Category: Energies

9.5.23 ~ A reflection…………..a gematria……….and whatever else

 

PERFECT description………

 

 

So I’m seeing the show continue to play out in its insane format of stewpid, with T and others talking about how much better this place (the states) were under his rule.  Seeing him and others talk about all of these things that will be coming back including tariffs and easier access to pharmaceuticals and gas powered cars.  My mind hears “blah blah blah NO”.

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None of it aligns.  NOT. ONE. BIT.  I try and pretend – fake it – bring it in – as it’s all that is being offered to us.  But it is all just a lie to myself – making me wonder – again – wtf I am doing here…

I know what I want – I keep seeing it and bringing it in.

But………….there’s this:

So either the narrative that we all get out and we get to frigging actually CHOOSE (the way FREE CREATOR BEINGS DO) the reality and experience we want……….or we’re gonna be stuck in another pay to live system of competition –  just a cleaned up version.  (see above again for how I feel about that)

Where is OUR narrative?  Where is the narrative storyline about HOME and REAL healing and DNA restoration and RETURNED memories and REAL ORGANIC NATURAL LIVING AND BEING?  It’s in our hearts and out of the mouths of those who channel.  That’s about it.  Where are these things in the awakening movement headlines?

Or am I just being too impatient?  (again)?

Today was another challenge day energetically.  I saw the condition of my brain and the trauma in my body (that I continually now clear as best as I can).  On a walk today – my girl and I – she suddenly sees a snake and screams “SNAKE!”  I about jump outta MY skin – and it took me a few minutes to literally regain my composure.  Then about 15 minutes later we’re walking back up in the same area – and she’s saying watch out for the snake – and I said “we are protected” and as soon as I say that – she decides to open up the water bottle and spill out some on the concrete walking path which sounds just like a frigging snake.  I jumped yet again – and this time I had to walk to a bench and compose myself before I could finish the walk.  I was shaking all over.

So………..I held it together until I couldn’t anymore.  I release the embarrassment and shame and guilt I hold in asking for help – a lot of help.  I am accountable for me – but I am not taking on the full accountability for how this reality has allowed for the unhealthy conditions in which I have been in.  All I can do is love me for me and purge what I don’t want or need and keep at it and pray and intend that the experience I want and need is ready to burst wide open and through for me.  And ditto that for any of you whose life experience here has been less than stellar and supportive – and for whom you need some extra extra’s atm.  Who the fook doesn’t?

So much to go around – too much hoarded and controlled.  Why can’t we all just stop what we’re doing in an organized fashion – and for one week – unite and say ENOUGH.  WE DONE.  NO MORE CONTROLS.  We ain’t budging or supporting your sheot until you step off the stage.  

???

Remember the movie – Risky Business – where his character had just had it with his life at that time – he felt he had nothing much left to lose or to hide – and he put on those sunglasses – said that famous line?

You try to do the right thing – over and over and over.  You DO the “right” thing – over and over and o v e r.  Then “this place” happens – over and over.  You fall down.  You get back up.  You get smacked down again.  (omg – being asked why can’t you use paypal i don’t get it……or why did you get banned on social media?  why does google censor you?  i don’t get it…….)

A R G H!!!!!!!!!!!

The cycle repeats until sometimes, in some moments, you arrive at this place where morality gets tossed out the window – you no longer care about what is “right” or what some system b.s. rule or law says – and you just gotta take care of yourself #1 and do what you need to do however you need to do it.

And screw the rest.

Here’s a gematria.  And whatever else……….

Love,

V.

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The fact that THIS is being allowed to happen …….Seriously – who can justify this now?   Oh, ignore it – yeah just like we ignored it when children were trafficked or pick a topic.  How much longer we just gonna stay in our bubbles quietly?   We gonna have to go into civil war?  Where is our line in the sand?  How long do we trust in the plan?  How long we wait until we see what we all want to see?  Tough questions but someone has to ask them.

HERE WE GO: Public Elementary School in Wealthy DC Suburb Forcing Third-Grade Children to Wear Masks Again

 

 

McCarthy’s Time as Speaker May Be Coming to an End: Report

 

Gematria:  Vyommitra (the name of that India robot that is said to be sent on a “space” mission)

Great Awakening  (sky event?  who knows….)

Financial Reset

One One One One

The End Is Now

November Rain

Can You Feel It (been hearing both of those songs lately……….🤷â€â™€ï¸

 

Liking this.  And I’m ready – more than ever – to join up w/others and build our own space.  I. AM. READY.

 

Ok I could possibly get a wee bit excited about this one – as I’ve been posting here for a few years how T said at a rally the magic number 33………Any of you with knowledge:  how long would this take to get to 33T?  (this was 2 hours ago………now it’s at 32, 904…….ok so i asked – someone said it goes up 1 million every 30 seconds (confirmed – i misread the numbers – got the billion confused w/the million – thank goodness i never made a living in the stock market, eh?  lol)

 

 

This is interesting………..my understanding is they can be reauthorized as often as they are, well, reauthorized………but someone said since we’re in COG (Continuity of Government) – allegedly they can only be reauthorized twice……..so if that’s true then END maybe finally??!!

 

uh the END??!!

 

Good because I am soooooooooooo ready for this:

 

We are stardust……….we are billion years old………..getting back Home….

San Tarot…..we being told by higher selves and home who we really are…..interesting – trying to have a psychic breakthrough – i was focused (too much i realize) soooooo hard today on having one of those…..this is a nice one………very much resonating……….

Sagittarius – Baby, you’re a star!

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Happy New Year (almost), a check-in and some other finds ~ 9.2.23

 

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Many synchs today – especially with songs/music.  Had the experience where I heard a Guns And Roses (GNR) song on the radio – didn’t align – turned the station – there was another GNR song – nope – fooled around with the radio some more – heard a third one – this one was good (Paradise City – Take Me Home).  But still – wasn’t really quite what I felt I was looking for within.  Later on – headed out to an estate sale for fun – turned on the radio – GNR – “Patience”.  That was it – the song I needed to fulfill that space within seeking “it”.

Really into the whole aging – or anti-aging – as in restoration to the age in which I know I truly am – eternally youthful energized.  Spoken with two people this week who are also feeling this – focused on it.  LMH has a new one below – talking about this very thing.

Working on a song that came to me today – after a several year dry period of no musical creations – got one on Home.  Will share when it’s completed.

Here are some finds.  Please remember to share my material and donate what you can – and let me know what’s what and how you’re doing.

Love, as always,

V.

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Hmm………perhaps this is what is meant by saving israel for last:

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/dire-warning-against-us-plan-turn-ukraine-europes-big-israel

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/pentagon-extends-troop-deployment-us-mexico-border-through-september

 

 

‘Election Variant’ Prompts NYC Mask Advisory | ZeroHedge

And according to the CDC, the latest variant of the virus – BA.2.86, “may be more capable of causing infection in people who have previously had COVID-19 or who have received COVID-19 vaccines,”

 

 

 

Had family down there for a vacation this week………

 

Federal Court Rules FDA Abused Its Authority with Anti-Ivermectin Messaging to Americans: “FDA is Not a Physician”

 

Russian Hackers Target UK’s Ministry of Defense and leak Thousands of Top Secret Documents Online

 

Florida Fire Department Issues Warning to EV Owners After Seeing What Hurricanes Trigger

 

There is No Way In and No Out After Storm Floods Burning Man Festival – 73,000 People TRAPPED IN MUD, Told to Conserve Water and Food

 

 

 

 

Also said to be the birth of Jesus (by some).  We about to celebrate Christmas and the new year (’24) soon?

The first day of a new year in Ethiopia is September 11in the Gregorian calendar, except when it is a leap year; then it is September 12.
Lisa M Harrison:

 

 

Best for last.  SAN TAROT…..Seeking new adventures – making a big, sudden, unexpected move.  Wealth.  (interesting – i shared an image of myself on social media this week and said i was seeking new adventures)….

Scorpio – The new place unleashes your magic.

 

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9.1.23 ~ Do you remember the (month) of September? Finds, etc.

 

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Today felt floaty.  Timelines waxing in and out – the better one was around today.  Hurricane in FL was more or less a nothing burger.  Had a soaker day of rain that helped with fires.  Back to beautiful weather with a hint of fall in the air.

Love,

V.

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WWE event tomorrow:  PAYBACK.  Tonight’s WWE smackdown event has 17,000 people in the audience.

 

President Trump Scores HUGE Court Victory In Election Ballot Case! | WLT Report

 

Federal Judge Dismisses Case Trying to Keep Trump Off 2024 Ballot

 

 

Judicial Watch: Records Reveal Pfizer Tested Safety of Covid Vaccine Booster on 23 People Before Biden FDA Approved the Shots

 

Oooh they are indeed making her look like a clown….

Kathy Griffin Brutalized After Posting Horrifying Photo of Her New Tattooed Lips

 

GOP Senators Weigh ‘Special Meeting’ on Leadership After Doctor Suggests McConnell May Be Experiencing Small Seizures

 

 

 

 

Moon Vibes: Indian Space Mission Finds Oxygen, Sulphur and Other Chemical Elements on the Lunar Surface, While Seismic Study of the South Pole Reveals ‘Unexplained Vibration’

 

 

One of “their” resets……….then genetically altered……….

New Study Reveals Our Pre-Human Ancestors Were Very Nearly Extinct – A Population of Only Around a Thousand Hominids Survived, to Later Thrive Again | The Gateway Pundit | by Paul Serran

 

 

 

So….bring back face diapers (masks) is trending on twitter – but isn’t for the reason people think………it’s the people’s REBELLION against saying WE WILL NOT COMPLY.

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More disclosure………..what if there are only 100k or so real ones here?  Like – what’s the percentage?  How many AI/clones/NPC/Projections compared to how many (original) human (captors)?

 

Oooooh boy…………..

 

Inmate # = DOD IP addy

 

 

Part Of The Sun Has Split Away – Massive Censorship On This . Entertainment . Mount2

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/jpmorgan-flagged-over-1-billion-suspicious-epstein-activity-usvi

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/new-declassified-docs-show-nixons-intel-briefings-us-backed-chilean-coup

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/fired-professor-wins-key-victory-free-speech-case-over-mask-vaccine-policy

 

pretty sure this is a poke back on “them”……..

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/russia-puts-its-longest-range-nuke-capable-missile-combat-duty-nicknamed-satan-ii

 

 

This hadn’t happened on the U.S. Treasury market in 250 years. Now it’s about to. – MarketWatch

The 10-year Treasury bond is on track for a third year of losses in 2023, something that hasn’t happened in 250 years of U.S. history.

In short, it has never happened, say strategists at Bank of America.

Ameritrade down atm (midnight EST)….

 

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8.28.23 ~ Checking in and whatever I can find

 

I haven’t gone “out there” today.  I sensed there was too much drama – which was also playing out in my personal experience here so not wanting to add to that.  Got out alone tonight – released some stuff.  Spoke with a few tribe people.  I could not do my life without any of them/you.

So – now I am centered again albeit it more tired than usual. 😴🥱  Could be the weather which took a sudden turn from hot summer to what is this late October??

I’ve been seeing numbers again – which either I am having deja vu or I already shared that??  Anyway – today there they were again – 77, 555, 1144 and 113.  113 is a new(er) one – started over the weekend.  11.3 from the 17 posts.

So ready to jet into the New.  Here’s what I’m seeing.  And atm I am not working alone – I see I have another ladybug friend who has decided to join me.

Love,

Victoria

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She speaks it.

 

 

Flight chaos to last for DAYS: Thousands of stranded Brits are warned disruption will continue into the week despite ‘network failure’ being ‘remedied’ – as 500 UK flights are cancelled by air traffic control on one of the busiest days of the year | Daily Mail Online

 

 

Another One: Rite Aid Is Preparing To File Bankruptcy

 

Tucker Carlson Requests Interview With Vladimir Putin

 

 

I have that En Vogue song going through my mind:  Never gonna get it……….no you’re never gonna get it……….

Recent Mask Mandates Lifted Amid Pushback | ZeroHedge

 

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/half-transgender-prison-inmates-were-convicted-sex-crimes-wisconsin-data

 

 

Or people tired of paying $7-$10 dozen for crappy brand eggs, or $8/lb for cheap corporate high fat ground hamburger etc………..

https://www.zerohedge.com/personal-finance/rising-supermarket-thefts-symptom-deeper-moral-decline

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/watch-big-govt-raids-small-town-amish-farmer

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/quinn-end-game-american-empire

 

 

headlines at gatewaypundit

 

Got a typo here……….extra [H]………..

Donald J. Trump

@realDonaldTrump

I NEVER HAD AN IMPEACHMENT INQUIRY, I HAD AN IMPEACHMENT, WHICH I WON! IT WAS STARTED IMMEDIATELY, NO MEETINGS, NO STUDY, NO DELAYS. THE LUNATIC FASCHISTS & MARXISTS PLAY THE GAME DIFFERENTLY. THEY ARE OUT TO DESTROY AMERICA. MAGA!

17 posts with [H] – just 3 – all the same line….all from April 11 2018 – shared at 7:11 too……4.11 – could also be 11.4……….
“A clean [H]ouse is very important.†Q
Also included in the 17 drops is the phrase APRIL SHOWERS……..gematria:
Make America Great Again
The Seal is Broken
The War Is Over
Ugh just make it happen already ya know??!!
Laura’s View and Tarot, Too

 

 

Dutchsinse:

8/28/2023 — Full Earthquake Update — Be prepared for large activity this week across the board

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Crazy Train has become a fast-moving steady train full of synchs ~ 8.27.23

 

The synchs today.

I woke up – shaking with anxiety – of the anticipation kind.  I heard 10.4.  Pretty sure I began feeling that one earlier this year – I remember Lisa Harrison saying the same.  Was this last year at this time?  What is time anyway now?

Then the numbers.  77 444 555 111 1111.

Girl and I went out on a hike.  Saw more #’s.  Came home.  Spouse tells me to “check this out” this being a video.

 

Word News Report Today……….10.4 friends  (2:20pm EST)

FEMA Announces Worldwide Alert Test For Octboer 4th 2023!

A synch?  Another “ok synch but not for now but for another time” b.s./so-done-doing-THAT?

Dunno.  It isn’t a coincidence of course.  Collective messages incoming for us all.  Question remains (word count is telling me I’m at 111 btw) – what. is. from. pure. and what is used by “them” to distract/loosh?  Personally – my “don’t trust” is telling me not to listen.  Turn off phones/tv/radio – go quiet.  IF it’s meant truly for us – we will get that info later.

THAT is where we are.  Back and forth until it’s nothing but forward.  And any talk about returning to normal is a NO.  Normal was when all were asleep (at varying levels of course) and “they” were engaged in their doings – hidden and also seen (for those awakening).  NO RETURNING TO NORMAL.  NEW. NEW. NEW.

Love,

V.

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Ok – this is rather strange – as I saw a forecaster in our state say something that is unusual to hear – all of the good and even great news about the upcoming weather for the foreseeable future.  Extinguishing the fires.  More stable conditions.  It was just one of those things that stood out for me…..

 

 

Florida’s Surgeon General Urges Americans to Refuse to Follow New Mask Mandates

 

 

Well, I will say this – not sure it looks like JB but when I first saw this my initial reaction was “what’s up with the left side?”  Looks – different than the right……….could be lighting – or not………..(left side looks smoother)……..

 

 

I was today old……….how many of us have ripped those things apart just to open them?  lol

 

 

Hmmm…

Elon Musk’s Space X Dragon Docks With The International Space Station | The Gateway Pundit | by David Greyson

 

The title alone – I hear Twisted Sister “We’re Not Gonna Take It”:

Lahaina Fire Survivor Blasts Jeff Bezos and Oprah During Emergency Council Meeting: “Jeff Bezos, You Got What You Wanted. Oprah, You Got What You Wanted — F*** Us All Over” | The Gateway Pundit | by Jim Há´ft

 

song is about “knocking the system collectively” – both sides of the political spectrum – “including the corporate owned politicians conservative polticans (sic) that were on stage that night”

‘Rich Men North of Richmond’ Singer Addresses Rumor He’s a Biden Supporter | The Gateway Pundit | by Richard Moorhead, The Western Journal

missing 2 i’s – gonna check the 17 posts as i keep sensing he’s part of the plan…….his songs seem to speak to the need for a new world (earth 2.0/etc.) AND for those of us longing to go Home………

ok – yup – as i thought – there are i’s in brackets – 8 of them.  here are the two i sense are most relevant:

4951

Nov 12, 2020 10:20:17 PM EST
Q !!Hs1Jq13jV6 ID: b3a95d No. 11618946 
Shall we play a game?
[N]othing [C]an [S]top [W]hat [I]s [C]oming NCSWIC https://www.cisa.gov/safecom/NCSWIC
Who stepped down today [forced]?
https://www.cisa.gov/bryan-s-ware
More coming? Why is this relevant?
How do you ‘show’ the public the truth?
How do you ‘safeguard’ US elections post-POTUS?
How do you ‘remove’ foreign interference and corruption and install US-owned voter ID law(s) and other safeguards?
It had to be this way.
Sometimes you must walk through the darkness before you see the light.
Q

753

Feb 13, 2018 2:56:38 AM EST
Q !UW.yye1fxo ID: 479712 No. 360885 
Think image drop.
Think OP.
Think United.
When does a bird sing?
Everything has meaning.
[I]
Q
Why did I just say “it’s the final curtain call”?
Remember this is the same guy who, a year or so ago, on the history channel, theorized we were in a simulation and we have a real body on the outside………….
https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/do-plunging-retail-stocks-signal-us-consumer-finally-done
https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/blackrock-faces-leftist-backlash-it-votes-fewer-esg-proposals
watched it live.  btw – #17 won…….
https://wltreport.com/2023/08/27/house-republican-introduces-bill-defund-fulton-countys-da/
first minute – inverted pentagram…….??
MrMBB333

Where did THAT come from!!

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8.22.23 ~ I Want To Go Home (beautiful comm)……..and other finds

 

 

COMM……….oh my goodness if you listen to anything check out his latest……..chills and tears……….I Want To Go Home.

MUST WATCH: Breakout Star Oliver Anthony Releases Another Instant Hit, “I Want to Go Home”

 

Other headlines here

 

On “they” go………..

NO.

It’s Really Happening: Mask Mandates, Contact-Tracing Re-Implemented At Colleges, Offices | ZeroHedge

 

NO.

14 US Cities Initiate New Globalist Climate Plan In Partnership With Soros & The Clintons | ZeroHedge

 

https://www.marketwatch.com/story/something-unusual-happened-on-the-nasdaq-monday-its-one-more-reason-for-investors-to-tread-carefully-analyst-says-de3f4f98?mod=home-page

 

 

 

Uh huh……….as someone said dome reflection phenomena……..OR it’s going through a portal of some sort to the OUTSIDE which is what i feel is happening…………given our realm is allegedly “covered” with them now – we should be seeing nothing BUT these images…………

 

 

 

ANyone else wondering where the Delorean is?  😂

 

Donald J. Trump

@realDonaldTrump
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I WILL BE VERY BUSY TOMORROW NIGHT – ENJOY!!!

these 17 drops come to mind:

1027

Apr 04, 2018 9:45:45 PM EDT
Q !xowAT4Z3VQ ID: 33a3aa No. 899433 
POTUS will be UP ALL NIGHT.
Pray.
Watch the news tomorrow.
Q
#’s 948, 834, 364 & 4 ~ 3014 too
So much b.s……………..people talking about “them” pushing the mandates and how we have to fight back.  Just like 2020 again, right?  ANd how did that work back then?  We did.  No one had our backs out here.  How many lost their jobs and homes fighting back and are still suffering today?  How many lost friends and family and are still suffering today?
Hmmm?
Telling people to get out of the cities – fight back – makes me want to scream now.  You don’t tell people what to do – you HELP people in DOING what it is THEY WANT TO DO.
Jesus……………
When you’re up against entrenched evil with weaponry and tech we don’t have – you either go the civil war type route, comply/go along to get along or hope military steps in.  That is the blunt truth.
Now i’m going to go and listen to Oliver’s song again because unless we unite by the millions – as in stop everything we are doing – stop going to work, stop with the chores the day to day doings, that is the best option for humanity – get. out. of. this. evil. prison.
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8.21.23 ~ Finds and sharing

 

Signs there is a child in the house:  You leave your computer to go start dinner, return and discover stickers on the base.

So watching the video LH shared in the comment section – guided me to do some research into 2027 and first thing that comes up in Kim Clement video – which ends with him shouting over and over “israel is forever”.  Is(is) Ra El.

That’s how evil works – lure everyone in with just enough truth for the truthers – but then offer up a bunch of concepts that leave you feeling off.

FOLLOW THAT FEELING.

We know whose side he’s on – which shouldn’t surprise me or any of us with the whole “lord” thing (who of course is male).  There is Creator – Energy – Frequency – within each of us – compromised yes.  Or perhaps some are comfortable with the whole male father/lord thing.  It can serve a purpose.  For me as long as the Source is BENEVOLENT and seeks to Serve and Support with Love – Authentically – Purely – it’s all good.

Anyway – the video – how is he in an alternate timeline and able to communicate with us here – but still remain stuck in his location?  Or it could simply be he went into a coma in the hospital – woke up and during his coma was inserted into another timeline of theirs that had yet to be filled up with people and animals and he’s stuck there?  And/or it could be the middle ground for those not yet awake?  

A lot of fear energies now – some insisting we are going to war and to buckle up and get ready to battle.  Not going there.

That being said – we all have our own narratives.  Why argue about them?  You do you – I do me experience.  Stay in your own lane serves a purpose in keeping peace and accepting differences.  Every one of us who is human wants the same things – freedom, love, security, comfort, connection, healing/perfect health, abundance in all of it forever.

That said – done talking about most things – unless it involves new opportunities and healing.  Anything else – just not holding any authentic interest for me.

Here are some finds – some align – some just sharing for info/intel.

Love,

V.

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Keeping up our guard – that. is. absolutely. exhausting.  “People” – sleepers – whatever – disrupting the peace of others.  It’s a program – not seen by those blind to it.  While my town wasn’t sketchy – I can relate to the innocent simply wanting, naturally, to trust all who I met.  Be happy when all of that is gone and we can return to Real Living/BEing.  Being discerning is NOT NATURAL – it drains our energy – our real energy – because at least speaking for myself, I am used to an experience where I can trust everything and everyone because there has not been any deception or “evil” inserted/allowed.

 

 

 

 

Even others who aren’t awake (or much) are over it………

 

Mr Pool is back……….Sharing what I align with: (he’s also doing some stuff for XRP – for those who align)

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https://www.zerohedge.com/political/us-brink-catastrophic-war-could-easily-destroy-us-col-douglas-macgregor-tells-tucker

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/us-will-be-forced-embrace-gold-or-become-isolated

 

Just like VK shared in August 2020 (or was it 2022):

https://www.zerohedge.com/weather/atlantic-comes-alive-nhc-tracks-not-one-not-two-five-tropical-systems

 

Twitter to use Israeli software to require selfie, gov’t-issued ID – The Jerusalem Post

Hundreds of thousands of verified X users may have to hand over their ID and send the company a selfie if they want to maintain their vaunted status on the platform.

https://www.jpost.com/business-and-innovation/article-755505

 

Company behind Michigan electric vehicle battery plant registered as Chinese foreign organization | Just The News

All businesses in China, including foreign ones, are required under the law to have such committees with three or more party members.

https://justthenews.com/world/asia/company-behind-michigan-electric-vehicle-battery-plant-registered-chinese-foreign

 

World News Report Today:

Earth Is Currently In A Gemagnetic Storm! Agencies Determined To Stay Silent!

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Reflecting and a few finds ~ 8.17.23

 

I saw the most beautiful post shared by a mama of a young child.  She shared the pain with her words of the lifelong feeling of not receiving the love she needed.  She shared the words of solicitation/advice she had received over the years – to get over it, grow up, move on – none of these words of course is effective.  So now – her healing – has slowly transpired as she gives her little one the love she didn’t receive herself.  And she remembers to tend to her own needs.  That is what a loving parent does – shows the child the importance of self care while providing the same for the child.

I loved these words best:  “I’m never surprised by how much a child wants and loves their mother.”  Absolutely.  Sometimes it’s a challenge to step up to that plate – sometimes I just can’t do it – but it has never. once. surprised. me.

I’ve been told over the years I coddle my girl too much –  or am too protective (throw her to the wolves – see if she sinks or swims) – co-slept/nursed “too long” – every one of those words stings and at times sparks a rage in me – but I have remained true to my heart which tells me when my child needs something from me whether it be my words my time or silence or a hug or just basic help – it is my purpose to give those moments to her.  That is how we heal this “lack of mama love” by giving to our children what we didn’t receive.  Children are children.  They aren’t little adults.  It’s insulting to my senses and heart when I see/hear these words.

So…..I’m far from perfect – my healing is a work-in-progress.  I have fallen and gotten back up again.  It is true – if we are conscientious parents – we heal as we raise our children.  The opportunity is always there.  Those little people trigger us – bringing up all of our sheot for sure.  Sometimes I am not aware of this – but then – seeing the words today of this beautiful mama – I see and remember.

Love is all there is – indeed all that matters.  As she said:  “I’ve come to just accept this as the most basic and vital of human needs. To be fed, loved, accepted, nourished, held, embraced, comforted and on and on.”

Absolutely perfectly stated.

It is long past time for us to return to that space – that “timeline”.  I’ve had enough f’ing trauma and pain.  Today I had something happened that brought up a wound/trauma from when I was 10.  Just one little otherwise insignificant happening had me right back there – in tears – lots of tears too.  But I took it – used it for healing instead of saying “ef this matrix for poking me”.  I released pain and tears that I had kept bottled up for decades.

There was an interesting program on talk radio – elders of many tribes coming together with a statement – saying we are in the last hour of our experience here – and to let go of everything and everyone.  And given what I’m seeing being shared – I agree.

Here are a few finds.

Love,

Victoria

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as i said – suddenly in japan………..simulation……….

 

 

 

 

 

 

so can’t we use the same rhetoric “they” threw at us w/the patriot act?  if you ain’t got nothing to hide, you ain’t got nothing to fear………

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

yeah – suddenly “elon” is in  Japan today………saw that (btw at 5pm EST there are 343 up)………..

 

 

 

 

I think this is the [P]……….from the 17 posts…..

 

https://www.marketwatch.com/story/mortgage-rates-could-hit-8-economists-say-citing-a-worrying-sign-not-seen-since-the-great-recession-edf2b4a4?mod=home-page

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/how-far-west-are-brics

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/hunter-biden-ccd-call-between-then-vp-joe-and-former-ukraine-president

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/woke-hawaiian-official-stalled-release-revered-water-until-it-was-too-late-save-maui

 

 

Powder Keg Europe: Poland, Lithuania and Latvia To Shut NATO Borders With Belarus – Increasingly Militarized Poland Says Lukashenko Will Try To Disrupt Its Elections

 

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8.16.23 ~ Finds, check in and goodies………..

 

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aaahhh…………..my vision of peace, perfection and Home

 

I’ve been keeping a lot bottled up recently in an attempt to create the kind of personal space I want.  Now I am wondering if I forgot to include something in this process.  Does deep breathing really soothe inner words needing to be expressed?  The paradox of wanting to express truth when it’s in the face of adversaries who won’t want to hear it and who may turn it back on you in an attack is something I contemplate at this time.  Is the expression worth the (possible – likely) blowback?  If not – how to deal with those words and energies behind them needing to be expressed.  Aaahhh – cooler weather please and thank you so physical outdoor activities can resume.  Great way to move some of that energy.

Moving on to another issue on my mind atm.

Ya’ll can help me prove to this reality that what I do is important – it is needed and it matters.  My days of being questioned and criticized, dismissed, discounted for what I do are over for me.  Please help and share the ever loving love out of my work.  That’s what a tribe does – stands solidly and surrounds the one doing the speaking up and out – what I do for anyone doing the same.  Thank you.  ðŸ™

Here’s what I’m seeing.

Love,

V.

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Antarctica:

“Uncharted Territory†– Exceptionally Low Antarctic Sea Ice Observed by NASA (scitechdaily.com)

Antarctica has a lot less sea ice than usual. That’s bad news for all of us | WUSF Public Media

 

 

 

 

17 posts w/the word tomorrow (33 of them)  #38 is standing out – it mentions increased military movement which has been happening the past few weeks – also mentioned the calm before the storm……..

 

JR says it – we’re at the precipice – and justice and the NCSWIC has to come fast – swiftly – quickly – with exact precision.

 

And all of this on National Roller Coaster Day

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August 16

About 100 up atm (midnight EST) – about 8 hours ago there was about 300 up…….(state side)

 

i like that GEORGE retweeted this one (i dropped it here last night too):

 

 

 

 

 

I did indeed hear christmas songs in my mind last night……..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

know it’s total b.s. – but i will say that where i live has far too many people……..for my own comfort…………each person can have 100 acres………more suitable to the necessary peace of the heart mind and soul than the energy of cities and subarbs……….give me a sleepy little town with some local agriculture and access to a beach and i will be just fine.

 

 

she’s trending on twitter too, btw……..i noticed the news spelling it with just one “L” and thought of 17 post about declass (below for someone else who had the same feel and shared the post/s):

 

 

 

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/argentinas-leading-presidential-candidate-vow-shut-down-thieving-central-bank

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/zero-applicants-zero-prospects-entire-police-force-quits-minnesota-town

 

 

San Tarot……Solitude………intuition………joy held up….however….sit in solitude to receive the clarity……….or not…….lol  happy accident………….wish granted……….my feel?  intuition comes in moments of solitude – happy accident is the lucky break……….something coming in “accidentally”……Be Open To Happy Surprises……then we do the happy dance, right?  🥰 Transformation (in process)………..”in the blink of an eye”………her words – interesting given how often i have used that phrase over the years here……..

Gemini – Happy dance!

 

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Some Sleuthin’ with Finds ~ A check in….. 8.15.23

 

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Trying to tune in to the energies.  I can do that – but only if I am alone/in solitude – in quiet.  Usually – in water – some part of me.  Today I was able to feel a shift from 24 hours ago.  But then 3d life pulls me back in because, you know….

So I was multi-tasking a bit earlier – making lunch while scrolling through work-at-home opportunities.  Deep breath.  The one I found that I said out loud – hey I can do that – only. takes. paypal (i thought i had weeded those out).

Deep breath again.  Seriously.  Being denied the RIGHT to earn a living that WORKS FOR ME has gone on long. enough.  Being censored.  Blocked.  Nope – you can’t do this because we said so.

NO MORE.

THAT ENDS TODAY.

NOW.

I’ve been patient – extraordinarily patient – and persistent.  I want two things – some may say they conflict – I say otherwise.  JUSTICE.  FREEDOM.  ABUNDANCE.  (ok – 3 – although my heart says i want and receive abundance and freedom – justice will take care of itself)

Here is what I’m seeing.  Please remember to donate and share.  Or just share if you aren’t donating.  That helps!  This kind of work is all a numbers game.

Love,

V.

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As I was saying above about trying to increase my income………ongoing…….yesterday i was feeling that trapped – it is an unnecessary and horrible thing to feel……no reason to EVER even have reason to HAVE thath experience….still feeling it in moments……….i have the right to live as i want without money being a hindrance.  P E R I O D.  we all do.  enough is really truly positively fully enough NOW.

 

 

 

I thought the same – weird number………the “laser focused” was a comm – so why not the number?

 

THIS.  YES YES & YES.  !!!!!

 

 

2020………..undoing……….you know – it is possible that was part of the time stuff – “they” were allowed to go only so far w/”their” agenda – only so far along that timeline – now it flips and the people get what they want – good wins.  ALL GET OUT and go where he/she wants.  those who are solely focused on T being in office – that happens.  many things to choose from, right?  we will know what to do.

 

 

 

 

 

 

underground work perhaps followed by the d’s?

 

 

 

 

This remains ABSOLUTELY My focus:

 

Did I hear the word “separating”?

 

they have already censored this little space – many of you still reach out and let me know my site is showing as down, etc. – each time it is your browser doing that.  just keep trying – eventually it loads.

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/soros-end-most-eu-operations-radical-shift

 

San Tarot:

Taurus – Teach them your magical ways.

 

 

Laura’s View and Tarot, Too

Compare and Contrast #TMFINR

 

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