San Tarot…….Rescue card……….i know some don’t like that term – makes them uncomfortable. if you’re in a burning building (metaphor for ANY situation in which you are trapped and unable to move/get out due to whatever imposing circumstances) – you would welcome a rescue….sinking ship…..overwhelming situation – all things coming up to the surface……..can certainly align with that…..COMING TOGETHER card…….pooling abilities and resources together……Universe aligning it all in order that things FINALLY happen………YES YES YES!!!
don’t know who this is – it’s yrft’s info – so don’t know if it has been taken/lifted w/o permission………..saw it on a private f/b group that revolves around her info………..watched it while on a drive (well, parked after a drive)……..appreciated the info regarding the poke (in terms of trying to get them to SEEEEEE) – although for me i still believe a frequency knocks out all of that filth inside it…….denied the “right” to enter “heaven” – doesn’t sound like a place i would want to enter – to be honest – i believe all deserve another chance at redemption once they are allowed to SEE outside of this mind control………..but then again as i’ve said the names one and eve – doesn’t feel like for me……….we all go where we align with. isn’t that what Love does?
Sooooooooooo tired today. Personal reasons. Ya’ll know how I feel about things like drama. Rather drained atm. I am trying to save my child and help her – and no one outside of this house truly cares. SOOOOOOOOOOO disappointed in family and humanity in general now. Sleep could have been better if I had done a better job of clearing out my inner stuff before shutting down. Just need what I need -for my child as well. Now please. Really weary of the whole praying/god/jesus stuff. If it helps – it’s temporary – and doesn’t truly bring out the change needed. People helping people – that’s where it’s at. God damn, I am weary. So weary of crying seeking asking searching asking repeat.
Here’s what is being seen. Please remember to share and donate. thank you.
Love,
V.
******
Well well well now………….i’ve tuned into that narrative in the energetics in recent days and felt it was “quiet”…..question is – what is the difference between the monovalent and bivalent……..
Former DNI John Ratcliffe says the CDC Director, the Secretary of State, and the Director of National Intelligence agreed that COVID-19 was most likely created in the Wuhan lab, but Dr. Anthony Fauci labeled the lab origin as a “conspiracy theory” because he funded the lab:
“You had the top diplomat, the top of the intelligence community, the top public health official all telling you with some confidence level that the most likely origin of this was a lab leak…
Drip drip drip.
Airtight case.
Military court says guilty.
Treason.
Crimes against humanity
Putin makes rare visit to Ukraine frontline regions – Insider Paper
The Kremlin said on Tuesday that President Vladimir Putin had visited two frontline regions in Ukraine, prompting a strong rebuke from Kyiv
i gotta admit – this particular narrative/agenda is really making my inner rage come alive………….any man who does this shit needs to hear loud and clear: YOU WILL NEVER. BE. A. WOMAN. who gives grows and creates live and gives birth? WOMEN. END. OF. STORY. just a passive aggressive “cultural” excuse to diminish women. WE WILL NOT BE ATTACKED ANYMORE. P E R I O D. NEVER. AGAIN. NOT. HAPPENING.
I was very pre-occupied today with the household stuff, 3D matrix stuff, daughter’s new class, etc. so other than what I saved this morning, I really don’t have a clue what went on out on the stage. However my mate who calls himself my retriever found some things he said were worth sharing. Below is what we both found. Energy-wise? I tuned in this morning – didn’t feel much different. It’s kinda hard the last few days to get a real feeeeeeeeeeeel for the movie happenings – even the collective – which perhaps indicates how much further I am being unplugged.
Anyway, without further delay, as we have had absolutely ENOUGH of that, here are today’s finds.
Love,
V.
******
Yay! Looks like my account is out of Twitta purgatory as of this morning. All green. Good 2 go. Thank you. @TwitterSupport@elonmusk@ellagirwin
Are the rest of you who have been discriminated against, denied the right to make a living JUST over the cv policies but don’t have the clout to locate an attorney to do the same, g.d. tired of being unable to get your own justice BECAUSE you aren’t in the same category as the AI/whatever it is below? Yeah, me too.
I had a conversation like this today…………..it felt like something without a Soul……..or real independent consciousness………..saying things that made no sense…………really feeling more and more just like an observer in a strange room…………..in which i obviously do not belong in…….
I just watched a video clip sent from Brazil. A medical lab worker was talking with another person and said that after someone who didn’t take the vaxx showed graphene oxide in nasal secretion, she asked the patient what he had taken and he said the only thing was anaesthesia at the dentist. So ..
My girl and I were watching Heartland. In this episode, the ending scene shows Lou and Peter and family watching a Lunar Eclipse. The images they showed nudged at me in that quiet way. I remembered seeing VK’s posts about the moon at different phases – for months now. I had a thought – what if he was showing us not just the cycles of the moon but an eclipse? And looking at his profile pic on Twitter – the images of the moon – that’s an eclipse he’s showing us:
So I looked up when the next Lunar Eclipse is – May 5th. 5/5. Not only that, the diameter of the moon will be only 0.1% larger as it occurs 5.5 days before perigee. That’s a lot of 5’s. Codes. Simulation controlled BY those codes. They must all line in a variety of sequences in order to “unlock” this place. I’ve been feeling for awhile that the moon is part of the process. Remember Baron in The Gunner’s Wife’s lip read talking about “it” (referring to the moon – in August 2017) being tilted just right then BOOM we’re out and we leave “them” “in our dust”. And remember in March of 2022 when that still unidentified rocket debris crashed into the dark side of the moon? Was that the tilt needed? That’s my feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel.
Then there’s Antarctica ~ another nudge I had. The Total Solar Eclipse later this week on the 20th will be seen partially in Antarctica aaaaaaaaaand they will also see the above mentioned Lunar Eclipse (on 5.6). Interesting isn’t it……..
It feels like things are lining up for these objects in the sky – sun and moon – and Antarctica – for some finale. Event. SKY EVENT.
Interestingly enough, the next pay per view for WWE is on 5.6 ~ called Backlash (ahem) – in Puerto Rico – which will also see the Lunar Eclipse (on 5.5).
It’s becoming quite painful to be here atm – awake – sensitive – knowing – feeeeeeeeeeeling.
Crying a fair a mount today. Inner screaming.
Noise of any sort is overwhelming me now more than usual.
Fatigue is present.
Smells too. Used to be dryer sheets. Now? Sheesha. FUCH this realm and all of the crap we are forced to deal with from fake humans and NCP’s – without consequence – without escape other than to hibernate inside the house with the windows closed.
Enough has become enough. HOW DO WE GET OUTTA HERE? CAN WE GO NOW?
Humor gets me through. Atm it is my girl who brought out those ugly cotton face diapers I had shoved into some corner many moons ago and said “mom – next fire pit – let’s burn these”. I agreed it was a very good idea. Intention Ceremony. It’s better to burn out than fade away, right?
That and the FLOW (see below and my CERN piece).
Painted today – got into a nice space for awhile – still all temporary….. until….
Love,
V.
******
Saw this first thing – deserves to be shared first for the info/puzzle piecing this person has done. Excellent. And interesting as the last couple of days I have felt/heard “Not everything will be clean”.
People aren't grasping what is happening.
Elon's nightstand tweets. 3 books, The Constitution, the Bill of Rights, and the Guide to being a good Citizen.
5 year Delta tomorrow…………5:5………?………….1170……….711? remember musk and VK showing the 711 images last year………also just learned CERN lies in a tunnel that is 17 miles in circumference………..on the France/Switzerland border………..
I find it strange that Chris Farley died (age 33) at the John Hancock Center. Being that it is arguably one of his most famous lines. pic.twitter.com/pfCWSsOz7N
Call me crazy but I think Barron is not who we think he is. He’s special in a way we have yet to learn. It’s deeper then we think. pic.twitter.com/BsCc5Mbs7b
oh wow – those trees are everywhere around here…………
Better drop that sheot and fast – losing patriots and awakened Souls daily now (know so many who have walked away, not reading headlines, not caring – we are just D O F’ING NE)…………cause as i feels, at the end of this movie we gonna have a mostly empty stage………..
We got another actor from central casting. Check out his twatter profile now. Got a woman playing the dude………..once those masks come off……….that’s the boomerang!
Follow
Tucker Carlson
@TuckerCarlson
Emmy-award-winning broadcast journalist, graduate of Harvard College & Yale Law School. Frequent visitor to the Aspen Inst. Fully vaccinated. She/Hers
I agree with this one. It’s where I part ways w/the right capitalists. You making a hundred thous or half a million a year – you should pay more than someone making $15,000 or $25,000 a year. Always did support sliding scale fees on everything (until we have something better than pay to live)…….
i had included this one in my daily finds piece but felt it deserved to STAND on its own……….
CERN PUZZLE PIECING
the singularity………….i’ve gotta tell you i am already having those experiences of time dilation……….just 2 nights ago, my girl and i walked into the living room and both of us saw her dad sitting here in front of the computer – then realized he was sitting in his chair in front of the tv. the image of him in front of the computer was brief – but we both saw it. then a few weeks ago i got up to get a drink of water – my girl had been in bed with me after having had a scary dream – but as i returned and looked at her i saw myself – as a young adult – late teens perhaps – again for a brief second – and had to actually center myself and tell myself it was my girl and not me that i was seeing. god dayem strange experience, let me tell you, looking at myself as a much younger version. having other experiences as well. remember – CERN (which I REALLY feel is under good control – esp. learning it was shut down for 17 weeks) fires up again on the 22nd – new level of energy never before created. UK EBS – 23rd. the very rare Hybrid Solar Eclipse on the 20th/19th (remember my dream where i was watching an eclipse right before the BOOM took place and we got transported out – 10’s – 10:10 adds up to 20 – the 20th). So we calculated – since the increase at CERN is at 30% – we took the max. beam of a TeV (teravolt) as of 4.22.22 – which at the time was 6.8 – add in 30% (2.08) and you get 8.84. What IF it goes to 8.88 – LOOP – sideways 8.
You with me so far? Good. Check out this image from the article I have referred to a couple of times recently. On one side – we have ALICE – the super computer. On the other side? AWAKE.
Continuing on. Looking at this – I thought “what if ALICE also refers to US? We go down the rabbit hole aka the black hole created during the singularity and we go from inside to AWAKE. Coincidence? Hmmm….
Don’t know about ya’ll – I truly don’t need to see anymore info or “rabbit hole” intel……….new or not…….i keep it simple now – like george carlin said – it’s a giant club (of evil) and you ain’t in it – and we – i – don’t wanna be – just want the club and its members and those who support it all G O N E from our experience. feeeeeeeeeeeeeeling both timelines in my personal experience out here – “theirs” trying to seep in thru – to keep me/us low. not happening. i remain focused on inner visions. we all do.
speaking of, i sat out in the sun today and put together a vision board. it has been awhile since i’ve done that. i just grabbed the one (little) magazine we have and intended for the best – to be guided. talk about being happily surprised. i found the number 44 – more than once. saw a clock that was set at 10:10. i played john denver on my phone as i cut and pasted, colored, singing, in such a wonderful space, when i suddenly realized i had company in the form of singing along. neighbors and their beautiful Light Soul child – who i was told after we had all finished singing was one of her favorite songs (Country Roads). they had heard it playing in my yard, came outside and joined in. it was – lovely. brings tears to my eyes. want much more of that. thinking there must be something a bit magical about that space in our yard. or maybe it was just Light drawing in more Light. we humans are really needing more of that – especially now. we’ve had absolutely enough of the other experience.
Love, V.
******
Could be a Q….
There is an inland island in Canada that is larger in area than the lake in which it is situated
There has been a large chemical plant fire at a Pinova chemical plant in Brunswick, Georgia. Emergency officials have issued a shelter-in-place order… pic.twitter.com/nCgIt4orRB
2008 Anheuser-Busch bought by InBev for $52 Billion
becoming world’s largest brewing co. & includes
Bud, Michelob, Stella Artois, Beck’s, CoorsAnheuser-Busch Inbev world’s largest beer co.
annual sales $53 BillionShareholders: Vanguard Group, BlackRock Inc.
Largest shareholder InBev is Altria, parent company of
Philip Morris, Kraft foods, Miller Beer & vape co. Green Smoke
Biggest shareholders in Altria
Vanguard Group Inc., BlackRock Inc. State Street Corp.
👇ICYMI
4-22 🔥 @ qthestormrider
BlackRock owns Vanguard
& forms a triangle of super world power [w/State Street]..
These ELITE super powers CONTROL [40%+] global industries..
ELON MUSK
is staging a WAR against VANGUARD/BLACKROCK
(VANGUARD protected by DS MIL INTEL
MUSK backed by TRUMP & WHITE HAT MIL INTEL)
This WAR/ Battle is for control of TWITTER
& THE FLOW OF WORLD INFORMATION
BlackRock [now bankrupt] CEO Larry Fink:
“Our New World Order Has Failed”
Japanese prime minister evacuated from campaign event after explosion
Japanese Prime Minister Fumio Kishida was evacuated from a campaign event at a western Japanese port on Saturday after a man allegedly threw an explosive device at him.
No injuries have been reported from the explosion, and a young man was apprehended at the scene, according to officials.
Videos from the event appear to show a small device landing near Kishida, who can then be seen running away from the area with security. Footage also shows a man in the crowd being tackled by police. The device appears to go off seconds later.
San Tarot (oooooh – my kinda finds to share)………leaving a place you’ve resided in for quite awhile…………it’s time to Go…….Closing Door…emphasis on the closing door….courage….acting quickly…..willing to leave something/things behind……..strength card (#44 – see above regarding the vision board i made today)…….excited to take the leap…….Gathering of Vibrant Beings (feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeels as she says this is about where we’re going)……………a m a z i n g
Well I can feel it coming in the air today and tonight.
Again.
A lot of military activity in the air – including over our area this morning. Woke me up. I went out into the kitchen, opened the curtains and watched one of them fly over at maybe 200′ up. Shook the house. Checked ads-b exchange and noticed a couple of dozen in the area – planes and heli’s. It’s now around 10pm EST and I see there are about 90 up. Earlier today it was close to 500 according to my mate.
The weather is bizarre. The feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel of this place – more bizarre. We finally had some decent weather so my girl and I headed out to the park/creek – walked around. Felt so ghetto-like. Just feeeeeeeeeeeeels better being in my own personal space now. The two timelines/frequencies/whatever we wish to call this obvious dynamic we are seeing and sensing/feeeeeeeeeeeeeeling play out continues – waxing and waning. After some struggles today it was wonderful to feel and experience the Divine. Grandpa D came into our space via way of a bluebird – who perched on his tree – communicating with my girl and I. I began to sing one of his favorite songs and the bird began moving and dancing. It was almost unbelievable and went on for several minutes. My girl and I were thrilled. Mate stepped outside to witness – jaw dropped. It was – magic. Pure Magic. In that space of no time – just being IN the moment – all of the other ugh – gone.
Apparently May is going to be important.
Brother Rick shared a dream with me earlier. He saw the grid go down and as he waited for it to come back on, he was suddenly lifted up.
We are ready.
17 posts about the SKY EVENT – two in May on a very significant date – and two in April.
Not to interfere with optics or play guessing games and not trying to stop anything or mess with things – but well – let’s get outta this place.
Original pictures – taken from the Original timeline…………? Now showing up now. I am trying to understand the following shared from 17 with SKY EVENT ~ post 1335 ~ “Note the pictures we post are ALL originals. Think about what that means.” Something to do with the timelines. Original picture from the ORIGINAL Timeline in which we are returning to. Hmmm……….
That reminds me – I had another T dream last night. Felt I was on the outside having a meeting. He had on a white collared t-shirt and was apologizing – talking w/his hands the way he does – saying he knows people are frustrated and he knows WE know this should have been over by now – and knows people were disappointed in that – things didn’t go 100% as planned – BUT the end result was still the same. Felt like things got a little messy. Overall the feeeeeeeeeeeeeel was all of this info came from the outside – from the future.
Here is what I am seeing.
Love,
V.
******
headlines at gateway are insane – not wanting to put all of “that” here so instead just a link
MEGHAN WALSH SPEAKS – John Walsh, Adam Walsh, CPS Corruption
Join us tonight on welcoming Meghan Walsh to Breaking The Matrix Live! Meghan has had her children taken away by CPS and her father John using Lawfare to take her children using false claims and lies
BREAKING: Tucker Carlson declares the United States is at direct war with Russia according to the recently leaked Pentagon documents.
“As we speak, American soldiers are fighting Russian soldiers… This is a hot war between the two primary nuclear superpowers on Earth… This is… pic.twitter.com/MSVS0UxZJG
What does this even mean? I’ve never understand money in terms of trading and markets. I tried to understand it. Had a convo once with a woman (who worked in the markets and ‘claimed to be’ awake) – told her I couldn’t comprehend it no matter what I read or studied. She said I “had to” to make it here – I had no choice. So I tried to toss out a metaphor at her and asked her if she thought everyone could learn to play the piano – one of the most difficult instruments to master. She said “no”. I said “well I was able to master that.” She said “but you’re not required to play the piano to do well financially in this world” and so I said “but imagine if you were?”
LONDON STOCK EXCHANGE TO CLEAR CRYPTO TRADES – THE TIMES
Burger King franchise with 118 restaurants files for bankruptcy after accruing debts of $14million | Daily Mail Online
Meridian previously sought approval to shut 23 restaurants at the end of March, before putting forward another four for closure in April. The company will now close stores in six states.
SCOTUS is approving $6 BILLION in student loan forgiveness. Not that I’m against that per say. The cost of (often wasted) higher education is criminal.
I just want to know when I’m getting my f’ing long deserved $$ liberation. My city utility bill jumped – AGAIN. Just because they can. Another $20-$23. Squeezing the poor even more.
Feels just like another day of cr@p here.
Doesn’t matter what I do different or tell myself – how I feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel inside never. changes. I am able to manifest a small movement forward – then run into a wall. I am so angry that this experience has created itself the way it is – played out the way it is – all for others that don’t include myself or all of us awakened. I am screaming inside – and out – for help – for relief – and none comes my way in the way I really need. I can’t help my spouse – he fell again and broke the table in the garage. My girl is so done with how this reality is – she wants her old life back or a new one. I can’t give her either. One, I don’t have a time machine (HA!) and two – I DO NOT HAVE THE MONEY TO GIVE HER WHAT SHE MOST WANTS. (much less a strong healthy mama she also needs)
And that brings out a rage in me now – this huge growing rage – INJUSTICE – GGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRR GAWD SCREAMING rage – over how I KNOW it is here and how I hear or read every. damn. stinking. f’ing. day. to be patient and wait and allow the old to crumble meanwhile I am suffering in a way that NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TO – watching his health collapse – watching my girls anxiety soar – completely powerless now – but I just have to allow it all to happen – all of the suffering – the breaking down and collapsing – so one day – some day – some year – this will all finally switch and I will be singing kumbaFUCKINGya with all of those for whom we are said to be doing this stupid god damn slow as sheot molasses fucking movie for.
????
NOT. GOING. TO. HAPPEN.
Every tear I have cried over and for my child…………….every word I have screamed………every prayer I have sent out….EVERY FUCKING NIGHT NOW….every f’ing time i have had to witness my spouse fall or wake up at night moaning in pain or grunting as he wall walks down the hall to the bathroom every hour…. waking me up (WHAT IS SLEEP NOW?? a luxury??) or grumping over the lack of real care he has received and how his needs are not being met (because they’re not) while I sit here POWERLESS TO DO ANYTHING ANYMORE FOR EITHER OF THEM much less myself………….every word I have put out into the world on social media to create the change I AM – we are – LONG PAST NEEDING……………..feels like a giant. waste. of. my time now.
HUGE waste.
HUGE HUGE HUGE HUGE HUGE waste.
I feel I am fading away into nothingness.
I can handle change.
I can handle one situation ending so another comes in.
What I am struggling more than ever. before. to handle – certainly well (that is not happening these days) – is WHERE IS THIS DAMN CHANGE?!
I have had f’ing ENOUGH WINDOWS and DOORS close.
E N U F F.
I’ve had peeks of doors or windows crack only to slam back shut.
I can’t do this life anymore – on my own – the way I once did. My spouse certainly can’t. Fuch. He needs a doctor who stays on top of the treatment plan (this new doc is brilliant but his communication stinks and he cannot provide the kind of care my spouse needs and he should have SEEN this from the start – and besides that he’s leaving the state next month).
For me it’s more of a mental challenge to keep at it – although I question my physical ability as I have noticed when I go out and am amongst the radiating ones, if I expose myself just a certain amount, I seem to shrink a bit and it takes me a good week to get back my full strength. And the other night I had to take a trip inside where I was around – oh gawd – ya’ll know – this time the person had that same f’ing chemically/perfumy smell they emit. I checked this out by going down the other aisles. Nope. Just this aisle where this one blue mask wearing stupid f’ing fake human store clerk was working (of food – no cleaning products – I know their smell by now).
How any one is able to be in these situations – how any of the sensitives and awakened ones can do this – and not have ANY effects? Well all I can say to that is you are either having effects you’re not yet seeing or noticing or simply ignoring.
OR you have a special protection some of us don’t seem to have.
Typical matrix set up. “Well I ain’t having an issue. What’s your problem?”
DIVISION tactic.
Gawd this place is so twisted.
By design.
Deep breath…………..
I look around my living room. Ripped up bills scattered all around. All paid.
And me – broke.
AGAIN.
All by design.
And why?
Because that big dude in the sky the humans all call god loooooooooooooooooooooves you. (thank you to George Carlin for his truth telling brilliance)
Eye roll to infinity and beyond coupled with a huge shout out to Heaven/Home/Jesus/Universe to BRING US SOME FUCHING MIRACLES ALREADY THE ONES I HAVE BEEN CALLING IN DAILY AND GIVING THANKS FOR AND DOING IT THE WAY I AM SUPPOSED TO BY FEEEEEEEEEEEEEELING THE EXPERIENCE AS ALREADY HAPPENED AND SAYING YES YES TO IT………….
My anger now – not really directed at evil anymore. Evil is as evil does. Never gonna change. Don’t expect it to. My anger is now at God. Jesus. Anything defined as “good” and “benevolent” and Divine in all Eternity and in all the Cosmos and throughout the Universe. THAT is where my anger is directed now. The pain. The abandonment. The HUGE sense of abandonment that I see now – is Truth. Not just some false illusion, but this deep painful sense I’ve carried since childhood.
I feel so abandoned and unseen – like a used tissue – not even placed in a garbage bin – but left in a mudpuddle on a cold winter’s afternoon.
Until I see and experience otherwise – that is how I view this reality and the experience in it.
