My long-awaited (3 months of contacting on my part) phone call assessment, which was scheduled for today at precisely 1:45pm – did. not. happen. The woman didn’t call. I don’t have her number – just an email. I wrote, said I waited for approximately 45 minutes and had other things to do and said I deserved a contact of some sort to be told another time or “running behind”.
My time is valuable.
S S S
Seriously. Stupid. Shit.
I spent time putting together all of my questions, writing down my needs – all organized and ready for this one phone call that – did I already say – I tried for approximately 3 months to arrange?? Hmm??
This is my last of 2 resorts – 2 available resources – to get money/funding for furthering my education and increasing my income. Unless I decide to pull an agent smith and engage in some bribery or money laundering. (JOKE – but seriously – when you’re that desperate you have to rely on the system who CLEARLY is toxic as hell – WTF is someone to do? Someone want to offer me up something NEW? Outside of this shit pit??)
Anyone or will it just be the usual silence. The shrugs. I don’t know.
Yeah well I don’t either.
I also received word from yet another system agency – legal advice – telling me they don’t specialize in my request.
What do I need?
MONEY.
To PAY for the things in which I am in need OF.
I can’t bring myself to apply for one more job or listen to one more piece of advice. To put myself out there yet again when clearly – C L E A R L Y – my voice has gotten so lost it ain’t even a whisper now.
I believe in myself.
But what good is that – what does that accomplish in terms of having a nice home to live in and to provide for your child in the way they want and need – if no one else does? Or not enough do? Because when you’re doing the kind of work I have been doing – unless you have an audience that grows – forget about seeing good revenue.
Unless you have several thousand (learned that amount recently) lying around to hire one of these places to take my work – do all of the fancy things like SEO and Brand Promotion and other techniques that I simply do not understand – it’s like telling a kid off the street to go stitch up a wound.
Universe – SHOW ME THIS PERSON.
So…………. today I reflect on what Q said. What does it mean TO STAND? (are you READY TO STAND)
And two, what is indicated when YOU FORGOT HOW TO PLAY.
What do we play?
Games.
What have physicists now been saying in growing numbers the last several years?
We are in a simulation.
What is a simulation?
Well for one it can be a computer model designed to study.
Lisa Harrison, myself and others have felt, theorized, the simulation was originally ours until it was hijacked by “them”, whereby they mind wiped us, greatly reducing our ability to Remember which includes the ability to play the very simulation in which we (allegedly) created.
Do we STAND at the moment of REMEMBERING?
This is what’s on my mind today. Always in my heart – that I never forgot – I just didn’t hear the call within. But once I heard – it has remained. And today – it is what I am in tune with.
Atm.
More later.
The deeper conclusion that Jason Brashears reached has to do with the appearance of this shared reality-as a “simulacrum.” The obvious conundrum as you’ve expressed it has to do with how the game is ‘rigged.’ Merely recognizing the false reality for what it is,i.e., a “Matrix”-still doesn’t erase the “money as god” debt servitude-mental prison. So how do we navigate in a realm where money defines our best options for survival? One close personal ally has repeated the term ‘UBUNTU’ on numerous occasions. This is a plausible model which will enable us to cast off the shackles of the Chabbad-Moloch slave matrix. We have much work left to do, and most of it appears to be energetic transmutational frequency work. We were not taught any of this in colleges or the government education programs(of course.) If white hats and any type of plan that is sane exists in this time-then GESARA/NESARA must transpire. If white hats don’t exist, well? We have elected to follow the dark forces of the most sinister evil to humanity’s doom. What’s it going to be? [*Check out Jane Evershed’s website]…PAX