Category: Love

People Can Be Amazing

 

Editor’s note:  I am on this guy’s e-mail list.  I subscribed to his youtube channel a few months ago.  I deeply resonated w/his ideas on health/healing, the system and living.  The small, off grid away from the toxicity of city living.  Self sustaining.  Self governing.  A like-minded truthseeker.  Earlier today he sent out a brutally honest heartfelt letter ~ a plea.  At a crossroads, close to becoming homeless, he was fed up, not knowing what to do other than to just give up.  I wrote him, shared my own heart and story, how I could resonate w/wanting to stop the doing, the sharing/work, and the ever b.s. game of making money at what we feel we are here to do ~ seek the truth and share it in whatever way we feel called to. It’s deeply hard on even a good day to be so intensely sensitive, passionate and feel so unwanted “out there” ~ the weird one in the room.  Anyway, I could deeply relate and really wanted to help him so I offered to share his plea with my readers as well as on some of the social media platforms I am on (as well as personally contacting some of the bigger successful ascension type sites ~ the ones that make very good income doing what they do ~ and ya’ll know I feel they need to be doing more to promote and assist those of us not as “big” and “popular”)…  I heard back from him this evening and he requested I share this piece below instead.  So here it is. It warms my heart o know his story has a happy ending.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”] It is a humbling reminder that this is real work we do.  And when the system/world, family and friends and our own inner programming puts on the pressure for us to “do more” or “get a real job”, it is when our supporters of our work show their love through financial support, this means the world and keeps us going .  It certainly does for me as well. Much love ~ Victoria

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I have had a REALLY rough year. I won’t get into why or spill the story out in the open, but my point for writing this is to say something kind about human nature. I have been angry and frustrated more than ever because, well, sometimes people seem like a virus. Nature and animals are amazing. But people? They can ruin things quickly with their inner tyranny and the need to be “better than” and their easily duped, naiveté, and their zombie like qualities.

But today I got a wake up call. Today I sent out an honest, emotional letter to my mailing list. It was one that I didn’t want to send because it was me admitting to being a failure in life essentially. I put it all out there. I’ve been broke, kicked around, hurt, and spinning my wheels trying to search for truth, make videos, make movies, write and produce albums, but as many darts as I’ve thrown at the board, I haven’t been able to make a living. I was about a week away from being without a home, without any new way to make money and feeling sorry for myself.

I’ve been fighting on the front lines with regard to free speech, the truth movement, alternative healing, orgonite, toxic “smart grid” and fighting against power companies and removing smart meters. I’ve been trying to help however I can. But I forgot to take care of myself. My money, health, depleted energy, resources, everything.

I deleted my YouTube channel today because they have been ghost banning, censoring, throttling and I found out, totally removing me from suggested videos on YouTube. Their PC gremlins have been actively working against me and many others that want to speak unpopular truths. I just feel like I’ve been hitting my head against a brick wall for about 6 years now since I had an awakening. I’ve become a better human being, more moral, harder working, not perfect, but better.

But I’ve been angry, frustrated, feeling sorry for myself too. I’m a passionate artist type, so you know the kind, a little emotional and irrational from time to time. But laser focused, driven and I have a good heart. But I sent out a note saying I feel like giving up after 6 years of making videos, content, music, documentaries, writing articles etc.

People sent donation after donation. I didn’t send out a highly edited email, but an emotional plea. My friends and past customers and music supporters flooded in money, letters of support, encouragement, kindness and not hours later, immediately. It made me realize, in a time of emotional and financial crisis, how fucking KIND people can STILL be in this crazy world. I’m writing this in tears and I don’t give a shit how that sounds or what folks might think of me.

I’m 6’8″ 260 and a big teddy bear deep down. Past my anger, past my hurt, past my frustrations, I care. But I’m also known for being protective, inward, aloof, distant, and stubborn. I’ve been avoiding the cities and avoiding people for the last year or two. I felt like giving up today, not just with social media, but with life, with music, with hope. I’ve been in the throws of such a deep depression, I haven’t seen a way out for years to be honest. Writing songs and having a beer with friends were the only things keeping me from jumping off a proverbial (if not real) cliff.

But after the MASSIVE display of affection and real care I’ve been given today, I have to say, I just have this massive hope for the human race even though Mordor is at our door and the gates are busted open, orcs spilling out into the night. But I got a magic spell of healing, and a rallying army of heavily armored friends, fighting with me at the turn of the tide. This is all metaphorical, I believe in peace not war. But the way of the PEACEFUL warrior can be just as daunting in this life.

I just wanted to write this note thanking the empathetic people that fight to stay that way. I want to thank the people that have the courage to stand up and speak the truth. I appreciate the people that have an open mind, that care, that always try to do what’s right in the face of unspeakable odds. Those that rally to give support to a fallen brother, and those that simply give a shit in a world gone mad. Thank you. It’s people like you, and the folks that reached out to me today, well, it kinda saved my life.

Right now, all I keep hearing is “Someone Saved My Life Tonight, Sugar Bear…” by Elton John. One of the most beautiful songs ever written, some of the best harmonies ever recorded, and a heart jerking, emotion filled, killer ballad. It seems so appropriate in the middle of these tears.

Here’s to the rebels, the renegades, the artists, the empaths, the kind hearted, the passionate, the truth seekers. Let’s break open the good single malt Scotch and have a moment together here in this British pub of my technicolor imagination. Thank you my friends. You helped me more than you could ever know. Raise your glasses one time with me… Cheers!!! Sending love and paying it forward. I’ll try to turn this gift into something magical. I promise.

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Bevan Wright – Bobby Wright & Judy Jandora – April 21st 2018

 

as i have heard and felt so strongly the past week or so ~ love thyself.  every piece of us.  a very insightful listen.  and i LOVE the concept that we were created for Freedom.  YES WE WERE!!  although i hesitate on the “we created this realm to experience separation” and that we did this through contracts.  perhaps that is how it started eons ago by those of lower frequency seeking control and power-0ver and some of us were not of the original experience but have thus returned to see our brother’s and sister’s liberated.  

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Published on Apr 21, 2018

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Amanda Lorence ~ 4/20 Message for Wayshowers

 

Editor’s note:  Another beautiful share from Amanda.  I deeply appreciate how she has provided a missing piece for me.  The ability to make long range plans, goals, etc. has been a challenge for me for years.  Now I see where it is not only important to be in the state of allowing and in the Now moment, but also to speak/feel/know that in this Now moment the best possible outcome for me is always created.  Bingo!  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

 

WAYSHOWERS:

For at least a month now, changes to sequence (energetic pattern) of incoming colour rays has been noted. For years, one or two specific colours would arrive daily for Gaia and humanity to absorb. Giving energy, light patterning and coding. This changed approx one month ago where sequences of rainbow colours enters daily. It is not a rainbow effect where all colours present simultaneously. There is specific sequence of one colour ray followed by another. They meld, where one coloured light ray flows into the next and so on.

As an example, today’s colour sequence entering Gaia was seen in this order:
Magenta pink followed by gold, followed by light green, then gold again. A short pause to the sequence, then, a prolific infusion of Colbalt blue ray filling all ‘space’, followed by indigo, then violet, then gold, darker green and finally platinum. So the rainbow spectrum of light continues to enter Gaia and humanity but not as one rainbow display, but light colour sequences daily. The sequences change daily yet there are certain patterns for example gold light will follow green ray. Violet light will follow blue ray light.

Today the Sun emitted (at higher frequency sight level) a RING of pink Magenta around its disk. Followed by a wider outer ring of blue ray.

Colbalt Blue coloured light ray is EXTREMELY prolific and increasing in strength and presence daily, for a couple of weeks now.

You may have noticed that solids are able to disappear more readily/easily. They disappear into white OR gold light, and reappear when our consciousness alters back to third dimensional frequency. The point is, the disappearance of solids is more frequent NOW, easier, as we become higher in our own energy, which then effects what we experience at higher planes of energy, consciousness fields.

The hexagonal grid is becoming more physically visible for the human. Meditating on this or visualising this aids the REAL physical site of this golden grid that encompasses all creation.

April brought an intensity to human. Like intense fire CLEANSE, it swept through us pushing us to see all that was not aligned to purity. It did the job, it cleared us by allowing us to see any remaining rabbit holes (distractions) we had travelled down. Rising out of said rabbit holes has not been easy for the ascending human, but the determination to do this intense work, has allowed us to climb out of the rabbit holes that harboured blindness, falsity and some ego. This human work has produced the final ALL ABIDING inner peace, purity, focus and direction. We only need to know the next step, then the next is revealed and so on. Humans at third dimensional consciousness living find false security (comfort) in having future goals, future plans and projections of their life path. It takes a bit of getting use to dismantling this false security as we go higher…where we live in present moment. Where we can then be extremely focused on the HIGHEST OUTCOME IN ALL PRESENT MOMENTS. This desire to always be in our purest possible state, doing from highest possible frequency means we live ONE STEP AT A TIME. Not having long distance plans. But observing higher SIGNS in the NOW moment. For residing in the present moment at highest human frequency opens the energetic Gateways automatically. It takes getting use to, but the more we let go and trust our higher Self, Source, our path, the easier it is to live this new higher and purer way. Just in the moment. Where focus is on purity. Where the light within us is seen by us, appreciated and acknowledged. This way holds the ever present magic for us to see. In all moments we feel the ever present LOVE.

All my love
AL 20 April 2018

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What About Love…Cosmic/Quantum Messages and Experiences

 

The “go within and be the love” message from a few nights ago continues.

Today I had several experiences, which I will do my best to share.  I am so tired at the moment, having ridden another cosmic energy blast today that began a couple of days ago.  These beauties are REALLY impacting me.

The first experience happened at the park.  I hung out and observed while my child played.  I was able to notice my self-talk and turned it around into something loving, keeping the words short and simple.  I noticed as I did this, people began to look at me.  A bird flew over and rested on a branch above me and began making a flurry of noise that continued until I greeted it ~ then it quieted and flew off.  A woman walked over and sat down on the same picnic table (there are several at the park).  Usually when I go out, especially these days, I put out the “leave me alone” energy.  Today I switched that.

On the way home, we took the long way.  Nice view that way and next to zero traffic.  As I climbed to the top of the hill, the radio blipped out.  No big deal normally, only this time I felt something shift in my body.  I suddenly became disoriented as though I was in that space of two different realities. It was ~ strange.  I decide to change the radio station and on comes Janice Joplin ~ “take another piece of my heart”.  Love her music, so I kept it on.  I pull up to the stop sign, hang a left and as I head down the street, I notice these two teenage kids walking uphill.  They looked, well, out of place.  The girl was in a jean skirt, plaid short-sleeve shirt and thick long straight brown hair, like down to her butt long.  She looked straight out of the 70’s. The boy with her had 70’s hair, poofy and feathered, a bright orange 70’s style t-shirt w/that big white lettering schools once used and jeans.  (I know these styles as I was a kid myself in the 70’s).  What happened?  Was this possible?  I thought “where AM I??!!”  The feeling continued.  I get to another stop sign.  My girl said “Mom look at that jeep! It looks old!”  A 1970’s style jeep is coming up the hill.

Coincidence??!!

I sat there, jaw dropped open.  The feeling slowly faded as I headed home, turning onto our street.

Ok, onto the next experience.  Later in the day, I was in no (energetic) mood to cook the meal I had planned, I needed something easy, so I decided to go pick up something at the store.  As I checked out, I told the clerk to excuse me (I tried to swipe my debit card instead of putting it into that annoying chip reader thing) ~ I was really wonky today.  She looks at me and says “oh my GOSH you have no idea how many people have come in today saying the same thing!  They are soooo tired and so out of it!”  I told her about the solar blast we are under and said “lots of things going on now with our realm and bodies”.  She wasn’t aware of any of this but thanked me.  I smiled, told her I loved her scarf and hair and headed out the door.

I get into the car and turn on the radio.  “What About Love” is on the radio (Heart song).  The words “what about love…don’t you want someone to care about you….what about love….don’t let it slip away” blast away.  I suddenly felt this energy grow within me.  It was palpable, so much so I said “oh boy hold on it’s coming” and I knew what it was ~ Love.  I was having another one of those just amazing expansive quantum experiences where I felt love for ALL.  So I drive home, looking at everyone I can, smiling, tears in my eyes, my heart HUGE and wide open, sending everyone love or whatever this feeling I was having. It was too big to contain.  I had no choice but to share it ~ which is what happens when I have these experiences.

I arrive home, go about prepping dinner (for those curious, packaged ravioli and tomato basil mushroom canned pasta sauce).  Later on in the shower I spoke a lot of words and released even more tears.  Pain.  Regret.  Loss. Feeling all is changing within me and “out there” as well and I have no control over any of it.  All I can do is feel it, move through it ~ only in a way that is coming from love and not fear.  I noticed where I was clinging and instead allowed ~ even allowed the clinging (by just observing and accepting).  If that makes sense.

As I entered the living room minutes later to go snuggle with my girl, I decide to turn on the music channel.  Here is the name of the song playing:

The Divine wasn’t finished yet.  After getting my little one in bed, I decided to have some tea.  Below is the message on the label.

Indeed.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

As I had heard and felt at the park “speak words of Love”.

Speak.  Feel.  Share.

Thank you, more please.  Keep the reminders coming that I DO have love ~ the REAL THING ~ within me.  It is still there.  And it wants to be free every much as the person in which it resides.

Love,

Victoria

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Today’s Message (in a meme)

 

Oh people, I am weary of putting in the hours I do here.  I am so grateful for the few (5 loving people who are keeping this site alive) who do show their support, I need more to justify the time I spend writing, sharing, researching.  Many other similar sites receive much support monetarily from their subscribers and readers.  I need more. Hence, I am asking.  Do you wish to see my site continue?  At the level it is now?

If so……….please give me a little love….and t/y.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

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A Vision for Sanity

 

The Vision Alignment Project

A Vision for Sanity

We see a world where mankind and womankind have learned, beyond all doubt and distraction, that we, both individually and as a whole, are best served by creating a peaceful, compassionate, clean environment for ourselves to live and love in. We see the wisdom in refraining from judging, competing, overpowering, harming and killing one another. We feel the serenity that comes from helping our fellow travelers to rise to their highest potential; to live healthful, creative lives; to hold their anger in check; to find their calling in life; and to care for each other as we would want ourself to be cared for.

In the same way, we envision a world where we have purified our waters, cleansed our air, cleaned up our trash, begun to love the Earth and all Her plant and animal creatures, brought forth healthy foods, and blessed every other human being who comes our way. As a result of these changes in our behavior, we have brought sanity back to the peoples of the Earth, always to honor and protect it – and never to leave it again.

 
As you line up with this Vision, it becomes your Vision too! 
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THE EVENT – Message of Encouragement – The Coming Ascension – The “I AM” Presence

 

appreciate their loving words.  we are enough.  no need to worry ourselves whether we are eating the right food, meditating enough, etc.  allow the experience.  a gift taken now being returned as i say…

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A Vision for Respecting Others

 

i feel all of us struggling w/this one right now.  perhaps it is a collective purge we are undergoing.  i know it is a challenge for me, especially at the moment…still a beautiful vision…live and be to live and let be…

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The Vision Alignment Project

A Vision for Respecting Others

We see a world where we have all risen up and out of our impulse to feel or think that we are better than anyone else. We envision everyone having completely seen through our old patterns where we used to think that our way is the best way, or that our way is the only way. Thus, we have entirely stopped attempting to impose our will on those around us. Instead, we honor the uniquely created, personal path of each person we meet, and we do not interfere with it.

This single, simple response – that we now see all people as equal but different, and we allow them to live their lives without our meddling or interruption – has changed our world entirely. We now respect the religions, the beliefs, the politics, the values, and the evolutionary choices of all our fellow travelers, knowing that each person’s path has within it the means for taking them to their highest expression of joy and fulfillment.

 
As you line up with this Vision, it becomes your Vision too! 
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by double-clicking the “YES!” Button below.

 

Clicking the YES Button will also show you the Total Alignments.

THE MORE PEOPLE WHO ALIGN WITH OUR VISIONS
THE QUICKER THEY WILL BECOME A REALITY FOR ALL OF US.
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FOR THE HIGHEST GOOD OF THE UNIVERSE,
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What Is Love?

 

I woke up with this annoying song going through my mind, but a lyric that is powerful nonetheless.  “Is this love that I’m feeling?”

It annoyed me as it kept playing in my mind until I finally said “I don’t know!  What IS love?”

A feeling?  An action?

I know if I were to be asked “do you love your daughter” my insides immediately say “more than anything and anyone I have ever known!”

Do I “love” life?  Sometimes, yes.

Do I “love” it here?  No.

Do I “love” what I do?  At times, yes, but overall, No.

So what is it that gives me this experience of knowing “love”, given it has been so rare.

When it – whatever “it” is – fills me up so much so quickly I just know.  It comes from the heart and radiates throughout and out of me and I know I have touched Home.  How It Is.

That inner feeling can be soft and passive, gentle.  It can be huge and powerful.  It is the experience that powers me to keep at it, to do/be/say what I feel is right even when the system and others say it isn’t or it can’t be done or I should just chill and allow.

It is the experience that can find the beauty, even if it takes my ego hours to surrender its apathy.

It is what I long for more than anything.

It is IT ~ the one thing ~ that does heal all through putting it into action.

It pushes me to be honest and authentic.

It also reminds me to share with discernment.

People are saying the event energies are love frequencies.

Is that why this process is so painful at times?

Is this why we vacillate between feeling dark low angry sad and overwhelmed to feeling at complete peace and connected to all/All?

Is this a homecoming?

Is that also why it is so painful at times?

Are we so traumatized from who knows how long of being separated from this love experience that we push the feelings away?

Are there our protective voices that tell us “whoa ok we know what happens when we open up to THAT experience people call ‘love'”?

Life is painful and suffering.  How else can it be when we have been forced to participate in such a realm of control and judgment and rules and restrictions on how we can be/Be?  ‘Tis why I now often call out “guides” who claim how we are not alone and how we need to let go and heal and blah blah yadda yadda….i tell them they can jump into a meat-suit and give this gig a try before they claim to hold truth over my experience.

And love doesn’t do that anyway.

Love asks what is needed and provides – if able.

Love always seeks to heal.  Help.  Assist.

Always seeks to serve – ALL – including thyself.

Always seeks to know and be and share the truth.

NO MASKS.

NO LIES.

No power-over passive aggressive nonsense.

No telling another to “suck it up” when the other is struggling.

Love is a a difficult state of being in which to reside with so much OF the masks and lies and power-over we are all subjected to and participate in daily in this realm.

And yet it is what I call forth, no matter how painful.

Call forth from out there and in here.

Because it is Who I Am.

And I thank All That Is for my beautiful child who reminds me daily what Love is and how yes, I am as deserving of it as she and everyone else is of the experience.

Even if it just appears as a snuggle on the lap.

That’s all for now…

Victoria

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