Today’s Feeeeeel/Reflection ~ and some energy reads

 

A couple of hours ago, Sister Deborah informed me that Gregg Prescott (In5D) had experienced a heart attack early today and was in the hospital undergoing surgery.  An update an hour ago by Michelle Walling stated he is doing well.  He had a stint put in.  (if you’re on facebook, you can see the updates on Michelle Walling’s page – and send your message of support there as well)

I felt the need to go outside – and go sit in the garage for a bit to reflect on this.  My mind is like a dog at times – easily distracted.  I begin with one thought and others flow with it.  First I sent him thoughts of healing and perfect health.  I was then reminded of a cluster of dreams I had of him almost 2 years ago.  One night he appeared 3x – each time not speaking – just smiling.

And then I was reminded how it was his site who helped put me “on the map” so to speak.  I shared my “Thoughts of a Weary Human Starseed” article on his 5D site – one of my first original pieces.  He was generous enough to post it on IN5D.  That is what brought some of you here.

So to say I was experiencing a lot of emotions upon hearing of his health is an understatement.

I then tuned into the matrix concept.  What exactly is it?  Are we really in holographic biological avatars – only a piece of our consciousness “here” – the rest on the outside?

That’s what I arrived it – slowly – about 2 years ago.  All “rabbit holes” eventually end – and this is one in which I have yet to receive anything meaningfully different on.  My feel has remained the same – just expanded as I have felt into it more.

I thought of Gregg again and wondered – what happened to him?  He’s in his 50’s.  Healthy and fit.  W T F?!

Life telling him something?  Nah – I don’t always align with that much these days.  He seems to be the type who follows his passion and his heart.

An attack?  Yeah – I can see that.  And I can definitely feel it as a legit, real possibility.  I recently learned he has had a lot of struggles financially with his site so….

Only he knows though.

I thought of those attacks.

I thought of the war we are experiencing.

And then I had a thought – is it possible that some of these energies we feel that knock us down and out for a time – causing these vessels to ache and scream – is it possible some of those experiences are a result of this war?  

Are we healing – or expanding – or my LEAST favorite (because I now find it to be part of the program to keep us focused on staying here and suffering more physically) – are we getting upgrades and downloads.

Or are we being attacked – energetically?  Our consciousness here and/or on the outside?

Is it possible some of the energies we see showing up these graphs are due to assistance in our awakening – and some directly resulting from this war?

The more “time” passes in my personal experience, I see myself with a giant sieve around my body – filtering out all that doesn’t align – making more sense of this reality.  Simplicity feels like truth to me.  Complexity – just more of the matrix game.

So simply put – I feeeeeel we are in one of those wars for energy – OUR energy.  We have had a team on the outside and on the inside of this realm fighting to end the control and the enslavement of this experience. Cleaning up all of the artificial dimensions inserted.  Remember even POTUS tweeted months ago about cleaning up the criminals in “All Dimensions”.

The closer we are getting to this end – the crappier some feel.  If we feel one another – the collective – within this realm – we will also feel all of the entities who created the game too.

Makes sense doesn’t it?  Reading “The Art of War” as I have done (one of POTUS’ favorites), has given me some perspective.  The team not wanting to give up its control will fight nasty – will become sloppy as they near the end – throwing out all of their moves, etc.

While some say separation is an illusion – it has been FELT here at the visceral level.

For all practical purposes, how do you end an experience of enslavement – especially when the controller’s don’t want to give up their control?

Whether we “chose” to play this war game, this game inside of this realm – doesn’t matter to me now.  It is ending it and getting out that matters.

Freedom.

Restoring ALL to Original.

And now – some energy reads.  Interesting as I was drawn to sleep during the “spikes” below.  It was one of those once I put my head on the pillow I was out in a deep, dreamless state before popping back awake suddenly – not knowing where I was.

 

i thought these two below (magnetic field and plasma) were interesting in how they were scattered for awhile then aligned into one (more or less) solid, joined line.  

Love,

Victoria

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Today’s Reflection/Energies

 

i had a feeling today would feel “heavy”.  anniversary of 9/11.  i have chosen not to mourn – not to dwell on what happened on that day.  it sparked a huge new step in my awakening.  each year since then i have mourned.  i have felt – all over again – the loss.  the anger.  the rage.  the lies we have been told.  and 18 years later – the truth is still being suppressed – while the memorializing continues.

so – i am not participating.  why give the controller’s and their human bot minions here more “free food” (energy)?

that being said – it was hard for me to escape feeling the collective dip in energy.  and to add to their agenda of harm and abuse, they were at it today with their trails in our skies.

i reject it all.  truth now.  freedom now.  now.

now.

now.

now.

enough of that.  i have noticed recently that at times a correlation between an electron or proton spike and a spike on the schumann.  (at the 18 hour).  i see that today (see below).  are WE doing this or is it happening TO us?  or both perhaps?

who else is overly done of saying/thinking “i don’t really know”?

yeah me too.

for now i am investing my energy into bike rides and music.  and the occasional sweet treat.

love,

victoria

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Today’s Energy Reads ~ NEVER SEEN IT DO THIS

 

i had a lot of energy today even though i only slept about 7 hours (normally i sleep 10).  then about 30 minutes ago, as i was putting dinner together, i felt something and wow – did it hit me hard.  still feeling it.  even felt some nausea w/this.  my mate is having the same experience – can barely stay awake!  i decided to check the solar wind – electron and proton reads in particular and just – wow – never have i seen this kind of a read.  it’s like this realm is having a heart attack (reminds me of a crazy EKG read).  anyone feel/feeling this??  (don’t know why the proton data is missing).  off to sleep now.

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Today’s Energy Reads

 

schumann and protons…….

well explains today – more inner heat and i swear purging stuff out of this vessel (lots of showers!)……even after the sun set and it was upper 60’s – it still felt very warm – to both my mate and i…….it’s 11pm and i’m still warm…….i did have a dream a few nights ago and some white substance was coming out of two fingers – one on my right hand one on my left………i didn’t feel fear – more curiosity………i observed and when there was a hesitance to not let me see or remove i said “bring it.  i can do this.  get it out.”  who knows – real experience or a compromise……felt significant to me but then again i feel the buggers are still active when we sleep……..

so besides inner heat i have felt extreme fatigue today – followed by bursts of energy – only to return to fatigue and right now i am moments away from closing my eyes – in between “something whatever is going on” continues…

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Energy Reads ~ and another “planet” on transit captured on the LASCO

 

ok i have to talk about this “planetary” object showing up on the LASCO.  we still have “mercury” hanging around all these weeks (struggling to move) – then last night i noticed this other planetary object coming up fast.  is it VENUS?  from my understanding only 2 planets transit the sun – mercury and venus.  so if this is venus (again) – it’s going to “catch up” to this mercury object – quickly.  i have to conclude this is showing further proof of the construct deconstructing.  …  then we have these erratic/intense proton and electron spikes – along with a nice long schumann bubble of bliss earlier – and we are left feeling wonkified to the nth degree.  for me it was a combination of serenity and sleepy (not as irritated today as i have been in previous days).  of course then again it was 100 here today (!!) so the heat can be a bit draining especially when one is not used to it.

ok – how is everyone else doing/feeling?

love,

victoria

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on the left we have mercury….and on the right coming up on fast approach we have…venus…??  or perhaps – here’s a thought – the construct is so close to total collapse we are seeing the same object….

 

some backside pressure on the magneto:

 

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Today’s Energy Reads ~ Uh, W O W

 

letting these speak for themselves………and that ship on the LASCO – never seen one that large before……….

ok so as my mate is saying – who really cares about all of this now – it’s all a distraction.  maybe it is.  maybe every single thing we see is fake.  a simulated object.  and maybe we cling to something new and different because we are so flipping overly g.d. done DONE DONE with this particular experience/movie/whatever you wish to call it.

i am also diving deeper into heather’s latest – what happened on july 25 2017?  and who is this all agreed to/upon?  no  one asked me a thing.  and seriously – how does unfettered access LOOK?  my thought was i would hire a chef – and yet who would want to cook FOR some recognized “$” value?  or provide healing or massage.  if you didn’t have to continue to work for a living – would you continue to provide your services for humanity?  that is the big question right there.  i would adapt to that – easily – and yet will all?  get myself healed up and i will give give give.  other than that – a LOT of “jobs” will disappear.  and how could any of this come online w/the current system still cranking away?  for myself i continue to align with Home and Freedom and REAL ME “back”………

anyway – here are the W O W reads….

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