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I’m having some interesting, open conversations at the moment.  I was tuning in to the words of others and began reflecting on them – in combination with my own perception and feels.

I have wondered if we really will be perceiving this Shift based on our own perceptions.  I feel truth with that.  However, i also feeeeel that ALL that was hidden – all deception – is being exposed – which says there are more perceptions to be expanded upon as we continue this experience.

Isn’t that really the energy of Truth?   Nothing hidden?  It is what we DO with the revealing of Truth that determines our personal narrative – our perception and thus our experience.  And it certainly has been a challenge to have an authentic creation of perceiving here, hasn’t it?

I remain uncomfortable with the perception that allowing for All is a choice determined by Source – what we label “the good, the bad and the ugly”.

Reflecting on that one, I look back to something that happened to me as a child.  I remembered it because it would later help guide me – as it has a few times in the last 2-3 years.  I was around 8-10.  Something had happened to me that left a dark, vile feeling within.  I can even give it a certain color.  One afternoon I was playing with another little girlfriend of mine and we were playing house.  I recall suddenly having the energy (trauma) of the experience I refer to come up from inside of me – and I heard this voice prompt me to do to that girl what had been done to me.

I was horrified.  It was then that my heart – my center- that element of Source in me that stopped me – gently.  I knew what I had heard was not really Me so I dismissed it.  No way was I going to harm my friend.

If I had chosen to harm my friend – that wouldn’t have been the Source within me.  That would have been the human me that had been harmed – and quite possibly had some entity attached to me as a result of the trauma (which is quite common) – an entity who was making the choice on their own to see trauma and harm and deceit continue.  Whether they have that Source within is not relevant.  They choose not to listen to that Source within.

I don’t in any way feel Source of all would ever consider much less consent to powering over others – especially those more vulnerable – those more “in touch with” the Source within them.  In a nutshell – nowhere within me do I feel Source would say “hey let’s go traffick some humans and drink their blood.”  Just typing those words brings up an appalling sense of horror and “NO”.

And if someone does align with this or sees this as neutral – well – the matrix new age program still has you.  This “allow for all” lacks boundaries and, well, again speaking for myself, the Source that is within me has boundaries, and when they speak to me through me they are solid.

All is being revealed.  Original….which is highly varied in creations – with just one thing in common:  DO NOT SEEK TO HARM (self or others).  Live and Let Live.

Be and let Be.

Create as you desire and allow for others to do the same.  THAT is the authentic energy of “allow”….imhf (in my humble feel)….

And that is, in my feel, as well, the Truth Energy of Neutrality.  Of Observer.

Love,

Victoria

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here is what’s going through my mind the past week or two – just haven’t shared it.

we have odd things showing up on nasa cams, etc.  ok, and??

trump is doing this and that to MEGA (make everything great again).  ok, and??

disclosure is ongoing including the “wow look we have found a cure for cancer and all diseases!”  ok, and??

UR is done.  ok, and??

venus was imploded.  allegedly.  ok, and??

the schumann does oddball stuff.  ok, and??

messages from home (allegedly) come in with good news.  ok, and??

WE.  ARE.  STILL.  HERE.

S T R U G G L I N G.

i am tapped out in my ability to do something new.  i can’t FIND or FEEL anything N E W.

i end this piece with a heart-felt “THANK YOU!!” to those of you who truly in the deepest sense of the meaning support my vision and my work – not just in word but in action – helping me provide $$ for my family.  you are the reason i have continued w/this work.  it is my ongoing intention and hope that i see this circle expand.  THANK YOU FOR BELIEVING IN ME AND FOR BELIEVING I HAVE AN POSITIVE IMPACT IN THIS AWAKENING!

love,

victoria

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a couple of references showing up today for me about a storm coming….now obviously there has been a storm going on for awhile but this feels different.  first i saw a tweet shared by VK that stated schiff said today that this storm shall pass soon…

then i saw this:

SOURCE

and here could be the most interesting part.  i was having quite an interesting dream last night.  it was one of those very visual experiences – powerful – felt very “real” – Light was in every situation/scene.  at one point i was having a conversation w/a family member of mine who passed over 20 years ago.  a nice conversation – healing.  then i felt something was pulling me away from the experience – like another “scene” needed to be interjected – a temporary interruption you could say.  so i pause from this convo i am having and heard “there’s a storm coming….”  i looked outside and sure enough – there were storm clouds gathering.  wind was picking up speed – but the sun continued to shine.  there were others around i could see – some were afraid.  i felt calm.

and interestingly enough, when i woke up the weather outside was the same as in my dream.  sunny with storm clouds around and quite breezy.

today overall – throughout the day – i felt energized.  invigorated.  after dinner i told my mate how i felt and he smiled and said he felt it too.  i already knew that though given how up his energy had been for most of the day.  but we both felt the energized feel was different – and very welcomed.  and it felt it came from “out there” and from within.  i know we both went strong all day – did a lot – busy busy busy – on not a lot of sleep and it’s 11pm and we’re still awake.  no need for a nap.

earlier in the evening i did feel an “injection” attempt by something not wanting us to feel up.  but i won’t go into that.  i saged.  centered.  let go and moved on.

brother rick sent me a message saying he had a feeling something was about ready to break down the door….

anyone else have similar experiences today?

love,

victoria

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