12.19.25 ~ From Epstein Files to Disclosure to 3I Atlas: Today’s Finds including the AI Digging into Today’s Epstein Files Release

We are so clearly an OCCUPIED country. Reality. World. One government entity (is ra el) worshiping Moloch, enemies seen and unseen, tentacles everywhere: banks, schools, religion, corporations, military, government.

That said….It’s a challenge to know what’s what now. How much is AI generated images or scripted scenes designed to create division. Or truth.

Feels like since 2020 especially we’re in some horrible, uncomfortable (energetically), dystopian timeline that I WANT OUT OF. And I feel blocked like a prisoner – a massive thumb holding me down. It’s an energetic battle for me – and unless you get it you can’t understand. I hear and feeeeeeel this guy. Like someone said – Like Lost. Remember that TV show? I had that thought actually several months ago in the portal – wondering if we’re all Jack. I rather don’t care anymore. We died? I died? Ok then – let me wake up back home to what is f’ing Real because this place just…………..UGH. And now that my girl is feeling is full on – yeah – mama bear says NO MORE. Or maybe it was the covid jab? 85% took it – some of that was placebo. Did that create more of that sense of fake here? Is there ANYWHERE in this reality that is actually beautiful now – like with nature and all because around here – even in the spring and summer now – it’s just boring. The only thing that is over stimulating is the crazy drivers and zombies in the stores with masks and LED fake lighting w/the loud music.

If ever there is a post that gives me Hope today – it’s this. I love seeing these young people knowing more than most boomers.

Evil all the way up and all the way down to local level.

THE FILES

EPSTEIN FILES in 60 SECONDS (I am unable to embed this link – probably because of some of the content – GROK verified the image of the baby in the sink as part of the drops today):

https://twitter.com/BRICSinfo/status/2002168417160224804

Here’s another link:

I asked Grok: https://www.justice.gov/epstein anything in these files that is incriminating public officlals or holly or media personalities?

It took about 5 minutes to investigate. Here is the AI response:

The files released by the Department of Justice related to Jeffrey Epstein, accessible via the provided URL and its subpages (e.g., court records and declassified materials), are heavily redacted to protect victims and sensitive information. They include court documents from cases like Giuffre v. Maxwell, flight logs, contact books, transcripts, and photos. While many names of prominent individuals appear in associations with Epstein (e.g., via flights, contacts, emails, or social events), the released materials do not contain direct evidence of criminal acts by these individuals beyond Epstein and Ghislaine Maxwell’s convicted activities. Most references suggest social or professional ties rather than incrimination, and no “client list” or blackmail evidence was identified by the DOJ. Below is a summary of notable mentions categorized by type, based on the available content and cross-referenced sources.Public OfficialsThese individuals are referenced in contexts like flights, emails, or court allegations, but no new proof of wrongdoing is presented in the files.

NameContext in FilesIncriminating?
Bill Clinton (former U.S. President)Photos socializing with Epstein (e.g., in a hot tub with a redacted individual, swimming with Maxwell); mentioned in flight logs and emails.No direct incrimination; associations via travel and social events, but no allegations of abuse in these releases. Prior court docs note he flew on Epstein’s plane multiple times but deny knowledge of crimes.
Prince Andrew (former British royal, now Andrew Mountbatten-Windsor)Mentioned in Giuffre v. Maxwell court filings with allegations of sexual abuse from plaintiff Virginia Giuffre; photos and emails referenced.Potentially incriminating; includes specific claims of trafficking and abuse (e.g., Giuffre alleged Epstein directed her to have sex with him). He settled a related lawsuit but denies wrongdoing.
Larry Summers (former U.S. Treasury Secretary)Emails exchanged with Epstein discussing politics and personal matters; Epstein offered opinions on Trump in one.No; purely communicative, no ties to illicit activities. Summers stepped back from public roles post-release due to scrutiny.
Governor TurnbullListed in redacted contact book.No; just a contact entry, no further details.

Hollywood PersonalitiesReferences often involve photos, flights, or contacts, implying social connections but not criminal involvement.

NameContext in FilesIncriminating?
Michael JacksonPhotos socializing with Epstein.No; social photo only, no allegations.
Chris TuckerPhotos socializing with Epstein; mentioned in prior flight logs.No; travel association, no abuse claims.
Diana RossPhotos socializing with Epstein.No; social only.
Kevin SpaceyMentioned in flight logs (pilot testimony from prior unsealed docs).No direct; association via travel, but Spacey faced separate unrelated allegations.
Bob WeinsteinListed in redacted contact book.No; contact entry only.
George HamiltonListed in redacted contact book.No; contact entry only.
Mick JaggerMentioned or pictured in redacted documents.No; social reference only.
David CopperfieldReferenced in prior unsealed Giuffre docs (alleged to have witnessed events at Epstein’s home).Potentially; vague mention of seeing “girls” but no direct accusation against him.

Media PersonalitiesMostly email exchanges or contact lists, with no evidence of participation in Epstein’s crimes.

NameContext in FilesIncriminating?
Charlie RoseListed in redacted contact book.No; contact entry only.
Ariana HuffingtonEmails where Epstein asked her to help clear his name via media.No; request for PR assistance, denied involvement.
Michael WolffEmails discussing Epstein’s situation and ties to Trump.No; journalistic communication.
David FrostListed in redacted contact book.No; contact entry only.
George StephanopoulosMentioned in prior unsealed docs (social event attendance).No; association only.
Katie CouricMentioned in prior unsealed docs (social event).No; association only.

Key Notes

  • Redactions and Withholdings: Thousands of pages were released, but many more (including videos, full witness interviews, and unredacted lists) were withheld for privacy, national security, or victim protection reasons. The DOJ must report to Congress on redactions and named individuals.
  • Overall Incrimination: The files reinforce Epstein’s network but do not introduce new criminal charges or evidence against these figures. Associations (e.g., flights to Epstein’s island) raise questions, but sources emphasize no blackmail or “client list” was found. Subjective media reports vary—conservative outlets highlight Clinton ties to deflect from Trump-Epstein photos, while liberal sources note Trump’s delays in releases.
  • Sources Represented: Information drawn from balanced outlets (e.g., POLITICO, The Guardian, New York Times, PBS, Fox News, NPR, Wikipedia) to cover diverse viewpoints, assuming bias in opinion-heavy coverage.

This happened in late October….

I used to eat at the HR Pub in my youth…

Interesting. DARK TO LIGHT. Let’s GO!

Yes or No. When someone turns the tables back on YOU if you’ve asked a simple question, that screams GUILT. Classic narcissistic trait.

Remember the words of Patton: “Yes, General George S. Patton is widely attributed with saying, or at least expressing the sentiment, “We fought the wrong enemy,” meaning he believed the U.S. should have continued fighting to contain the Soviet Union (Russia) rather than demobilizing after defeating Nazi Germany

American dollars:

Impact on Social Programs:

  • Budgetary Freedom: By covering defense costs, U.S. aid allows Israel to allocate more of its national budget to social services like healthcare, education, and technology, similar to how federal funds help U.S. cities, notes PolitiFact.
  • Economic Growth: The funds invested in Israel’s defense industry create jobs and innovation, bolstering the economy that funds social programs. 

Yup. This all began to shift in the late 70’s/early 80’s….

Jesus genetically created. I’ve long wondered if Jesus flipped “their” script. Who knows – at this point I question EVERYTHING we are shown here – even with this awakening. It all feels fake. Period.

One of two possibilities: Truth or MIRROR tactic (flipping “their” script)…

4 hour “blackout” – a few hours before 3I Atlas Perigee:

I’ve Never Made a Video Like This Before 🛜 Ultra-Rare 25 Hz Signal Received During 3I/ATLAS Perigee

LIVE 3I/ATLAS IS HERE!

3I/Atlas has reached Earth ! WHAT will happen ? New Images REVEAL new Mysteries !

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12.17.25 ~ Checking in. Finds. BONGINO is out.

It is feeling really rough and heavy – and I haven’t even gone out into it yet. We had a wild windstorm last night, which given it started shortly after midnight, felt a bit fortuitous. We’re all feeling that collective purge/push, as though we’re about ready to give birth and the baby is just hanging out in the birth canal, head has crowned and we’re like GET OUT NOW! I don’t know – maybe some aren’t feeling this. Many of us are, and certainly all are longing for a NEW WORLD. For now, we have T showing that America (and the world) has been occupied by that “I” country. We’re seeing he was Jewish all along – remember before the last election he told Christians this was the last time they would have to vote and that he wasn’t Christian?

Well, there you go.

It feels nasty. Uncomfortable. Needing to run but no place to run to, unless someone knows of a rural home available, let me know. Seriously – I am willing to go wherever it takes to bring in more peace.

That ongoing pressure behind the 3rd eye continues. Waking up tense continues. A mix of wanting to just sleep but then scream and run – escape – stand in one place and drop a million f-bombs – it’s all there atm.

Breeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeathe in. Breeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeathe out.

Go for a walk.

And eat a cookie. My girl and I made frosted sugar cookies last night, with sprinkles. It is sometimes the small things that keep the sanity in check. We are past the 100th monkey.

💖🙏

Victoria

Big Swamp Creature #1 stepping down…”he wants to go back to his show.” Any bets as to who follows? Patel? Bondi? Noem?

BREAKING: Bongino Announces He is Resigning From the FBI in January

Dan Bongino on Wednesday confirmed he is resigning from the FBI.

Bongino said he will be leaving the FBI in January.

Full statement on X:

I will be leaving my position with the FBI in January.
I want to thank President Trump, AG Bondi, and Director Patel for the opportunity to serve with purpose.
Most importantly, I want to thank you, my fellow Americans, for the privilege to serve you.
God bless America, and all those who defend Her.

WATCH: US SMOKES 26th Drug Boat Killing Four Narcoterrorists – Tucker Carlson Suggests War with Venezuela Imminent

JUST IN: House Passes Bill to Prosecute Doctors and Parents for Sex Changes for Children with Three Democrats Joining Republicans but FOUR Republicans Voting Against – Trans Rep. Tim McBride Freaks Out Ahead of Vote (VIDEO)

The bill, authored by Rep. Marjorie Taylor Greene (R-GA), makes it criminal to “knowingly perform, or attempt to perform, genital or bodily mutilation on another person who is a minor” with penalties of up to ten years in prison. It further protects minors from chemical castration or hormonal treatments.

Parents who facilitate, consent to, or transport the minor to receive sex change surgeries could also be charged.

This codifies President Trump’s January “Protecting Children from Chemical and Surgical Mutilation” Executive Order

I’m wondering if this is a GO signal:

$1,776 Checks for the Military

Fetterman and Cruz. “leaders”. 😂🤡

HTML code on this one – 911

“Operation Cast Thy Bread” (Hebrew: Shallah Lahmekha) was a secret biological warfare operation conducted by the Haganah and later the Israel Defense Forces (IDF) during the 1948 Arab-Israeli War (known to Palestinians as the Nakba). 

Objectives and Execution

The primary objective of the operation was to prevent Palestinian Arabs from returning to villages captured by Zionist forces and to impede the advance of opposing Arab armies. 

  • Method: Israeli forces, including a special unit known as the Mista’arvim who disguised themselves as Arabs, contaminated drinking water wells with typhoid bacteria.
  • Targets: The contamination targeted water sources in Palestinian towns and villages, including Acre and Eilabun in the Galilee, as well as areas in the Jerusalem corridor. Plans also existed to expand the operation to neighboring Arab states like Egypt, Lebanon, and Syria, but these were reportedly not carried out in full.
  • Outcome: The operation caused a typhoid epidemic and severe illness among dozens of local Palestinian civilians, contributing to the depopulation of several areas. It did not, however, achieve the large-scale, crippling effects its advocates had hoped for and was discontinued by December 1948. 

“US GOVERNMENT AND THE JEWS ONE IN THE SAME”. Why aren’t the good Jews calling out the bad Jews? Here we have an Ashkenazi Jewish American Genius calling it out. (btw – it is said according to my family history I am an Ashkenazi Jew as well and I ask the same. damn. questions.)

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MY FELLOW AMERICANS (we Truthers are DONE)

It’s all one giant Truman Show.

Living in this reality will do this to a person. Evil is everywhere. And traumatized people who don’t SEE their trauma and work to heal it will only keep the cycle going.

My purpose is to see, call it out and heal what I can within. Because not only am I not coming back to a reality like this ever (NEVER) again, I am canceling removing healing all that is not me.

In the FUCH NO stage atm. As in NO to the scripts and fake scenes and NO to the idea we have to build a new world without any blueprint or organized plan because even though there are some intentional communities most are for the young and healthy – or wealthy – or who don’t eat meat, etc.

What do I want? A FREQUENCY EVENT that opens UP the new world ALREADY THERE. Feeeeeeeeeels is stronger than it’s ever been.

WE ARE DONE WITH IT HERE.

She nails it below. Many – if not most – if not all of us are right here at this moment. It. is. constant.

His address will happen on the 17th. We’ll see….

All I see are clowns and stewpid people out there…

3I Atlas UPDATES:


3I/ATLAS is now Glowing GOLD as Earth’s Closest Approach Countdown Begins

3I/ATLAS IS COMING!

Until I am able to get the $$ help I need (and applied for but the system totally dropped the ball on me putting me right back to where I was back in spring), and until one of the myriad of focused efforts on my part actually bring me in a more stable, higher level of income, I remain here, doing what I do.

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Dissecting the Current Psyops in ClownWorld – ISRAEL for last. 12.14.25

All in a day’s acting.

People saying this is one of is ra el’s porn industry freaks, who attacks Christians…

Pushing the whole “the Muslims did it” when it was a Muslim who helped stop the event…

Just NO….We have had this “toxic” fog lately – makes you cough. ENOUGH!!!

STOP GOD

I was wrong – she was actually born Frantzve…

Posted by the WH today…

I work daily to bringing ya’ll the latest finds and headlines on our Freedom, the wars seen and unseen, ending the Matrix, the movie and the plan for our liberation. There are many ways you can support my work. As a mama starting over, I thank you for your love and support! 💖 Victoria

ZELLE: themamatrinity@gmail.com

CASHAPP: $VictoriaT1144

My daughter’s AMAZON WISH LIST.

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12.13.25 ~ A Few Finds. THE SUM OF ALL FEARS. Reflecting on our Nervous System, healing and this reality.

Hey everyone.

So – are we all in agreement that sleep is not the antidote to our constant exhaustion? Our nervous systems have been a constant target here. From world stage happenings to disclosure to the war on our minds to the poisons to the targeted attacks to just being trapped in this pay to live reality of totalitarian bullshit, we are in survival mode and have been for who knows how long. Our nervous systems, who don’t do well in such an environment, have become wired to live this way and depending on who you are and your experience here, your background, your families and connections and locations and choices, some are having it easier, some more difficult.

The nervous system as I have said is like the wiring harness of the car. If all of the wires aren’t properly connected or in good shape, your car is going to feel it. Doesn’t matter if you put on new tires or new brakes or clean it up with natural cleaner, if the wiring system isn’t functioning properly, you’re going to have a car that can often be sluggish and unpredictable. This is why supplements alone aren’t enough. Diet. Exercise. While important, they only offer SUPPORT. To heal, the nervous system needs more than just support. It needs to begin to feel SAFE.

Healing happens in micro moments. Focused intention on what’s going on within. Find where there’s tension – ask what is needed. Movement? Warmth? A gentle rub?

Micro-moments. Moments of certain breathing techniques. Mindful movements. Placing gentle pressure on certain parts of the body. Yoga and stretching. Humming. Tones. Eye movements. Pausing before entering and exiting places. Focus on neutral or pleasing scenes. Identifying where you are and what you see. Asking the body what it needs and be prepared to talk to the nervous system in the way it needs – via sensation. And acceptance.

And realize sometimes, nothing works. And when that’s your situation, just sit with that.

All that said, this reality doesn’t support our nervous systems. It commands us to be robotic and tough. Survival of the fittest was never about our needs. It was always about competition and who is the toughest in the game.

I say FUCH THAT.

GAME OVER.

Here’s what I’m seeing.

💖🙏

Victoria

ZELLE: themamatrinity@gmail.com

CASHAPP: $VictoriaT1144

My girl’s Amazon Wish List:

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So this happened today…

Trump went to the Army-Navy football game today. https://thehill.com/homenews/administration/5648025-trump-attends-army-navy-football/

The NAVY won: Navy ultimately came back to win 17-16. (MOVIE)

There are 10 Q posts with the phrase: SUM OF ALL FEARS

In the movie SUM OF ALL FEARS:

In The Sum of All Fears, the U.S. President, J. Robert Fowler (played by James Cromwell), attends a Super Bowl-like championship football game in Baltimore, where a nuclear bomb is detonated by terrorists, leading to chaos, the death of CIA Director Cabot, and near nuclear war between the U.S. and Russia. The terrorists, led by Dressler, aim to incite war by making it look like Russia’s doing, forcing Jack Ryan (Ben Affleck) to expose the truth and stop escalation. 

Gematria: SUM OF ALL FEARS (888)

All of Gods Children Are Free

Donald J Trump

Time Traveler

Eye of the Tiger

Morning Star

Can ya’ll tell? I have no patience for this b.s. at this point…

No patience because THIS 👇 I feel I have aged a lot since 2020. Energetically spent – even when I’m having good moments my SOUL is screaming exhausted. I want “off this ride” too.

Entire matrix = narcissistic, self-serving, self-focused, power over, seeks to control instead of connect, ZERO accountability program. And it. is. everywhere now. OR perhaps it’s always been there and those of us real humans with a Soul simply see it now….

For the love of………..MAKE IT SO….

Even if you buy used or work under-the-table/don’t pay taxes – we’re all still enslaved until we wake up – see it for what it is – STAND and command the rules of the prison be destroyed. You don’t reason with evil – you destroy it.

Those who instill forced silence via gaslighting and word salad seek to hide truth.

I still like what my late friend John once said to me: “Don’t go to the light. It’s an alien holding a flashlight.” I remember a couple of months after his departure, I tuned in and tried to get a sense of where he was. I had an intense vision of him – he was angry – he left so quickly and was not ready to go. He had a couple of other “people” around him, trying to calm him. So I pulled out. A few months later I tried again and this time I saw him with a weapon, a ship and he was fighting the dimensional demons. He had found a purpose. When he first came through, I could feel his excitement in connecting with me. “I got out!” he said, calling me by the name he used to give me.

FUCH YES

the same freak who married his cousin too…

Holy guacamole!

Wow – 14 years ago this was out there.

😂 Safety first…

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12.11.25 ~ YOU MUST SHOW THEM. Finds and updates on 3I Atlas

Strange (feeling) day. Doing 3d technically oriented stuff. Spent 3 hours last night getting my new printer hooked up. Finally was able to get it to print. Today? I’m afraid to touch it. New tech sucks. 🤣

💖🙏

Victoria

ZELLE: themamatrinity@gmail.com

CASHAPP: $VictoriaT1144

My daughter’s Amazon Wish List:

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As Q said in 10 different posts, sometimes you can’t tell people the truth. YOU MUST SHOW THEM. All caps too (in 8 of the 10 drops). Let’s do a GEMATRIA on that one first:

a third of this planet dead sun supernova

decode you are the phoenix

the bright morning star

currency revaluation

to unlock my powers

has plan to save all world

thirty two dimensional planes (would not surprise me)

the twelve tribes of Israel (saving is ra el and that evil horror for last)

“From what is known of Jacob, he had two wives, sisters Leah and Rachel, and two concubines, Bilhah and Zilpah. The twelve sons form the basis for the twelve tribes of Israel, listed in the order from oldest to youngest: Reuben, Simeon, Levi, Judah, Dan, Naphtali, Gad, Asher, Issachar, Zebulun, Joseph, and Benjamin.” And the Jews and Christians are ok with this??

There are a lot of May references, which is interesting as the SKY EVENT is only mentioned 4 times, two of them in May (the other two are in April).

BTW, we are going from the Year Of The Snake (them) to the Year Of The Horse. Freedom and Liberation. Begins Feb. 17th too.

Here are more YOU MUST SHOW THEM finds. It keeps going to new levels.

3I ATLAS UPDATES:

NOW THAT !! Gas of 3I/Atlas moves slower than Natural Sublimation would allow it ! Physics SHATTERED

New X-ray image reveals what 3I/ATLAS is REALLY doing near the Sun ! Unbelievable Update !

NEW 3I/ATLAS “COINCIDENCE”

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12.10.25 ~ And “GOLD SHALL DESTROY THE FED”. CENTRAL CASTING. Sharing an interesting experience and some Finds.

I was out front just after sunset changing the batteries on my lights. I hear the voice of a little girl, about 5 or so. “Oh, you SCARED me!” I look down and see she’s talking to me. I smiled and apologized, saying I was sorry I scared her. I was changing the batteries for my Christmas lights. She began chatting with me, saying I looked like a doll with my pretty hair. I thanked her, adjusting the settings on my lights. She continued to talk in that way 5 year old little girls do. Excited. Zero censorship button. She then went on to tell me I looked like a cartoon character, which I found interesting because, you know, that whole simulation theory how we’re all really just characters inside a game. So I said, “Oh really? What kind of a cartoon character?”

“A princess!” she said.

I thanked her for not saying I looked like foghorn leghorn or something. Her mom was there at this point, laughing along with me. The talk turned to American Girl dolls before she decided she was done with the conversation, returned to her bike ride and continued on her way.

A nice little conversation in an otherwise interesting day, which for me is feeling like a Shift has taken place this week. Time speeding up. We are also having very unusual weather – as in unheard of. 60’s. With sun. I was out front sweeping pine needles in yoga pants and a tank top, looking at my tree inside thinking I was in Florida. I’ll take MUCH more of that.

Here is what I am seeing on stage. They are all clowns to me now.

💖🙏

Victoria

ZELLE: themamatrinity@gmail.com

CASHAPP: $VictoriaT1144

My girl’s Amazon Wish List.

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Feeeeeeeeeels…

Central Casting…

Interesting synch – my girl and I are watching The Brady Bunch Movie on a nudge – commenting on the two totally different worlds taking place at the same time. Bringing back the Brady Mobile. I had a feeeeeeeel that Trump’s recent focus on those TINY CARS was reference to their end and a new product coming out. Is this it?

It is very possible the ICC is corrupt too….

No matter how slow I read this, it is still a foreign language to me…

Watching NK and Is ra el too….Could be the [controlled] scare event…

Nope – did not vote for this..How angry does the military want us to get?

💖 In it:

“When a woman outgrows her old life, she often walks forward alone.”

There is a loneliness that belongs uniquely to women who are healing.

You start shedding old versions of yourself — the people-pleaser, the one who overgave, the one who tolerated mistreatment, the one who silenced her own voice to keep the peace.

You begin to want deeper conversations, softer love, gentler mornings, more aligned friendships.

You want truth, not guessing games.

You want reciprocity, not emotional labor disguised as connection.

But the moment you step into this higher version of yourself, you notice the distance.

The friends still living in chaos no longer feel like home.

The men who relied on your self-sacrificing nature no longer have access to you.

The circles where you once fit now feel too small.

This loneliness is not a punishment —it is a passage. It is your soul expanding faster than your surroundings. It is the clearing of space for connections aligned with the woman you are becoming.

This loneliness teaches you: how to soothe yourself how to enjoy your own company how to fill your own cup how to trust your own wisdom how to stop settling for half-love how to stop shrinking just to belong

Eventually, the loneliness lifts. Not because you go back to what you outgrew, but because new people find you—people whose hearts resonate with yours.

Growth is a lonely season, yes. But it is also the gateway to a life overflowing with people who see you, choose you, and match you.”

~ Ancestral Healing

Anyone want to hear some real talent? Check this out – my nephew.

More musical talent…This is just beautiful.

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AI: Can we trust it? (my answer: NO) Some finds and a reflection/experience.

I found this page on social media that I started following a few weeks ago. She has excellent information that is put together and laid out in a way that is, well, perfect. Almost too perfect. And given this is being done a few times each day, as a writer myself, I’m wondering “how is she doing this?” So I decided to plug in some of the text in an AI detector – two of them. The results? Clearly created by human.

So I decided to test the AI by putting in some of my writings. The results? Created by human with AI help in the yellow highlighted areas.

W T F?

I wrote every one of those words on my own.

I don’t know about you, but I have seen some who rely on AI who are feeeeeling and beginning to sound like AI. There’s a lack of emotion. It’s as though I am talking with a computer. And given the nature of this reality now – unless someone is literally hiding out in a bubble – if you aren’t feeling this psychological war and reeling from the effects at least now and then – well give me your formula! lol And tell me how you’re sleeping. With the amount of magnesium I am taking and putting on the bottoms of my feet I should be slipping into la la land and STAYING there until my brain says “ok enough” then wakes up refreshed and ready to go. These days it takes me 30 minutes or more to mentally motivate myself in the morning to rise and shine.

Well, in my case, rise. Until I remind myself to shine for my girl so I do that. Even though seeing her sweet face each day brings out my Shine.

Anyway, isn’t that strange how the AI thinks I used it to write? And looked at perfectly crafted content that is nudging my inner instincts that are saying AI and saying “NO AI HERE”?

Not buying it.

Moving on.

I continue to learn more about my nervous system. Things like trauma response, where I’m becoming clear on when I am getting lost in that so I can make a different choice. Things like trauma bond which is just UGH – breaking that spell. And learning, for the first time, that things like trust and safety are built – slowly. That I don’t have to dive in quickly (which is a trauma response). That I can reveal slowly. That I can trust slowly. The perfect loaf of bread is not made or baked quickly. Slow and steady.

Now I want homemade bread with butter.

Tonight I wished upon a Star I couldn’t see (cloud cover). Am I too old to ask for a Christmas Wish? I don’t think so. I would like employment that pays my bills where I don’t have to use a computer or smart phone or any of “their” technology. Tree hugging or observing lady bugs or rehabilitating butterflies.

Or portal out to new earth. Escape to new earth.

Yeah. That.

Here’s what I’m seeing.

💖

Victoria, your NON AI Content Creator

ZELLE: themamatrinity@gmail.com

CASHAPP: $VictoriaT1144

My Daughter’s Amazon Wish List

They all sound the same to me now…


so he’s NOT controlled now?

Socialist Mayor-Elect Zohran Mamdani Appoints a Convicted Armed Robber to Lead His Criminal Justice Team in New York City

https://www.thegatewaypundit.com/2025/12/socialist-mayor-elect-zohran-mamdani-appoints-convicted-armed/

BTW – anyone seen JD lately? He’s been rather MIA…

I’ve seen

. Pretty picture time…

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12.6.25 ~ Today’s Finds & Headlines. We are in that space called Limbo With Awareness.

I sit down to type and share. This place continues to feel more foreign to me. Where is the Life spark? My girl and I went to get some holiday wrapping paper tonight. The store had Christmas music literally blasting. It was so loud, so overwhelming, I grabbed what I needed and got in line. Tried having a conversation with the clerks, who were talking amongst themselves about movies. They were from my generation. And I just couldn’t seem to make an energetic match, you know? I tried and in the end as I turned to leave, I was the one who had to say “goodbye”. So I sat down here to type and share as I said, sighing, wondering where it is I belong, feeling that at a deeper level, carrying that heavy knowing since I was a child. Where oh where is that place I call Home? As I ponder this, a lady bug (favorite of mine) lands in front of me on my desk, crawls around on my pennies and reminds me to keep going. Then as I check out the happenings, because I keep being told today that “this is it – it’s on” and I roll my eyes because I’ve heard this for years and at this point on this journey of whatever the hell “IT” really is, those words are like little knives to my Nervous system. So instead of seeing those alleged happenings, I see this first one and just like the lady bug, I give thanks to whatever it is that is actually REAL and DIVINE that is seeing me, reminding me to keep the faith, keep my focus and keep. going.

💖🙏

Victoria

ZELLE: themamatrinity@gmail.com

CASHAPP: $VictoriaT1144

My daughter’s Amazon Wish List

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This now in SPADES. Limbo With Awareness.

More is ra el for last disclosure…

DOJ tries to shut down Pfizer clinical trial whistleblower after FDA admits COVID vax killed kids

Roads leading back to O’boo boo…

You just don’t fuch with Batman…

He was arrested but there isn’t proof he’s cooperating with authorities to build a case against O’B….

HUGE WIN FOR TRUMP: Appeals Court Rules President Had FULL AUTHORITY to Fire Rogue ‘Independent Agency’ Heads

WATCH: Rep. Grijalva Whines in Interview After She’s Caught Lying About Being Pepper Sprayed by ICE – Comes Out with New Lie: “WE WERE SHOT AT”

I remember years ago trying to explain to a parent about vaccine shedding. In one ear and out the other.

Tom Cotton…

Thomas Bryant Cotton is an American politician and Army veteran serving since 2015 as the junior United States senator from Arkansas. A member of the Republican Party, he is the chairman of the Senate Republican Conference and third-ranking Senate Republican. He also chairs the Senate Intelligence Committee. Wikipedia

This issue became personal for me…I’ve been told I make too much to apply for SSI – which honestly is no biggie to me – I don’t want to go on any sort of disability even though I have the requirements – I just want the right to work at employment I can do – the right to support myself. People are coming in getting social security, housing, medical, etc. – I have no proof of this but it’s something my journalistic instincts speak to me: When an immigrant enters a state, if the state puts them in front of the line, ahead of American citizens (regardless of race, btw), they receive $KICKBACKS$ from the feds.

US Labs Create Tick Colonies To Study Foreign Highly Pathogenic Disease With 30% Mortality

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12.1.25 ~ Finds and Headlines ~ A Gematria. Info on TSA, Facial Scan, Real ID and how to “deal” with this $45 fee for noncompliance nonsense

 

 

these words describe precisely how I and so many of us feel – had another moment where i broke down saying those very last words:  I JUST WANT TO LIVE AGAIN.  and this reality is NOT. IT.  impinged by “their” rules and “their” laws.  i told a landlord what i was able and willing to spend – asked for some negotiating room.  nope – totally unwilling to lower the price.  that damn house has been empty for almost 4 months and her ego is so big, she refuses to lower the price.  it’s empty because NO ONE CAN F’ING AFFORD what she is asking. there are MANY such homes – same damn situation.  it should be a crime of some sort to allow for this – with so many in need OF housing.  it’s like denying people the right to eat by charging prices only the richest can afford. i’m f’ing DONE with this nonsense.

“Body and mind still shut me down. I just want to sleep. Hibernate until this is all over. I don’t want to put up with this upside-down clown world. Tired of it. I don’t enjoy any of the things that I used to. I don’t care about any of it. Just surviving. Doesn’t feel like living. I want to live again.”

 

other options for those who stood strong and refused REAL ID:

TSA introduces new $45 fee option for travelers without REAL ID starting February 1 | Transportation Security Administration

 

Blue (tiffany) Butterflies…………we about to be liberated……….been in the cocoon for a long time……….

 

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I know FAKE when I see it – and it’s coming in quickly now.  Once I saw her in the days after I knew she was part of “it”…….

 

 

Certainly not trusted to go seeking truth or private convo’s:

 

 

 

it was always there.  we answered the inner call, woke up, broke “their” spell of illusion.

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f’ing brilliantly stated:

scam only works because the government forces everyone to accept the bank’s IOUs as “real money.” Without legal-tender laws, nobody would touch this garbage.

2. Banks would collapse in a week if they didn’t have state-backed bailouts. A real free market punishes reckless lenders instead of rewarding them.

3. Every dollar created through loans steals purchasing power from people who actually saved their money.

4. Interest rates aren’t set by the market but manipulated by central planners who never face the consequences of their decisions.

5. The system requires MORE borrowers every year just to sustain itself, which is literally a mathematically guaranteed pyramid scheme. Calling this system capitalism is like calling burglary “wealth redistribution.”

 

 

They’ve been spraying heavily again……….heavy metal detox protocols being used.  Again.

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Actor in a mask exposing is ra el sellouts………

 

 

 

Ok so maybe this move produces something?

 

Anyone else think of this seeing Kelly?

 

 

 

SelfDemonstrating / Elf Foreman - TV Tropes

 

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Even in my college psych classes, I never liked Freud…

 

is ra el……….

Let’s do a Gematria on ISRAEL:

Delorean

Is Ra El

Zion

Musk

Movie

Spell

GITMO

Black Eye

 

Speaking of GITMO – there’s a cell with her name on it:

 

Her as well…..

 

After another round of being dropped by local agencies, I found my voice and said the words:  “If I were an illegal immigrant, you would be drooling over who gets to help me first”.  I have not heard back since sending that message.

 

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Current Laws and Orders invoked outlines this. 2017—2021 was the resetting of the Legislative Branch. Which is why, how, and when all the UNIQUE Laws and Orders were invoked to set-up the Military Government, Military Occupation, and Continuity of Government.

Yepppppppp. Current Laws and Orders invoked outlines this. 2021—2025 was the resetting of the Executive Branch. Which is why there’s an invocation of Continuity of Government, a publication of Reconstitution of the Executive Branch, and why the world witnessed by Military Regulations (Army) and Military Customs, “Joe” and the D.C. monarchy receive a FUNERAL Service NOT a Ceremonial Inauguration.

Yeppppppppppppppppp. Current Laws and Orders invoked outlines this. Now you’re watching the resetting of the Judicial Branch. All levels of the Judges are supposed to know the Law and uphold that Law. They’re protected by the Military Government and Occupation. The good ones are protected. The bad ones are trapped with no way out but to do what the LAW reads and is prescribed. But at the end of the day… Courts can be removed, as Congress can abolish Courts.

Article III Section 1.4.3.

They too, can face Seditious charges and be tried in Military Tribunals. This is why Marbury vs. Madison, 1803, is so important. James Madison, the author of the Constitution, Bill of Rights, and half of the Federalist Papers (promotion papers for the Constitution’s enacting)… Having to go into the Supreme Court, in which he authored the existence, creation, functions, and authorities of… And debate what a Law looked like… A mere 16 years after the drafting of the Constitution, 14 years after the enacting of it… The ruling says: “a Law repugnant to the Constitution is void.”

Justice Marshall knew if he didn’t rule correctly, Madison, and Federalists would possibly ABOLISH the Court(s) and Judges and create a new process. Everything you’re witnessing is a RESETTING of the Judicial Branch. Judge this. Judge that. Appeals Court this. Appeals Court that. 4th Circuit this. 9th Circuit that. Judge blocked this. Judge blocked that. PTrump can’t do this. PTrump can do that.

Yeppppppppppppppppp. Current Laws and Orders invoked outline this. How come not one single Judge tried to block a Tariff established in 2018… from 2021——2025?

Those same Tariffs that are “detrimental” to American Economy and Taxpayers according to low IQ Libtards who cannot name a single line from the Constitution much less a Law currently invoked. Put into place in 2018 by the Man they call a “Dictator, King, Nazi, etc.”

Yet not one Bush 1, Clinton, Bush 2, and Obama appointed Judge has blocked a Tariff. It’s what “they” don’t do… that more than proves: | 45 ——— 47 | Yeppppppppppppppppp.

Current Laws and Orders invoked outlines this.

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