So – I relied on my own brain – college courses – long ago. Anyway I actually did well in math until algebra so I think I have this figured out.
The difference between the debt clock in a 4 hour period – from the time VK shared his capture at 8pm until the time I checked again – at midnight – 4 hours later – the difference was approximately 500 million. I multiplied that by 24 hours – and get 12 billion. We are 96 billion shy of the number going to 33 trillion. Ok? That’s in 4 days – 9.10.23.
What happened here in the United States on 9/10/01? Rep. Cynthia McKinney was grilling Rumsfield on where the missing $2.3 TRILLION dollars from the Pentagon went. He admitted it went missing. The hearing went nowhere as the next day was 9/11.
WHAT IF THE DEFAULT HAPPENS IN 4 days? Once the number hits the magic number of 33 trillion – what if on that day it gets flipped.
I don’t know – it’s just something that came to me. We’ll see……….
Stuck somewhere between moving but feeling like I’m going no where Like everything is happening but nothing ever happens. Becoming the Best I could ever be bust trapt in who I always was. Making leaps every day but too afraid to jump. Doing so much but never enough Deserving of… pic.twitter.com/jNiEZLYVHp
So I’m seeing the show continue to play out in its insane format of stewpid, with T and others talking about how much better this place (the states) were under his rule. Seeing him and others talk about all of these things that will be coming back including tariffs and easier access to pharmaceuticals and gas powered cars. My mind hears “blah blah blah NO”.
None of it aligns. NOT. ONE. BIT. I try and pretend – fake it – bring it in – as it’s all that is being offered to us. But it is all just a lie to myself – making me wonder – again – wtf I am doing here…
I know what I want – I keep seeing it and bringing it in.
But………….there’s this:
So either the narrative that we all get out and we get to frigging actually CHOOSE (the way FREE CREATOR BEINGS DO) the reality and experience we want……….or we’re gonna be stuck in another pay to live system of competition – just a cleaned up version. (see above again for how I feel about that)
Where is OUR narrative? Where is the narrative storyline about HOME and REAL healing and DNA restoration and RETURNED memories and REAL ORGANIC NATURAL LIVING AND BEING? It’s in our hearts and out of the mouths of those who channel. That’s about it. Where are these things in the awakening movement headlines?
Or am I just being too impatient? (again)?
Today was another challenge day energetically. I saw the condition of my brain and the trauma in my body (that I continually now clear as best as I can). On a walk today – my girl and I – she suddenly sees a snake and screams “SNAKE!” I about jump outta MY skin – and it took me a few minutes to literally regain my composure. Then about 15 minutes later we’re walking back up in the same area – and she’s saying watch out for the snake – and I said “we are protected” and as soon as I say that – she decides to open up the water bottle and spill out some on the concrete walking path which sounds just like a frigging snake. I jumped yet again – and this time I had to walk to a bench and compose myself before I could finish the walk. I was shaking all over.
So………..I held it together until I couldn’t anymore. I release the embarrassment and shame and guilt I hold in asking for help – a lot of help. I am accountable for me – but I am not taking on the full accountability for how this reality has allowed for the unhealthy conditions in which I have been in. All I can do is love me for me and purge what I don’t want or need and keep at it and pray and intend that the experience I want and need is ready to burst wide open and through for me. And ditto that for any of you whose life experience here has been less than stellar and supportive – and for whom you need some extra extra’s atm. Who the fook doesn’t?
So much to go around – too much hoarded and controlled. Why can’t we all just stop what we’re doing in an organized fashion – and for one week – unite and say ENOUGH. WE DONE. NO MORE CONTROLS. We ain’t budging or supporting your sheot until you step off the stage.
???
Remember the movie – Risky Business – where his character had just had it with his life at that time – he felt he had nothing much left to lose or to hide – and he put on those sunglasses – said that famous line?
You try to do the right thing – over and over and over. You DO the “right” thing – over and over and o v e r. Then “this place” happens – over and over. You fall down. You get back up. You get smacked down again. (omg – being asked why can’t you use paypal i don’t get it……or why did you get banned on social media? why does google censor you? i don’t get it…….)
A R G H!!!!!!!!!!!
The cycle repeats until sometimes, in some moments, you arrive at this place where morality gets tossed out the window – you no longer care about what is “right” or what some system b.s. rule or law says – and you just gotta take care of yourself #1 and do what you need to do however you need to do it.
And screw the rest.
Here’s a gematria. And whatever else……….
Love,
V.
******
The fact that THIS is being allowed to happen …….Seriously – who can justify this now? Oh, ignore it – yeah just like we ignored it when children were trafficked or pick a topic. How much longer we just gonna stay in our bubbles quietly? We gonna have to go into civil war? Where is our line in the sand? How long do we trust in the plan? How long we wait until we see what we all want to see? Tough questions but someone has to ask them.
Ok I could possibly get a wee bit excited about this one – as I’ve been posting here for a few years how T said at a rally the magic number 33………Any of you with knowledge: how long would this take to get to 33T? (this was 2 hours ago………now it’s at 32, 904…….ok so i asked – someone said it goes up 1 million every 30 seconds (confirmed – i misread the numbers – got the billion confused w/the million – thank goodness i never made a living in the stock market, eh? lol)
Executive Order 13823, CIC Trump’s revoking of Obama’s to shut down Gitmo, still not revoked by “Biden” as he promised.
Also, it wasn’t me who reported Military Tribunals for mid-2023, it was the New York Times, which are under a Wartime Code 47 USC 606, for those who cannot… pic.twitter.com/is4LSTqd0Z
This is interesting………..my understanding is they can be reauthorized as often as they are, well, reauthorized………but someone said since we’re in COG (Continuity of Government) – allegedly they can only be reauthorized twice……..so if that’s true then END maybe finally??!!
On Monday, September 11, the Trump Executive Orders (EOs) are set to expire. These EOs have already been extended twice and cannot receive further extensions.
Furthermore, on Friday, September 15, 2023, Executive Order 13848, signed by President Trump, will also expire (in 11… pic.twitter.com/fCtXu1x6AJ
We are stardust……….we are billion years old………..getting back Home….
San Tarot…..we being told by higher selves and home who we really are…..interesting – trying to have a psychic breakthrough – i was focused (too much i realize) soooooo hard today on having one of those…..this is a nice one………very much resonating……….
I shared a piece in recent days on this date – which is everywhere – has been everywhere – in their forms of entertainment. Found another one today with more inserts. Interesting commentary from the Truman Show – where his character says the dates – given as numbers – and mentions traveling back in time to save an ancient civilization from total annihilation.
This one because a few times this week I’ve heard “have faith in humanity” in my mind – including today (in the portal room):
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Sep 23, 2020 1:46:26 PM EDT
Q !!Hs1Jq13jV6ID: 2481e5No. 10756928
Let the truth be told.
Political spying [illegal] less than 1%.
Have faith in Humanity.
Q
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Sep 23, 2018 7:43:32 PM EDT
Q !!mG7VJxZNCIID: 000000No. 294
TRUST GRASSLEY.
Q
He (Grassley) posted this image a few days ago – talking about corn about ready to harvest:
This one (there’s more – just sharing the statement that stands out):
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Sep 23, 2018 12:36:42 PM EDT
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PREPARE FOR ‘SKY IS FALLING’ WEEK.
Q
Let’s gematria a couple of things. One, SKY IS FALLING (in single quotes – which could mean a quote within a quote)….144 in simple gematria………and i have been seeing 14 and 144 and 1414 a lot the past week:
The Declaration of Independence
Take Our Nation Back
The End Of All Suffering
The Time Has Come
Remove The Curse
Drop The Hammer
Inverted Time (i.e. Time Reversal – time running backwards)
9.3 continued to suck and my patience to endure is still tapped. Seems to be collective atm – again. More and more of us pushed to the brink. Desperation is setting in with me – especially financially. And dayem is it hard with a teen who doesn’t think about these things and consumes – a lot. lol I laugh – but I’m still fighting desperation/pushed to the absolute BRINK in this place. Just so f’ing weary hearing “God’s time”………”soon”……….and “be. patient.” This time sure as frig is not MY time.
I spent time alone tonight – just had to get out – went for a drive to a local park. I swear there are programs everywhere to be seen now – people – SAME DAMN PEOPLE I saw the last time I went there – wearing same clothes walking the same way/same pattern. Only in a computer game. Anyway, it wasn’t really enjoyable so I was grateful I brought cookies and biscuits. THAT – was enjoyable. Sometimes food is my source of comfort.
Is it a slow news day? I’m not seeing anything – feeling a pause in happenings. So I’ll go exploring for a few – see if I can’t find something worthwhile and useful. For now – it’s gggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrr DONE.
So apparently there is no confirmed interview…………..Is he fake? Perhaps. Is he calling out truth? Yes. Disinfo necessary? Controlled now by WH? Stay tuned………some day we’ll have the f’ing truth………(btw – Tucker is calling out Obama atm – and the current Tucker twatter profile has since removed the Ukraine flag….)………..
So there will be a lot of haters on this thread. But calling out @ObamaMalik as fake. Why did he delete the post saying he will be on tucker? Tucker never confirmed it? Why does he constantly throw up symbolism and post about his book, the 33 number guy and the Barack… pic.twitter.com/FZnYWQsUn7
Ok…………So………..This one feels like the only one really worth sharing as it aligns w/my quiet little puzzle piecing and inner visions and synchs………..Earlier this year – “Elon” said his b-day was 69 days after April 20th (4/20). Given his following count went to 420 today (9.3) – go out 69 days into the future from today and we land on: 11.11.23……… That 17 post that said Humanity would be united on 11.11.18. (justputtingthisoutthereleavingitrightheredowithitwhatyouwilliamwalkingawayslowlyandquietly lol)
Many synchs today – especially with songs/music. Had the experience where I heard a Guns And Roses (GNR) song on the radio – didn’t align – turned the station – there was another GNR song – nope – fooled around with the radio some more – heard a third one – this one was good (Paradise City – Take Me Home). But still – wasn’t really quite what I felt I was looking for within. Later on – headed out to an estate sale for fun – turned on the radio – GNR – “Patience”. That was it – the song I needed to fulfill that space within seeking “it”.
Really into the whole aging – or anti-aging – as in restoration to the age in which I know I truly am – eternally youthful energized. Spoken with two people this week who are also feeling this – focused on it. LMH has a new one below – talking about this very thing.
Working on a song that came to me today – after a several year dry period of no musical creations – got one on Home. Will share when it’s completed.
Here are some finds. Please remember to share my material and donate what you can – and let me know what’s what and how you’re doing.
Love, as always,
V.
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Hmm………perhaps this is what is meant by saving israel for last:
And according to the CDC, the latest variant of the virus – BA.2.86, “may be more capable of causing infection in people who have previously had COVID-19 or who have received COVID-19 vaccines,”
Best for last. SAN TAROT…..Seeking new adventures – making a big, sudden, unexpected move. Wealth. (interesting – i shared an image of myself on social media this week and said i was seeking new adventures)….
Today felt floaty. Timelines waxing in and out – the better one was around today. Hurricane in FL was more or less a nothing burger. Had a soaker day of rain that helped with fires. Back to beautiful weather with a hint of fall in the air.
Love,
V.
******
WWE event tomorrow: PAYBACK. Tonight’s WWE smackdown event has 17,000 people in the audience.
So….bring back face diapers (masks) is trending on twitter – but isn’t for the reason people think………it’s the people’s REBELLION against saying WE WILL NOT COMPLY.
More disclosure………..what if there are only 100k or so real ones here? Like – what’s the percentage? How many AI/clones/NPC/Projections compared to how many (original) human (captors)?
VK posted two clips from the movie 300. Both clips dealt with King Leonidas being requested to surrender. 3 hours and 15 minutes later, Trump included NEVER SURRENDER in his Truth post.
My brain is taking a nap today – so I don’t recall if I shared this or not. I saw a video on facebook – with T speaking of “the pause” (several times) – how “beautiful” it is. COMM. The woman speaking it’s referring to a military operation – could be. Then she connected it to the EO 13848 (election interference) – which I shared earlier. Last time renewed – 9.7.22 – and expires 9.12.23.
So I’m thinking of THE PAUSE – could be military – but could also be showing us that while military ops went on the US – the world – went on a “PAUSE” – behind the scenes happenings – which would explain why he said it’s a beautiful thing – as it allows for the big changes/clean up to happen while showing the public the truth of “their” doings/plans.
So – THE PAUSE – in gematria: 95 (which is significant for me in terms of a vision I had last week)……….
Every year since 2018, including under “JB”, this EO, 13848, gets extended for another year. It is set to expire again on Sept. 12, 2023 (do you remember – the 21st night of September? is this a mirror? 12=21)……….
