the last couple of weeks have had me remembering and thus thinking about those elon and vk tweets of 7/11. something with that. Cowboy put together what i feel is his best decode yet. Check it out…..For those not able to see it, I will break it down. On Dec. 29, 2021 VK tweeted the image of 7/11. Elon tweeted the 7/11 image on June 21, 2022. The days apart in those two tweets are 5 months and 23 days. 17 post 523 from 1.3.18 is “CHECKMATE”. And on July 11, 2022 (at 1:11) Elon tweeted CHUCKMATE which also included the image of Chuck Norris sitting in front of the chessboard – with just the 1 White Piece – which aligns w/the WHITE TO MOVE.
And here’s the White to Move (aligns w/”chuckmate” above too) Chess account that VK shared today (that I included in my latest Finds piece from earlier this evening):
VK, as I read through your tweet, the first thing that occurred to me was each of your sections describes a different area of the military. Then I saw you 3:21 timestamp and it brought everything together. There is only one way… pic.twitter.com/ti0ZKeTtZK
Why should the keyboard warriors be given equal respect with those bearing conventional arms? – Extreme social isolation and loneliness, including ostracism, mocking, character assassination; little opportunity for direct team interaction or camaraderie – Paradoxical psychology…
San Tarot latest………….Transformation………….Spirit of Adventure……….interesting as she pulls out the creativity oracle on a nudge…..Storm energy………Cheerleader energy……….Go for it – take it on……..
Lisa Harrison latest…..It begins now – in our time (not outside time). It is Done. The war is over. Welcome Home. Well done. I align and receive!…..on the sudden back and forth changes of the body – definitely have had that experience off and on……one day feel amazing – young – look great – then back to feeling ugh and looking old……..my feeeeeeeeeeeeel on that is the me outside merges into the vessel here…………back and forth………..until……
This opportunity presented itself to me last night in a tweet on twitter – I went with it – created an account and wala. My mind has been racing since. 🥰💖💜 Another way to see some creative things I don’t normally share here and to support me in that. Check it out if you want.
After experiencing too much drama in the home, my girl and I headed out on a ride. I/we intended magic and we experienced just that. Suddenly dragonflies of all sizes all around us. Butterflies. Saw a cute little bunny hop off the trail. Air smelled sweet. Intending the reality I WANT. Love/Higher Me nudging me to remember my childlike joy and wonder. She’s still there. Bringing her in – which makes it easier to be kind and to find humor when others are engaged in silly pointless drama. Oh I can do the best eye rolls if I need to.
I had noticed something on twatter – I think I said something here about it here this week – seeing tweets that didn’t align at all – from people I don’t follow (shall I say AI/bot accounts). Far too much drama and images designed to poke and invoke emotional response for loosh. I posted the tweets of VK and Elon about the phones – and am seeing clearer on that. For now – phone usage for texts and talking only – more creative things – pretty much what I have been guided to do in recent days anyway. Computers w/o the apps. Things also feel – off….. atm……..
Armor of God = Vibe High = Be from the Heart = Best Version of You/Me = Who We/I Really Are. Visualize the lower emotional states that serve no purpose (we know the difference) as blobs falling off and away from the body – disappearing into nothingness. See the New Path ahead full of New whatever it is you want to experience.
And Keep. At. It.
Or as the signs I see now where I happen to ride – which is so beautiful:
YOU GOT THIS.
DON’T GIVE UP.
(i swears ya’ll someone benevolent on the outside placed those exactly where i would see them)
Thank you MORE PLEASE. (thank you to LH for sharing similar words with me earlier – inspiring me for this particular daily notes)
Here are some finds. Please remember to comment, share, donate if/what you can and let me know if there is anything you need.
Love,
V.
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CNN says the Sound of Freedom will create more Qanon.
Did you know that Qanon is something we can magically create out of thin air? Did you know it’s like a seed and it just grows and becomes an extremist?
Hammer time? Christmas in July? Watch the water…..(we are getting comm'd on these platforms from the outside…..tune in and pay attention to what randomly shows up on your screen….) https://t.co/UA7SkqUbCv
San Tarot……….interesting given some personal intentions I’ve been doing this week………..circle of protection coming up again………..there is a reason it is prominent now……..surrounded by the right people creating the right energies creating a very clear vision……….💖🥰💜
Triple 7 day. Looked at my water bill. My gawd – they are gouging us into further poverty – financial oblivion. Almost $200 f’ing dollars just to have WATER now. Almost $50 is in fees. I can’t afford this. On top of this I have to pay my annual site renewal fee this month. Just UGH. How much longer is this supposed to go on? How much longer am I to hear be patient your abundance is coming? NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TO LIVE THIS WAY! It is hurting my brain. It is making it challenging to stay focused – not to mention giving my daughter the attention I know I NEED to give her – when in the back of my mind is always running about money and how will I afford x y z this month and how am I going to create BETTER for her and I. Again – just U G H!!! As always $$ donations are appreciated and much needed. Here are some finds. Things continue to shift. Love, V.
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Aahhh, LH – you find the best gifs/memes to share that are just PURRfect for where I am in certain moments.
I painted today. Came inside. Reflected on my life as I filled up some spice jars. Making messes is a life long issue that in my brain is not ok. I had this child-like nudge to take some of the things I was filling up and rather than being so anal-retentive in capturing every little piece – i let some spillage happen. And then have fun with it. Which is what I did. I thought back to a woman I once knew – a neighbor – who let the local little ones come to her house and play with glitter. She would let them get it all over her living room rug. I thought it was cute – didn’t bother me – and I was thankful she let them do this as it was not happening on MY floor.
We are often so uptight here – some more than others. Everything has to be JUST SO in order to convince our minds we have some peace. Sometimes the order of our personal space is all we seem to have control over. Trauma mind does this – seeks to create order out of ANYTHING our fractured mind perceives as chaos.
One way to help shift that: make a mess. Make a mess and let the inner child come out and have fun with it for awhile.
And that is what I did today. Plus I added in a bit of waste as that is also a trigger for me – fear I am wasting something. ANYTHING. Fear of the beast lecturing me scolding me.
Well fuch that sheot. The beast needs to lighten up and vacate any joy I am attempting to create for myself – and in ANY experience where I am simply being REAL – finding some JOY (my version) – an imperfect human.
The beast thinks it’s perfect. PUHLEEEEEASE. It ain’t. It’s more of a hot mess than any of us imperfect humans.
Why?
Because it puts itself above everyone else.
It seeks to control and look outside instead of truly looking inside.
It seeks to find ways in which it is the victim. Always the victim.
It can’t own a thing about itself out of fear.
We have all had beastly programs within.
Some explore it with courage and a deep desire to break those spells and release the toxic energy.
Some – well – they don’t want to see or look (or claim they’ve already “done that”).
Others – back and forth.
Well I see now – that we are at that space in the energies where two people can be in the same space – but are having totally different experiences.
Why?
FREQUENCY.
Frequency created based on what we are choosing to think and thus focus on.
What is low doesn’t want to see what is rising continue to rise.
But those who are choosing to expand and rise – our wings inside this bird cage have run out of room. We are busting open that gate – like it or not – whether the beast and its programs want us to. The frequencies are allowing this. Changing frequencies.
I EXPAND.
I RISE.
I ROAR.
I AM.
Love,
V.
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WWE Friday night smackdown – The King (Roman Reigns) is in court. Interesting……..
A little over 80 up. Check out this one – a new one – unmanned. Q4 Covering an area in Nevada – Dixie Valley Bombing Range….And now it’s going to a Wilderness Study Area (Job Peak)…….
🚨BREAKING: In a crucial win for #FreedomOfSpeech, a federal judge halts alleged indirect censorship attempts by the Biden administration on social media platforms. More details on this landmark decision upholding #FirstAmendment rights. https://t.co/I3OuTZ2aYM
— First Freedoms Foundation (@1stAmendmentPAC) July 4, 2023
Well even IF this woman is on something – doesn’t matter to me – this is still a redpill moment for people to look into the invisible enemy and realize what has been here with us……….people dismissing this are not. looking. deep. enough…………remember we only see 5% of our known reality………why is that and wtf would create a body with that limited ability? hmm?
— 🇺🇸ULTRA-MAGA🇺🇸Dean Erickson 7th time B4CK! (@7thDean) July 8, 2023
17 post 34: (dropped that several times the last year or two thinking this was “it”……….so………..we will see………..)………it is interesting 34 = 7 and today IS a triple 7 day……….
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Nov 01, 2017 10:56:16 PM EDT
AnonymousID: pGukiFmXNo. 147567888
Q Clearance Patriot My fellow Americans, over the course of the next several days you will undoubtedly realize that we are taking back our great country (the land of the free) from the evil tyrants that wish to do us harm and destroy the last remaining refuge of shining light. On POTUS’ order, we have initiated certain fail-safes that shall safeguard the public from the primary fallout which is slated to occur 11.3 upon the arrest announcement of Mr. Podesta (actionable 11.4). Confirmation (to the public) of what is occurring will then be revealed and will not be openly accepted. Public riots are being organized in serious numbers in an effort to prevent the arrest and capture of more senior public officials. On POTUS’ order, a state of temporary military control will be actioned and special ops carried out. False leaks have been made to retain several within the confines of the United States to prevent extradition and special operator necessity. Rest assured, the safety and well-being of every man, woman, and child of this country is being exhausted in full. However, the atmosphere within the country will unfortunately be divided as so many have fallen for the corrupt and evil narrative that has long been broadcast. We will be initiating the Emergency Broadcast System (EMS) during this time in an effort to provide a direct message (avoiding the fake news) to all citizens. Organizations and/or people that wish to do us harm during this time will be met with swift fury – certain laws have been pre-lifted to provide our great military the necessary authority to handle and conduct these operations (at home and abroad).
Please forgive me for being (what I feel) demanding in asking for financial support of my work. While I know in my heart that is what I deserve to experience as I see it as an exchange of energy, to ever demand it from anyone – from any of you – is not ok and is not who I really am. It is the desperate me. And I am healing her.
Earlier – out and about – saw some license plates I was nudged to look at. 555. 999. Liked that – that felt protective. Then……. just as I pulled into the parking lot of the first store – I see NPC. Yeah – no joke. Something told me ‘be prepared for them’.
Yep. Saw ’em. Masked up. Breathing heavy. Following me – or showing up in the same dayem aisles in which I was shopping. Or when I stopped to get some things in bulk, up comes a masked clerk at the same dayem time needing to put items away right. in. front. of. me. No way was any of that a coincidence – but signs of the simulation.
FAKE FAKE FAKE
What is really real here?
It’s feeling emptier now. Heck, I even feel a quiet here at the site. Post visits are down. Donations too. I don’t see my stuff shared as I once did. At this place and point in the timeline that is.
It’s odd – I used to think the waxing and waning of feeling surrounded by people to then suddenly on a dime switch to feeling a mostly empty experience – with the exception of convos with some of my closest ones – I used to think that was just normal behavior. Now I see it as part of my experience inside this place.
FAKE FAKE FAKE
Again – what. is. real?
And speaking of a poking moment – which “they” have been absolutely at it the past 2-3 days especially. Good gawd…… My girl saw one of her former friends who my girl was not allowed to play with during the scamdemic because we decided to let her breathe freely. It was a tense moment for my girl – she smiled a bit and waved – the other girl looked away quickly. Apparently, we’re still not allowed inside their circle because they drank the stewpid water and it is likely still affecting them as there was no indication coming from them that they intended to speak or associate with us. The mom was there – I was aching to walk over to her and have a few words (this was a mama who told me she wanted to do all she could to support and nurture the girls friendship throughout the pandemic – which turned out to be a total lie) – but I restrained myself. My girl is taking the high road – saying the one thing this girl can’t take from her is her confidence. Me? Yeah, I want some justice after all of this sheot my girl had to go through to wake up some dayem normie. I want these people to SEE IT ALL and have a giant mental meltdown for a few hours – or days – maybe weeks – followed by a big ‘ole apology for not being open to the fact that they were being lied to. Just onceI would like to know that experience.
Anyway………
Nursing wounds with girlie time together and chocolate cake. Me? I’m envisioning the above for a little bit and calling in some abundance for myself. A new world. A new experience. BTW – anyone familiar with XRP or Ripple? Desperate enough to explore making some money through that investment line. Why the abundance has not yet shown up yet is beyond my grasp. I saw it happening by now. I know this – desperation doesn’t look good on me and I’m knocking at that door. So as I said tonight – if you come here and value what I offer – and can afford to – it’s time to step up and show that support.
Other than that, having more moments were I don’t know wtf I’m doing anymore. lol And got wiped out today – began last night – don’t know what it was – but something came in and put me into that state of fatigue I haven’t felt in quite awhile – the kind that used to come in and put me down for an hour at around the 7pm hour. I pushed through today though – had laundry and other things to do. I know – put it aside for later. I don’t operate that way. lol
SO……………
Cake’s calling – as is a shower to wash off this god-knows-what type of laundry sheet type spray they use in one of the stores we visited. Just more fake concotions in this very fake reality.
Love,
V.
p.s. if you’re on twitter i’m looking for others to start a Manifestation Group. It. Is. Time. (esp. after seeing this as proof:)
Many of you have been telling me that my site isn’t loading or showing as available. That is censorship on your end. My site is fine and I am able to see it both as a “normal” person and both as an Administrator. When that happens (which it has been happening off and on the last 3 years or so) – just try again in a few minutes or keep refreshing. The other night it took me about 4-5 refreshes for it to finally load. I’ve also noticed that sometimes, if you use a VPN, that can be the issue. (IMHO, most commercial VPN’s like anti-virus programs are tools to censor and have little if anything to do with protecting you/us.)
Expanded my search for work-at-home into the early hours overnight. Very zzzzzzzz today. Found a place I registered at – more to do when I find and make the time. And have the brain ability to. Mentally taxed. Energies? Maybe. Life circumstances? Yeah. So much I want to say here – but can’t. Yet. Just know when I say I need support – in all areas – especially now – I am not just doing my usual “please support my work”. As I have often said – with everyone who can – just $1/month from everyone who can goes a long way. I appreciate so much of those of you who do donate. An exchange of energy is how I view it. It is because of ya’ll that I continue to put the time and energy into this site. At this stage in my life, if that weren’t happening, I’d find something else to do that guaranteed me an income and move on. For now – it’s a juggling act. Only one of me – spread thin. Too thin. Where am I in all of “this”?
Something came to me earlier – an issue I have faced w/those with the main go-to program of the narc: Just because I am commanding to be treated with respect doesn’t make me entitled, pretentious or an elitist spoiled fill-in-the-blank. It means I VALUE myself and have this oddball belief that I deserve the very best for myself. (and nor does it include me thinking the other deserves less)
Ya’ll know what to do. Comment. Share. Subscribe (if you haven’t). Donate (below) what you can. Thank you so much!
Someone tried to dismiss the schumann (russian site) – the theories surrounding it – saying it just picks up on storms/thunderstorms. Uh huh. I asked for an explanation as to why we had 3 24 hour long spikes 3 months in consecutive row on the same. day. of. each. month. Random storm my arse…(have not received a response btw)……….
Laura’s View and Tarot, Too (talking about the woman on da plane)……woman – absolutely correct……….remember friends THEY LIVE was a documentary………the “beast is yet to come” – is here………although i have a different pove w/her when she says they’re not necessarily evil……..they hide from us and blend in………because they are evil…………evil is as evil does……….is it possible SOME may be “good”? perhaps – for now – given the experience inside this place – given what we experience here – what is seen here – in this realm and in the astral – i assume they’re all evil until i would know and i mean KNOW otherwise………
San Tarot………unwanted energy in the vicinity……….we come in as STARS………unreachable/untouchable……….makes sense – we of the Light – getting poked by the demons, etc………….whew really focused on bringing in more protection……….protection is in the reads atm……….
So my girl and I decided to watch a movie tonight – Father of the Bride II. Steve Martin. Diane Keaton. We watched FOTB last week (a rewatch for me from almost 30 years ago) and decided to watch the second one. Middle aged parents – pregnant – same time as their newly married daughter.
The money thrown around in that movie was just over-the-top. Lavish baby shower. Dad whips out a check for $100k to buy back his house he had had sold in a moment of middle-aged insanity. The 90’s – back when things were pretty good for most people. Back in the day when being gay wasn’t pushed and was still benign without the perversion. Back in the day when there was not the politically/socially correct bullsheot we all see everywhere.
And now…….Here I am now thinking how the hell will I ever – E V E R – be able to compete with that? How will I ever be able to catch up? Today my girl organized and re-arranged her room. She asked to get rid of her nightstand. It’s old – smelling a bit musty – a knob missing – in need of a total refinish job and I thought – I actually thought – “I can’t even afford to get my daughter a new nightstand”. Just thinking about getting a used one – again – made me say “NO I AM DONE WITH THAT.” She. deserves. NEW – not someone’s discarded unwanted cr@p.
And then there’s her pool. The pool we bought her last year – which got a puncture in it the second day we used it and the patch I had didn’t work but I decided to keep it anyway. So this year I bought different patches and put them on last weekend. They worked – so I filled it up again and now it has more puncture marks yet again (rats or raccoon – who knows). So I patched it up yet again today and it’s still slowly leaking from who knows where and I’m thinking ok new pool – but I can’t afford that.
I can’t even afford a f ‘ing slip-n-slide. Not that I would get her something like that – pretty dangerous. My budget is dollar tree plastic and a garden hose.
When I WANT to give her so. much. more. She deserves it. I deserve the chance to do just that. Yeah I know – love is enough. That’s what “they” say. But it isn’t, is it? Love doesn’t buy those things she wants much less needs. And love doesn’t take away the pain and angst I feel over my life and what I want to do for her and at this moment, can’t.
7 years ago this month I was nudged to start this site. 7. years. ago. I had nothing else coming to me at the time – and so I followed those nudges and my heart who told me my idea for this site was time – it was time 7 years ago this July to launch it. And when I made the decision to DO – things flowed together quickly and easily – which is how the Universe flows.
And yet here I am today – wondering what the absolute f u c h to do next – as I am not feeling that Universal flow – not the way I have in the past – much less real authentic nudges from within. I hear stories in my mind about what I THINK I can do (and am working on those) – but nothing new is really coming THROUGH me – if that makes sense.
The terms “Trust the plan” and “trust the universe” and “you have a purpose” are not phrases I am feeeeeeeeeeeeeling much these days – if at all – certainly not the way I was feeling 7 years ago. I’m feeling like I’ve hit a wall I don’t know how to knock down or get past or climb over. I feel as though I have run out of options, out of ideas, out of any real doing anything significant or lasting or new in this experience – in this space – in this frequency – in this reality – other than what I do each day to ensure my girl is fed housed clothed and has a smile on her face at the end of the day.
That’s it.
But it’s not enough.
I stand at that wall – and still chip away at it – because I will never. stop. trying. doing. for myself or for giving a better life experience for my child. It can stand there – stoic and unmoving and pushing back all it once – I NEVER QUIT. I’ll f’ing steal a plasma weapon and bust it down if I have to. Nope – I NEVER. QUIT.
But I do walk away from plans.
And I am ok telling the Universe or God or anyone to shove it – I will go it alone.
Because I want and deserve the opportunity to have the experience where I can buy my kid a new pool and surprise her when she comes home from the horse riding lessons I can also afford to give her – where she sees a brand new dresser – in that shade of gray she loves. And not to prove anything to her or to show her how much I love her – but so that I can DO as I long to do – FOR her.
