9.25.23 ~ Checking in……….Reflecting………..Finds…..A gematria and Puzzle Piecing

 

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Sometimes I need to add a caveat to my work:  Today I am in a “mewd”.  Been pushed too far today.  Feeling boxed in – claustrophobia.  Where’s my DeLorean?  Oh that’s right – it’s in the shop.  Chocolate cake will have to suffice for now.  Working uh pretty good too.  🥰💖🙏

This “waiting” game – and awakening experience – and war – threatens to push me into desperation in some moments – at the very least calling me to scream louder.  Sometimes that’s what one has to do though.  I think of my friend LJ who essentially had to do that until finally – the beautiful wheel that is her received the grease she had been intending seeking and asking for – for so very long.

Or perhaps I’m just going to have to let it all go and trust there is some movement coming my way that aligns with what I seek.  Want.  NEED.  I became overwhelmed last night – with all I was doing.  Dinner prep.  Websites.  Job seeking.  Catching up with friends.  Putting together school curriculum.  Household stuff.  Mind racing – ideas – plans being implemented.  Oh I can try this – and yes I can try that – make a note of that (where’s my f’ing sticky pads!  anyone??!!)  🙄😂

And I stopped myself – leaned into the counter – took a deep breath – and was like “how much longer can I continue doing this?”  SLOW. DOWN.  San Tarot’s cards appear to be speaking to me in today’s read.  Sounds like a miraculous event – a NCSWIC moment.  We ready!  Line – that red line – has been drawn and violated one too many times.

Here is San and whatever else I feel aligning – which isn’t much today.  Clown World can stick it.  Drop it show it.  Signs that we r honestly truly there this time around (NO MORE LOOPING).  I’m ready to jet into better experiences that ALIGN.  Who’s with me?

Love,

V.

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San Tarot………. Big commotion – pulling us out of center.  Appropriate f’ing title.  lol   Only in a simulation does this happen.  Herd now being intrigued – the crowd watching – sag however is holding back and watching solo.  Recalibration in that.  Everyone looking at the sun – but something else there.  A pulling apart experience.  Another Sky Event read, imho.

Sagittarius – Wrecking ball.

 

Sounds ’bout right.  Did a mask burning (and other things) ceremony today…I stand firm as I say with upmost Divine Pure Truth:  V IS F’ING DONE.

 

“THAT’S ALL FOLKS”…………It’s a wrap…………?

 

Notice the 17th date……….

Greenland Tsunami Washes Abandoned Station to Sea, Not Far From Site of Cruise Ship Grounding – Santa Monica Observer (smobserved.com)

Here is the press release from Greenland’s Arctic Command, which is a division of the Danish military:

“TSUNAMI IN DICKSON FJORD

Arctic Command was contacted on 17 September by a person on board the cruise ship OCEAN ALBATROS. The person was previously employed by SIRIUS, and he was therefore able to ascertain quite quickly that SIRIUS’ station on Ella Ø did not look as it used to.

 

This triggered a memory about T and Greenland.  I remember him talking about it a few years ago.  He did – he wanted to buy it.

After Trump tried to buy Greenland, US gives island $12M for economic development – ABC News (go.com)

It isn’t President Donald Trump’s opening bid. But his administration announced Thursday it will provide a $12 million aid package to Greenland for economic development, raising eyebrows in Denmark, which has sovereignty over the island, and firing off a volley in the emerging competition with Russia and China for power in the Arctic.

I’d say – this is part of the clean up/taking back control from “them”…….

 

 

Not. Elon.

 

Remember when we first saw this one?  Black lab watching T speak on television a few years ago or so.  T telling a reporter to “SIT DOWN” a few times – in which the dog sits, still watching/listening.  Then Scavino shared it again over the weekend on facebook (you’ll have to be on that platform to see it).  SIT DOWN.

(10) Facebook

We got a 17 post – just one – w/the phrase:

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Feb 14, 2020 11:31:07 AM EST
re: delayed testimony
1. allow for public dissemination of critical facts [possible unseal(s)-declas] prior to world televised SIT DOWN.
Sometimes the necessary forum to update the American public is provided by those same people being investigated for….
Release to change strategy?
Watch what happens next!
Q

 

Gematria for SIT DOWN:

Donald Trump Last President

Secrets Revealed

Sweet Home

It Is Time

Starlink

Suddenly

JFK Is Alive

Celebration

Shock and Awe (1 17 post w/the phrase)

 

 

Well this is an interesting sky event………..

 

 

 

Ok I can’t confirm was it was before – but this is how it is now:

 

 

There’s this………….pretty big stuff……….i’d say – go time (big reveal)……….

Kash Patel

@Kash

Names Named, road map unveiled- the man hunt starts tomorrow…

governmentgangsters.com

 

Full (Harvest) Moon this week.  HUNTERS BECOME THE HUNTED from 17 posts – of which there are 8.  One has this very interesting timestamp (and 10.14 happens to be the date of the upcoming Annular Eclipse too)……..

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Oct 14, 2020 1:11:22 PM EDT

Message – keep going until you find the Gold:

 

 

Ready to feel at Home surrounded by Tribe…….

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

This in SPADES:

 

https://resistthemainstream.com/heres-who-stopped-tucker-carlson-from-interviewing-putin/

 

Sanctuary City Governor Calls in National Guard to Stop Immigration Crisis

 

This week?

 

Significant?  Finally?  Maybe?  Anyone?

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He said the words.  Less than 5 months……….Supports the massive trend/push of TRUMP 2023………

 

Ford suddenly pauses massive EV battery project that Republicans are probing over CCP ties | Fox Business

 

This made me laugh.  Why, you ask?  Not for the reason you may think.  Once upon a 25 moon year ago I took pottery.  I tried.  Oh how I tried so hard to make that magical connection between the spinning wheel and clay.  I ended up looking like this:

 

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9.16.23 ~ Finds

 

After this morning’s wonderful flow/aligning, I felt my physical body rather collapse into some mild exhaustion.  Anyone else experience this when you’re in the flow?  It feels amazing but on the other side is fatigue.  Or perhaps it’s a timeline thing – one timeline feels great – then we get pulled back into the “lower” one.  I definitely felt that – for after the aligning moments – I felt the lower whatever’s come in.  But the higher found its way in when I was out and about, listening to the radio, when the Universe answered my lamenting cry yesterday that there is nothing good on the radio anymore and all I was wanting to hear was some good old classic jazz and tunes from the 30/40/50’s.  That is exactly what I received – and it’s still continuing.

Went out alone tonight for some time and found my Center again.  Purged a lot – wrote – recorded – and just found It/Me again.

A nice place to be.

Here’s what I’m seeing.

Love,

V.

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LMH latest………..interesting – more than twice this week i have had a knowing and a deeper understanding how individual this is…….she triggered a memory for me i had – moment in the past week or so where i too yes had a moment of nostalgia for this place.  interesting too about the sky event – esp. considering what i put together/felt earlier today.  “original pairs” – torn apart.  i like the term……….feeeeeeeling into it brings about tension in my chest – deep breathing – sadness.  very interesting on this one topic as i know many are going through the same experience.

Egyptian Clean up

 

 

 

 

words matter……..

 

 

 

 

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SAN TAROT:  Neo from the matrix stepping outside of time, able to make his plans.  (reference)  Golden energies – again.  “Not my circus”  – wheel of fortune connected to the “not mine”.  Initiating a new direction – a new path.  Feeeeeeeeeeeeeel at this moment – remain open.  An unfolding event that is exceptionally rare.  Future event.  All potentialities swirling around coming into space.  When we gather together and hold hands and sing together.  Sun moon eclipse?  Butterfly effect.  It’s as though time is stopping.  Hmmm…..I think she may be talking about The Event and how we go through it individually and collectively.  Moon card shows up as well.  Skywriting….. Collective becoming more psychic.

Remote viewer?

 

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9.16.23 ~ There are no coincidences. FASCINATING INFORMATION – ALPHA FIREFLY: a synch/puzzle piece and a corresponding Gematria: Victus Nox: CONQUER THE NIGHT

 

late last night, as i watched San Tarot, that quiet hunch within told me to watch MrMBB333 (unusual).  i wasn’t interested so i ignored it.  turns out, as always, i would have gotten something from the video.  (anyone else think that quiet hunch within is actually our silenced Real Voice?  “their” design made it so that the monkey/trauma/let’scallittheFAKE brain is louder and more present?  got that this morning.)

Space Force launched a rocket yesterday called Alpha FireFly.  In the early 2000’s, there was a movie called Serenity that was a continuation of an early 2000’s show called Firefly.  The movie had the same people in it and picked up where the last episode left off.  It’s a futuristic series – humans having arrived in a new star system and are under assault/attack.  Go here for more info on the plot.

So – my thinking – our thinking here in the house – what do Fireflies do?  Light up the sky – turn dark into Light.

Alpha = LEADER OF THE PACK.  Not only that, but check this out (prepped and ready to go):

New record! Firefly Aerospace launches Space Force mission 27 hours after receiving order

“The success of Victus Nox marks a culture shift in our nation’s ability to deter adversary aggression and, when required, respond with the operational speed necessary to deliver decisive capabilities to our warfighters.”

Victus Nox means CONQUER THE NIGHT, btw.

What if this upcoming RING OF FIRE – which feels so important to me as I continue to say – on 10.14 – which aligns with that dream I had earlier this year where my girl and I were playing cards to pass the time and I kept drawing 10’s – and in between I was watching an event-like monitor showing the alignment of the sun and the moon and once it reached a certain line-up – like Barron said in that Gunner’s Wife decode having to line it up just right and we blast out of here and “leave them in our dust” – once it reached a certain alignment position BOOM there was a MASSIVE Flash and IMMEDIATELY my girl and I were transitioned to a new reality that sparkled.

 

Here is MrMBB’s video:

MrMBB333

Why are they JUST NOW talking about all of THIS?!

 

Now – an amazing corresponding Gematria for ALPHA FIREFLY (which btw in numbers is 119 or 911 – which means MIRROR):

JFK

TRIPLE HELIX (our ORIGINAL DNA) – WE are The Flash – WE are the Event

LAST DAY

DOT DOT DOT DOT (17 posts with 4 dots?  SEVENTEEN) they also all land on september, mostly october and november)

this one feels big:  the EBS on 10.4 at two TWENTY….

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Nov 02, 2017 2:18:35 AM EDT
4,10,20
A,b,c,d,e…...

 

NIKOLA TESLA

MASTER PLAN

SO IT BEGINS

DIVINE LIGHT

HAPPY ENDING

THREE ELEVEN  (11.3….that has been w/me lately)

LOVE WINS l (when i first moved into this neighborhood, we had a neighbor who had a sign – in 2012 – that said LOVE WINS – i knew that was important and loved her sign and have wondered ever. since. WHAT ARE WE WAITING FOR)

 

EVERYTHING is lining up for RED OCTOBER (“their” bankruptcy) and OCTOBER SURPRISE.  Sun.  Moon.  Satellites.  Flash.  Dark to LIGHT.

EVERY. THING. IS. NOW.  💜💖🙏

Love,

V & Team

 

p.s. ~ Today is also BATMAN Day.  Doesn’t it seem like we just had that day?  I checked – it is celebrated on the 3rd Saturday of September.  I guess it depends on which timeline you are on as one search says May 1st but the next one – the third Saturday in September.  Whew – I’m kinda tired now.  I did all of this before eating.  And WWE has an upcoming event called FAST LANE – on October 7.

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A Stand-alone piece on 9/23/23

 

 

I shared a piece in recent days on this date – which is everywhere – has been everywhere – in their forms of entertainment.  Found another one today with more inserts.  Interesting commentary from the Truman Show – where his character says the dates – given as numbers – and mentions traveling back in time to save an ancient civilization from total annihilation.

 

Then something told me to check the 17 posts for Sep 23.  There are SEVENTEEN of them.  These stand out the most:
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Sep 23, 2020 8:03:58 PM EDT
The World is Waking Up.
Virus or Election?
Q
This one because a few times this week I’ve heard “have faith in humanity” in my mind – including today (in the portal room):
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Sep 23, 2020 1:46:26 PM EDT
Let the truth be told.
Political spying [illegal] less than 1%.
Have faith in Humanity.
Q
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Sep 23, 2018 7:43:32 PM EDT
TRUST GRASSLEY.
Q
He (Grassley) posted this image a few days ago – talking about corn about ready to harvest:
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This one (there’s more – just sharing the statement that stands out):
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Sep 23, 2018 12:36:42 PM EDT
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PREPARE FOR ‘SKY IS FALLING’ WEEK.
Q
Let’s gematria a couple of things.  One, SKY IS FALLING (in single quotes – which could mean a quote within a quote)….144 in simple gematria………and i have been seeing 14 and 144 and 1414 a lot the past week:
The Declaration of Independence
Take Our Nation Back
The End Of All Suffering
The Time Has Come
Remove The Curse
Drop The Hammer
Inverted Time (i.e. Time Reversal – time running backwards)
Hologram Body
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7.14.23 ~ Check in and a find or two

 

Whew.

Word of the day:  W H E W.

Soooo drained – sleepy – napping – not moving much.  As compared to yesterday – night and day experience.

Releasing.  Felt a lot of sadness very early this morning – it was mine.  Then had anger and frustration.  Going to share a video now – which called me to title this piece “Sometimes we’re the person in the chair.  Sometimes we’re the person making the music for the person in the chair.”  Yesteray – I was the musician.  Today?  I’m sitting in the chair.

Love,

V.

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Black Rock………..Right in our faces (blackrock)…………

 

All these cataclysms are still just “their” resets inside………layers….

 

723 = July 23…………?  17 posts for Jul 23.………

 

On the sidelines – sometimes it just takes one person with IT to remind everyone else we ALL have IT.

 

42………..

 

 

Just say where he allegedly said, tonight, “I’m the President”………….

 

 

BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM

17 posts with BOOMS….

thinking of this one:

Aug 11, 2018 3:03:15 PM EDT

Q !!mG7VJxZNCI ID: a92e3a No. 2556646 

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Autists catch the message? Think missile. Do you believe in coincidences? Q
>>2556646 https://www.nytimes.com/2018/08/11/us/seattle-plane-crash-stolen.html
BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM
[NEXT WEEK]
Q
and this one (been seeing seeing 1144 more in recent days………)

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Jun 03, 2018 3:58:29 PM EDT
BOOM. BOOM. BOOM. BOOM.
A WEEK TO REMEMBER.
DARK TO LIGHT.
BLACKOUT NECESSARY.
Q

 

Just telling us what’s already been…………

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V.

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7.7.7

 

Triple 7 day.  Looked at my water bill.  My gawd – they are gouging us into further poverty – financial oblivion.  Almost $200 f’ing dollars just to have WATER now.  Almost $50 is in fees.  I can’t afford this.  On top of this I have to pay my annual site renewal fee this month.  Just UGH.  How much longer is this supposed to go on?  How much longer am I to hear be patient your abundance is coming?  NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TO LIVE THIS WAY!  It is hurting my brain.  It is making it challenging to stay focused – not to mention giving my daughter the attention I know I NEED to give her – when in the back of my mind is always running about money and how will I afford x y z this month and how am I going to create BETTER for her and I.  Again – just  U G H!!!  As always $$ donations are appreciated and much needed.  Here are some finds.  Things continue to shift.  Love, V.

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Aahhh, LH – you find the best gifs/memes to share that are just PURRfect for where I am in certain moments.

I painted today.  Came inside.  Reflected on my life as I filled up some spice jars.  Making messes is a life long issue that in my brain is not ok.  I had this child-like nudge to take some of the things I was filling up and rather than being so anal-retentive in capturing every little piece – i let some spillage happen.  And then have fun with it.  Which is what I did.  I thought back to a woman I once knew – a neighbor – who let the local little ones come to her house and play with glitter.  She would let them get it all over her living room rug.  I thought it was cute – didn’t bother me – and I was thankful she let them do this as it was not happening on MY floor.

We are often so uptight here – some more than others.  Everything has to be JUST SO in order to convince our minds we have some peace.  Sometimes the order of our personal space is all we seem to have control over.  Trauma mind does this – seeks to create order out of ANYTHING our fractured mind perceives as chaos.

One way to help shift that:  make a mess.  Make a mess and let the inner child come out and have fun with it for awhile.

And that is what I did today.  Plus I added in a bit of waste as that is also a trigger for me – fear I am wasting something.  ANYTHING.  Fear of the beast lecturing me scolding me.

Well fuch that sheot.  The beast needs to lighten up and vacate any joy I am attempting to create for myself – and in ANY experience where I am simply being REAL – finding some JOY (my version) – an imperfect human.

The beast thinks it’s perfect.  PUHLEEEEEASE.  It ain’t.  It’s more of a hot mess than any of us imperfect humans.

Why?

Because it puts itself above everyone else.

It seeks to control and look outside instead of truly looking inside.

It seeks to find ways in which it is the victim.  Always the victim.

It can’t own a thing about itself out of fear.

We have all had beastly programs within.

Some explore it with courage and a deep desire to break those spells and release the toxic energy.

Some – well – they don’t want to see or look (or claim they’ve already “done that”).

Others – back and forth.

Well I see now – that we are at that space in the energies where two people can be in the same space – but are having totally different experiences.

Why?

FREQUENCY.

Frequency created based on what we are choosing to think and thus focus on.

What is low doesn’t want to see what is rising continue to rise.

But those who are choosing to expand and rise – our wings inside this bird cage have run out of room.  We are busting open that gate – like it or not – whether the beast and its programs want us to.  The frequencies are allowing this.  Changing frequencies.

I EXPAND.

I RISE.

I ROAR.

I AM.

Love,

V.

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WWE Friday night smackdown – The King (Roman Reigns) is in court.  Interesting……..

A little over 80 up.  Check out this one – a new one – unmanned.  Q4  Covering an area in Nevada – Dixie Valley Bombing Range….And now it’s going to a Wilderness Study Area (Job Peak)…….

https://globe.adsbexchange.com/?icao=ae6257

 

Tucker Carlson in Latest Interview: “I LOVE Trump – We’re Going to See Trump’s Emergence as Most Significant Thing to Happen in American Politics in 100 Years” – VIDEO

 

Lauren Boebert: House Oversight Investigating Much More Than White House Cocaine, “It Seems as Though the List Just Never Ends”

 

Dropping it………..

 

 

STORM

 

17 post with the word BLIZZARD:

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Apr 28, 2020 10:07:26 PM EDT
https://nichegamer.com/2020/03/10/billionaire-george-soros-invests-45-million-into-activision-BLIZZARD/
Dates are important. SWC drop [Dec 16] to closure – coincidence?
Soros invest [Feb 14] BLIZZARD – coincidence?
Desperate times call for desperate measures.
When [why] do you ‘expose’ what you know publicly?
Q
this one too felt like a possibility (typed in DQ):

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Aug 10, 2018 2:44:55 PM EDT
PACKET HDQ-7309217392
Q

 

 

7 years earlier………..(film release)…….(hey LH – check out who stars in this film)………..

 

 

Escape artists………

 

 

Well even IF this woman is on something – doesn’t matter to me – this is still a redpill moment for people to look into the invisible enemy and realize what has been here with us……….people dismissing this are not. looking. deep. enough…………remember we only see 5% of our known reality………why is that and wtf would create a body with that limited ability?  hmm?

 

 

 

Twilightie zone incoming………..

I thought it had more of a Thursday feeeeeeeeeeeel………

 

 

 

17 post 34:  (dropped that several times the last year or two thinking this was “it”……….so………..we will see………..)………it is interesting 34 = 7 and today IS a triple 7 day……….

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Nov 01, 2017 10:56:16 PM EDT
Q Clearance Patriot My fellow Americans, over the course of the next several days you will undoubtedly realize that we are taking back our great country (the land of the free) from the evil tyrants that wish to do us harm and destroy the last remaining refuge of shining light. On POTUS’ order, we have initiated certain fail-safes that shall safeguard the public from the primary fallout which is slated to occur 11.3 upon the arrest announcement of Mr. Podesta (actionable 11.4). Confirmation (to the public) of what is occurring will then be revealed and will not be openly accepted. Public riots are being organized in serious numbers in an effort to prevent the arrest and capture of more senior public officials. On POTUS’ order, a state of temporary military control will be actioned and special ops carried out. False leaks have been made to retain several within the confines of the United States to prevent extradition and special operator necessity. Rest assured, the safety and well-being of every man, woman, and child of this country is being exhausted in full. However, the atmosphere within the country will unfortunately be divided as so many have fallen for the corrupt and evil narrative that has long been broadcast. We will be initiating the Emergency Broadcast System (EMS) during this time in an effort to provide a direct message (avoiding the fake news) to all citizens. Organizations and/or people that wish to do us harm during this time will be met with swift fury – certain laws have been pre-lifted to provide our great military the necessary authority to handle and conduct these operations (at home and abroad).

 

uh oh…

Ben and Jerry’s Founder ARRESTED By DHS (wltreport.com)

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/narrative-collapse-tucker-carlson-says-capitol-police-chief-admitted-jan6-crowd-was

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/disney-dealt-another-major-blow-amid-backlash-losing-trade

 

Schumann showing more amping up atm (will not share actual image – algo’s don’t seem to like that in these parts)……….
Twitter vibes really going into the degenerate zone……….may have to return to anonup.
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7.2.23 ~ Synchs Galore

 

5:55 atm………so add that one.

Something lifted and cleared out overnight.

Sat down to eat – nudged to turn on the radio – Axel Rose is singing “Take Me Home”.  Didn’t really want to listen to the entire song so something nudged me to go to another station – which I did.  What is just starting?  Collins – In The Air Tonight.

Later on head out – turn on the radio – The Final Countdown just starting.  Guided to look off to my right – car with license plate QQQ.  Arriving home the odometer read(s):  111.1.

Just putting out what I’m feeeeeeeeeeeeeling……..

The Great Lakes.  Something with that.

7/11………..feeling that (as well as 7/24).

The storms taking place last night and into today – including the flooding in Chicago – clearing out the sulfur dioxide.  Spoke with LH about this – she shared with me a very good insight on that – about it coming from underground.  I read yesterday on t’er – someone saying no way was it coming from balloons/from the air – you’d have to dump that by the billions of lbs to get that level of coverage.

Race on tv – keeps showing Christmas in July (also really feeeeeeeeeeeeling that).  Also on the race – Kennedy’s speech he gave just. before. the. Bay of Pigs.  The ad was focused on an event they say is released 7.10.23.

Feeling more into Laura’s View and Tarot Too read on July – land of confusion until middle of July.  Then very positive movements for ALL OF US (well those of us on the final timeline of Good/Freedom/Liberation etc. etc.)……….

Saw this on twitter – find it very interesting……….aligns w/In The Air Tonight, Final Countdown songs I heard………Dial of Destiny – Harrison Ford’s latest – just out (6.30)………..Films focus is on the Antikythera mechanism:

“is an Ancient Greek hand-powered orrery, described as the oldest known example of an analogue computer[1][2][3] used to predict astronomical positions and eclipses decades in advance.[4][5][6] It could also be used to track the four-year cycle of athletic games which was similar to an Olympiad, the cycle of the ancient Olympic Games.[“

Orrery?  Yeah…………Things have to be lined up to get. out.  UNLOCK THE MATRIX.

That’s enough for now.  Going to go play.  Keep the focus on the experience you want.  

Love,

V.

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4.8.23 ~ Reflecting…………..and some finds…………..

 

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that’s a convo i would start or join in on…………

Today I am REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY struggling when I see ANYTHING that is not full. throttle. T R U T H.  So when it’s either a lie or a puzzle piece of the whole – I. Just. Can’t. Do. It.

I slept last night – far better than I have in days – perhaps weeks.

But I feel even more tired.

Just want to go Home.

GO.  Just want to G O.

That’s all.

EVERYTHING else now – E V E R Y T H I N G – a distraction.

Every day – I get through it – until I can get into this Captain’s Chair here in front of the laptop and look for clues and signs that Home is upon me.

I know not everyone resonates with that.  I know some cannot fathom the idea of a new body or leaving this place.  They want to stay here and rebuild.  And I know I have really pushed joining in together – rebuilding the New here now with others.  But when I am absolutely honest with me, while I may have brief moments of energy to DO just that NOW…..  Where I am now?  Overall?  As in most moments now?  I don’t have that energy in me anymore.  At all.  Not. Even. Close.  

And I have tried.  I have resisted it.

And……Oh how I have tried to convince myself of something different than what I have felt and known for my entire experience this time around.  I want. to. go. Home.

And even IF New were to be rebuilt HERE – I will need a whole restored ME in order to do that.  Not gonna pretend anymore.  This spiritual war with the invisible enemy has taken a life long toll on me.  Big. Time.

I lament a lot about moving.  The idea of packing a box – see above.  SAME FEEEEEEEEEEEEEL.  It would have to be ez and at this point – done for me.  I am in need of serious hand holding and E Z.

I want EZ.

T L C.

If I want to travel – I want to teleport or fly in my own craft.  I have travel issues and I saw clearly today how it isn’t about WHERE.  I can BE anyplace new – talk with people – no problem.  But GETTING to that new when it involves being jammed inside some damn crowded tube or on a stinky bus or confined space inside a car for hours or days?

AIN’T HAPPENING.

Nope.

Just N O P E.

At least not sober.  lolol

I drove around today alone – just drove.  And drove.  And drove.

I’ve pretty much seen it all here.

So many people out.

I felt more lonely than ever.

Could not tune in or feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel anything real.

Sometimes I would grimace – even close my eyes – look away for there are just some things I absolutely cannot.  look.  at. anymore.

I made chocolate tonight.  Been awhile since I did that.  I LOVE my chocolate.  I don’t even mind prepping it.  But the clean up?  UGH!  I began doing that – but stopped and said “fuch it” and left the measuring cups and spoons and pot in the sink.

Another “cannot. do. anymore.”  (and completely out of character for me as well)

Energetically.

As I said – in all pure honesty – most of the time now – my days are moments I get through until I can plant myself here – alone – without having to be responsible for or tend to anyone else or anything else – so I can look for clues that “Yes Victoria, you really are returning to where You belong and here are more markers for that.  KEEP GOING.”

Crazy?

Perhaps.

But it’s MY crazy.

On the menu for tonight after my captain chair fun – Back to the Future movie with my girl.  We both had a nudge to watch it this week – which I didn’t know she had until earlier tonight when she mentioned it to me.  We have been playing cards a lot lately (just like that KABOOM dream I had uh when was that – was that this year or last fall?!  lol) anyway……tonight before dinner she wanted to play again so we did.  Lots of diamond cards drawn by us tonight – and that 10 of diamonds is coming up a lot now.

Those of you for whom are my choir in which I “preach” to – those of you who GET ITTHANK YOU from the depths of my Heart and Soul!

Here’s what I’m seeing.

Love,

V.

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still on the outside of this place………….and this place is so toxic and poisoned now………we must get out and the ship. must. sink.

 

 

Fuching BRING IT ALREADY:

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Can we trust them?

Spirit & Truth @Cath2344
08 April, 01:39
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https://www.thegatewaypundit.com/2023/04/breaking-texas-governor-greg-abbott-to-pardon-sgt-daniel-perry/
Saving to watch later:
Derek Johnson breaks down CIC Trump’s Maralago Speech on April 4, 2023

A lot of great Comms in this speech. This “indictment” isn’t what most of the world thinks it is… as anything else. Have fun with this Operation… You’re living through the most Biblical, Historica

https://rumble.com/v2ge3l2-derek-johnson-breaks-down-cic-trumps-maralago-speech-on-april-4-2023.html

 

 

 

Bob Enslow @cmbwsu
08 April, 08:53
Currently The ports of Los Angeles and Long Beach have been closed for a third day now due to widespread worker shortages apparently linked to ongoing contract talks shutting down and halting all cargo traffic at the massive shipping complex while disrupting the local economy and the global supply chain.

 

 

 

 

looks like the actor to me………

 

the other side of the awakening…………real people struggling………..

 

 

had the nuclear football the entire time – as he entered the timeline………which is why WWIII will never. be. on. the. returned. to. timeline………or whatever we are calling it now…………..

We’ve had the ball the entire time.
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ok so i am seeing calendar stuff resetting and talk about new monies and digital currency crap while i am over here with there with the rest of you’s saying GET US OUT AND AWAY FROM ALL OF THAT!!!!  O M G!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  sorry just not really seeing anything in which i align.  seeing info about real estate – most of the money moving in that area is due to cash only buys (LAND GRABS) by those who have been f’ing w/the entire market LONG ENOUGH.  WHEN IS IT OUR TIME??!!!! TO DO AND BE AND LIVE WELL??!!!

 

They now have a DeLorean SuperCar………..

ok my feel on this car?  NO THANK YOU.  that is “their” lure to get us to stick around and enjoy a virtual AI experience.  I’ll pass.  Moving on…………..

Israel strikes Syria ‘in response to’ new rocket attacks: Israeli army  – Insider Paper

This is a breaking news story.. check back for updates

https://insiderpaper.com/israel-strikes-syria-in-response-to-new-rocket-attacks-israeli-army/

 

BTW – the Bird is back on twitter.  dog is gone.  no answer either……….

 

this one was sent to me by a fellow traveller.  i resisted watching at first – but decided to give it a go.  happy i did.  really resonating with the words on subconscious and trauma.  i needed the validation/explanation.  it explains, for me, my emotional processing i’ve been undergoing in recent months – and what i have seen in others with whom i am closest to.  interesting commentary on the carrington event.  makes sense.  this is more than just a war on our DNA – it’s been a war for our consciousness.  our very Souls.  subconscious mind that operates outside of “time” remembers everything – so with each lifetime we don’t get out – this leaves behind trauma – which explains the huge sense of abandonment and bitterness many of us are feeling – esp. now (as we are awakening more – which awakening is not just about seeing where we are – it is more than just gaining new knowledge – it’s a very deep deep process – like coming out of a coma in a way??).  interesting many of us are so focused on releasing our trauma – working with the vagus nerve – but the subconscious mind also needs to be included – methods that bypass the conscious mind.  anyway – got chills with this one.  interesting choice of flowers too – and how they are closed up then open up.  the when we don’t know – but the why – i see – saving as many higher minds as possible.  interesting she talks about the party at the end – minutes before i decided to watch this i was vacuuming – then suddenly stopped and paused and said I am NOT going to get old here – i REFUSE to age – i am a youngster who just wants to party.  i’ve also been tuning in more naturally to remember my experience prior to the war – who i know outside and who i don’t remember.  anyway – enjoy.

Wave and Flash Update 4-8-23

 

Schumann (which btw has not updated for about 6 hours)……….

this one captured at 3:51pm PST:

 

this one captured at 9:27pm PST:

 

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3.20 ~ additional goodies and a share – and some excellent puzzle piecing on Barron Trump………….and a gematria…….

 

 

so the local postal supervisor – said would not be surprised if the PO just goes away.  he is having to deliver mail because the usual person on the route is too busy with other things and there are no other employees to fill in.  ongoing synchs/proofs showing the dream i had almost 5 long years ago is showing signs of being truth.  figured out the likely source behind my bank fuchery w/the help of said bank.  took steps to remove that nonsense.

still feeling the storm.  it feels really intense now.  internet is wonky – more than usual.  some interesting things down including OPEN AI.

songs heard – Africa, End Of The World, Burning Down the House………..i’ve been hearing Frank Sinatra lately myself………

Here are tonight’s additional finds.  Please share, leave a comment and donate whatever you can.  Thank you!

Love,

V.

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Prayer Call with President Trump Gets Shut Down 5 Minutes After President Trump Calls In – Reason Still Unknown

 

 

this is called projection, friends…………

JUST IN: Trump Moves to Quash Georgia Special Grand Jury Report as Fulton County DA Considers RICO Charges

 

 

next week………….or may not happen at all………

REPORT: Law Enforcement Preparing For Potential Trump Indictment Next Week (VIDEO)

 

 

Ok then………..we will see………….ready and willing to receive what we’ve all focused on………..

 

 

Now it gets good.  REALLY good. T and his boy – as we feel – are time travellers…………and today is Barron’s 17th birthday….pause to reflect on that one………You know what’s also interesting?  The Ingersoll Lockwood books spell his name with one “R” – Baron.  Now this Baron we all know has the additional R – MISSING R?  Barron is the missing R – OR R I shall say?  And/or perhaps the keystone……..and the Trump Card….?

Keystone – I had the nudge to gematria it.  KEYSTONE  ~ 114.  Hmmm….11.4?  Check this out (then below the only two 17 posts with 11.4 are the aligning gematria phrases)………

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Jul 17, 2020 5:47:13 PM EDT
C19 narrative kill date: Election Day +1
Prepare for zero-day [massive cyber-power] attacks [attempts] on 11.4.
(and one that has been in the vibe the past several days………interesting it isn’t signed……….)
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Nov 01, 2017 10:56:16 PM EDT
Q Clearance Patriot My fellow Americans, over the course of the next several days you will undoubtedly realize that we are taking back our great country (the land of the free) from the evil tyrants that wish to do us harm and destroy the last remaining refuge of shining light. On POTUS’ order, we have initiated certain fail-safes that shall safeguard the public from the primary fallout which is slated to occur 11.3 upon the arrest announcement of Mr. Podesta (actionable 11.4). Confirmation (to the public) of what is occurring will then be revealed and will not be openly accepted. Public riots are being organized in serious numbers in an effort to prevent the arrest and capture of more senior public officials. On POTUS’ order, a state of temporary military control will be actioned and special ops carried out. False leaks have been made to retain several within the confines of the United States to prevent extradition and special operator necessity. Rest assured, the safety and well-being of every man, woman, and child of this country is being exhausted in full. However, the atmosphere within the country will unfortunately be divided as so many have fallen for the corrupt and evil narrative that has long been broadcast. We will be initiating the Emergency Broadcast System (EMS) during this time in an effort to provide a direct message (avoiding the fake news) to all citizens. Organizations and/or people that wish to do us harm during this time will be met with swift fury – certain laws have been pre-lifted to provide our great military the necessary authority to handle and conduct these operations (at home and abroad).
Trump Train
This Is Not A Drill Q
My Name Is Neo
Trump Card
JFK Jr
First Lady

 

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A Gematria

 

I’m back here in solitude – vibing nicely in the quiet – when I was nudged to gematria DARK TO LIGHT.

 

John Kennedy

Time Travel

All Is Revealed

Super Hero (lol recall how i have said “ever seen Trump and Batman in the same room?)

He Is The Batman (ok now REALLY lol’ing………..)

Agent Kennedy

Disclosure

Time To Fly

A One One Three (11.3 or 3.11?)

A Star Family

The Voice of Q

 

 

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