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so earlier during breakfast, all three of us were talking about what’s going on and what we feel/see coming.  our girl pointed out the movie – close encounters – and asked us to remember the sand scene in the desert which was blowing wildly following the arrival of the craft.  we were discussing the blowing sands from africa.  AAAAND some time early this morning – before i fully woke up – i began hearing toto’s “Africa” after several months of not hearing it in my mind.  i had been hearing it earlier this year then it disappeared.  makes me wonder if the weather wildness – at least perhaps the blowing sands coming from africa – are due to – how do i say this – our getting in final alignment for our exit out?  i don’t know – just found this all – interesting.  something to make me do one of those “hmmm” looks/feels.

my mate then began to speak.  i recorded him so i’ll just quote it:

We know that there’s a stargate ship.  this is all about magnetics.  we know that we’re in a honeypot.  we’re in a trap.  as the theory goes there’s a black hole with a small contained universe underneath which is on one side of the whole.  it has an event horizon around it.  we call it the sun.  it’s really the entrance and exit out of the black hole.  the stargate ship is going around because this is a magnetic bubble and we’re magnetic ourselves inside that bubble.  for the ship to extract us perfectly it has to align precisely at a certain point between us and the sun to exit.  only the stargate ship can go through the portal because we couldn’t survive on our own going through the portal.  it’s blocked out the sun the last 2-3 days.  so it’s going around it’s blocking out the sun routinely.  it’s going to align any minute in the perfect spot.  when it does it can extract us out of the magnetic bubble – because we’re magnetic too – we’ll be on the ship the ship goes through the sun out the portal the universe is shut off and all evil dies in this little bubble left behind.

i asked “where do we go once we get out?”

and he responded:  “we go back to the Real Universe.”

there ya go.  sounds good to me.

we have seen proof/images of that Stargate.  i linked it here previously this year here.   BlueKoolaid  was one of a few channels (we observe) who captured it – i recall MrMBB333 as well. so the theory above is absolutely possible – if not probable.  the “flash” is us exiting out the sun and when we get “Home” we fully wake up in our Real Selves – as we Remember and see the All.

as i ran an errand this afternoon i was feeling a combination of fluster and frustration.  i tuned in – reminded myself this is not how Who I Am. i recentered – tuned into my Heart.  did some other self-talk and as i did i felt “you are so close to coming Home.”  as i felt that flow through me a wish flew into the car – around my space – then flew back out.

it is hard being who we really are here – especially considering just a portion of US is here.  but i do feel us at Home is tuned in – or perhaps we here are more awake and thus tuned in THERE.  whatever it is – however this is happening – we can do this.  Home has our backs.

i was going to leave you with current electron proton reads – which are intense and chaotic – but wordpress is giving me an error warning w/each one so i’ll just leave the link to the site.  and as i reflect upon this – who trusts nasa images?  i don’t and yet i use them as do others who also don’t trust nasa.  lol  perhaps it’s time to just stop utilizing that and go by how we feel.  and how i feel is whatever is incoming is powerful and serving a divine purpose in getting us the frig out.

love,

victoria

update:  just saw where sophia and the cats both were recently deceived during meditation/channeling.  as rose says – Home doesn’t communicate via channeling.  not sure i agree w/that 100% but i do feel that the entire Universe was hijacked and compromised and hence ANY info coming in whether via channeling or even through the heart space needs to be questioned.  we are all vulnerable to deception in this current energy space.  i would like to see more spiritual “oomph” kick in and those who channel and share start questioning these messages.  not to be antagonistic but to deepen the validity of them.  my red flag awhile back was when i would receive silence or be told i wasn’t ready to know that yet or blah blah blah.  i continue to see predictions and promises be given only to continue to wait to see them fulfilled and those doing the channeling let it all go.  i don’t get that.  who would allow a friend to play such a game?  being true to one’s word is part of that umbrella of Love.  stuff happens i realize – but to allow oneself to be treated as less-than does not help our search for Truth.

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i woke up this morning and could feeeeeeeeeeeeel within i was being “jerked” around in some time-loop experience.  at least an attempt to “rinse and repeat”.  it’s an energy.  i have no proof other than that inner feel.

and i thought “some say that’s nonsense.  no truth to it.”  talk myself out of it.  and yet – i couldn’t so i stopped.

and i thought – why is it nonsense?  isn’t it possible ALL of us are experiencing this transition in our own unique way?  and those unique ways align w/others forming some sort of a collective experience.

of course.

that also explained, for me, this question of how could people look at this reality here and think it is thriving?  or want to restore/repair it?  none of that aligns with me.  i have been searching for something that feeeeeeeeeeeeeels beautiful to me within as i look at nature, etc. and it is a challenge now.  and when i am able to find something of beauty it doesn’t move me the way it once would.

so again – my experience.  my inner feels.  and my perception.  unique.  we are One but not the same.

checking out some of the social media i see others are feeling as i am.  that feeling of being looped again.  and the “oh dear all that is let this be the LAST TIME THIS HAPPENS I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANY MORE!”  here’s the image i just had:  i am seeing a child who is attempting to move forward and the parent grabs their arm and pulls them back.  for us though this isn’t about keeping us safe – this is about control.  matrix not wanting to let us go.  to which i say – too effing bad ‘tards.  we’re outta here!

and that voice of condemnation now kicks in and says “be nice be kind don’t talk that way”.  eh, whatever.  sometimes that voice is just another program.

i had another image around that time – a strong, strong feeling within accompanying it.  i’m on a board game and i have literally walked on every piece and now i am at the end square and can go no more.  why?  no more square’s to walk on.

as i was having these inner moments of energetic discomfort within i finally let loose – raised my voice and cried to release.  that helped some – and yet i found while out and about most everyone’s energy annoyed me.  didn’t matter what i “told” myself.  i could calm the inner fire of annoyance but i was not able to toss it out.  so – i let myself just Be.

and in doing THAT – i went on with my experience without wanting to smack someone.  lol

i pause as i am reminded of a meme i saw last night of an old woman – sitting in chair, doing some sewing project, looking at the camera with a perfect look of grumpiness.  the slogan said something like:  I don’t like people sometimes.  They make me want to say bad words.

lol

we all annoy one another at times don’t we?  part of the experience of awakening and knowing – at least if this is YOUR experience – knowing this is a game.  a trap.  a controlled experience.  while also knowing you are getting O U T.

with the details sketchy at best.

so we breathe.  and do the best we can.

and eat chocolate cake.

love,

victoria

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Thank you.  Thank you.  Thank you.

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i awoke at around 6am this morning – wide awake – in a high level of inner angst.  i got up and walked around – heated my warming buddies (it’s been very cool – unusually cool – here at night) and climbed back under the covers.  i attempted to soothe myself with comforting thoughts – to no avail.  i felt/heard within “let yourself feel these emotions.  let yourself say what you need to say.”  i questioned this – we’re taught (conditioned/pressured) to “be positive” – but that experience within was so full and heavy i went with the authentic approach.  i also knew i would not return to sleep until i released.

so i cried.  i moaned (quietly).  i let myself say the words over and over about the disdain i have for this reality.  i engaged in this process until i literally felt that huge ball of energy was gone.  deflated.

as i drifted back to sleep i stated i would be gathering energy from Home and would awaken with a MUCH better inner state.

and that is exactly what happened.  i awoke feeling deep peace in my heart.

and i also heard chatter in the background about families and Home and the process of returning beginning.  it was one of those “quick listen to this before you fully wake up” moments.  an image/vision came with it – a group of people from Home sending that message to the conscious piece of me here now – to carry me forth.  a gift.  the environment felt very busy.  all of this came off from my left – my “sweet side” as i have always called it.

awhile later i checked in at twitter and noticed adam foremen state that the division of the families has begun.

at the very least – a synch.  truth?  oh how i hope – long.  but as always – remains to be seen until seen/felt/experienced.

i then read on another social media page about the “split” has begun.

to be clear, i don’t align with the separation concept.  however – i think this boils down to semantics.  the concept of “home” IS varied and may be different for me than it is for you.  or it may be the same.  what is important – what is most important – is our Freedom to Choose the experience.  that is what this is all about.  an exit out of a system of control and return to the experience of full Freedom of choice.  so for me the labels of 3d and 5d etc. are meaningless.

for myself – i have longed for home and my real family since i could hold a remembered thought/feel.  nothing i have done has altered or removed the thought.  i have tried over the years to convince myself otherwise – but the feeling has never left.  that is not to dismiss the connections i have made here.  i have every intention to continue those connections.  and of importance – those connections i have made with these people here – all have too longed for Home and have felt a disconnect in the experience here.

so perhaps – this time for reals (lol) – we are on the cusp of “It”.  many who don’t speak of the concept of “home” and “the event” are saying energetically they feel this current experience cannot continue – that we are at a breaking point.  it is an energy within being felt by ALL now to varying levels.  it is palpable.  and it is H U G E.

here is to “IT”.

love,

victoria

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i was awake right around dawn.  as i returned to sleep, i intended to “go Home” for a visit.  actually it felt more like i was guided to allow the experience to go Home. i fell asleep almost immediately upon having that thought.  and this is what happened…..

the dream started off with a group of us on a bus.  it was a luxury bus.  i saw my husband, daughter and lisa harrison – a few others that felt familiar but i did not “know” who they were at the time.  we were nearing the end of the ride/trip and i walked up front to ask the driver about using the restroom.  i was surprised seeing the driver – she was beautiful – young, long thick coarse hair – big green eyes, slender nose – the way i would want to look if i could choose.  i had expected to see some grumpy old person – perhaps male – so seeing her was a nice surprise.  she smiled at me and gave me a look that radiated pure love and compassion.  “you don’t need to use the restroom on this bus,” she said.  i was not fully trusting of her words though (my ever present skepticism) so i headed back towards my seat and that is when i heard my girl say “here mama you can use one here” – as though i could manifest one on this particular bus just by calling for it – holding the intention.

so as i glance back to my seat the back door had opened and i saw the most beautiful forest and sunlight.  i could feel the air – it was PERFECT.  cool with the temp of the sun being perfect.  again – my version of perfection. the need to use the restroom had left.

as i stood there in a bit of wonder at what i was seeing – and saw a childhood friend motion me back – the dream switched and suddenly i am plopped down in the kitchen at the new house at Home.  it was HUGE – massive – wooden – very high ceilings.  i feel my child and hear her running around off to my left (saying things like “mama LOOK!”) – and in front of me my mate pops in – excited.  we’re both saying “We made it!  we made it!  we’re here we’re really here!”  and he looks different.  i knew it was him – but physically he was much younger, much shorter hair – face was a little different too – but i knew it was him.

so we go exploring in the house and i realized – i could change things at will if i wanted to.  and it was like the house continued to expand based on what i wanted it to look like.  instant manifestation.  and i could change it again or back to how it was if i wanted.  i was like a kid in a candy store.  lol

one really cool piece – as i was checking out the kitchen i noticed a refrig – and it looked far too small but something guided me to open it and as i did – it was HUGE inside – just like a scene out of one of the harry potter movies where the tents they camp in look normal on the outside but inside? massive and luxurious – created purely based on what they desired.

i then saw a family from my neighborhood here and was happy to see them – although they appeared to be going into their own experience – and i was not even fully sure they were in knowing of what had just transpired and what was happening.  and i also felt the lake close by.  brother rick has spoken of a lake in our area for over 2 years and i have yet to see it.  but last night – i knew it was there and i knew it was very close.

as i later felt into this experience, i realized the driver of the bus was big Me driving me and my personal experience Home.  it is very possible if not likely we all look different at Home – in our real bodies.

and that – was the experience.  tonight i am going to explore again the intel from David Cowan and his reflection on these “end times” – in particular the 2019 year/date he gave which he said marked the end of the experience here.  as most of you have probably figured out by now, i like to put together little pieces of this puzzle to form a bigger picture.  my mate is currently focused on (and being guided to) seeing the changes in our atmosphere – how it is literally being compressed which aligns w/his vision of the transition/end.  2 videos have already appeared again for him just this morning on this topic.

this is indeed happening – and as i have felt all along – it will be as gentle as can be.  no global cataclysmic events – that was all part of “their” end game here for us.  but that game was been given the big CANCEL CLEAR DELETE stamp long ago.

we’re getting outta here.

love,

victoria