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Feeling So. Trapped. And something cool on BTTF, Time Travel and Trump.

 

 

I thought perhaps it was just me and my own personal stuff – but it turns out it’s collective.  Quite collective.  This feeling of being trapped at a new level of intensity making it feel unbearable to that Spark of Light within me to stay here and be ok WITH being here.

Because – I’m not.

I can and I cannot explain it.

Meaning I can provide points why I feel this way and yet it also goes to a much higher place for me where I feel something outside of me getting ready to POP.  Join in together.  Unity.

Maybe play catch up.

I don’t know.

I do. not. know.

What I do know is how my body feels.  And I woke up before the sun rose feeling this – after going to sleep several hours prior in such a nice space.

WTH happened during that time?

I’m itchy in an agitated way.

Tired as hell but unable to sleep.

Wanting to run and run until I fly away.

Wanting out.

O U T.

But don’t know where exactly.  I just want to GO.  Again – not knowing WHERE.  Just G O.

Others are saying similar words.  To quote:

“my heart wants to escape this reality more than ever”

“i need out of this matrix desperately”

“i am feeling so trapped”

“release us immediately”

“my chest and head are tight”

“i’m really struggling”

“…a longing like never before”

“same”

can only think relief is knocking as is often the case w/these energetic experiences/feeeeeeeeeeels.  they still suck.  like pushing through another layer of the matrix………

 

Ok, maybe not cool because today this ain’t satiating me in ANY way shape or form, but it is interesting………..

 

 

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then when all else fails, listen to this and embrace the love/kid/dreamer energy within and remember WE ARE THE CHANGE and that sheot cannot ever be destroyed.

New Radicals – You Get What You Give (Official Music Video) – YouTube

 

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1.27.25 ~ Today’s Finds: Acosta Leaving CNN, almost $800 BILLION wiped from stockmarket, egg prices soar… OH MY what a time to be alive!

 

Egg prices are up around here.  Like seriously up.  Like 30% – or more.  Sticker shock tonight at the store.  Made me think “They punishing US because Trump is back in office?”  Ugh.  Oh well – NCSWIC – cosmic divine or otherwise.  Here is what I’m seeing.  Please remember to Share my work and leave a donation in exchange for my heartfelt dedication I put into my work each day.

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Victoria

 

Best biggest news of all – for me and those like me.  D speaks my language.  How long have I griped here over the last few years how we need something. like. this.  🙏💖  I will share more later as details emerge and encourage all of you to join in.  TOGETHER we can help others in need.

 

 

BREAKING: Jim Acosta Reportedly OUT at CNN | The Gateway Pundit | by Mike LaChance

Self-appointed anti-Trump ‘resistance’ journalist Jim Acosta is reportedly leaving CNN.

Last week, it was revealed that the struggling network was moving Acosta to the waste land of midnight or 2 AM. As a result, he was allegedly threatening to quit.

Now it’s happening. His dozens of viewers will be very sad about this.

 

BREAKING: Trump Uses Emergency Powers to Send U.S. Military into California and Provide Water: “The Days of Putting a Fake Environmental Argument, over the PEOPLE, are OVER.” | The Gateway Pundit | by Jordan Conradson

“The United States Military just entered the Great State of California and, under Emergency Powers, TURNED ON THE WATER flowing abundantly from the Pacific Northwest, and beyond,” the President said on Truth Social. “The days of putting a Fake Environmental argument, over the PEOPLE, are OVER.”

 

Scott Bessent Confirmed as 79th US Treasury Secretary in 68-29 Senate Vote | The Gateway Pundit | by Jim Hoft

 

 

 

White hair version….

 

Riiiiiiiiiiiight Jim….. 😂

 

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The BING & The Ping:

 

 

 

Interesting…………was telling a friend who is also having ‘interesting’ experiences (been having some myself that i keep private) that it seems like a bleed-through of the other timeline is happening………not the literal space but more of a representation OF it to prepare us……….

 

 

I wanted to verify the above – this is about all I could find:

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Oldest Version Name: Brian Podesta Summary: Clearance Profile URL: Povesta Current Title: Senior Analyst – National Center for Missing and Exploited Children Timestamp: 2015-10-28 Newest Version Name: Brian Podesta Summary: Clearance Profile URL: Povesta Current Title: Senior Analyst – National Center for Missing and Exploited Children Timestamp: 2015-12-24 – iFunny

 

 

movies movies movies (btw – tried watching the most recent matrix – could not do it – just UGH):

 

this one feels off to me:

 

 

 

BREAKING: Supreme Court Delivers Major 8-1 Ruling – Boveed

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Today’s happy finds:

 

 

 

 

 

Female power – young and old:

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Trump memeCoin launches ~ JD Vance “jokes” about not attending the inauguration ~ things continue to build up quickly

 

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I tried something out. I always write my own headlines and insights on my website. Earlier today I let AI do it, which was full of attention-grabbing words – something I don’t do. My viewership numbers went up – noticeably. Not sure what to do about this as I prefer to be ME – authentic – but me being ME is not getting my work and messages – my words – out there because the AI and algo’s find them, what, boring? Or maybe we all do function like squirrels and puppies – easily distracted by shiny pretty objects that get our attention?

 

 

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Only members of Congress and Senate allowed in.  No parade.  No ceremony.  All indoors….

 

 

US Debt Clock Secret Window – interesting locations of the white circle objects – representing Light?

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I have not been able to vet the arrival of the ICC and NATO:

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SHUTDOWN………..

 

I do remember that…………I remember his sons had tears in their eyes…….I wondered if that is when he went full-on “insulated” and has remained since……..I remember to tell myself this is a MILITARY Op – not about Trump or anyone else – and it is possible we are literally seeing all actors including T – so even the inauguration will be another “movie scene”…….or not………..just feel something is “off” about this – although how many times have I/we been disappointed after these “senses” come and then leave us with nothing tangible to tie them into.  Yet………More SHUTDOWN/1o days dark vibes:

 

 

Why make a joke like that?  Given who we know about him – how he suddenly grew several inches (took google awhile to catch up w/that one) – this is another one giving me the “hmmmm” feeeeeeeeel:

 

 

all of those stands and seating – which he says is still being set up – will be taken down on Tuesday…………

Penguin6:

Truck drives into the Potomac and the Inauguration moves indoors

 

 

T’s senior advisor:

 

The timing…………..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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1.13.25 ~ Financial stuff getting exposed – movement on stage speeding up

 

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Giving thanks for the friends today who were once strangers.   💖  Thank you for the birthday wishes too.

Love,

Victoria

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So many of us have known this for decades.  Finally seeing it on a mainstream outlet here in the states:

 

 

 

 

 

 

As though we need a law like this at all?  Right?  Low level thinking/evil actions put toxic pokes in the food supply.

 

 

 

Bringing it out on stage?

 

Because of this truth bomb:

 

 

Lots going on in Canada – a TON of minerals up there:

 

Of course they do….

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Agree – dream job:

 

 

 

 

 

 

That smile….

 

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25 years ago – 2 bedroom duplex here in town was $450.  $10/hour wage = 28% of income went to rent.  Very doable.  Today that same duplex goes for $2,000 – 344% increase.  Doable?  Nope – unless one’s income has jumped 300%.  That’s why I get downright pissy and blunt in how I speak these days when I get flack on the affordable housing need issue.

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1.11.25 ~ It is truly a bizarre reality. Personal “UFO” experience. Reflecting and Finds.

 

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On our walk today, my girl stopped, looked off in the distance and asked “What’s that?”  There in the clouds was a very bright white light.  It didn’t seem to be a plane.  We watched it as it disappeared inside the cloud, so we watched and waited for it to reappear.  Somewhere.

It never did.  👀

We made a stop at the store and were surrounded by people wearing cones on their faces.  We saw someone we know – and tried having a conversation.  I just can’t do it anymore.  Plus, it is impossible when their words are muffled and they are radiating, that combination of dryer sheet and need-to-take-a-bath smell.  I kept it friendly – p.c. – all sorts of p.c. questions asked which I answered briefly, returning my focus back on my girl, when OVERWHELMINGLY what I wanted to say was “for the love of god already take off that g.d. mask!  stop injecting yourself!  other than that, i am happy as a lark that T is about ready to step back into office and blow up that entire criminal narrative of mind-numbing bull$###.  have a nice day.”  And I really don’t give a crap how I sound or how rude or arrogant I may sound.  I want my reality where I DO NOT EVER SEE THIS AGAIN.  And not just for me but mostly for my girl.  The b.s. is hard-wired into her childhood experience and as a mama that pisses me the royal ef off.  They can have their own reality.

I just want. mine.

As do most of us who come here.  Overwhelmingly.

There was some local talk about how to talk civilly with local government.  Doesn’t matter how corrupt that government system is – be polite.  blah blah blah  Think evil responds to politeness?  This city is swimming in p.c. stench that has left us with potholes everywhere, homeless camps everywhere, fentanyl and other drugs everywhere, rents for crappy apartments and homes in need of repair starting at $2,000.

All done with intent and purpose.  And all along the people have tried to make a difference only to be met with blocks by bureaucratic monsters with too much money, not enough heart, likely lacking a Soul, and certainly not enough brain matter.

But let’s remember to be civil.

😂🙄

As though OUR response is the problem.

Nice victim-shaming tactic.

THOSE IN CHARGE ARE THE PROBLEM.

Just like that bully on the playground is the problem.

And how do you deal with a problem being created by those who know what they’re doing, don’t care and refuse to stop or change?

YOU REMOVE THEM.

Thank you Military.

We are ready to SEE your work.

Here’s what I’m seeing.

To Truth.

And to our right to FREEDOM.  REAL freedom – not the cracker-jack new age pushed on us.

💖

Victoria

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My personal favorite…

 

 

 

“He’s the only one who has my number….”  Of note:  at the .49 mark is the point (to Dan)………..  👀

 

 

 

Biden gives Pope Francis highest civilian honor before leaving office

 

Another rock toss………

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Melania’s dress – it really is quite ugly – but she does that – wears her clothes as a comm…..And her hairstyle – same.  Kiss of – death – perhaps?

Melania Trump’s ‘Nun’-inspired outfit at Jimmy Carter’s funeral sparks backlash: 'What was she thinking?'

…Valentino black coat dress with an oversized white collar, paired with a dramatic print of a 19th-century neoclassical sculpture of lovers sharing an intimate kiss.

Melania Trump’s ‘Nun’-inspired outfit at Jimmy Carter’s funeral sparks backlash: ‘What was she thinking?’ | World News – Times of India

 

 

 

 

 

 

How many of ya’ll called this number?  😂

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Some interesting legislation being introduced and other headlines/finds ~ 1.7.25

 

 

how about adding in debt used to survive and eat.

 

had a feel that when i finally made this decision it was because at some point all of this would end.  i love it when i know i can trust my inner wisdom:

 

this paints a very clear picture:

 

 

 

 

BREAKING: Judge Cannon Blocks Release of Jack Smith’s Final Report on Trump Lawfare Cases

 

Explosive Claim: Journalist Steve Baker Alleges Gen. Mark Milley Approved Heat and Sound Directed Energy Weapons During 2020 Riots — Claims He Has Evidence to Prove It

 

Prince Andrew Reported To British Police, Accused of Using False Name to Register Shady Companies

 

“I’ll see your Canada and raise you Iowa and North Dakota”……….

LOL: Triggered ‘Conservative’ Canadian Leader Proposes Buying Two American States in Response to Trump’s Continued Trolling of Canada (VIDEO)

 

Trump Refuses to Rule Out Military Action to Secure Greenland and Panama Canal, Citing Economic and National Security Concerns

 

Breaking: President Trump Declares He Is Changing the Gulf of Mexico’s Name to the “Gulf of America – What a Beautiful Name” (VIDEO)

 

Jean-Marie Le Pen, Longtime Leader of France’s National Front, Dies at 96

 

 

He’s referring to beached whales – resulting from windmill tech………

 

i believe hanks and his wife have a home there……others like “them”…….

Explore the Best Celebrity Homes in Los Angeles | James Respondek

 

 

Uh huh………..”liquidated”……….

 

best for last:

 

 

one of the best i’ve seen:

 

slow and consistent gets it done:

 

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1.6.24 ~ Certification of DJT is official, bye bye Trudeau and other early day finds

 

Today we finally have the RETURN OF SUN.  And 55.

 

Congress certifies Trump’s election win amid unprecedented security measures | Donald Trump | The Guardian

 

DEVELOPING: Mitch McConnell Absent From Trump 2024 Election Certification After Disturbing Video Shows He Could Barely Walk After Fall

 

Pelosi Spotted Using Walker to Get Around House Floor During Election Certification (VIDEO)

 

 

very interesting: – GAME OVER vibes.  Checkmate.

 

Canada’s Trudeau resigns following party pressure amid criticisms of Trump, budget handling | Fox News

 

 

 

 

An extra AS = possibly Adam Schiff.  Also interesting transition is in all caps which indicates importance.  With time travel and a return to the original timeline, that is a moment of transition indeed.

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A dream………..time travel……….finds inside the simulation………

 

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I had a brief dream this morning where I was amongst a group of people, laughter – celebrating – and I said “warnuse is really carolyn bessette kennedy”.  Her birthday is the 7th – we are 6 days apart.  I see these things online:

 

Overall, these days – yes.  Don’t much care for certain behaviors and have no problem anymore in stating what I need and asking for it – and anything contrary that comes back my way while dismissing what I have shared?  Yep – this.  It’s been some old program I needed to see and clear to arrive to this point.

 

Moving on to other things…

https://twitter.com/nina_leone11/status/1876026443735707922

 

Boeing Plane Catches Fire on Runway After Two Wheels Explode | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

Bomb Squad Investigates Suspicious Package Five Miles from White House Ahead of Presidential Election Certification | The Gateway Pundit | by Jim Hᴏft

 

Biggest D.C. Snowstorm in Years Threatens to Derail 2024 Election Certification as Congress Flees Capital Despite Advisory to Stay | The Gateway Pundit | by Jim Hᴏft

 

 

WE READY?!

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Here we go………….Welcome Canada!  I may just go live up North….

Canada’s Trudeau is likely to resign this week, Globe reports – Times of India

 

 

 

My friend D doin’ his sleuthing…….

 

Didn’t T say something like it would end in 24 hours?

 

Van Gogh – a nice image:

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There’s also the book – 33 pages……….

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That’s why sometimes it takes a round or two to get it right:

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1.4.23 ~ Days End Finds

 

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Thank you Rick for sharing this collective piece – although on a personal note a big part of my frustration is, well, personal circumstances.

MAJOR ALERT: THE SCHUMANN HAS EXPLODED !!! NO ONE IS SLEEPING !!! NOBODY. – amg-news.com – American Media Group

Current:

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Trauma is as trauma does – causes harm.  Love is what allows us to expand, flourish and thrive.  Trauma does the exact opposite.

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Timing to share this one again – from almost 4 years ago- peaceful transition of military power:

 

Something is up……….Some speculate we’re getting cleansed – some say otherwise.  No one knows unless you’re IN the know………..

Mysterious ‘Chemical-Smelling’ Fog Blankets U.S. States, Sparking Health Concerns and Bioweapon Fears

 

Hmmm….

JD Vance Underwent Surgery After Attending Senate Swearing-in Ceremony on Capitol Hill | The Gateway Pundit | by Jack Davis, The Western Journal

 

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Chocolate?

 

Better than this (filled with Urea fertilizer):

Corvallis railroad bridge collapses while train crosses, sending railcar into river

 

HTML code on this one is 88…………we’ll see………..my research shows christmas (orthodox) on that original calendar is jan. 7th:

 

It’s true.  I got the same:

 

Willis again?

 

 

Back to the Future stuff:

 

 

Speculation again around a BTTF Part 4……….making me think as i sit here mulling this over remembering hearing similar chat – even w/that teaser last year – what if WE are the BTTF movie?  Time traveling back to the future – all of us – and thus WE are the last piece of the BTTF puzzle?

 

 

 

 

 

It feels good, too:

 

I like to simmer the root, then add a bit of raw honey.  Y U M:

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1.3.25 ~ Searching for what Aligns………..Schumann in whiteout mode………Dogs doing their cute thing

 

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35 years and still going………….

 

Going through the headlines.  Not seeing much that is fitting my narrative – our narrative.  In this “back and forth” world stage experience, today seems like a “back back” moment.  TBH I really don’t care much – I remain laser focused and intending for affordable housing and food.  Increase in income.  Tens of thousands coming forth and supporting my work.  Intend.  Command.  See it.  Receive it. BE it.  IT IS SO.

Here are my searches that align with what I seek.  BTW – 7/11 also is 1.17

💖

Victoria

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#freetommyrobinson Trends as Elon Musk Calls for King Charles to Call New Elections in UK

 

Either this is part of the plan to sink the ship (calling out all the baddies which let’s be honest – how many pure ones are in government?  A dozen or so?) – or it’s two sides of the same coin.  But I don’t really think and feel that….

Unnamed Group of Conservatives Release Scorecard of Johnson’s Failure as House Speaker

 

 

 

Trump’s Secret Weapon for Mass Deportations: E-Verify | The Gateway Pundit | by Guest Contributor

 

Hmmm…

Securing a “Golden Ticket” — Why Is the Trump Inaugural Team Limiting Tickets to Trump Base Voters? Who Made this Decision and Does President Trump Know About This? (VIDEO) | The Gateway Pundit | by Jim Hoft

 

$1295 for standing in the mall.  Everything else – you must request fmi.

Inaugural Tickets – 2025 Swearing-In Ceremony

 

Want to attend the parade?  Those start at $1695.00

Inaugural Tickets – 2025 Inaugural Parade

 

 

 

 

Uh huh…………

 

Uh huh………

 

 

White out:

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