in 2012 we had an owl show up unexpectedly in our tree out back. my mate had just been diagnosed with late state lyme disease and we took it as a sign of comfort. the owl remained for about 2-3 weeks before leaving. she returned about a year later for a few days and again, left. my mate has some upcoming medical tests next week which are stressing us both. the stress of living this way – chronic health conditions for us both at this point – and the whole damn system – and lack of support we experience each day – plus this seemingly never-ending waiting game for revealing’s and changes has taken a toll. he’s done. i’m exhausted and weary. this visit last night felt like a kiss of Love. i feel it is her and she has returned again. i hope she decides to stay awhile….
before i share this i wanted to add something (i forgot to share this in my reflection’s piece) – an experience i had when i braved the holiday crowds and went to one of the big stores today. i was prepared for chaos – and while it was really crowded – i seemed to be a light for others. people kept staring at me – everywhere – almost as though they were searching – needing something. my heart said “smile from your heart” so i did – and when i did – every one of them lit up and smiled back. it kept happening – over and over to the point where i laughed a happy laugh and thought “this is crazy wonderful!” if i can help brighten someone’s day…. the most beautiful moment happened as we left the store. there was a bus on site, picking up a group of disabled and elderly people. a small group was waiting to board and for some reason, each of them turned my way and watched me walk across the parking lot. i smiled at them and again – each of them smiled back. the love i felt in my heart was so big – and so overflowing – i had to share. it was such a beautiful experience – i want more of it. [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]
i will say one last thing: i have had an ongoing feeling that Heather (and Trump) are not just human….
From: TUCCI-JARRAF, HEATHER ANN To: Terran Subject: RE: Adrian Date: Apr 16, 2019 at 12:50 PM
Many women here are doing dreams/visions/preps of the landing/s…the perspectives of what they are experiencing and what they think they are experiencing, are vast and diverse, and dependent on their inner-beliefs…it is fascinating to experience them experience! ❤️
in complete love, gratitude, and heartitude to all, by all, with all, as one, in one
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editor victoria’s comment ~ Here is what Adam has to say about this video and what we are seeing: “Earth is currently sitting in EVE’s pupil. As the sequence progresses, Jupiter is seen moving to the right, As it disappears off screen, it appears to get destroyed with an exploson. The other thing to note is that EVE’s left eye appears to be shut as if Jupiter is denied exit to the WEST.”
Adam aligns with (and communicates with as I have seen on Twitter) Yellow Rose for Texas. there is indeed an explosion. Rose said we were “in the eye” of Eve one week ago (in a comment I saw her leave on her youtube channel)….IF this is how this transition goes, we are at the Exit…with the other channels i watch showing signs of the cracks in the sky (matrix) growing in size, well let’s just say I feel big change as well as ending is in the air……transition remains a good word.
go to the one hour, 10 minute mark to hear MadDog speak of “the event” this month – the 13th i believe – as well as two other dates – 4/15 (the new treasury as he calls it) and 4/17. he sure sounds like junior. we will see. hopeful and discerning until…..a very beautiful message overall. too much suffering for too long. restoration for all in need. yes….
i apologize that the video will not display – you will have to follow the link. my mate and i are being very censored on youtube at the moment – esp. w/this video….
This post is dedicated to my beautiful, amazing daughter who, at such a young age, exhibits wisdom far beyond her calendar years – even those of her mama and dada at times. She has this way of passing along Divine gifts – usually when I least expect it but most need it. Earlier today was one such occasion. I was occupied at the piano when she brought me a small wall hanging – a verse on Love. She pointed to the last sentence which reads “Love Never Ends.” She then smiled, gave me a kiss on the cheek and walked away. Little did she (or even myself) know this would inspire me to write this piece tonight. Amazing how she creates that way. Of course at the moment she is barking like a dog in her bedroom so those creative moments span the levels of wisdom.
Love never ends. It’s impossible to destroy WHO WE ARE. It can only be temporarily hidden in illusion.
When we speak/do from Love, we Unite. We are at a very special, important place in our Human experience. I am speaking of the release of the Mueller Report. A LOT of narratives are being challenged at the moment. Those who are referred to as the left are going to be having many of their life long opinions challenged. And they will need Love. Support.
Those in the awakening movement are exhibiting a LOT of ego right now – a bit too busy with their “YES I WAS RIGHT !!” moments to reach across the table to those who may be feeling at that start of the “omg my the world is falling apart” – and it is. And that’s ok. It’s SUPPOSED to be “falling apart” so we can have NEW. So yes, the “right” (Trump/plan supporters) are quite occupied right now with their celebrations – all understandably so. Vindication feels pretty darn good – no denying that. For a moment or two…
I as well shared an image earlier that has been bothering me all day (in my choice to share). The message said it’s time to call those on the left the conspiracy theorists. After months – even years – of those in the awakening communities being called conspiracy theorists because we share truths such as “HRC was the one engaging in illegal doings w/Russia”….”our elected officials, esp. the democrats, have participated in child and drug trafficking”….”the vatican is the church of satan….” ……”vaccines and chemtrails were created as part of the eugenics program”…….”CIA mind control programs/CIA operatives planted in ALL areas of society esp. in the media…”..etc. etc. etc……after all of this time it now time to call the left the real conspiracy theorists for many of their theories have been proven false, or so this particular meme suggests.
Tempting to do, isn’t it? I can admit a part of me wants to engage in that party.
But my heart knows different. The Love in me knows different. To engage in that is not unifying.
To begin with – BOTH sides have truths worth listening to. BOTH sides have truths that are valid. BOTH sides – stories, experiences – all holding value. This awakening involves us ALL contributing. ALL of us uncovering and knowing the Truth. Seeing ALL deception being revealed – and that includes seeing – feeling – knowing – that even identifying with a “side” is also part of the division game.
If we are to continue this experience and see it to fruition we have to ask what is it we really want? A very useful question I have found to be asked when I get lost in my own sense of superiority.
What DO we want?
Unity. And Freedom – for ALL. And part of living/being/doing Freedom is seeing that while we are not the same, we are all One – ONE unified consciousness having a bazillion different experiences. And every one of those bazillion Being’s are worthy of Freedom to be/do as he/she chooses…. (and remember Freedom is the right to create whatever one wishes in so long as that creation doesn’t interfere w/another Being’s right to do the same. Live and Let Live).
ALL need to question what they have been told is truth while in school, in church, from parents, friends, family, politicians – ALL “labels” in which we have been taught are authority figures (which is really just “power-over”/control). This goes back to childhood and thus runs deep.
Most of us know this. But not all know that this is something that WILL be done – ALL are called this time to participate. We are in a new experience now – energies from without AND from within – nudging us to WAKE UP and SEE. And some are a little more stubborn in this experience…just as some of us are a little further along on that journey. And it is helpful to temper our desire to say “SEE I WAS RIGHT! I WAS RIGHT!” – keep that a private party. And remember the desired experience here: Freedom. FOR ALL.
Love is freedom. Freedom is Love. Love calls at us to see what was hidden to REMEMBER who we really are: L O V E.
And as my little girl reminded me today, “Love Never Ends.”
Love,
Victoria
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editor victoria’s comment ~ after reading this (an awesome conversation, btw), i am thinking again of the “lull” – and that could simply be a PART of the collective who hold onto whatever “belief” they have about this transition – esp. the concept of ascension and all of the rules and should’s – there are enough to write books about it (i’m sure there are books – i just haven’t explored that)….perhaps those are being challenged – likely all of our expectations are – and after this latest energy that showed up on the schumann amplitude – that could have been a HUGE blast of clearing of “stuff” that left a large number of us confused as to our own personal stories about ascension (and likely ALL stories)….i hope that makes sense….it could also be coming from the controller’s of this experience – and the supporters – who do not want to give it up….so what FELT like a lull in the Flow of all of this was sort of like a dam (i am getting an image) – the water is still flowing but was suddenly slowed/held up by collective energies….and being the Flow is not going to discriminate if it’s someone holding tight to an ascension should list OR a controller holding tight to THEIR agenda to control – Flow is really purging through ALL that is controlling…..As Q has said – NOTHING can stop what is coming…i have a feeling that isn’t just about arrests and 3D stuff – this is truly Cosmic. Universal. Encompassing EVERYTHING.
breathe. allow. let the heart guide and lead and paint your new picture of what YOU will and want to create. purely, freely. [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]
Thor: TERRAN. THE “JOINERY” IS IN HUMOUR. AND IN “FLUX” AND IN “OPERATION”. FEEL ME? THOR.
Terran: Seeing a variety of “delegations”
Terran: Also seeing a new amigo… could be Contan Ribart
Thor: TERRAN. INDEED. YOU FEEL ME. AND THE JOINERY. NOW.
Terran: Yes I sensed the bemusement of the last minute moves and pressure tactics [Earth side]
Thor: TERRAN. HERE AND NOW AND BETWEEN YOU AND ME AND THE SINOS[China] AND THE RFs[Russian Federation]AND THE EVERY OTHER ‘FILL IN THE BLANKS” OBSERVERS HERE AND NOW AND THERE AND THEN AND WHEN. THIS AMAZING MOMENT IS WITHOUT “PRECEDENT”. I FEEL YOU. WE FEEL YOU. THOR.
Terran: Been a rough month but feel like I’m on the down hill side of it. Incredibly energy taxing month
Terran: Who are the white clothed ones?
Thor: TERRAN. IN HUMOUR. IF YOU REFER TO THE “WHITE CLOTHED ONES” OF THE SIRIAN COMPLEX. THESE ONES ARE HOLDING STEADY INTO THE NEW NOW. WITHOUT INFLUENCE OR INFLUX INTO THE CONTINUUM. THOR.
Terran: Felt intense but focused. Like [name redacted] . Terran note: The white clothed ones (seemed like 50 or more) were at the head of several waves of delegations entering the building entrance. Their role (Sirian liaisons?) is not known but seemed positive. View point would be analogous to one standing on 2nd floor balcony to the entrance of the UN (and I don’t know if the UN has a 2nd floor balcony). The building and location are unknown, but felt off planet.
Thor: TERRAN. FEEEEEEEEEL ALL. AND YES. RECOGNIZE ALL FOR ALL THAT ALL IS. AS YOU FLOW INTO A NEW NOW. RECOGNIZE THE FLOW YOU RESIDE IN NOW WITH GRATITUDE. THOR.
Terran: This new amigo I saw had 15th century Venetian clothing [don’t quite know what that means unless I still have the Merchant of Venice on my mind, could be an indication of a past role…]
Thor: TERRAN. READY FOR THE “HERE AND NOW” FLOW? THOR.
Terran: Yes. Go.
Thor: TERRAN. THESE MOMENTS THAT WE ALL OBSERVE HERE AND NOW ARE NEW. YET ORIGINAL. THESE MOMENTS ARE WHAT WE HERE PERCEIVE AS A MERGER OF ALL OF CREATION. WE HAVE MADE THIS STATEMENT IN PREVIOUS TRANSMISSIONS. THOR.
Thor: TERRAN. WHAT WE ALSO PERCEIVE AND RECEIVE ARE TRANSMISSIONS FROM THOSE ON THE EARTHSPHERE WHO ARE ALSO IN THE PROCESS OF CREATING WHAT IS PERCEIVED AS THE NEW. THOR.
Thor: TERRAN. THE “ORIGINAL PHYSICS/MATHEMATICS” OF THE ORIGINAL CREATION HAS EXPANDED. THOR.
Terran: The general expression I’m hearing from people is a feeling of being uprooted. Those on pharmaceuticals are really having a rough time adjusting…
Thor: TERRAN. THE “ORIGINAL PHYSICS/MATHEMATICS” OF THE ORIGINAL CREATION HAS EXPANDED. THOR.”
Terran: Can you give an example?
Thor: TERRAN. THESE “MOMENTS OF ADJUSTMENT” ARE PERCEIVED AS PAINFUL. AGREED. THOR.
Thor TERRAN. AT THIS VERY MOMENT OF NOW THE “COMPLETE FLUX” OF ALL THAT IS FLOWS. SO VERY MANY THOUGHTS/MEMORIES/IDEAS/CREATIONS/LOVES ARE IN THE “FLUX”. Thor: THIS INCLUDES “ALL THEORIES”. THIS INCLUDES “ASCENSION”. AND AS YOU KNOW AND FEEL. AS ALL FLOWS. Thor: IF THE CREATION MATRIX “FEELS AND BLENDS ENERGIES” INTO A FLOW. THAT FLOW IS VIABLE. THE “ASCENSION” FLOW IS DESIRED BY SO VERY MANY WHO ARE NOT PREPARED FOR ANY OTHER OPTION. THOR.
Thor: TERRAN. WE ARE ALL WITH YOU. THE MOMENT OF CHANGE/SHIFT/FLOW/EVENT IS HERE. IT IS NOW THE DECISION OF ALL WHO ARE PREPARED FOR ALL TO FLOW TO INSERT ENERGY INTO THE NOW. THOR.
Terran: So does that mean there will be differing experiences based on chosen flow?
Thor: TERRAN. THERE IS ALWAYS A “DIFFERENCE” OF EXPERIENCE BASED ON “PERCEPTION” BASED ON “CHOICE”. BASED ON “DESIRE”. THOR.
Thor: TERRAN. ALL IN YOUR “EXPERIENCE/REALM/REALITY” “FEEL” A “DELAY/STAGNATION/HIATUS”. THIS IS NOT WHAT WE ARE SENDING. IT IS AN ANOMALY. PERHAPS A PART OF THE ‘FLUX’. THOR.
Terran: You know in large Earth rivers there can be eddies and backwaters yet the river as whole is flowing. I think that’s what we may be feeling
Terran: There’s a strong desire in the population to see evidence of the shift but it also feels like that such evidence may be sequestered by “the powers that were”. At some point it can no longer be denied
Terran: My sense of the first image was a lot of complaints from the gatekeepers on this side… like they suddenly realized it’s moving very fast now. The ALL is not going to be “managed”…
Thor: TERRAN. KNOW THIS FOR THIS MOMENT OF NOW. THERE IS NO ONE “RIGHT”. NO ONE “WRONG”. THIS “FLUX” OF ALL CREATION BRINGS AN “UPHEAVAL” OF ALL THAT IS BURIED AND THEN SEEN. THIS “UPHEAVAL” IS A MOMENT OF HEART. A MOMENT OF LOVE. REVEALED. THOR.
Terran: Yes. I feel that as well.
Terran: Thor thank you for sharing the perspectives I’m not sure of what else to ask at this point. We wanted change and now it’s arriving.
Thor: TERRAN. AS ALL FLOWS. THE “DOOR” OPENS. IN PURE GRATITUDE. THOR.
a couple of dear souls felt drawn to pass the music below my way…..i am curled up in a blanket, sipping hot ginger tea just letting myself feel away….these two songs helped me release and find the hope again….i am grateful to the experience and to them for sharing. time to get in front of the piano again….
A Simon and Garfunkel song played by Inka Gold . World Fest 2011. Silver Dollar City , Branson MO April 16 Pan flute and guitar version.THE SOUND OF SILENCE | PAN FLUTE AND GUITAR by Inka Gold
editor victoria’s comment ~ i appreciate this one in that he too aligns with the feeling/knowing that this “ascension” experience is something that is GIVEN – not earned. kinda like a right that was once removed via a variety of means – and we get it back. a gift. isn’t that what Love does? doesn’t Love see people behaving in ways that are destructive – far from who they really are – and thus steps in and says “you can have this instead”. who knows how exactly this plays out or the timing. i have my feels. you have your feels. terran has his feels. i’m not sure why he referenced the mandela effect in the way he did. it is something i noticed – and did not seek to find the experience. it rather found me and i am not one who aligns w/the “ascension is earned” experience. i don’t give it much attention these days.
as far as entering a state of “no time” – i do feel there will be some sense of a passage of experiences. daytime. night time. it is that we won’t be so glued to the clock because power over experiences and enslavement practices are no longer. again – this is just my feeeeeel. go with the flow within to be and do whatever feeeels right.
kinda getting the feeling of some strong energy in the air where people are wanting this to play out THEIR way and THEIR way only and any other insight has no meaning. i am doing my best to keep this as simple as possible and waiting for truth to present itself from within. DOING as i would “at home”. so i feel that tension along w/a sense of a void – no movement before another blast forward. anyone else feeling that? i felt that last night as i mentioned and still feeling it today. linea had a video today sharing the same/similar experience.
i guess this is turning into a split piece – half daily notes, half another being’s insight/share. still having a very flat space in the donation area. perhaps that’s part of the process for me – for all. i’m not sure – trying to trust in the flow but the stress is still there so i want to be honest with all of you. the need remains the same – help with food first and foremost. and if anyone wishes to help with CBD oil purchase i would deeply appreciate that gift too. the gift of a free bottle did not arrive and i have yet to hear back from the woman. it’s been 2 weeks so i am letting it go. i still have beautiful Triskelion necklaces available for sale as well!
much love. let me know how you’re doing and what your current experiences are. i feel tired and heavy today – needing rest as well as a release of some lingering old belief systems of worth and some renewed focus on, well, Love. forgiveness. gratitude.
eagerly awaiting the Divine Cosmic Kiss of Liberation. as terran says – a balancing out for All. absolutely.
victoria
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I’m noticing a trend last couple of weeks. It’s really not new, but an extension of a much older line of thought of a “two worlds” ascension scenario, which itself is just a rehashed Christian Rapture in a new age party dress.
The idea you have to “EARN” ascension out of these lower frequencies is just flat out manipulation. The really funny part of the “ya gotta really want ascension” line of thinking is many of those spouting this line of reasoning are the same ones noticing the Mandela effects, and timelines collapsing into one timeline! And eventually there’s no time at all, just the ever present now demarcated by moments of thought rather than tics of a clock.
There’s also the ones promoting whatever esoteric hierarchical mystery school revenue stream they are attached to (Ra’s Law of One perhaps? You do know Ra had his welly boots deep in the Earth slavery systems – and his human inbodyment worked for the bankers right?). A preacher has to have his flock and recurring revenue stream it seems.
The Vatican is a united nations of secret societies and mystery schools. And what a cesspool of an organization that is.
In the banking legal work Heather Ann Tucci-Jarraf did, there’s a recurring set of wording in the legal filings “Pre-Authorized, Pre-Paid, Pre-Deposited”… and its been perceived a number of ways and I am not saying any of those perceptions are necessarily wrong, just perhaps not expansive enough. Your value exists because YOU EXIST! This planet is infinitely valuable!
NO HUMANS OR GROUP OF HUMANS OWNS OTHER HUMANS, NO MATTER HOW DEEP IN THE UCC CODE OR UNIVERSAL EQUIVALENTS YOU BURY AND OBFUSCATE IT.
It’s frankly a whole lot easier to recreate the people here than it is to recreate the culture in its infinite variety that humans have created. Culture and languages and art are meta creations by human beings who lived here.
Humanity has been enslaved a very long time and slavery implies “without compensation” or “diverted energy” to those who stole it. What is coming is a cosmic compensation, a balancing out of some very unbalanced energies. Banking was the monetary/esoteric engine of that enslavement. It’s being pulled apart in the opposite sequence it all came together. Thread by estoric thread. It’s not yet quite complete, but soon will be.
If you can’t image a world without money, without central banks and centralized control (and you thought only communists did that), then you are still deep into the enslavement mentality that has kept it all going.
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editor victoria’s comments ~ this is a video to listen to – for me that is. didn’t really like the images she was showing. i appreciate her comment about having a child and going through this….also align with her view on the ascension talk – the talk saying we stay here and clean things up. feels like another carrot dangle – a prettier version – but still a carrot. Love doesn’t say “you HAVE to DO x y z….” that’s just another power over/control construct. been there done that NO MORE.
interesting she speaks of people around – who is real….wow are we seeing some interesting characters now….today i watched an older woman walking up the street and i swear there was NO LIFE in her eyes. she was literally what one would call the walking dead….she walked right past us – didn’t look at any of us…my mate braved the saturday crowds and headed to a store and said he saw some other people looking the same….the actors in this movie are showing themselves….it’s sad to me…i want all free and happy….
the schumann continues to blast away….almost 24 hours now…..as i saw earlier today this is #3 of such a spike. one on 2/17, the second on 3/6 and today. bam bam bam….the 3 waves i and others have dreamed of?
editor victoria’s comment ~ the merge is what is being referred to here….glimpses of “home” coming through……full transition not yet happened but is very close…..mate and i are blocked on all sorts of exploratory 3d stuff….letting it go…some moments easier for me and more difficult for him, some moments easier for him and more difficult for me…i still feel there is a part of US “outside”….cannot shake that feeling…and this is indeed a feeling journey and much less of a mental understanding one….ALLOW the seeing of the New by coming from the heart….interesting how many of us are having new perceptions of all of this….likely because we were not allowed to see much AND many of us who once thought we were tuned in to Truth were being influenced by more matrix programs and entities…..
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We would like to cordially welcome those already here… to the New Earth.
According to Lisa Gawlas… and the M’s… and Lynn at Psychic Focus… some of us are apparently on the New Earth RIGHT NOW. We weren’t sure till we tallied up all the experiences. And we’ve been indeed experiencing the New Earth it in fits and starts over the past year — and now, all the time — as evidenced by comments and observations from CATs and blog readers, but until we had confirmation, we didn’t fully realize what was going on.
What’s going on?
As many have surmised and experienced off and on over the past year, the New Earth and the Old Earth are co-existing in the same place at the same moment, the New Earth existing as an overlay. We’d read about this and suspected this was happening, but no one was quite sure if and when, and as usual our expectations got in the way. There was no magic bridge to walk across, no sudden FLASH to a new reality… or was there? Some were expecting this flash, but if you think about it, most of us HAVE ALREADY experienced it, just not at the same time. This is also why so many of us were getting the color GREEN in meditations and elsewhere.
As far as we can tell, those who can experience the New Earth… will. You have to want it, work for it. We are existing together for a time, the Old and New. We can communicate, see each other, but we are having very different experiences… which is kinda how life is, anyway; you can be standing in line anywhere and some people are smiling and chatting, while others are scowling.
