/2025 — Earthquake Activity Unrest — Volcano hasn’t erupted in 2000+ years elevated to Yellow

 

Today’s Quakes – Alaska – 1.8 and (2) 2’s……

Today’s Earthquakes

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And then this – 100 ft. tsunami:

 

Today’s Volcanic Activity:

Volcanoes Today – Summary of Volcanic Activity World-wide | VolcanoDiscovery

Volcanoes Today, 15 Aug 2025: Santiaguito volcano, Fuego, Klyuchevskoy, Popocatépetl, Semeru, Reventador, Sangay, Kirishima

 

Schumann continues…………..feel very relaxed in this one………

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“Family commitment”….

 

“We’re gonna see what happens………..”

 

There are 3 Q drops that contain the word ALASKA – this one is interesting as it has the view from a plane (a return from or going to Singapore for the G7 summit, 2018, Singapore):

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Of interest – doing a little digging there’s a restaurant in Geylang, Singapore noted for its Frog legs.  Kek.

 

 

 

dailycaller.com/2025/08/13/james-clapper-nsa-evidence-russia-hoax-declassified-emails/

 

‘Shut it down’: Bombshell FBI timeline exposes political interference in Clinton corruption probe | Just The News

 

Bondi Names Head of DEA as DC’s “Emergency Police Commissioner” – Grants Him Powers of Police Chief | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

NEW: Grand Jury Deliberations Underway For Deep State Russiagate Suspects: Comer | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

Another “I told you so” reveal……

Kash Patel BOMBSHELL: Obama Deputy AG Ordered FBI to STOP Clinton Probe! | Elijah Schaffer (VIDEO) | The Gateway Pundit | by Elijah Schaffer

 

Trump Announces MASSIVE Social Security Cleanup — 275,000 Illegal Aliens Removed, Plus 12.4 Million Dead People Over 120 Years Wiped from Database | The Gateway Pundit | by Jim Hᴏft

 

I heard it was a pastrami on rye……..😄

BREAKING: Man Charged with Felony For Throwing Sandwich at Federal Agent Identified as DOJ LAWYER – Immediately Fired From Position: Bondi | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

US DEBT CLOCK latest goodies:

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And look how the income tax displays are now muted:

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Almost as though we are seeing the end of the old time(line)……..

 

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Scotland 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 photographer Tim Woolisscroft

 

Photography by Thomas Despeyroux

 

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A hot mess is what I say………..

May be an image of text that says 'Some days, you are a warrior. Some days, you are a mess. Most days, you are a little bit fboth. But every single day, you are still here- -standing, fighting, healing, growing, and and trying. And that's beautiful.'

 

 

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8.13.25 ~ Brief Reflection – and a Few Finds

 

 

Sloth mode activated.

Censor button permanently destroyed.

Taking back my power…. in slow motion.  😄😩

Headed towards Stealth Mode.

Reflecting today on social media – how it’s warped humanity’s ability to really communicate, to empathize, to hear and see.  Blame the victim continues.  People in need get told little platitudes or told to call this agency or call this place and call that place.  It’s sad.  Jesus this entire reality is just one hot mess of chaotic sadness.  Chocolate can’t fix it.  Only quiet, self soothing and allowing the tears to flow and the anger to be released – returning to the Eternal Us within.

It’s all I got now.

💖🙏

Victoria

 

Wondering if this is what’s assisting in my purging and Standing Up and Remembering just who the hell I really am beneath the gunk………..

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I see the term “SHUT DOWN” and wonder……..

BOMBSHELL: Kash Patel Uncovers Obama Deputy AG Sally Yates’ Email Ordering FBI Agents to Shut Down Clinton Foundation Corruption Investigation — “SHUT IT DOWN” | The Gateway Pundit | by Jim Hᴏft

 

I can attest to that………therapist = the rapist………traditional modalities/approaches are as ineffective as are the medical practices for physical ailments………one giant club to ensure repeat customers……..

Current Mental Health Model Complete Failure | Joe Hoft

 

 

there are some ugly things happening – traumatizing – so not going to share those……….FF, etc………..There are however daily arrests of the pedo’s and this channel on X covers them throughout the day.  Highly appreciate and recommend their work – it’s their sole (Soul) focus:  (1) Qᴀɢɢ.ɴᴇᴡꜱ (@qaggnews) / X

 

Newly Declassified Top Secret Emails Show Clapper Pushed to “Compromise” Normal Procedures and Demand Intelligence Community Fall in Line Behind Russia Hoax | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

now this is interesting:

“Not Going to Happen” – Trump Calls DC Statehood “Ridiculous” and “Unacceptable” as Mayor Bowser Renews Calls – Says He’s Going to Make DC “the Greatest, Most Beautiful, Safest Capital Anywhere in the World” (VIDEO) | The Gateway Pundit | by Jordan Conradson

President Trump on Wednesday rejected the crazy idea from Democrats that Washington, DC, should be the nation’s 51st state and outlined his plans to further clean up the mess and gentrify the nation’s capital. 

 

 

and this – is very interesting – his wording – he’s never said “be prepared” when he’s referenced this sudden change over the years:

 

HUGE WIN: Appeals Court Reverses Lower Court’s Order, Allows President Trump to Cut Billions in Foreign Aid Payments | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

4 different types according to this man……….i’d say more than that……..

Redacted:

“There are 4 Alien Species here on Earth” – US Congressman Speaks Out | Redacted News

 

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ET Meets Terminator: Check out what I saw roaming my street tonight

 

I know I sound like I am being silly as I narrate – and I was – however this thing also gave me the creep factor – ESPECIALLY after I approached it and heard it b r e a t h i n g.  C A F.  At the very end you heard a male voice say “what’s that?” – a young college kid on a bike – he stopped to observe it too.  

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Coming soon to a city or town near you.

Spotted tonight in my City here in Oregon.

We’ve had several cougar sightings here in town and I am not quite sure I would rather see a cougar on the street or this thing.

I got closer – the thing was making an actual breathing sound.

Call me old school – but can we just bring back 8-track players and rotary dial phones, please?

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8.11.25 ~ Finds and Headlines: D.C. Federalized. Other Cities To Follow.

 

Image via Anna Veris

 

I am trying to keep up with how fast things are moving now.  I saw much of this when I crawled out of bed, but am just now finding the time to put it together.  I had to take care of stupid shit.  lol  Seriously.  A new person assigned to me asked me to provide xyz information – which I did – that day – and I have until a date this week to turn it all in (which is why I did it that day).  Today I receive an email telling me what I sent wasn’t enough – even though it was based on this persons words – I need to include tax information.

WTF?

I said that would have been good to know LAST WEEK as I am now under a crunch to get that information plus the additional information this person is now claiming I need.

Aaaaaand this person greeted me by a different name that ain’t mine.

WTF?!?!?!

Then I had a phone call which was supposed to be with an expert in the field in which I had a question – an attorney – only to be told “that is not my area of expertise” and now I get to wait to hear back.

WTF????!!!

seriously

stupid

shit.

SSS

I swears if I am told one. more. time. .”have you tried this place?” i’m a gonna lose it.  Seriously lose it over all of this SSS I’ve been dealing with for months now.  Alone.  On. My. Own.

NO ONE should have to go through all of this on their own – navigate the crazy.  Incredibly stressful.  All I’ve wanted for months is for just ONE PERSON to be my voice – to organize all of these places I am to contact and the things I am to do.  Like a mutual friend of mine who went through the same shit and ended up finally finding a private person – a new friend – to do much of this for and with her – she finally had to walk away from the system.  I asked her if I could hire her new friend to do the same for me.  😂

I read these words below today – and even though this applied for me at that time – the same words apply today as well.  It really hits home:

“Many mothers aren’t suffering from a “broken brain.” They’re suffering from a broken system.
🧠 According to Kendall-Tackett (Journal of Clinical Lactation, 2014), a lack of support, rest, and validation can mimic or worsen postpartum depression and sometimes, those are the real roots of the struggle.
Why does this matter?
Because when we label it only as depression,
we risk medicating the symptoms
while ignoring the cause.
We tell mothers to “get help” but fail to be that help. We tell them “it’s just hormones” instead of asking, When was the last time you felt cared for?”

When was the last time someone showed up and brought me a meal or offered to make calls for me?

Today as my brain was spinning from having to get help from this very broken system full of SSS, I felt deeply in my heart that line above – we tell mothers – anyone in need for that matter – to get help but fail to BE that help.

That’s why I live by the motto – ask what you can do and if you can help, help.  But in this current reality, to just put ANYONE out into this broken overloaded system – which yes has help available but it isn’t enough, competition is fierce, and unless you get loud and persistent you have a good chance of getting lost….doing that to another person is not helpful unless you plan on being by their side to help.

Today I felt that pain in my heart – being told what to do – trying – f’ing struggling to get help from strangers when what I NEEDED all along is help from people I KNOW and love – who I thought had my back.

Most did not.

I hope none of you ever know that experience.  If you do – let me know.  My site here has always been a place where people can come and ask for help – share their story – ZERO judgment.  My audience may not be grand in size but they are grand in heart.  Without these beautiful people I WOULD NOT BE EATING or making it today.

Here’s what’s up on stage today.

💖🙏
Victoria

 

 

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We have the white-hair version today:

 

 

 

 

 

Allegedly for antisemitic behavior/commentary.  lol  This gave me the giggles – because what I saw was Grok turning comments on other people’s words and images – including benign images of the sky – and accusing people of being antisemitic in their sharing OF these benign images and commentary.  Can we call it for what it really is – using my three letters above – SSS?  Stupid semitic shit?

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I have a feeeeeeeeeeling AI is going to go POOF…….

 

 

 

 

Next President vibes:

 

Who is playing many roles….

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Current schumann in the white:

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Photography by Jan Kopřiva

 

Image via my Green dreams

 

Free…………as a bird………(great song too btw)…….

Photography by Tim Mossholder

 

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