Not that I celebrate this day – but I had an experience this morning – all of us did. Between the hours of 6-8am we all felt very peaceful (we were all in bed at the time) – that we only all spoke of hours later and realized we all had the same experience. The collective around us were all engaged in easter church services and thus were putting out that “happy joyful he has risen” energy.
I thought about this. What if instead – as I’ve said in recent weeks – we take that energy we put towards someone who is not here with us any longer (“Jesus”) – someone we cannot see – and instead put that energy into each other? I don’t know – I feel that would be a far better use of our time/practice and energies. Help out one another. Or divide up that energy – you know – spend 5 minutes doing daily comms with God or Jesus or whatever – and then spend another 5 sending out that energy to Humanity.
The peaceful feeling was so powerful this morning – I absolutely know if we were to maintain that focus and send it out to one another – we could at least have a less challenging time energetically in this here and now.
Today I am REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY struggling when I see ANYTHING that is not full. throttle. T R U T H. So when it’s either a lie or a puzzle piece of the whole – I. Just. Can’t. Do. It.
I slept last night – far better than I have in days – perhaps weeks.
But I feel even more tired.
Just want to go Home.
GO. Just want to G O.
That’s all.
EVERYTHING else now – E V E R Y T H I N G – a distraction.
Every day – I get through it – until I can get into this Captain’s Chair here in front of the laptop and look for clues and signs that Home is upon me.
I know not everyone resonates with that. I know some cannot fathom the idea of a new body or leaving this place. They want to stay here and rebuild. And I know I have really pushed joining in together – rebuilding the New here now with others. But when I am absolutely honest with me, while I may have brief moments of energy to DO just that NOW….. Where I am now? Overall? As in most moments now? I don’t have that energy in me anymore. At all. Not. Even. Close.
And I have tried. I have resisted it.
And……Oh how I have tried to convince myself of something different than what I have felt and known for my entire experience this time around. I want. to. go. Home.
And even IF New were to be rebuilt HERE – I will need a whole restored ME in order to do that. Not gonna pretend anymore. This spiritual war with the invisible enemy has taken a life long toll on me. Big. Time.
I lament a lot about moving. The idea of packing a box – see above. SAME FEEEEEEEEEEEEEL. It would have to be ez and at this point – done for me. I am in need of serious hand holding and E Z.
I want EZ.
T L C.
If I want to travel – I want to teleport or fly in my own craft. I have travel issues and I saw clearly today how it isn’t about WHERE. I can BE anyplace new – talk with people – no problem. But GETTING to that new when it involves being jammed inside some damn crowded tube or on a stinky bus or confined space inside a car for hours or days?
AIN’T HAPPENING.
Nope.
Just N O P E.
At least not sober. lolol
I drove around today alone – just drove. And drove. And drove.
I’ve pretty much seen it all here.
So many people out.
I felt more lonely than ever.
Could not tune in or feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel anything real.
Sometimes I would grimace – even close my eyes – look away for there are just some things I absolutely cannot. look. at.anymore.
I made chocolate tonight. Been awhile since I did that. I LOVE my chocolate. I don’t even mind prepping it. But the clean up? UGH! I began doing that – but stopped and said “fuch it” and left the measuring cups and spoons and pot in the sink.
Another “cannot. do. anymore.” (and completely out of character for me as well)
Energetically.
As I said – in all pure honesty – most of the time now – my days are moments I get through until I can plant myself here – alone – without having to be responsible for or tend to anyone else or anything else – so I can look for clues that “Yes Victoria, you really are returning to where You belong and here are more markers for that. KEEP GOING.”
Crazy?
Perhaps.
But it’s MY crazy.
On the menu for tonight after my captain chair fun – Back to the Future movie with my girl. We both had a nudge to watch it this week – which I didn’t know she had until earlier tonight when she mentioned it to me. We have been playing cards a lot lately (just like that KABOOM dream I had uh when was that – was that this year or last fall?! lol) anyway……tonight before dinner she wanted to play again so we did. Lots of diamond cards drawn by us tonight – and that 10 of diamonds is coming up a lot now.
Those of you for whom are my choir in which I “preach” to – those of you who GET IT – THANK YOU from the depths of my Heart and Soul!
Here’s what I’m seeing.
Love,
V.
******
Trending on twitter atm:
Trending
Wake Up People
13.3K Tweets
still on the outside of this place………….and this place is so toxic and poisoned now………we must get out and the ship. must. sink.
Derek Johnson breaks down CIC Trump’s Maralago Speech on April 4, 2023
A lot of great Comms in this speech. This “indictment” isn’t what most of the world thinks it is… as anything else. Have fun with this Operation… You’re living through the most Biblical, Historica
Currently The ports of Los Angeles and Long Beach have been closed for a third day now due to widespread worker shortages apparently linked to ongoing contract talks shutting down and halting all cargo traffic at the massive shipping complex while disrupting the local economy and the global supply chain.
The Chinese military has completely encircled Taiwan. 71 Chinese military planes and nine ships crossed the Taiwan Strait median line. Taiwan is on high alert. https://t.co/yM3GmH4k1a
the other side of the awakening…………real people struggling………..
JUST IN: Anheuser-Busch affiliate, whose primary sales is bud light says NO ONE IS BUYING THE PRODUCTS and when this happens he can’t feed his family..
“They DON’T KNOW their clientele… “Thanks, Anheuser-Busch.”
had the nuclear football the entire time – as he entered the timeline………which is why WWIII will never. be. on. the. returned. to. timeline………or whatever we are calling it now…………..
We’ve had the ball the entire time.
ok so i am seeing calendar stuff resetting and talk about new monies and digital currency crap while i am over here with there with the rest of you’s saying GET US OUT AND AWAY FROM ALL OF THAT!!!! O M G!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry just not really seeing anything in which i align. seeing info about real estate – most of the money moving in that area is due to cash only buys (LAND GRABS) by those who have been f’ing w/the entire market LONG ENOUGH. WHEN IS IT OUR TIME??!!!! TO DO AND BE AND LIVE WELL??!!!
BTW – the Bird is back on twitter. dog is gone. no answer either……….
this one was sent to me by a fellow traveller. i resisted watching at first – but decided to give it a go. happy i did. really resonating with the words on subconscious and trauma. i needed the validation/explanation. it explains, for me, my emotional processing i’ve been undergoing in recent months – and what i have seen in others with whom i am closest to. interesting commentary on the carrington event. makes sense. this is more than just a war on our DNA – it’s been a war for our consciousness. our very Souls. subconscious mind that operates outside of “time” remembers everything – so with each lifetime we don’t get out – this leaves behind trauma – which explains the huge sense of abandonment and bitterness many of us are feeling – esp. now (as we are awakening more – which awakening is not just about seeing where we are – it is more than just gaining new knowledge – it’s a very deep deep process – like coming out of a coma in a way??). interesting many of us are so focused on releasing our trauma – working with the vagus nerve – but the subconscious mind also needs to be included – methods that bypass the conscious mind. anyway – got chills with this one. interesting choice of flowers too – and how they are closed up then open up. the when we don’t know – but the why – i see – saving as many higher minds as possible. interesting she talks about the party at the end – minutes before i decided to watch this i was vacuuming – then suddenly stopped and paused and said I am NOT going to get old here – i REFUSE to age – i am a youngster who just wants to party. i’ve also been tuning in more naturally to remember my experience prior to the war – who i know outside and who i don’t remember. anyway – enjoy.
Well let’s start with the Schumann. A big black gap appeared about 22 hours – and I am sharing this 5 hour gap at 5:55pm PST………
Something – again – came in earlier today – making me walk sideways – suddenly feeling weirdness in my head and heart area. I was able to regain my energy and get the laundry, lunch, dinner prep, dishes, vacuuming and learning assistance for my girl done – even made her a warming buddy with the sewing machine my mate bought us for light holiday last december. First project – and first time touching a sewing machine in over 25 years. Just reading that makes me tired! Also struggling to type.
Did I say the exhausting depletion continues?
Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep breath.
Talking with several of you wonderful people today and in recent hours – seems to be a consensus we are quite done with every narrative. It’s all a narrative – some sort of program – inside this place. All there is left to do – in this moment that is – is to just let it all BE and let myself BE IT in that space. As in fuch the work and the healing and the purging and the releasing and the rinse and repeat work work work in order TO blah blah blah. Just. want. to. B E.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAnd SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE the clues/goodies/puzzle pieces showing us that YES DOROTHY we ain’t in Kansas no more never again and YES DOROTHY WE R GETTING OUT/LIBERATED/FREED whatever word fits for you.
So speaking of here are some of those clues which yes I am ready to toss the entire puzzle already and move on and do NEW. But for now it’s all I got.
Oh – before I forget (again) – my wonderful friend who has been visiting this site since conception/inception lol – sent me pictures of his amazing siamese cats – and the formation they presented him with one day when he was needing a real uplift. A first, he said. Check out these beauties and the beautiful heart they gave him:
I had the nudge to share something else but the thought already left and I can’t locate it. lol O M GGGGGGGGGGGGG
Love,
V.
******
JUST IN: 🇺🇸 Bank of America, JPMorgan & other major banks subpoenaed over President Biden's family financial records.
1) President Xi calls for peace via a “political settlement” to end the conflict in Ukraine before it escalates further.
Macron asks Xi to “bring Russia to its senses”, but Xi recognizes this conflict was not started by Russia, but by Western actors in control of Ukraine. https://t.co/vIteFVJOJj
BREAKING: Hyatt Hotels chairman, former Disney executive are among billionaires issued subpoenas in lawsuit over JPMorgan’s ties to Jeffrey Epstein – Here’s what we know! In my latest article, I lay out connections between Epstein and the wealthy businessmen subpoenaed in the Virgin Islands lawsuit against the bank. You won’t find this information anywhere in mainstream media — please share!
Hyatt Hotels chairman, former Disney executive are among billionaires issued subpoenas in lawsuit over JPMorgan’s ties to Jeffrey Epstein – Here’s what we know!
Last week multiple billionaires – including Hyatt Hotels chairman Tom Pritzker, Google Co-Founder Sergey Brin and real estate investor Mortimer Zuckerman – and Creative Artists Agency (CAA) co-founder and former Disney executive Michael Ovitz were served subpoenas in the U.S. Virgin Islands civil la..
Following a commissioning period from 28 March, collisions in the LHC are expected to commence on 22 April, supplying its experiments with more efficiency and a higher beam intensity than ever before.
That thing has to be in WH control………….”17″…………
Following the year-end technical stop (YETS) – a 17-week period in which the accelerators undergo maintenance and minor upgrades
BRICS incoming……………? Dollar doesn’t disappear – just gets revalued back to where it was in 1913…..Imagine what we will be able to buy with that dollar………30 to 1 ratio – dollar back in 1913 is worth $30 today…. (or 33 – remember Trump saying 33 was the MAGIC NUMBER? that wasn’t relating to the market but the ratio)
Text: H.R.2435 — 118th Congress (2023-2024)All Information (Except Text)
As of 04/07/2023 text has not been received for H.R.2435 – To define the dollar as a fixed weight of gold, and for other purposes.
Bills are generally sent to the Library of Congress from GPO, the Government Publishing Office, a day or two after they are introduced on the floor of the House or Senate. Delays can occur when there are a large number of bills to prepare or when a very large bill has to be printed.
Just exhausted – body is weary and worn and torn. Heart. Mind. Soul. Spirit. All of it that makes up Me is just, you know. But as long as I can feeeeeeeeeel, as long as I can hold my own thought, my own truth, as long as I AM, that Spark within remains Lit. Always said I don’t care if I’m crawlin’ across that g.d f’ing finish line at the end – I AM CROSSING IT. (although i intend to leap across it like a boss with all of my power)
Music is helping atm. Listening more so – for a time that is. I played the piano for awhile – I tried so much to get into it – it just isn’t there in me now. Not learning new songs. I need – NEW. As I said – my distractions that were once my joys are hardly distracting me now. Tonight-I tried something new – different. For the first time I made a carrot cake recipe in my bread machine and proceeded to fry it (the machine). I just stared at it – smoking – while at the same time my girl is saying “ok mom i found some clothes to buy!” Bread machine replacement – bottom of the list of things to buy. lol
O M F G
Whether one is awake or not – in knowing or not – we all really need this truth for ALL moment so we can unite and live and BE who we are supposed to be with one another – without fear. Without judgment. Without wondering if someone is going to turn on us and attack or clam up or laugh at us because we’ve shared something that isn’t on their matrix program plate. We ARE LOVE and we KNOW this.
You know that thing I shared earlier – Trump saying You Can’t Always GEt What You Want? Straight out of GEORGE Mag Feb. ’97 issue. Then VK speaking about the Trump/Kennedy prophecy appearing to be (duh) true. I saw a headline from yahoo – negative against John Kennedy Jr. Yeah – it’s showtime. If “they” are attacking him, we know. It has to be. Easter timeline. T said the words – twice – 3 years ago. I get the whole “disinfo” thing but at the time he was speaking to the public about (allegedly) Covid – opening up – being free of “the invisible enemy” – easter timeline- which we had been battling for a long time now – quite awhile – all of this his words – so COME. ON. ALREADY. AND. DO. IT. Q. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Not. safe. anymore. (although it doesn’t escape me seeing the masked up folks and the ones without a clue – at least the audience was small. a T rally would stomp all over that nonsense.)
I still remember when these lyrics hit me with a kapow – we are living in a world of fools breakin’ us down……….when they all should let us Be………we belong to you and me…………I was at an intersection – the truth of it all – where I was – what was out there running things keeping us all divided with their lies and games – the injustice and crazy of it all hit me, leaving me bawling, pounding on the steering wheel, looking around at all the other peeps in their cars, wanting to hug them all and shake them awake.
Every one of us has challenges and as I continue to hammer away on – there are enough of us that, when working TOGETHER regardless of our location, we can some changes to alleviate at least some of those challenges, right? Networking.
And it’s free. And it’s something every. one. of. us. can. do.
You need xyz. I can’t help with xyz. But I can reach out to people I do know (real or not lol omg cannot believe i feel the need to even type that) – and say I have this friend who needs xyz. Can you help? Yes, great! No? Could you please put out the word to those you know and ask? Thank you!
That’s how we do it. Together.
T O G E T H E R.
Most seem now to just be in their own space and don’t want to hassle with anything else outside of that bubble. And I get that.
Overall, I get that. Completely.
But I still have moments where I can and do create the space to see if I can help another.
And that is missing.
Oh goodness is that missing now.
It’s like a dead space.
And it feels even more lonely – for me – than it ever has. And I don’t like it.
Other than that, that’s where I am today. AI program really at it – person in which I have spoken of who comes out far too often to be a coincidence – the same time as we do – happened again today and this time I left almost 15 minutes later than I always do on this particular day. Week after week. But still – there it is.
O M G
WHAT IS REAL? Someone – can someone tell me – WHAT IS REAL here??!!
THIS is real (just need it to come out in full so I can get some frigging retribution for the attacks I’ve had to endure saying hey everyone – John is still here!):
So it seems I am not the only one who had some amazing experiences in the astral last night. Spoke with a few more who had something unusual/unique happen. Sharing my experience with my mate allowed his mind to remember his own experience/dream (and he rarely dreams) – he was on a ship (likely his) and saw rapid flashing of chess pieces and other artifacts (historic). One of the chess pieces was the Knight – in the same color as the uniform he has seen himself in. The Knights, in chess, have the ability to capture and check the king, queen and rooks – plus they can hop over the pawns to escape capture. Interesting. That’s what we’re doing.
There were other things I “got” today but have since forgot. Not fully here today – plus had an intense healing session – feeling like I am looping and unlooping and swirling and twirling. Oh yes – I remember – talking with Sister LH (who is so intuitive – she has a better knowledge of this place than many of the big dudes/dudettes) – reflecting on the feel that we broke “their” time spell on April 1. Something is definitely different since then. Time no longer feels relevant. Even Sister D shared an image this week of a clock and in the middle simply said NOW. Money spell I feel is next to go.
Also forgot to share this – mate received info last night – the time controls are broken. The clock is spinning faster and faster.
So uh here’s what I’m seeing. Please as always support my work by sharing and leaving a donation. Love hearing from ya’ll too and seeing how you’re doing!
MSM is talking about starseeds now? We must be getting close.
Starseeds aren't pretending to be humans. Starseeds are humans. This is about the SOUL.
They laugh but starseeds are the most awakened ones standing up for truth worldwide, whether they know about starseeds or not. pic.twitter.com/cCly7oD1tM
Florida Lawmakers File Bill Draft that Could Repeal ‘Resign to Run’ · The Floridian
A bill has been filed in the Florida Senate minutes after the announcement that President Donald Trump has been indicted by a Manhattan Grand Jury on 30 counts related to alleged business fraud. The bill, “SPB 7050: Elections” could change Florida’s “Resign to Run” law which..
