Tension so tight atm – very palpable. Child lamenting about how she wants new – new home new town new friends new ways of schooling. Mate lamenting how he wants the same and to stop hurting so much and having new symptoms show up (today I had to cut off most of his otherwise long hair – a lot of head pain now). I sit and try and listen – but I can’t absorb any of it now – zero zip nada – and it’s now automatic – I shut down. And as I type this – I am trying to get myself back to center again.
I’m seeing so many now talking about needing LOVE and FREEDOM. I’m seeing people express the desire for Love and feeling they don’t have enough. The perspective I hold in my heart – is that many of us are tapped dry – needing to be filled up – so relying on one anothers current level of empty – well we can’t help or support or simply Love in the way we once could. This war has kicked us inside out. And now? Trying to exist in this realm – in this frequency – is becoming far too much. I woke up thinking about this experience – for how many years those of us awake have been trying to tune in and feeeeeeeeeeeeel – sharing our intuits about what is happening and when – and we have honestly been wrong all along – at least off.
Not to say nothing is happening – it is – but just that our ability to tune in and get the truth that we ALL WANT (WHEN IS THIS SHEOT GOING TO SWITCH AND HOW IS IT GOING TO CONTINUE TO PLAY OUT) has been blocked. Is it because of the war? Is it for our own benefit? Maybe. I just know that – for me – the dreams I have had – and the feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeels I have had about the timing factor – the season I see things switching – what resonates and stays with me – year after year I still wait for that IT to happen. And that IT and the need FOR it is not. leaving. my. body.
So while I suffer along – struggle most of the time now – putting on a happy face – distractions not doing what they once did – snapping at anything that is not what I need or outside the bounds of Love – it gives me a sense of comfort – in a strange way – to know I ain’t alone. Everything feels like we’re inside a giant lottery cage – each of us individual balls – being tossed around – waiting for the damn cage to stop and the door to open so we can all plop out.
Hey – that’s not too bad a metaphor. lol
UGH.
Did I say UGH?
Yeah.
U G H. F’ing U G H ENUFF to infinity and BEYOND already!
So…………..moving on………… here are a couple of interesting experiences. First one – spouse was at the bank – in line with a lot of others before this holiday weekend – suddenly entire system goes down – everyone is asked to leave. I check down detector – yep – the banking system is down with this particular (HUGE) bank. Even the lights went out – although there are no local power outages.
“Not to excite anyone prematurely but about 10 minutes ago 3:30 PM EST, I was outside doing some work on mechanical items and heard a sound coming from the east and knew from having spent alot time up along side carriers when I was in the navy ,that these planes coming weren’t the civilian jets I am used to seeing flying over often. Four of them came into view going a east-westernly direction at full throttle and in battle formation .They were gone within seconds. Remembering what one guy said about when you see military aircraft flying around,especially in places you often don’t see military aircraft,to shout out there goes another dark type out of the game. There are no ceremonies or airshows in the area I am aware of and the Indy 500 isn’t till the 29th,so no reason for military fighters to be flying full speed across the sky. They clearly were in a hurry. We have heard that the movie would be ending soon and things happening would be coming into view. Let’s hope so. “
Comments are pretty much the same – SOMETHING HAS TO GIVE NOW.
Military (w/transponders on) currently up – at 8:30pm EST (with most on the eastern seaboard btw) is about 150.
What is there left to say other than BRING IT and END IT and SET US FREE.
As far as the dryer issue – I am trying to avoid having to buy a new dryer. After doing a fair amount of research (which is what I do – and how I was/we were able to determine the issue we had recently w/our washing machine), I have a feeling as to what is going on – and from my research the parts are still available. My spouse and I are having a difference of opinion on how to deal with it (he doesn’t want to “put out anymore fires”). Not an unusual occurrence. We need a dryer – and obviously we can’t count on dry warm sunny days to dry the clothes for the long term. Anyone wishing to help me out, you know what to do. And thank you as always for helping me out at times when I need the extra assistance and for supporting my work.
Watch the news. Leakers exposed. These people are stupid. Q
>>45541
I have a question: The 10 DAYS, darkness.. when?
>>45563
Shutdown.
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Game Theory. Define. Why is this relevant? Moves and countermoves. Who is the enemy? False flags. Shooter identification. Shooter history. Shooter background. Shooter family. MS13. Define hostage. Define leverage. MS13. Shooter. Family. Hostage. Force. Narrative. Race. Background. Why is this relevant? Flynn. What is Flynn’s background? What was his rank? Was he involved in intel ops? What access or special priv? Why is this relevant? Set up. Who wins? Who becomes exposed? Who knows where the bodies are buried? Who has access? What is MI? Who was part of MI during BO term? Who was fired during BO term (MI)? Why is this relevant? Re-read complete crumb graphic (confirmed good).
Paint the picture.
Disinformation exists and is necessary.
10 days.
DARNKESS.
War.
Good v. Evil.
Roadmap of big picture is here.
Review post happenings. Clarified. Crumbs not only for /pol/.
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unless requested to do so by the Court.
May 24, 2023
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SAN TAROT…..something’s being fixed to bring in abundance……….a repair………of the veil………..(something that should be DISMANTLED – not repaired…………so repairing in a sense of creating a more ideal situation….for us)……….more water (consciousness) increasing – the veil changes………..STAR card – too dense – unable to function properly…..you know – in my session this week i felt the “push” in my body – very visceral and personal – and as my healer said “it’s as though you’re in the wrong dimension”. B I N G O…………..nice confirm/synch, San!
There are a few of them. When I woke up (gotta find a new phrase for that – something more like “when my eyes opened inside the matrix in this vessel”)…..I thought about a tweet I saw late Monday evening – but didn’t share it. There was something about it that said “truth pay attention”. This morning I wanted to see it again. Needed to see it. Then I thought about the beast is yet to come – what GEORGE News shared almost a year ago – how we would understand what that meant at a “later time”. Sometimes you have to SHOW the people. Also heard in my mind – 17 words – “you and your families are safe” – and thought of the the post from 1.13.2018 (a significant date) – [SCARE] Necessary Event. Scare being in brackets indicates it is a CONTROLLED event.
Anyway all of that went through my mind. Then I (and my mate) get online and see the following – first the Elon tweet shows up in my feed – shared by another truther….I remembered the 5’s stood out………
My thought – a growing desire I have had in recent weeks – I want to forget EVERY bit of trauma and suffering here – not the experience overall – just the horror for I have seen that trauma doesn’t strengthen but fractures and I am to expand through LOVE.
And then – there’s the moving coming out in June (16th) – Asteroid City – about a group of genius/brilliant children (of Light) who are taken hostage – locked up in quarantine – by an alien visitor. Can’t get anymore clear than that as to what happened to us.
Figures – the time this finally actually happens is the time when I have the least amount of money in years to stock up. Still trying to figure out how to get another dryer………….
THIS YEAR – NOW – or BUST. Woke up thinking this – just cannot take this much longer. Shaking all over. So desperate for this to end/change – was willing for a few moments to take another reset. At least it’s a chance to start over.
Lots of us feeling this “twitchy”…………the rough part needs to be on evil – we’ve had enough of the rough haven’t we? although he may be right about this one……….sigh
The Bug is getting twitchy. The signs & portents are visible now. Going to be a rough few weeks. Take care of yourself & fam.
I’ve read something about Antarctica being home to an opening to this. At this point, I’ll explore any idea in pursuit of the truth. I will say, satellite imagery of Antarctica has some interesting stuff on it, and even more that’s hidden from above I imagine.
that’s what many of us have been doing for years and years………..and like i have said – and felt – we cannot. do. this. alone. inside. we MUST have help from outside given “they” created this place and the tech to reset us.
A couple of hours ago I shared on my fbook page “I CANNOT DO THIS ANYMORE”……….it is collective………..and it is time to step out of isolation and help one another – now – more. than. ever. if anything – you’re not alone! what can i do for you? we can start private chats or email or text….There are enough of us now that we. do. not. have. to. walk. this. last. mile. of. this. very. long. road. alone.
That’s enough for now. Sun is finally coming out – gotta go get some heat on my body (and on the wet clothes on the clothesline!). Tears incoming as well. More later if I find the energy and desire. Love to all ~ V.
Trying not to lose my mind today – but it’s happening anyway atm………Visit to the doc produced the usual “i dunno – here are some pharmaceuticals”……My opinion? You don’t give a proper diagnosis, you get no payment. She’s just one of so many who ain’t seeing – doing just fine and dandy – still following the agenda – charging ridiculous amounts of money for NOTHING – going home to their luxury homes in their Tesla’s and repeating the same. f’ing. thing. the. next. day – without question……No holding back in this one. I am officially burned the fuch out.
I am at a loss….at a crossroad…..no direction…..alone….breaking down….needing to be seen and loved and mostly heard….needing to feel God….guidance….connection to something bigger than myself…..open window…..something to hold on to….to bring me forward…..the exhaustion and loneliness is crushing me…..no more advice for my spouse please….he needs a competent doc….he cannot do his own healing….and i quit my role of helping….i have been losing myself and must reprioritize…..which must focus on healing from this ongoing trauma….love is the answer and i seemed to have forgotten what that really is…..cannot do it alone. Love v.
Interesting. Does any of this resonate with you? Gotta let this one marinate in my mind………..only thing I can say is VK felt familiar in a very ancient way – and I kept getting other worldly………….still do………He says 2.2 is coming soon…………..
Once upon a time, 17 billion years ago in a distant world known as Mars, humans were the dominant species. They were deeply spiritual beings who revered a divine entity they simply referred to as "G_d". Their society thrived on… pic.twitter.com/cKX1BmDaCX
Yes. Earth is a ship (vah). That’s what I have come to believe. Melania – remember – saying (according to The Gunner’s Wife) “they shouldn’t have chosen to sink with the ship” when referring to the lying media outlets and others – watching as T and Melania left the WH after the 2020 “election”……….
Good Morning VK. Thanks for the wonderful story. Home. Wonder how we get to Earth. Where does the Garden of Eden comes in place. I'm more and more convinced that the Earth is a giant Submarine or Starship.https://t.co/wQfbUv8Br9
BREAKING: Apparently a Nazi flag has been pulled from the cab of a U Haul truck that rammed the security barrier at Lafayette Square near White House pic.twitter.com/IMxBdloRVf
Ok……….. So she does it again with another judge – next year? I keep hearing “military is the only way – what we see in front and center is disclosure”. To which I then respond “i am still NOT OK with going through the sheot cr@p of my personal life much less what my girl has gone through as well in order for someone else to SEE” – then I hear “still flooding the tunnels – clearing it all out – finality here”. OPS still taking place. Like gotta make sure all of the i’s are dotted, t’s crossed in order to drop it all – then lift US up and drop them w/the ship.
Reminded me of a dream we all had in this house – about 5 years ago or so – where a box arrived – on a sunny day – and inside were these cool satellite-like phones – or transponders as I also called them at the time. Question is – why are these twats being given them?
i had some synchs today – kinda forgot them though………..matrix 3d kept sucking me in from the dryer issue to a fire a few blocks from here that blew a lot of smoke our way (which was put out quickly by neighbors – a group of people including myself ran in the direction of the smoke)…..traumatizing bringing back the memories of 2020……….and then the usual challenges we each face here now……doc wrote back – expressed his concern said nothing about the program treatment plan – flying solo w/it which in his own words requires a lot of monitoring……WHO IS REAL HERE?!…it’s like i’ve reached a place where mentally i absolutely authentically cannot take in anymore………i go into what is called dorsal vegal shutdown – and i have no one around me to help guide me out – which is what my healer said i absolutely need to create………..i kinda laugh at that concept – in a rather sarcastic tone…..my once social circle around here went poof…..and my mate? yeah – he wouldn’t know what to do – he isn’t good with handling the anxieties of others – esp. now…….and we know how men are – want to fix things……well meaning – but still – fixers…..and i don’t need fixing – just soothed/guided back to center………..anyway as i told my healer – i’ve always just done this sort of work alone……….she looked at me and got tears in her eyes – and i mean serious tears – put her hand on her heart the whole deal – which touched me deeply but also surprised and confused the part of me that is simply used to dealing with panic/anxiety alone…….i don’t know – for me it’s just normal – for my experience here………which is probably why at times i am over-the-top in trying to help my girl with her own struggles……dealing with panic situations alone is quite the lonely feeling – ok – it’s awful. it’s just awful.
let’s see – the synchs – i know i had them…….think think THINK girl….
oh yes – a song – grateful dead – touch of gray played for me today. i was alone – sang it and danced – went inside to start dinner and that’s when we noticed large billows of smoke filling the street. shortly after that – the dryer. so yeah – get in a nice space and the matrix sometimes finds a way to nail you. i’ll move past this – always do but now? yeah now – i’m numb – temporarily waving a white flag. jesus, i need a reprieve from sheot.
here are a few finds. still feeling a lull…….love, v.
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For some people the war is fought on the outside, through family, friends, events, Ex’s, work, society, everything outside of you constantly attacking who you are, the mirror hates you just as much as you hate what you see in it. And you fight so many battles too afraid to… https://t.co/yvktu9V2EPpic.twitter.com/yUWTUSH6fV
— 🌷LIZZIE🌷 (re/formed) (@farmingandJesus) May 21, 2023
5’s are all. over. me. today…………
🦅🇺🇸💥BOSS CRUMBS💥🇺🇸🦅 "GOLF/5th/DC" At 7:05PM
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‼️Hitting a 5YDELTA 11Sec off‼️ ##1433 (05/21/18 7:04:49 5YDELTA) Military OP. [GREEN] (((GOLF))) FULL DISCLOSURE. RR problems. WRAY (((FBI))) WHEN DOES THE CLOCK RUN OUT? D5.
SAN TAROT………….ok now i am remembering one of the synchs from today – when i got out of bed today i thought of these two parts of myself – the lion/warrior and the innocent child – felt the innocent child coming in to merge – a return of Me Space you could say………….brought grateful tears and calm energy………..for awhile……….then stuff happened………kindred spirit – so needed………..prefer in person Universe. t/y!
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