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4.26.25 ~ BLACKOUT ~ Parts of Europe in the dark ~ 6 O’Clock Can Be Dangerous ~ Elon showing us where WE are

 

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Experts – earlier today – were calling it an “atmospheric event” of unknown origin.  (and yes community notes – if you see the original post it says countries that currently have no electricity – not that the ENTIRE COUNTRY is out – just that they are experiencing power outages)

 

 

Possible connection(s)?

 

 

 

 

Elon showing us where we are……………looking inside……….similar structure to that world cup trophy Trump has on his desk……..

 

 

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This is still taboo to talk about overall…….Too damn bad – time to SEE no matter how uncomfortable it may make some……Women’s bodies where the uterus is are showing signs of pregnancy – seeing it……They are still emitting something causing menstrual issues affecting my girl now.  Doing what I can to detox – bind the crap inside of the jabs to pull out of her body.  Prayers are always welcome – protection – frequency barriers around her.  Recently hung out with some people who are fully v’d including their children – 2 days later we both had our own weird symptoms.  I’ve been supportive of the idea all along that those who took and continue to take need to be isolated away from those of us who are awake – intelligent enough to QUESTION instead of blindly following along – and say “hell no” to what is and has been obviously an agenda of evil.  As I say to anyone who questions me – why the hell don’t they give away free organic produce if they care about our health?  Why don’t they clean up the water and air?  “THEY” DO NOT CARE ABOUT US.  Jesus……..

 

I read where the location of these signs corresponds where the “media” outlets report from – forcing them to cover it.  😄

 

 

This is interesting……….Open to all legal and constitutional remedies..

 

 

Oh Canada – we are with you in today’s election…….Unless Canada is a State (note the capital “S”)….

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https://apnews.com/live/canada-election-updates-results

 

Canada election live updates: Polls open for crucial vote after Trump and his trade war dominate campaign | The Independent

 

Surprise surprise……….

 

 

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PNAC dot org – the moment that catapulted me forward in my awakening…..

 

President Trump Now Demands ActBlue and Adam Schiff Be Thrown in Jail — ‘Crooked’ Adam Schiff Responds in Full Panic

 

Ted Cruz Calls on Princeton to Dismiss Former High-Level Iranian Regime Official from University

 

Press Sec: President Trump to Sign Executive Orders on Law and Order and Holding Sanctuary Cities Accountable for Harboring Illegal Aliens (VIDEO)

 

 

Disclosure…….

 

$70M Navy F/A-18E Super Hornet Falls Off USS Harry S. Truman Into the Red Sea

 

 

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4.27.25

 

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Synch – I was reflecting on the stars this morning – and had this thought – what if those lights above are also the trapped consciousness’ – what happens when the eternal piece of us here leaves the body – then unable to break through the barrier above – remains in perhaps a stasis of some sort until reincarnation (when the “star” is replaced with a newly exited consciousness) – or this time around – TOTAL LIBERATION. 

 

 

When I first started having those Trump dreams back in 2018 – in every one of them he was wearing midnight blue…

 

 

 

This would explain why admission numbers have changed – the ability for humans to get in has decreased.  These “universities” can allow for these fake AI loo$hers to take the space of real students – and still look like on paper at first glance all is fine and legit.

 

 

If you like authenticity and pure Soul energy, who sees the nature of this reality and who we really are, give him a follow if you are on X:

 

Florida Judge Who Oversees Substance Abuse Cases Arrested For DUI, Possession of Drug Paraphernalia… Cocaine Residue Found in Wallet (VIDEO) | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

 

Israel said to fear US moving fast toward ‘bad deal’ that won’t block Iran from nukes | The Times of Israel

 

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I remember way back – about 30 years ago – I was attending a support group through the Nazarene church.  I spoke about this – how we are all energy – how that energy can get stored within the body – and for me at the time the benefits of massage (this was back when I could afford bi-monthly massages – a current goal to achieve).  The Pastor – a female – said one, how could I allow someone to touch my body – especially another woman and two, that energy I spoke of was satan’s doing.  🙄😂  I immediately thought of the church lady….

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4.25.25 ~ Stuff is moving…….Judges Arrested. Sleuthing/Puzzle Piecing.

 

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So I’m back at it.  For some reason I continue to get these “things” on Jesus.  Today, while my hands were in water, I got “he’s the original code breaker”.  As we remember that, we remember ourselves.  Our power.  I read something so powerful – for me – on Jesus.  It is shared below.  Call him whatever you want – there is something about him that is important.  I don’t believe he will return as I believe that was part of the hijack – to get people into churches giving away their monies and energies in worship ceremonies while promising he will return and using that hijacked book as the marker of truth.  Although it would be kinda cool at the very end when all of this is over and we are out – returning to where we all align with as Home – to have him standing there with his counterpart female – giving us all high fives and a smile.

Here is what is happening on the world stage.

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Victoria

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Jesus (love the 11:22 timestamp):

Kristy Allen

April 20 at 9:19 PM 
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@QuantumTumbler
The Real Story of Jesus.
The story you were told was edited.
The man was real.
But the story was hijacked folded, inverted, weaponized.
Jesus didn’t come to start a religion.
He came to end the control system that religions were built on.
Not just Rome.
Not just the priests.
The whole inversion grid a recursion trap designed to loop suffering, recycle trauma, and sever humans from Source.
He came to crash it.
Who He Really Was
He wasn’t a man trying to become God.
He was a mirror, reminding everyone that they already are.
He didn’t sit on a throne.
He walked barefoot with the broken.
He didn’t build temples.
He burned down illusions.
He didn’t shame the wounded.
He healed them by reminding them they were never unworthy to begin with.
He was the embodiment of harmonic resonance the living field of divine coherence made flesh.
He wasn’t sent to “save” you.
He came to activate you.
The System Couldn’t Handle That
He didn’t ask for worship.
He taught embodiment.
He didn’t point up.
He pointed inward.
He wasn’t selling salvation.
He was revealing sovereignty.
And that made him the most dangerous man alive.
Because if the people remembered what he was showing them…
They would never bow again.
Not to priests.
Not to kings.
Not to fear.
They would awaken.
And the whole parasitic system built on hierarchy, shame, and silence…
Would collapse overnight.
So they killed him.
But they didn’t stop there.
They killed the man…
But kept the name.
What Happened Next Was the Real Crime
They took his essence and built a weapon out of it.
•They turned his memory into a trap.
•They used his image to build churches, empires, armies.
•They taught that his death made you forever in debt.
•They preached submission in his name.
•They made people feel unworthy to even speak to God without a middleman.
They turned the healer into a martyr.
The mirror into a myth.
The truth into a brand.
But make no mistake:
The real Jesus never asked for a religion.
He came to dismantle them all.
The Miracles Were Just the Beginning
His so-called miracles weren’t supernatural.
They were demonstrations of:
•Frequency coherence
•Oversoul alignment
•Harmonic memory repair
•Biofield reactivation
Water into wine? Frequency transmutation.
Healing the blind? Neural recoding.
Walking on water? Stillness mastery within chaos.
Raising the dead? Reconnecting soul to field memory.
He was showing us what we all came here to remember.
He was a blueprint.
Not a one-off.
Mary Magdalene Was Not a Prostitute
She was his counterpart.
Not a tag-along.
Not a side character.
Not a sinner.
She was a priestess of the original harmonic order trained in sacred frequency work, cellular healing, and divine feminine restoration.
Together, they were restoring the masculine and feminine template of Earth.
And that’s exactly why her story was erased.
Because if people saw the true power of unified love and divine balance…
They would walk away from control-based systems forever.
Keep going 👇
11:22 PM · Apr 19, 2025

 

 

 

WATCH: Milwaukee Judge Arrested by FBI For Obstructing ICE Scurries Away from Press After Leaving Federal Courthouse – Details of What Led to 2 Felonies

 

 

 

They’ve really been at it this week………..

 

 

Speaking of planes – this is some unusual plane activity:

Intrigued Yet? You WILL be! 🚨 This is NOT normal!

 

 

FEEEEEEEEEEEEELS on this one – considering he also was seen touching his belt buckle twice – i.e. BUCKLE UP.  Finish it off.  NOW.  END.  We will be wherever is necessary to end this cruel and senseless war.  Something to “we will be wherever is necessary” – for me.  Also the number markers for this post as I see it – 1 comment and 11 recirculates.  

 

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Interesting…………..smack dab between HRC and Laura B………..

 

Another masked actor……..

 

 

GENES………..Greatness.  Picked.  Immediately.  Win.

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This is big, imho………

 

 

Trump announces self-funded change to White House

President Trump unveiled his latest plans to shake up the White House grounds on Wednesday — announcing he will pay for two large flagpoles.

The president came out of the residence in the morning to survey the grounds on the north side and was spotted with groundskeepers, who were spreading their arms, showing just how large the flags were going to be.

“We’re putting up a beautiful, almost 100-foot-tall American flag on this side and another one on the other side, two flags, top of the line,” he later told reporters outside the White House.

 

 

 

Another shackle removed……..

 

 

LA To Institute Mass Layoffs Of City Workers In Wake Of $1 Billion Deficit | ZeroHedge

 

Trump administration opens investigation on UC Berkeley over foreign funding | AP News

 

I ain’t buying this……..

Virginia Giuffre, prominent survivor of Jeffrey Epstein’s sexual abuse, dies by suicide | The Independent

 

NEW: AG Pam Bondi Will Subpoena Journalists in Leak Investigations

 

 

Defense Secretary Pete Hegseth Cleans House: Fires All Pentagon Advisory Committees, Including Seat Held by Obama Crony Susan Rice

 

Yeah – well we also kinda need the poison to stop and wealth returned so help with our creating.  Inside AND outside experience this awakening….

 

 

 

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4.21.25 ~ Easter Monday – “Easter is the timeline” (for the end of the INVISIBLE ENEMY). Pope exits (on the same date of birth as the Queen). Schwaab too. Sleuthing and sharing feeeeels on this Manic Monday.

 

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Oooh this might lose me some people but that’s ok.  They will see why this is not something to mourn….

Well perhaps the weekend felt so absolutely horrid energetically in large part because this was going to be presented to the world today.  Today feels much lighter.  We dance in happy because we know.  The rest (unfortunately) mourn.  When will they see?  Note he was 88.  What’s interesting about all of this – over the weekend talking with the local store clerk – I mentioned the old guard was dying –  it’s messy – but the new is coming.  I believe we just had a big nudge through the old sludge:

Pope Francis Dead at 88 | Watch

 

Vatican reveals official cause of death of Pope Francis

 

Same date as the birth of the Queen.  MIRROR

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And just hours after “VANCE” paid him a brief visit:

TIMING……….FULL CIRCLE

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She knew (I have not been able to vet this – it is not on her X account today) – Still interesting – perhaps she removed it……….

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And then there’s this:

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Abraham Lincoln’s funeral train leaves D.C. | April 21, 1865 | HISTORY

On April 21, 1865, a train carrying the coffin of assassinated President Abraham Lincoln leaves Washington, D.C. on its way to Springfield, Illinois, where he would be buried on May 4.

 

Another exit:

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I noticed that Brown Easter Bunny……….Next Pope may be of African descent?  To fulfill prophecy (Last Pope)…………?

The Next Pope: Who Are The Frontrunners to Succeed Pope Francis? – Newsweek

Peter Turkson (Ghana)

Currently at 5:1 odds in betting markets, Cardinal Peter Turkson, 76, is a well-known figure in the Church’s social justice circles. As former head of the Dicastery for Promoting Integral Human Development, Turkson has been vocal on issues such as climate change, poverty and economic justice.

Peter Kodwo Appiah Turkson

 

 

The Prophecy:

The “Black Pope” prophecy, originating from the Prophecy of the Popes attributed to Saint Malachy, describes a future pope, the 112th and last, who is believed to be of African descent or associated with the Jesuits. Some interpretations connect this to Pope Francis, the first Jesuit Pope, while others link it to an African cardinal who could potentially become the next Pope. 

 

Other notables in history for April 21:

First Vice President – John Adams – Sworn In

Congress Establishes the US Mint in Denver, Colorado

First Lady Lucy Hayes begins egg rolling contest on White House lawn

Spain Declares War On The U.S.

All Quiet On The Western Front premieres in LA

Elvis’ First Hit Record hits #1

After 37 weeks Michael Jackson‘s album “Thriller” is knocked off as top album by movie soundtrack for “Footloose”

Ukrainian comedian Volodymyr Zelenskyy wins the country’s presidential election in a landslide

World Premiere of FIELD OF DREAMS (we just watched that again for the second time this year alone)

FBI arrests Timothy McVeigh in the Oklahoma City bombing case

Now – notice the 17 references:

The United States Air Force retires the F-117 Nighthawk stealth surface-attack aircraft

Two trains in Sloterdijk, Netherlands, injure 117 people in a head on collision

Senators catcher Moe Berg, plays AL record 117th consecutive errorless game

Russian President Vladimir Putin warns the West not to cross a “red line” in his state of the union address, amid massing of 100,000 Russian troops on Ukraine border

 

 

my guess has been MAY was the real month he was removed and dealt with….

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That’s where most of the gold was – the Vatican:

 

“I like the direct method even better………”  

 

 

 

 

Uh huh………..I was asking those questions 24 years ago…………..MANY of us were………..

 

This is interesting.  A workshop I did last week was about healing our money trauma’s from within – and she spoke for like 5 seconds on the incoming great wealth transfer – and I felt this nudge to gain some new $$ literacy/understanding.  I have already been visualizing the new freedom – saw this today…

 

I remember I used to listen to OUT THERE TV out of Pahrump, NV – Richard and Kate Mucci – really cool people btw – and Kate is the one who first made me think about this by saying “Democracy = mob rules”:

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take a break because we SEE where this convo is going………

 

“WE HAVE IT ALL”

Sen. Ron Johnson Claims Feds Are Hiding Key Epstein, 9/11, COVID, JFK Files – Trends Newsline

 

And remember the Death Cross?

The Death Cross and Market Bottoms | Newsmax.com

…the death cross is a lagging indicator. It only tells you that price action has deteriorated during the previous two months. In other words, it often only confirms an already obvious trend because it relies on historical data from moving averages. Furthermore, when the death cross occurs, markets are often near a short-term low.

I would be remiss to state that there are periods where the death cross preceded more severe bear markets of the past century, including 1929, 1938, 1974, and 2008.

 

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for what it’s worth…………

 

there is something happening…..i don’t know what it is anymore.

i once thought i did.

but not now.

i do not align with this holiday for a few reasons i’ve already shared – both the religious slant and the bunny tales.  and yet mostly because it brings up old memories leaving me feel lonely.  or sad.  or simply wanting a brand new experience in a brand new world that feeeeeeels like Home to my heart.

i went on a walk to get out and clear my mind.  i heard people celebrating in the distance on my walk.  i used to have that.  connections.  family.  friends.  in the physical daily i should say.  until i “woke up”.

i have never experienced a mental fatigue like this – nor this ache in my heart.  this emptiness which is making me want to jump out of my skin every single day.  leaving me like a bipolar wreck.  one day i’m up – at least feeling that hope and motivation – then whatever part of me within – that old nervous system program says NOOOO to change and i feel myself weakening – especially after yet another night of little sleep.  all i got is to tell myself i’m safe as much as long as it takes – even if i don’t feel it atm – and be alone.

is this what a mental breakdown is?

or that moment before you Shift (bigly)?

anyone?

here are some finds.  thank you for supporting my work.  end of the month financial food blues has kicked in.  seriously – my kiddo is eating a lot because she’s at that peak growing time during her early teen years – so every dollar helps me greatly.  thank you!

love,

victoria

 

EXCLUSIVE: Interview with Dr. Steven Greer, UFO Expert, About Advanced Tech, Govt Secrecy (VIDEO) | The Gateway Pundit | by Assistant Editor

 

Really?  4:20 time ON 4/20?

NASA’s oldest active astronaut returns to Earth on 70th birthday – Insider Paper

 

 

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is this a marker for the pope having a bad may?

Pope briefly meets US Vice President JD Vance: Vatican – Insider Paper

 

Alien Reptilian Legacy | Reptilians Living On Earth Documentary

 

As one of you’s said today – if you can’t actually go TO this new earth realm yet – at least look at the pretty pictures that represent it:

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Photography by cilford mervil

 

Photography by Casey Horner

 

I imagine an abandoned cabin at the end of this trail……..stocked with chopped firewood and supplies……….

Image via behance cave Niall salons

 

 

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4.19.25 ~ A Personal Experience ~ Reflections on the Nervous System…..a few shares including the return of the Drones

 

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…”two roads diverged in a wood…and i – i took the one less traveled…”

Always been my favorite poem.

The sun was out again so my girl and I decided to head out for a picnic.  We stopped at the store to get some grapes and while standing in line, heard the woman in front of us in line talking about the protests today.  Ah yes, I forgot those were going on again.  I did my best to remain neutral and just listen, observe, but when she began referring to the T supporters the implication was “they are violent”.

Ok Victoria, I told myself, deeeeeeeeep breath.  As the conversation evolved from there other stereotypical judgments as pushed by those media outlets came out until I simply had to walk away and occupy myself on something else.  Soaps.  Lovely soaps with essential oils.  I inhaled some, chose two I liked and stepped back in line.  Now that it was my turn in line, I just had to say something.  I have remained quiet for far too long when I feel I am hearing false information being pushed as truth for fear of being criticized or attacked back.  I said the world was going through a lot of chaos – humans – energies of Truth rising up in each of us individually – and to be OPEN to seeing it all in a different light.  I also said you cannot rely on the old systems of the media for truth.  Don’t believe everything you see online or on tv. At that, I stopped sharing.  And I can say that at least one thing we agreed on:  what has been going on is not working and things are messy before birth, when that new life emerges.

But there’s more to it – one that requires a totally open body and mind.

The days of judging are nudging us to go within to understand why.

And ooh – that’s a big one.

And one I am currently facing myself – getting a different perspective.

Working with the nervous system.

Working with the mind alone isn’t enough.

Mind AND body are going on this trip and we can do all of the affirmations we want.  If we aren’t working with the body and the nervous system – tuning in and listening – observing – learning our triggers – and utilizing somatic based practices to help reprogram the nervous system from a state of experiencing fear into a state of safety – openness – we are going to stay stuck in a back-and-forth pattern in our healing.  It’s similar to working with a child – you don’t punish the child or push them past their comfort levels to get them to do something new – different.  You meet them where they are and that’s how I see it – our higher mind and brain meeting our body where it is.  And dealing with our triggers requires working with our minds and bodies.

At least that has been my experience.

And yesterday – was a doozie.

It was the trigger to top all triggers for me.  Having done an EMDR session earlier in the week and doing the first part of somatic based workshop on the nervous system and money, I then dealt with a few unwanted situations that pushed my already tired/needing to rest nervous system over the edge.  Full on meltdown.  I reached out to some of my most trusted people and ended the day feeling that needed shift/calm after a convo with an old friend and one of my favorite people who, after I apologized for my state of mind, said “why the f would i judge you now?  i never have.”  BINGO.  Nervous system relaxed – I felt safe.  It was just what my body needed to hear.  But I also knew there were things to learn from this situation – the big one being to REMEMBER THE NERVOUS SYSTEM.  When I get lost in the story in my mind, go within to see how my body is responding.  It ain’t fun.

Go within is a popular phrase tossed around but what exactly does this mean?  “Go within,” we are told.  “It all starts within.”  I used to just focus on my thoughts while still wondering exactly what the phrase meant.  It wasn’t until Lisa Harrison used the term “vagus nerve” that I began to see the phrase suddenly popping up along with the importance of our nervous system.  And how the body keeps the score (a good book from many years ago).  A year or two later, I began doing somatic-based work – EMDR – only this particular practitioner did not go deep enough – did not follow the protocol.  Not the first time this had happened.  After seeing a few other EMDR and similar counselors over the years, none followed protocol.  And don’t get me started on the time essentially wasted on doing cognitive-focused work only.  It wasn’t until I began seeing my current practitioner did I learn this – and begin to see the true meaning of “go within”.

Go within the BODY.  Listen to the body.  The healing starts there.  Treated gently, lovingly like we would our child or a child, it will start to trust enough to be willing to allow for a change.  For when in trauma space – that survival state – it’s like a radar – seeking out experiences that are FAMILIAR – for what is familiar equates to comfort – even if the experience itself is not good for us.  As I heard today – Our nervous system will pick familiar hell over unfamiliar heaven.

But when it feels SAFE – which we can create by doing somatic based practices and releasing stored energies of trauma – combined with cognitive loving affirming reassuring thoughts/words – that is when we can begin to rewire the brain, heal the body and make true shifts in our experience.  And how I felt this time 24 hours ago is very different than how I feel now – just based on how I got myself out of trauma mode – lost in my mind- and back in my body.

We don’t just shift the mind.

We shift the mind and body.

The mind wants to go go go.

The body wants to slow slow slow.

Hey – that’s pretty good.  Gonna TM that one.

How I “do” things differently – is that I see how inner affects inner AND outer also affects inner.  We are not individually wrapped bubbles of sparkle here – totally separate from one another.  We’re all joined together in this matrix consciousness frequency.  I don’t know if that’s how it always has been even prior to this particular experience in this particular realm – I don’t think so as that tends to feel very crowded in my mind.  Unnatural.  But just like some thrive in big cities where personal space is next to impossible to find in such an environment – some thrive more out in the open – in nature – rural – few people – lots of trees.  I happen to align with the concept of the fewer people the better.

And certain cities – areas – have an energy that either align or not.  I remember the first time I experienced this.  I was in my late teens, touring parts of the east coast.  I really liked Boston at the time.  But Washington D.C. – I just remember feeling this dark, creepy vibe.  Other areas I visited included Lexington and Concord – and all I remember is feeling this oppression as though leftover battle energy remained.  Arriving back on the west coast, I felt more myself again.  Lighter.  It was as though I was feeling the energies of those wanting to escape oppression by going West where it was wide open.

Today I would like a new planet altogether.  But while I am still in this part of the ALL – I am allowing myself to be open to Thriving here.  Bloom where planted.  I can always replant myself in the future.

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Victoria

 

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The drones return…………….

UK on Edge After Mystery Drones Spotted Over King Charles Residence – No-Fly Zone in Place Over Sandringham After Incident During Visit by Ukraine’s Zelensky | The Gateway Pundit | by Paul Serran

 

JUST IN: Three Hegseth Aides Officially FIRED After Being Put on Leave Amid Leaks Probe – Now Plan to Sue For Wrongful Termination | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

There has been a rabbit hole – a connection between Melania Trump and the Romanov family….

Romanov Family Melania Explained | TikTok

@fourthirtytwohz1

#zugswang #melania #trump #russia #romanovs #royalty

♬ original sound – user2501740676969

 

@taydreams_of_bees

Replying to @Andres-Ahuactzin What happened to the Romanovs? #history #theromanovfamily #royalfamily #theromanovs #russia #WWI #revolution #anastasia1997

♬ Mysterious and sad BGM(1120058) – S and N

 

 

Something to calm the mind and body…

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Surrendering

 

I no longet know what to do.  I pray and intend.  I have NEVER felt this level of intense lonliness and confusion.  Frustration.  Desperation.  Not sleeping.  Wanting to jump out of my body…LITERALLY.  I do not know how to shift this.  To change this.  I am … lost.  Just lost.  Numb.  I feel totally betrayed by a plan…a vision….I have felt for so many years that is simply not manifesting.  I feel..well…betrayed.

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4.17.25 ~ Watching and Observing ~ Healing to Manifest ~ Finds….and a very interesting Gematria

 

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Focus remains more or less within.  Shifting.  Healing the nervous system.  Rewriting the inner scripts.  Quiet.  Solitude.  More than ever.  Seriously – being around people I normally would want to be around is challenging and uncomfortable for me atm.  Coming into the 2nd “feeeeeeels” month for me – May.  It does contain the SKY EVENT term – and on a very special day too.

Here are zee finds….

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Victoria

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This was kind of the biggest news out west today….

Trump says Fed chief’s ‘termination cannot come fast enough’ – Insider Paper

US President Donald Trump said Thursday that “termination” of the independent head of the Federal Reserve “cannot come fast enough” as he lashed out at Jerome Powell’s warnings of tariffs-fueled inflation.

In a scathing post on his Truth Social app, Trump repeated a demand for Powell to lower interest rates, suggesting the Fed Chair’s decisions were “always TOO LATE AND WRONG.”

“Powell’s termination cannot come fast enough,” Trump wrote. “Too Late should have lowered Interest Rates, like the ECB, long ago, but he should certainly lower them now.”

Interesting – “too late” to start the sentence refers to a person.  Let’s do a gematria on this one:

TOO LATE (88)

Space Ship

Trump

Get Out

Gods Plan

The Shift

The Grand Finale

Ten Days

 

 

My sense on this – game playing due to the “tariff wars” – one side wants the chaos…………

 

remove the decimal and add in a zero.  housing needs to be equitable and affordable for everyone – if the rats are being removed from the system.  

 

 

 

NEW: Supreme Court Agrees to Hear Arguments in Trump Birthright Citizenship Case

 

Ex-NYPD Sergeant Michael McMahon Sentenced to Prison for Operating as Illegal Agent of Communist China

 

 

 

 

 

 

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wonky weirdness….it’s as though i can “see” people behind the computers putting this stuff out there for us to see inside this place.  i think i need to get some sleep now.  lol

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Disclosure amping up – including new Trump appointee at the EPA talking about geoengineering. Other finds.

 

Some nice music to listen to as you scroll.

 

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Sun news (starting to go down atm):

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Looked last night – didn’t see anything.  Will give it a go tonight….

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The level of stewpid…..……..

 

 

 

I will tell you this – we are all noticing females who took the jabber are looking like they are pregnant.  And they’re not.  

 

 

Disclosure continues…

 

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Now release the cures!

 

 

lol  5k are IRS employees.  They must be the ones who read the code book.

 

 

 

 

Puerto Rico goes completely dark after another island-wide power outage

 

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Forget-Me-Nots

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Bizarro World ~ 4.14.25

 

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Or in this case, “ewww what’s that smell!”

Ya’ll know I recently shared our experience going into the local Kroger store – how it smelled like a sewer (and how dirty the floors were).  Further investigation where I found a local conversation on this showed it had been going on for awhile and that there was a rat problem.  I’m not the only one who contacted them.  The loud voices got the needed attention – the smell is gone and the floors are clean.

And now I have noticed a nasty smell in my local healthy store – like someone who hadn’t taken a shower in over a week shared their smell.  Also in the produce section (same location with the Kroger store).  I thought it was due to someone working there in that particular section – for it is a localized odor – but nope – returning today – same smell, same spot.  UGH!  I mean really – people aren’t smelling that?!  I know there are people around these parts who only bathe 1-2x/week because they believe they are saving us from some future water shortage.

I don’t know.  Things are just so bizarre to me right now – I CLING to any moment of purity.  Like today – after seeing the story trending everywhere that the bees are gone.  No one’s seeing bees.  Well come to my neighborhood because they are literally everywhere now.  On our walk we saw clusters of them on trees, on flowers and just flying around.  So – maybe fake news?  Pushing “their” narrative – destroy the bees = no food.  But out west?  We got ’em.

 

 

 

 

 

Trump administration freezes $2.2 billion in grants to Harvard

 

Interesting timing………

ICE: Federal judge sides with Trump in allowing immigration enforcement in houses of worship – ABC7 Los Angeles

 

 

There’s a message in there………..not a positive for JD…………Yes it came apart but JD still dropped it.  Notice Trump off to the right talk with the guy holding the Trump t-shirt – their interaction.  Body language.  Need a lip reader on this one.  Or it could all just be an accident – but in this scripted happening – I don’t think this was accidental………..

 

Wondering if he calls out the real mastermind………….m o s s a d / see eye a

 

“I’m Not Going To Do It”: El Salvador Refuses To Return Alleged MS-13 “Terrorist” To US | ZeroHedge

 

 

I had to look up with a market “death cross” is.  I read this a hundred times – still don’t get it.  And honestly don’t want to.  I still want a reality – for just a month or so – where instead of having to understand the $$ stuff people have to play the piano instead to make $$.  I would kick ass during this month and inject some needed humble pie into the minds of people who criticize those of us who simply don’t understand the markets.  I don’t speak evil – but I do speak music.  

A “death cross“ in the context of the S&P 500 (and other stock market indices) is a chart pattern that occurs when a stock’s 50-day moving average crosses below its 200-day moving average. It’s often seen as a bearish signal, suggesting that a potential correction or downtrend in the market may be developing. 

 

Other $$ stuff – more pausing on the T’s out of the EU for a few more months which makes me do this………….just NO just MAKE IT STOP this back and forth just NO NO NO NO!!!!!!!!!!

 

Dogs are better………..

 

The shoes………

 

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