10.4.25 ~ Are You Ready? Embody Your Desired Experience

 

 

I’m feeling this – or feeling something.  Anyone feel the need for a long winter’s nap (if in the N. Hemisphere)??

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Are we ready?  Delta’s for today…

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M O S S A D:

 

 

3000 year catastrophe.  stay tuned:

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BTW – there are 17 Deltas for today’s date (10.4).

It’s distressing to me, atm, seeing what’s going on out there.  My body says “can’t look” – so I’m not.  Self-care is so important.  Focusing on the New.  Feels like I am in that bottleneck of time about ready to bust out like a Butterfly flying out of the Cocoon.  It’s like I’m still here in this controlled timeline – and there’s a gap – and a stall – into going into that New.  Feeeeeeeeeling into the new – feeling into the future Me.  I continue to do a lot of somatic practices – throughout the day – engaging all 8 senses.  Shifting more into my body, less in my brain and monkey chatter/ego/need to see.  Just allowing it all to play out – while also focused on, you know, what I want for myself personally.  For now, the on-stage stuff feels like a bunch of noise.  Even though it serves a purpose, it isn’t always for me to see it.

 

 

Interesting info on sun and moon – 10 minute 35 second mark:

Most Disturbing Videos On The Internet Today! (Ep 275) – YouTube

 

 

What was I saying above??

You’re not stuck.

You’re standing in the space between timelines.

That feeling of pressure, confusion, or emptiness?

It’s not failure — it’s the pull of two realities, asking you to choose.

One path loops you back into fear, reaction, delay.

The other invites you into alignment, presence, and truth.

Not with noise.

Not with more decoding.

But with frequency.

What you think, feel, speak, and choose today — becomes your timeline tomorrow.

There is no savior coming.

There is no storm arriving.

There is only you, deciding moment by moment: To match the old or embody the new.

To react… or to rise.

To watch the story… or rewrite it. ⸻

Choose with awareness.

Choose with heart.

Because the door is open — and you are the key.

 

Another aligning perspective – my future self – calling to me – remembering me – all I need to do is tune in and listen.  I love this:

“What if your future is already remembering you? And your job is just to listen.”

We tend to think of memory as a rearview mirror. A catalog of moments already lived. But memory isn’t linear. It’s recursive. Fractal. It doesn’t just go backward… It loops forward.

There are moments when a feeling hits you so deep it doesn’t make sense.

Like you’re grieving something you never lost.

Like you’re missing someone you haven’t met.

Or like deja vu drops into your body like a tuning fork.

That’s not nostalgia. That’s resonance.

You’re not remembering the past

You’re remembering your future self’s memory of you.

It’s already happened.

The you that healed.

The you that remembered.

The you that crossed the bridge.

That version is already anchoring back through the lattice.

And you’re catching its echo.

Time isn’t a line.

It’s a spiral mirror.

And your soul knows how to read its own reflections.

If you feel the pull of something you can’t explain You’re not lost.

You’re being remembered.

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8.4.25 ~ Today’s Headlines: RFK Jr To End Organ Harvesting…SAVING ISRAEL FOR LAST….Texas House Locks Doors Passes Motion To Arrest Fleeing Democrats

 

Thank you all for the prayers.  They are working.

💖🙏

Victoria

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So my feeeeeeeeeeels on this say Trump is calling Israel out on stage – again.  Earlier this Summer Trump spoke of ending FEMA – this year.  I see this as a Chess move – calling both FEMA and Is ra el out on stage.

Trump Administration Issues New Warning to States Over Israel Boycotts – Newsweek

The Trump administration will deny federal disaster‑preparedness aid to U.S. states and cities that boycott Israeli companies, linking routine funding to its political position.

 

“shuts down rumors” – we all know America has been funded/controlled by Is ra el/Mo ssad/See Eye Aye – rumors to me = Truth.  All getting called out on stage.  Chess moves continue…

UPDATE: DHS Shuts Down Rumors of FEMA Funding Tied to Israel Support — Confirms No Political Litmus Test | The Gateway Pundit | by Jim Hᴏft

 

More on Mo ssad:

 

You don’t say……….

 

But not so fast………Move then counter-move:

The Israeli cabinet voted unanimously on Monday to dismiss Attorney General Gali Baharav-Miara, a vocal critic of Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu, only for a court to immediately suspend the move.

Justice Minister Yariv Levin announced the cabinet’s decision and addressed a letter to Baharav-Miara saying she “should not try to impose herself on a government that has no trust in her and cannot work with her effectively”.

Immediately after the decision, however, opposition party Yesh Atid and activist groups filed urgent petitions to Israel’s High Court of Justice seeking to halt the dismissal.

In response, the court issued an injunction suspending the decision and preventing the government from appointing a substitute.

 

 

 

YES:

Trump Says Americans Could Get Dividends From Tariff Revenues | ZeroHedge

“We have a lot of money coming in, much more money than the country has ever seen, by hundreds of billions of dollars,” he said. “There could be a distribution for dividends to the people of our country. I would say for people that would be middle-income people and lower-income people, we could do a dividend.”

 

 

 

 

 

Hmmm………what about MILITARY BEING THE ONLY WAY?  Military Tribunals.  Is this going to be another one of those Pam Bondi fails?

 

🤡😄🙄

Duffy to announce nuclear reactor on the moon – POLITICO

Transportation Secretary Sean Duffy will announce expedited plans this week to build a nuclear reactor on the moon, the first major action by the former Fox News host as the interim NASA administrator.

 

 

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“BLOB” of super-hot rock?  Underground?  Remote controlled magma………?  Said to reach NYC in 10 million years.  12 mph every million years.  Kind of an interesting find:

Mysterious underground ‘blob’ of superhot rock moving toward NYC

UK scientists have discovered a massive “blob” of rock underneath the Appalachian mountains that’s slowly oozing its way toward New York City, per a slimy new study published in the journal Geology.

“This thermal upwelling has long been a puzzling feature of North American geology,” the study’s lead author, Tom Gernon, Professor of Earth Science at the University of Southampton, said in a statement.

Officially dubbed the Northern Appalachian Anomaly (NAA), this subterranean slimeball sits 125 feet deep underground and extends 220 miles across New England. The team reportedly discovered it using seismic tomography, a method akin to taking a giant CAT scan of the Earth.

 

For fun, I decided to do a gematria:  Northern Appalachian Anomaly

Cymatics Frequencies

Meltdown

Human Trafficking In The State of Maine

The Key To Unlock Reality

Elon Musk Said The Bird Is Freed

The Trumpet Will Sound

Remove Reptilian Disguise (still waiting for this moment)

Simpsons Predictions Yet to Come True - YouTube

 

“WEATHER”:

 

Canadian wildfires spark NY air-quality alert

 

Today’s Earthquakes in Kamtsjatka, Russia

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Volcanoes Today – Summary of Volcanic Activity World-wide | VolcanoDiscovery

Krasheninnikov (Kamchatka, Russia): Explosive activity continues. Volcanic Ash Advisory Center (VAAC) Tokyo warned about a volcanic ash plume that rose up to estimated 20000 ft (6100 m) altitude or flight level 200 and is moving at 30 kts in SE direction.
The full report is as follows: VA EMISSIONS CONTINUING OBS VA DTG:04/2320Z to 20000 ft (6100 m)

Ibu (Halmahera, Indonesia): Volcanic Ash Advisory Center Darwin (VAAC) issued the following report: DISCRETE VA TO FL060 LAST REPORTED AT 04/1407Z MOV NW

Dukono (Halmahera): Volcanic Ash Advisory Center Darwin (VAAC) issued the following report: CONTINUOUS VA REPORTED AT 04/1349Z EST VA DTG:04/2210Z

Sangay (Ecuador): Explosive activity continues. Volcanic Ash Advisory Center (VAAC) Washington warned about a volcanic ash plume that rose up to estimated 20000 ft (6100 m) altitude or flight level 200 .
The full report is as follows: ONGOING VA EMS to 20000 ft (6100 m)

Reventador (Ecuador): Volcanic Ash Advisory Center Washington (VAAC) issued the following report: VONA RPTD VA EMS

 

Brilliant poetic words:

They broke the ladder then asked why no one climbed.

You turned homes into hedge funds marriage into marketing and family into fallout.

You flooded the arena with debt sold the referees then blamed the players for limping.

The system didn’t collapse it calcified.

What you’re seeing isn’t failure it’s refusal.

Not everyone wants to inherit a burning house with white picket fences around an empty table.

Some of us remember what came before ownership.

And we’re not interested in your cage no matter how many times you call it tradition.

 

Pretty pic time

 

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Photography by Simon Lohmann

 

Photography by Tom Barrett

 

Photography by Michael Held

 

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7.26.25 ~ Critical Mass Reached

 

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A recent conversation with someone who is more or less not “awake” but saying the same – focus on keeping their children safe and away from the absolute insanity of our world now.  My comment was things we were not aware of are being seen now and that I feel everything will be good and safe for our future.  It actually provided her comfort, which felt good in my heart.  🙏  Going out tonight – more people in the entrances of the store, holding signs, “anything helps”.  We have reached critical mass for the “enough is enough we are all exhausted”.

Here are today’s – tonight’s – finds.

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Farage: Britain Is Facing Complete “Societal Collapse” | ZeroHedge

Reform UK leader Nigel Farage has warned that unless change is instituted rapidly, Britain will soon succumb to complete societal collapse…. “People are scared to go out to the shops, scared to let their kids out. That is a society that is degraded, and it’s happening very, very rapidly.”

 

5 Things To Know About Trump Admin’s Settlement With Columbia University | ZeroHedge

 

Lefties, Illegals, & Minorities Are Finally Experiencing “Consequence Culture” | ZeroHedge

 

Is it just me, or do these jobs feel robotically horribly just awful yuck yuck NO NO boring.  Where are the artists?  The storytellers?  The work with heart?  The work that HELPS people, inspires people.

 

Passengers Use Emergency Slide to Evacuate After Landing Gear of American Airlines Plane Catches Fire at Denver Airport (VIDEO) | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

WATCH: DeSantis Says Hundreds of Illegal Aliens Have Already Been Deported from Alligator Alcatraz | The Gateway Pundit | by Cassandra MacDonald

 

NIH Betrays Promise to End Fauci-Era Animal Cruelty by Renewing Horrific Kitten Heart Failure Experiments, Slaughtering Dozens More Innocent Kittens with YOUR Tax Dollars | The Gateway Pundit | by Cassandra MacDonald

 

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At the big box store tonight – my girl and I both commented how disoriented we felt – on edge.  Sometimes it’s ok to be in there – other times like tonight it was not – so it was a quick in and out.  Not just the lights – but it’s like there is a frequency they send perhaps through the lights.  Or speakers.  Both.  Who knows – never was like this growing up.

 

Planes:

 

 

This has happened three times in just 96 hours! What is happening? – YouTube

 

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Documentary I watched about 20 years ago – former IRS employee – said a taxpayer called in – asked to see where it was in the IRS Code Book that he had to file and pay taxes.  Employee spent hours searching the book and could not find anything, so he asked his supervisor, who told him to let it go.  The employee didn’t and was fired.

 

This is so cool!

 

📍 Rosenlaui, Switzerland 🏞 🖤 📸 _marcelsiebert

 

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7.19.25 ~ Today’s Finds, Headlines and Checking In ~ Trump and August 1st: “SACRED” – payments start

 

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Holy guacamole am I facing the deepest fears and telling them and all who push them on me NO.  You know what it’s like – you wake up in the middle of the night or early morning – gasping for air because you’re in that state of panic.  No one – not one person – E V E R – should have to face being homeless NOR be told your situation is your fault because you couldn’t keep up with the criminal cost of housing and you should have done more, etc.  It was mentioned to me that I made this situation – and I “should” have done x y z.

The TRUTH is different than judgments.  It vibes higher – different – authentic – and because it vibes at that perfect space, while it may keep judgers from expanding their hearts, it always rises to the top at some point and leaves its beautiful mark.  I am powerful.  I am claiming that more. and. more.  And combined with others of like-mind and like-heart, ANY unwanted b.s. coming in can be shifted.  And will be shifted.

I will continue to be vocal about my situation.  I will continue to intend that perfect outcome.  NO to what doesn’t fit.  Yes to what does.  And as I shed the fears, stand taller in my Truth – not let another individual take my power, not another toxic ugly evil created system take my power and especially, my voice.  Money can make us desperate and do and think things we wouldn’t otherwise want or choose to do.  It has nothing to do with choice or needing to be a better person.  This place can crush the most brightest light to the point where it’s barely a flicker.  People in positions of financial power are particularly twisted enough to do just that.  Suck it up buttercup types.  Always pointing the finger at their victim(s) while 4 more come back at them, unseen.  Money gives them the illusion of power.

But there is man’s law and man’s ways and then there is God’s law and God’s ways.  Which is why I find religion to be the biggest bucket of hypocrisy around given how many attend church but give their power willingly even joyfully to man’s ways and judge others who can’t keep up.

Anyway…………got some new appts and things lined up.  Sticky notes are going into typed words in Word.  The colors and clutter were getting to my senses.  😄

Any and all financial help right now as I go through this b.s. is gratefully received.  Perhaps I’ll create it as a new fund, call it “keep my ass from living in a van down by the river.”  (i had to end this on a humorous note)

Love,

Victoria

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Doesn’t it feel like – to all of us who Know and See – that this is playing catch-up from over a decade ago?  This is just the start of this entities crimes.  This better go all the way into that ugly rabbit hole because compared to what this entity did to children – its attack on Trump is chump change.

 

 

 

all one big giant club of e v i l:

BREAKING: Senior Advisor to Hegseth Ousted Amid Latest Pentagon Shakeup | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

‘Humanity Wins! – for Now’: Polish Programmer Beats AI Model in 10-Hour Coding Competition | The Gateway Pundit | by Paul Serran

 

The name of the school.  “THESE PEOPLE ARE SICK”.  Literally…

 

Spread the wealth EVERYWHERE to EVERYONE.  August 1st.  Very interesting words here.  “Sacred”.  “You’re going to be getting a lot of money.”  I don’t know – the strawman accounts have returned to my energetic space big time in the last week.  Could this be what he is referring to perhaps.

 

I was nudged to do a gematria on SACRED:

Gold Coin

Life Is A Game (that we “forgot how to play” according to the Q post)

The Q (speaking of)

Donald

Lion

Biblical

A Good Man (John Kennedy quote)

 

11 Q posts for Aug 01 (the number 11 returned this week in a big way):

Drop Search Results: Aug 01

including this one:

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Saving is ra el for last:

 

THIS:

ANY law that violates the Constitution – which is there to ensure our God Given Rights are MAINTAINED – are null and void.  Love this one…from a few years ago:

 

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Scientists recover ice dating back over a million years – ABC News

 

Planet’s oldest ice to be melted after 1,500,000 years to unlock secrets | News World | Metro News

 

Ratcliffe……….

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I deeply appreciate seeing Sister’s speak the truth about this (trying to delete the divine feminine).  This entire pay to live system is energetically masculine – and completely out of balance.  Bring in the feminine and you create that balance – where it becomes a way of being that is supportive.  Compassionate.  Allowing ALL to Thrive and Create freely.  We were never meant to compete for anything.  That’s gladiator b.s.  Masculine out of whack.  Time for the return to Balanced Center.  That said – the divine masculine is very adept and good at taking care of things militarily speaking.  LET’S GO!

 

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4.1.25 ~ “New Year’s Day” Finds including an interesting possible comm on that 200-year-old Magnolia Tree coming down at the WH Next Week and Andrew Jackson

 

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Depending on which calendar you follow.  If you follow any of them – which I really don’t.  It could be September 17 and I would be like “hmmm….ok”.  Really have zero attachment to much, especially dates/calendars.

💖

Victoria

 

So, my social media friend Pat sent this to me.  I immediately thought of that 200-year-old Magnolia Tree planted by Andrew Jackson being brought down next week in front of the WH on Trump’s order; he said everything has an end.  The way I see this is the end of this ongoing movie simulation where we are looped and looped on repeat – same creatures showing up in different human suits.

 

 

This – people like here are the REAL hero’s here…..Telling it LIKE. IT. IS.

 

 

 

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Why can’t we just go back to DC and arrest them all ourselves?

OUTRAGEOUS: Speaker Johnson Cancels Votes for Rest of Week, Derailing Two Critical Bills, Despite Having Power to Proceed | The Gateway Pundit | by Jim Hᴏft

and listening to him – how sad it is he’s missing out on his children’s life.  as though this is an accomplishment.  our priorities are so unnatural in this reality……….

 

 

Mr Booker goes to Washington…🙄😂  Some saying it’s a humiliation ritual….anyone see him do the pee pee dance?  😄

 

Iran ‘Incredibly Weakened’ By Over 200 US Strikes On Houthis: White House | ZeroHedge

 

Israel eliminates remaining tariffs on US goods ahead of Trump move By Reuters

 

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House hearing to look at ‘left-wing activist judges’: Jim Jordan – Washington Examiner

 

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Remove all of the sell-out artists too………

Combating Unfair Practices in the Live Entertainment Market – The White House

Section 1.  Purpose.  (a)  America’s live concert and entertainment industry is the envy of the world.  But it has become blighted by unscrupulous middlemen who sit at the intersection between artists and fans and impose egregious fees while providing minimal value.  Ticket scalpers use bots and other unfair means to acquire large quantities of face-value tickets and then re-sell them at an enormous markup on the secondary market, price-gouging consumers and depriving fans of the opportunity to see their favorite artists without incurring extraordinary expenses.  By some reports, fans have paid as much as 70 times face value to obtain a ticket.  When this occurs, the artists do not receive any profit.  All profits go solely to the scalper and the ticketing agency.

 

 

Yup – the monsters are real indeed……..

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Middle East latest: Palestinians struggle to find food in Gaza; Israeli strike in Beirut kills 4 | AP News

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3.29.25 ~ JFK “Conspiracy” ain’t no longer

 

 

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NBC Has Film Proving Oswald ‘Couldn’t Have Been The Shooter,’ GOP Rep Claims | ZeroHedge

The Republican congresswoman who’s leading a task force on the declassification of JFK and other assassination files made a sensational claim on Friday evening, stating that NBC News possesses film evidence proving that Lee Harvey Oswald could not have shot Kennedy — and that she’s now working to obtain it.

Florida Rep. Anna Paulina Luna made the jarring allegation in an interview with Jesse Watters on Fox News. Luna is chairwoman of the Task Force on the Declassification of Federal Secrets, a subcommittee of the House Committee on Oversight and Government Reform. She told Watters that the task force will be holding an April 1 hearing on the tens of thousands of documents that have been declassified pursuant to President Trump’s executive order and a 1992 act of Congress.

 

 

She has “asked” NBC News to hand over the tape.  Now who here thinks that will be met with resistance?  Perhaps it’s time to make some phone calls?

Anna Paulina Luna: The truth is still out there on JFK assassination – POLITICO

Luna has been elevated by House Republicans to lead the House Oversight Committee’s “Task Force on the Declassification of Federal Secrets,” and said she would be asking NBC to turn over this alleged video.

 

 

10 Vaxxed Nurses at Massachusetts Hospital Diagnosed with Brain Tumors Simultaneously – The People’s Voice

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The irony………Nice sounding mission – only to be effective you really have to remove government (congress) from the picture because, you know, the whole war/military industrial complex thing……….

 

 

Canadian PM Mark Carney Is Accused of Plagiarizing His University of Oxford Doctorate Thesis – Liberal Party in Meltdown Ahead of Next Month’s Elections | The Gateway Pundit | by Paul Serran

 

 

Because they’ve been SOOOOO effective in truly helping those in need with what they ACTUALLY need.  Funny how this entire system scores an F in this very simple task……..

Noem’s vow to eliminate FEMA raises disaster response concerns

 

 

From 3 months ago.  I feel we’re right here with what she said at the end – although I still feeeeeel and see this wax and wane.  Some days there is so much coming out – other days – the slug fest is on screen.

Understand the UFO/UAP activity and coming events

 

Hold space:

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Visual soothe:

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May be a graphic of child and text that says 'Reminders for Your Iuner Child You deserve kindness & unconditional love. Every emotion you feel is valid. It's okay to It'sokaytoput put yourself first. You are special just as you are. It's okay to ask for help. You're not failing, you'relearning. you're learning. Their happiness is not your responsibility. You have the right to say "." It'sokaytotake It's okay to take up space. KJ Althoff @gentlehealingmom'

 

When triggered – and who doesn’t get triggered – a little bit of effective, somatic-based refocus not only stops the mind chatter and body activation, but with practice, this will re-wire the brain, making new neuropathways.  Give this a try next time you are triggered:

  1. Pause when you notice the activation in the body and mind.
  2. Breathe – slowly – a few times.  In through the nose, out through the mouth.  The idea is to slooooow down what’s happening with your body and mind.  Sometimes it helps to look in the mirror if you happen to exit to the bathroom in those situations.  Encourage yourself – reassure yourself.  It can also help to move the body – again slowly – to release the energy.
  3. Ground.  Focus on your feet being firmly planted where you are.
  4. Validate how you are feeling but:
  5. This is important:  Do not engage with your own self-triggered talk.  The key here is to step away from that automatic reactionary response so you can instead respond from a place of being in your own Power.  You are in control – in the present moment.

I found that by moving my body – again slowly – to be quite helpful when I am triggered.  I used to think I was in a space of effective healthy self control when I would walk away and pound away on something or scream.  Not that there’s anything wrong with this approach – it just won’t effectively help in healing the mind and body.  So while it may feel like a release, if your focus like mine is to release trauma AND to re-wire the brain – this option isn’t useful and only re-traumatizes the body.

And who has not had enough of THAT.

But now and then wailing away on a pillow with that big walking stick or shoveling a few spoonfuls of dutch chocolate ice cream into the mouth – well that does seem to bring some momentary relief for that inner child/teenager.

Always learning and forming new habits.  Fall off the wagon (I have metaphoric bruises to show for this)?  Brush yourself off, remind yourself what an awesome human you are, give yourself a “YOU GOT THIS YOU CAN DO THIS” because you are WORTHY of the awesome – and keep going.  Healing is like that.  And falling off or struggling doesn’t indicate you aren’t healing.

Now all that said let’s bring in this New World where healing happens EASILY in an instant and there are ZERO controllers throwing poisons our way – where the demons are gone, and no one seeks to harm another.  EVER.  And if there is pay to live, there’s so much to go around, we are all free to do the things we want and need without ANY impingements.

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Victoria

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3.27.25 ~ Microcosm of the Macrocosm ~ Some reflecting on an experience…..Finds including a new supplement find

 

 

A visit tonight to the local big corporate store (Kroger) – where I really don’t like to shop at – but had to because of budget necessity – greeted us with the smell of sewage upon entering.  And the smell lingered – it was literally in the air – and slowly dissipated.  I was there to get just a few produce items and let me tell you, I was in and out of there in 5 minutes.  My girl reminded me of a conversation she saw online – from a week ago – where people were asking why this store smells like you know what.  🤢

No one really knew why but many spoke of the rat infestation there – how rats are found in the deli section, the produce section.  And how this has been going on for YEARS.

I mean – W T F?  Our neighbors had a rat issue – for years – and seeing them run through our yard into theirs was not that unusual of an occurrence.  She finally decided to take care of it, and after time, we no longer see them.

Back to the smell.  And energy.  And how it feels now living in this city.  Filth has an energy.  People drugged out, living on the streets, relieving themselves in doorways has an energy.  And all of the other agenda’s pushed here.  I’ve tried to be tolerant.  I really have.  I tell my girl no one is above another.  ALL are worthy.  But like she said tonight in the car, “I AM DONE living in this city!  I know I’m not supposed to be judgmental but I don’t like the energy here and how it makes me feel.”

She let it all out.  I listened.  And agreed.  She’s of course absolutely right – the energy here is dirty.  There’s a filth to it.  A ghetto vibe that grows.  It’s like e v i l is outing itself all over the place.  And the disconnect we feel here now is overwhelmingly obvious, apparent AND felt.

And I wonder if there IS someplace in this realm that isn’t like this.  Is this just a microcosm of the macrocosm?  Do any of you notice this experience?  I get I am in that ugly belly of the beast (which is quite vast out west), but is there any place that feels pure?  Anyplace that doesn’t have the toxins and the crime and the ghetto vibe and the agendas?  I HAVE to do something – we have far outstayed our welcome here.  Not that I ever felt welcome, or shall I say, never felt like I fit in.  Although not that I ever fit in anywhere I have lived. 😄🙄

But this oppressive icky energy is unbearable.

I came home, my girl hit the shower while I soaked the food in a vinegar/h20 bath, wiped off our shoes with the same, then said, “what the heck – we walked inside with these shoes from that place” and cleaned the floors.  It’s like being around someone who leaves you feeling as though you’ve been around a demon, and you want to purify your aura/body so you sage and frankincense your energy and personal space.

As far as this realm, I’ve said for yearsssss – there ain’t enough Sage to purify it.  We cannot detox our bodies continuously which is what we have to do as parasites are literally EVERYWHERE here.  And that’s just our bodies I am talking about.  What about the air and water and food and what about the infrastructure and the forests and lands being destroyed ongoing?

Only a frequency change or relocating/exiting to a new reality can remove us from this parasitic filth permanently.

Something has to shift.  The energy of desperation among those most awake, especially among those impinged into the wall $$, is PALPABLE.  I feel it – no matter how detached I can be.  That energy is still right there – waiting to DO.  Waiting to GO.

💖

Victoria

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Trump Signs Executive Order to Eliminate ‘Divisive, Race-Centered Ideology’ from Smithsonian Museums | The Gateway Pundit | by Cassandra MacDonald

 

 

Hey let’s move to WV.  Didn’t they also recently create legislation to ban chemtrails?

West Virginia Bans Artificial Food Dyes that Target Children, implementing Make America Healthy Again Agenda | The Gateway Pundit | by Assistant Editor

 

 

TEXAS – current:

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From the BABYLON BEE (of course) – even Elmo’s turned on Elon:  😄

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Former trucker friend educated my naive liberal arse on this topic 10 years ago.  He said there were literal towns in parts of America that had Sharia law.  He said Muslims infiltrated and rather than acclimate, ran out American Held businesses (small biz) and brought in not only their culture but their laws and rules.  I am forever grateful for that eye opening experience.  

¡SHARIA WILL NOT PASS! Texas confronts the islamic threat with a firm hand. – Gateway Hispanic

 

 

They know who is behind it all…….

Palestinians protest Hamas in a rare public show of dissent in Gaza | AP News

 

 

My dear friend Sister D lives up north and says most Canadians are still asleep at the wheel when it comes to SEEING.  Can we just put them all in the special room so the rest of us who SEE can HAVE what it is that was HIDDEN?  

U.S.-Canada Flight Bookings Have Totally Collapsed amid Ongoing Trade War — Down by Over 75 Percent! | The Gateway Pundit | by Ben Kew

 

Speaking of Canada……..

https://twitter.com/USMortality/status/1832471945725825524

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There seems to be perhaps some moles still inside ICE that are conducting unnecessary and/or over-the-top business with those not yet citizens.  I am seeing stories of people being deported who aren’t criminals, who have followed the system protocols and have been hit with the bureaucracy of the immigration system.  My opinion on this one is – deport those with criminal records.  The rest?  HELP THEM become citizens.  

DHS Official Placed on Leave, May Have Clearance Revoked After ‘Accidentally’ Adding Reporter to Email Chain on Upcoming ICE Raids | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

 

TOP OF THE WORLD: Putin Launches the Arctic Investment Forum, Calls for Cooperation for Peaceful Development – Warns That US Interest in Greenland Is To Be Taken Very Seriously | The Gateway Pundit | by Paul Serran

 

 

From the “top” of the world to the “bottom”:

Scientists unveil unprecedented find in secret Antarctic lake: ‘Foundational to understanding biology’

As reported by Live Science, the researchers made their discovery during a visit to Antarctica in 2019 and 2020. They used radar to determine that the aptly named Lake Enigma, which was thought to be dried up and frozen over, actually had at least 40 feet of liquid water underneath the top layer of ice.

After drilling into the ice and using a camera to explore the lake, the researchers found an ecosystem full of microbial life. These cyanobacteria are part of many ice-covered Antarctic lakes, but unique to Lake Enigma is the fact that they are found only in microbial mats, or blobs that cover the lake’s floor.

 

 

https://www.aljazeera.com/news/liveblog/2025/3/28/live-israeli-attacks-kill-almost-40-people-in-gaza-over-past-24-hours

 

 

 

 

 

 

North Carolina fires:

Evacuations issued in Henderson, Polk counties due to wildfires

 

Wildfires rage on in North and South Carolina as more firefighters arrive | US wildfires | The Guardian

 

Table Rock fire: Mandatory evacuations in Greenville, Pickens counties

 

Today’s New Supplement Find:

Urolithin A

Urolithin A is a natural compound produced by the gut microbiome when it metabolizes ellagitannins, found in certain foods like pomegranates, berries, and nuts. 

Benefits:

Mitochondrial

Anti-inflammatory, antioxidant

Gut Health

after reading on this today i realized i could really use this so i looked it up – ga!  it’s very expensive.  and the price is for 1 month supply.  i’m already stringing out my supplements as it is to make them last 3 months instead of 1.  this is the company most recommended.  they have an affiliate program – any of you interested let me know and i will sign up as an affiliate.  maybe that will bring in some of that increased i seek:  Mitopure Softgels – Timeline Longevity  

 

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1.27.25 ~ Today’s Finds: Acosta Leaving CNN, almost $800 BILLION wiped from stockmarket, egg prices soar… OH MY what a time to be alive!

 

Egg prices are up around here.  Like seriously up.  Like 30% – or more.  Sticker shock tonight at the store.  Made me think “They punishing US because Trump is back in office?”  Ugh.  Oh well – NCSWIC – cosmic divine or otherwise.  Here is what I’m seeing.  Please remember to Share my work and leave a donation in exchange for my heartfelt dedication I put into my work each day.

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Best biggest news of all – for me and those like me.  D speaks my language.  How long have I griped here over the last few years how we need something. like. this.  🙏💖  I will share more later as details emerge and encourage all of you to join in.  TOGETHER we can help others in need.

 

 

BREAKING: Jim Acosta Reportedly OUT at CNN | The Gateway Pundit | by Mike LaChance

Self-appointed anti-Trump ‘resistance’ journalist Jim Acosta is reportedly leaving CNN.

Last week, it was revealed that the struggling network was moving Acosta to the waste land of midnight or 2 AM. As a result, he was allegedly threatening to quit.

Now it’s happening. His dozens of viewers will be very sad about this.

 

BREAKING: Trump Uses Emergency Powers to Send U.S. Military into California and Provide Water: “The Days of Putting a Fake Environmental Argument, over the PEOPLE, are OVER.” | The Gateway Pundit | by Jordan Conradson

“The United States Military just entered the Great State of California and, under Emergency Powers, TURNED ON THE WATER flowing abundantly from the Pacific Northwest, and beyond,” the President said on Truth Social. “The days of putting a Fake Environmental argument, over the PEOPLE, are OVER.”

 

Scott Bessent Confirmed as 79th US Treasury Secretary in 68-29 Senate Vote | The Gateway Pundit | by Jim Hoft

 

 

 

White hair version….

 

Riiiiiiiiiiiight Jim….. 😂

 

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The BING & The Ping:

 

 

 

Interesting…………was telling a friend who is also having ‘interesting’ experiences (been having some myself that i keep private) that it seems like a bleed-through of the other timeline is happening………not the literal space but more of a representation OF it to prepare us……….

 

 

I wanted to verify the above – this is about all I could find:

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Oldest Version Name: Brian Podesta Summary: Clearance Profile URL: Povesta Current Title: Senior Analyst – National Center for Missing and Exploited Children Timestamp: 2015-10-28 Newest Version Name: Brian Podesta Summary: Clearance Profile URL: Povesta Current Title: Senior Analyst – National Center for Missing and Exploited Children Timestamp: 2015-12-24 – iFunny

 

 

movies movies movies (btw – tried watching the most recent matrix – could not do it – just UGH):

 

this one feels off to me:

 

 

 

BREAKING: Supreme Court Delivers Major 8-1 Ruling – Boveed

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Today’s happy finds:

 

 

 

 

 

Female power – young and old:

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1.11.25 ~ It is truly a bizarre reality. Personal “UFO” experience. Reflecting and Finds.

 

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On our walk today, my girl stopped, looked off in the distance and asked “What’s that?”  There in the clouds was a very bright white light.  It didn’t seem to be a plane.  We watched it as it disappeared inside the cloud, so we watched and waited for it to reappear.  Somewhere.

It never did.  👀

We made a stop at the store and were surrounded by people wearing cones on their faces.  We saw someone we know – and tried having a conversation.  I just can’t do it anymore.  Plus, it is impossible when their words are muffled and they are radiating, that combination of dryer sheet and need-to-take-a-bath smell.  I kept it friendly – p.c. – all sorts of p.c. questions asked which I answered briefly, returning my focus back on my girl, when OVERWHELMINGLY what I wanted to say was “for the love of god already take off that g.d. mask!  stop injecting yourself!  other than that, i am happy as a lark that T is about ready to step back into office and blow up that entire criminal narrative of mind-numbing bull$###.  have a nice day.”  And I really don’t give a crap how I sound or how rude or arrogant I may sound.  I want my reality where I DO NOT EVER SEE THIS AGAIN.  And not just for me but mostly for my girl.  The b.s. is hard-wired into her childhood experience and as a mama that pisses me the royal ef off.  They can have their own reality.

I just want. mine.

As do most of us who come here.  Overwhelmingly.

There was some local talk about how to talk civilly with local government.  Doesn’t matter how corrupt that government system is – be polite.  blah blah blah  Think evil responds to politeness?  This city is swimming in p.c. stench that has left us with potholes everywhere, homeless camps everywhere, fentanyl and other drugs everywhere, rents for crappy apartments and homes in need of repair starting at $2,000.

All done with intent and purpose.  And all along the people have tried to make a difference only to be met with blocks by bureaucratic monsters with too much money, not enough heart, likely lacking a Soul, and certainly not enough brain matter.

But let’s remember to be civil.

😂🙄

As though OUR response is the problem.

Nice victim-shaming tactic.

THOSE IN CHARGE ARE THE PROBLEM.

Just like that bully on the playground is the problem.

And how do you deal with a problem being created by those who know what they’re doing, don’t care and refuse to stop or change?

YOU REMOVE THEM.

Thank you Military.

We are ready to SEE your work.

Here’s what I’m seeing.

To Truth.

And to our right to FREEDOM.  REAL freedom – not the cracker-jack new age pushed on us.

💖

Victoria

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My personal favorite…

 

 

 

“He’s the only one who has my number….”  Of note:  at the .49 mark is the point (to Dan)………..  👀

 

 

 

Biden gives Pope Francis highest civilian honor before leaving office

 

Another rock toss………

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Melania’s dress – it really is quite ugly – but she does that – wears her clothes as a comm…..And her hairstyle – same.  Kiss of – death – perhaps?

Melania Trump’s ‘Nun’-inspired outfit at Jimmy Carter’s funeral sparks backlash: 'What was she thinking?'

…Valentino black coat dress with an oversized white collar, paired with a dramatic print of a 19th-century neoclassical sculpture of lovers sharing an intimate kiss.

Melania Trump’s ‘Nun’-inspired outfit at Jimmy Carter’s funeral sparks backlash: ‘What was she thinking?’ | World News – Times of India

 

 

 

 

 

 

How many of ya’ll called this number?  😂

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A few more finds ~ Are we seeing signs of SHUTDOWN (states)?

 

 

Who knows.  How many occasions have I said SHUTDOWN with the proverbial question mark here?  It is interesting as I’ve said the past week how there is nothing on the Senate calendar for October (after 9.28 to be factual).  It’s set to SHUTDOWN on October 1st unless a funding bill is passed – which today it did not.  Someone asked 17 once when the 10 days of darkness was and 17 said “SHUTDOWN”.  VK said 10:10 for the win.  October 1-10th.  I had that dream where I kept drawing 10’s playing cards with my girl.  (speaking as an american – i can tell you how fed up everyone is with these entities in congress)

But I must add NO DATES.  🙄😂

House Republicans reject their own funding bill with a shutdown around the corner (nbcnews.com)

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Johnson under pressure after House fails to pass GOP funding plan and Trump pushes shutdown | CNN Politics

 

PlayStation leader Jim Ryan to retire after 28 years with Sony – The Verge

 

We may never see him again.  Verrrrrry interesting…..

 

 

“bad actors”………..company store vibes……….

 

 

Talk about a big ‘ole red pill………..

 

CHECKMATE.  SHUTDOWN.  TIME’S UP………..

 

 

Nessun Dorma ~ a piece from the FINAL ACT of the opera Turandot

 

 

End game chess move (i had a dream over 20 years ago where i saw all this – it originated in alaska/western canadian coastline – came down and inland.  in the dream however i was not afraid.  could have been seeing the “movie”).

Russia begins massive naval drills together with China | AP News

 

 

 

 

 

 

I love this – the dog and those giggles…….

 

 

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