So much to explain why myself within just does not energetically align w/this “holiday season”. A feeling I’ve had for 30 years. That said, I feeeeeel Jesus (or whatever name he really had) was a real prophet/teacher – lately felt the original neo (first to wake up inside this place and tried to get the rest awake). Likely born in the fall (some say 9/11 – would make sense). He was so powerful, “they” had to do something in terms of getting more of our loosh so they made up the sacrifice on the cross story – died for our sins – made the whole religious church story about all of that to keep people in their worship mode (give away energy/looshing). This season has nothing to do with Jesus – it’s satan’s season.
I am just not feeling this whole holiday thing. It feels like just another day. I’ve wanted new for so long – including w/this holiday – this intense focus of back to back days we “have to participate in” and “buy stuff” and “travel” and all of the other “have to’s” has overwhelmed me for years. I have always loved the idea of gathering and community – especially around a table with card games, conversation & good food. It’s the whole “ok the calendar says it’s that time so we have to participate” that has, in all honesty, never resonated with me. True gatherings are organic and natural and are part of the Divine Flow of things. The natural rebellion on my part has come from that knowing that forced days of focus aren’t for me.
So – it’s quiet around here. We went from 26 for a high to 55. ATM we are warmer than most of Florida. It felt so balmy, even with the clouds and drizzle, I went outside with just a t-shirt. I’m still in the space of “now is good” as well as “this year is IT” for all that no longer serves any of us – but only “them”. Also very done w/having to type with ridiculous parenthesis in order to make my point – when I want my point to, you know, show up out there. I am as detached from pretty much every thing – more than I ever have been. So many of us – soooo many of us – have held the energetic space of this holiday season for all to transition. Myself included. Here’s to that miracle of real change manifesting for every single one of us. It’s been a very challenging night here – prayers are requested. Maybe that’s my aversion to holidays now – seems like conflict goes up during this time of year.
12.The first Twitter executive abandoned any pretense to stealth and emailed that the employee “used to work for the CIA, so that is Elvis’s question.” pic.twitter.com/5kL8xNRZcO
The synchs are CRAZY FUN right now – but not to be surprising because that is how we DIVINELY and ORIGINALLY CREATE/BE/DO.
In under 20 seconds, here’s just what happened: I was finished watching a video (shared below) on the firmament – talking about a crack in the earth’s magnetic field. I thought “hmm I remember reading something about that a few days ago” – found it quickly in a search – glanced at the TV – said “oooh there’s a bear!” and remembered VK posted images of bears last night – then see VK shared the video I watched before the one on the firmament.
It’s all coming together quicker now because we’re coming together. Could explain the intense and I indicate I N T E N S E need to just be with my own thoughts – and rest/sleep.
A mysterious shock wave in a gust of solar wind has sent a barrage of high-speed material smashing into Earth’s magnetic field, opening up a crack in the magnetosphere.
I completely align w/the idea that “death” only happens here – we have eternal life because of, as he says, “time travel” – but in our way……like my mate and i concluded in the last 2-3 years, we’re time-traveling our way out of here and “back to our future selves”………..the experience i had in july 2009 where something called to my conscious mind – clear as day – to come outside and i walked outside and pointed to it – saw the most amazing beautiful pulsing orb/object/craft in the sky – headed my way – paused – and i just stared at it and felt so connected – i heard my name, heard the greeting then heard “see you soon” and when it exited and winked out, i broke down and cried like a child – feeling so abandoned – i knew i belonged on that ship or whatever it was w/them……my first thought was us from the future – but that sounded ridiculous at the time so i went w/family from the outside saying hello……….now i know it was me and whoever is with me in that space – coming to give me encouragement and love……….
We’re returning the Diamonds. The children. Us. Our Original frequency/code/energy.
So I was thinking about the dream I had a couple of months ago (shared it here – been talkin’ about it off and on since) about seeing the sun go nova and poof in the blink of an eye we’re all transported to the New. Everything sparkled as though the Sun were filtering through and on every bit of Life. Dancing. Celebration. Prior to this event in the dream, my girl and I were playing cards and I kept drawing diamonds – in particular the 10 of diamonds. A couple of nights ago I realized the deck we have been using the past couple of weeks is the same. deck. as in the dream. Prior to that – for years – we’ve been using the other card decks I have but something nudged me to begin using this one (it looks totally different) a couple of weeks back, so I went w/it w/o thinking about it.
So following this sun/nova/new dream, the next night I had another dream where something guided me to focus on the 10’s I had seen (and were drawing – much to my surprise). They were important. A couple of weeks ago I saw (and again, shared here) where we are technically in the 10th month according to the Julian Calendar.
Anyway, so after I was done reflecting on all of this – yet again – I decided to pull out the deck of cards and play “win a lot” (little game you play with yourself). Check out the first card I drew (I told my mate he had to come back to the bedroom and bring the camera):
I’m still rather WOWed. But there it is – the card I was drawing in the dream – and the deck I was using – live – in person – tonight – December 23, 2022.
Do any of you feel we’re really IN IT now? Something is constant now – or some things. The DONE is constant as is EXIT/NEW NOW. Be gentle with yourselves – loving with yourselves. We need to be both with ourselves. Yes, this is an inside job – but we cannot do this alone. Who removes trauma in this snake pit of frequencies and other cr@p – in full? Every one of you I speak with tell me the same thing (and this is my experience too) – you clear something but then the simulation here fills you back up again – to some degree. So when you find yourself thinking “WTF? I already cleared this!” – know IT IS NOT YOU DOING THIS. It can’t be. Not our REAL DIVINE selves. And not even our original human self. If we do have programs that tell ourselves we don’t deserve to be healed or we can’t healed (and who doesn’t?) – well those are part of the simulation here. Probably one of them “sticking” programs I like to call them – designed to stick. Why is it negative sticks so easily here? I remember a psychologist once telling me the brain is wired that way – to focus more on the negative than on the positive – or at least clearing negative is more difficult than bringing in the positive. At the time I thought ok that makes sense but then also thought “who the F designed that?!”
Yeah – now we know.
Love yourself. You deserve to go Home. You deserve Freedom. You deserve to have and experience everything you seek and wish and desire. You deserve peace and every bit of abundance the Universe/True Creator Consciousness has to offer. Just because. That’s how Love works/creates/flows – IS.
A somewhat rare M2.5 earthquake struck near Fostoria Ohio.. this is what I found next to the epicenter… an old large landfill with what appears to be some kind of methane collection operation going on around it…. the towers are for flaring off gas.. and pic.twitter.com/nTVSSqUmD1
“Time to go”…………trying to make the best of a situation……..cranky – cramped – compromising………..an opportunity to make big changes w/in the situation……..very interesting read………….
So it’s been a week – and I haven’t shared these particular details. Someone got ahold of my debit card number and went on a little spree – which naturally lead to closing the card and ordering a new one. My bank has the best fraud protection on the market so I am thankful for that. The youngest one broke a cupboard door – the hinge in particular – which is not fixable as the screws holding the latch into the base are glued in making it pointless to swap hinges much less buy another one. We’ve had to deal with little things breaking down here or there and our living situation – well it’s “special” – we get to take care of things (whether we can afford them or not) and we get a good deal to stay here. This has meant having to use pieces of hemp string I have tied together to form a loop to hold the blinds in place if I want to open them because the inner strings/cords already broke (SO CHEAP). I get to do this every morning on several of our windows – and the one in my daughter’s room is a PITA to get to. This also has lead to us having to wash our clothes in the garage with the machine that we own because the one that came w/this place broke and, well, you know – take care of it (and this time around the repair dudes said the unit was too old and no parts so we had to get creative and hook up the unit we already owned and brought w/us when we moved in). That means we have to use the hose from the house – which means cold water – and also means we have to hook up hoses from the machine and place them in the yard for the rinse water to exit – plus hooking up the hose to the attachment to the machine. We have to go through this process every. time.we want to wash clothes. It’s been this way for over a year – and we’ve made the best of ut – but now? It’s become a royal PITA – especially with how cold it’s been – and my mate’s health issues make it more challenging – esp. w/bending, lifting, carrying, etc. It’s REALLY a joyful experience when it’s raining – put shoes on to carry out the laundry basket – take them off before coming inside so we don’t carry in the mud and pine needles from our feet. Oh and we have to use our outside shoes to do this. Plus we carry out 2 buckets of hot water to add some warm water to the wash to get them clean. We have to run a heater on the wash at night when it’s 35 or below to keep it warm.
And THEN when we do that, we have to shut the side door in a “special way”. Why, you ask? So it still stay shut. And why is that? You know – the entire side of the house (thanks to tree roots) is slowly falling away from the rest of the house.
At least we have shelter that is warm, safe and dry. And it doesn’t escape my mind or heart knowing there are people in my city who don’t have the same – who are living in a tent – struggling to keep the sleeping bag dry or even having to deal with a broken zipper on that sleeping bag. I remind myself of that now and then – esp. when I am feeling the way I am on this particular evening.
But tonight – when I saw that the bracket busted – I slowly melted down. I’m too OLD for this sheot. I am f’ing DONE renting and I am absolutely DONE being financially poor and trapped by others who have more money than I do and thus more power over how and when I create – and what I can do inside of my own home. The female goddess in me also doesn’t want broken sheot. It’s an energy thing. The female in me wants NICE THINGS. I’m sitting here on this old laptop on top of our bed and this comforter we have has holes and tears plus a recently found activated charcoal stain on it that I accidentally spilled on it when I was cleaning out under the dresser and forgot I had placed bowls of the stuff to absorb moisture and odor because, you know, older homes with crappy insulation and shoddy construction lead to issues (SMELLS).
And there’s the dresser in which I speak of which has been repaired by yours truly off and on for a few years because I cannot afford new or nice furniture.
And heating this place – space heaters to save money on electricity. Those wall mounted things run at 1500W – space heaters give me the option of 750 OR 1500 so I’ve found 750 works just fine. Plus towels under the door to keep draft from coming in (get to do that every night too – including in the summer to keep bugs/spiders from crawling inside).
I’ve done my best to make this a soothing homey environment. And I know I’ve done an amazing job at it. I can decorate (kinda) like Martha Stewart on a dime. Thrift store finds (back when we could go to them and not worry about being radiated). Yard sale finds (back when people actually had them – pre-covid days). But now I want to buy NEW and stop using objects previously owned that eventually break. And most importantly: I don’t want money to be in the way. I want that Flow to run Purely and Consistently now.
Things built up. I can only smile and say “it’s ok” for so long before the truth comes rising up saying “THIS IS NOT OK FOR ME ANYMORE.”
And it isn’t. But I can make it ok – or BE OK with it NOT being ok.
Or something like that.
Gratitude is the gateway to that “ok”.
Just pouring out my thoughts and keeping it real on this trusty little laptop of mine.
Courageous warriors and actors indeed! As for “sloppy” – maybe sloppy on purpose? How deeply asleep is the general population – will they see the obvious? Here’s hoping!
Flood gates have to open soon though – the drip, drip isn’t waking them fast enough. The spell is strong and most have been under it for a really long time (many lifetimes).
But I am sure most of is on here feel the change – we are all vibrating like plucked strings on a harp.
Remember in Wizard of Oz when they throw back the curtain and the old man is still trying to convince them that what they saw wasn't what they saw? Yeah… kinda feels like that https://t.co/SsIXEViDHs
This is such a good one. I’ve now had this circle my way 3x in the last 3 days so I knew it was for me to listen to. Really aligning – obviously (the shower “portal” clearing made me smile) – that intense need to go within and be in solitude and quiet as much as possible – how this time is All About You/Me/Us. I said that last night – in a state of frustration as I felt my need to have this time – at this time – truly be all. about. me. was not understood. Intuitively I know all of this – and my inner self screams when I am not able to honor this – or don’t make the space and set the firm boundary TO do what I already know I need to. If that makes sense. lol In short – go inward and follow thine directions. Love, V. (window of 12/16-12/28 – we’ll see………”no dates”…….)
The energy feels very pokey today. I don’t know what else to say – this is groundhog day rinse and repeat. We feel up and protected and free for a bit then we feel trapped and poked. Back and forth until it isn’t. (and hey anyone able to escape this feeeeeeeel/experience consistently now as in you are no longer feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling ANY of “them” – please share how you were able to do this). After agreeing with Sister D that the attacks in the astral were greatly diminished – pretty much non-existent – I got it last night. I didn’t take it – it came disguised as someone I know (who is very annoying – the type to turn every. single. situation. into their own pity party). I’ve never said a word to this individual – but last night I stated not everything was about them – then smacked them hard in the face. Ooooh how good it felt – until apparently I smacked so hard it woke me up and my hand was in the same position as in the dream.
I soooooooooooooooooooo need my own space – at least an office space. And an early spring. I had no intention of doing another winter in this cramped little house – but here I am. I go to center and find gratitude. Sometimes it works. Sometimes it doesn’t.
Speaking of the intending thing – I have had a question about praying to god. Whoever this consciousness is doesn’t seem to respond to our needs very well does it? Not here anyway. Time to be honest about just who is this “god”. I get the whole matrix god(s). The only thing that makes sense to me is we are so isolated inside this place – as detached from the Universal Consciousness/Energy Field as one can be without total disconnect – that our ability to bring in that energy and use it for our creation has been so seriously disrupted (which is why “they” were able to keep us here to begin with) – that leads us to this experience of “hit or miss” with the prayer thing. Because hey let’s be brutally honest once again ~ if a loving parent or friend or family member sees one they care for struggling, suffering, in need – WE HELP if we can, right? We don’t ignore them. We don’t say “sorry too busy”. We don’t say “NO” and walk away. We don’t say “sorry that only happens on my time – not yours”. And we don’t say “you gotta do better/worship me/obey me FIRST”. Love don’t work that way.
And neither does ANY consciousness that is benevolent and Divine.
Here’s what I’m seeing. Please remember to share and donate what you can to support my work. Gratitude and blessings!
Love,
V.
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Speaking of pokey – feels like it was collective. Saw some talk about being “tested” today. Then see this PERFECT response. LOVE. NEVER. TESTS.
Tests are never for the people taking them. They are for the people trying to judge them.
But if we’re being tested in secret, it’s because they intend to judge us in secret.
Being judged in secret means that it doesn’t need to be legitimate. We can do perfectly on the test, but they can still fail us simply because they don’t like us.
Just flunk the test on purpose and give them the finger. Don’t play their game.
Underground happenings still going on – which is why we’re still “in this”………
Anyone remember Mike Moore’s Fahrenheit 9/11 documentary? He asked one of the puppets about The P. Act – it was over 1500 pages – and the puppet said do you really think we read these bills?
The worst people in politics from both parties have teamed up to demand Congress rubber-stamp a 4,155-page blank check—many times the length of the Bible.
A check for $1,700,000,000,000 of your money.
And they want it stamped before anyone can actually read it.
Who knows. Anything big happen for all to see like a big reveal? Or just another carrot dangle and we keep at this until we don’t have to anymore. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! (117th Congress……….)
🦅🇺🇸 Donald Trump retruths a clip
from the 2000 film “NUREMBERG”
starring Alec Baldwin (irony),
where they are sentencing everyone in military tribunals…
“crimes against humanity.” “Death by hanging” 💥💥💥
He has to step down – the one we see is wearing a mask.
Speaking of, Elon changed his following count twice today: up to 157, then to 158. 17 drops (bold is my doing and what I feeeeeeeeeeel is most relevant):
157
Nov 20, 2017 2:29:00 AM EST
Q !ITPb.qbhqoID: 8GzG+UJ9No. 150166904
What is a key?
What is a key used for?
What is a guard?
What is a guard used for?
Who unlocked the door of all doors?
Was it pre-planned?
Do you believe in coincidences?
What is information?
Who controls the release of information?
WHO HAS ALL OF THE INFORMATION?
Who disseminates information?
What is the MSM?
Who controls the MSM?
Who really controls the MSM?
Why are we made to believe the MSM are the only credible news sources? Who controls the MSM?
Who really controls the MSM?
Why are we made to believe the MSM are the only credible news sources? Why is this relevant?
Why are non MSM platforms cast as conspiracy and/or non-credible?
Why are non MSM platforms cast as conspiracy and/or non-credible?
What happens when an entity and/or individual accumulates power?
Define corruption.
Wealth = power.
Power = influence.
Influence = control.
Rinse and repeat.
What power of influence was recently discovered (specifically re: 2016 election)?
How much power of influence does Twitter, FB, Reddit, etc. have in influencing the minds of people?
Has the stranglehold of the MSM been diminished?
What is open source?
What has become blatantly obvious since the election of POTUS?
Why would they allow this (visibility) to occur?
Were they not prepared to counter?
What miscalculation occurred?
What opposite impact did this generate?
How did POTUS recognize and invert?
What happens when an entity and/or individual accumulates power?
Define corruption.
Define censorship.
Define ‘controlled’ censorship.
What action is Twitter taking effective mid-Dec?
What is the purpose of this action? Possible test to understand public / gov’t response?
158
Nov 20, 2017 2:29:21 AM EST
Q !ITPb.qbhqoID: 8GzG+UJ9No. 150166936
(cont..)
When was this announced?
When did events in SA transpire?
Who controlled a large portion of Twitter stock?
Why is this relevant?
Define oppression.
Who controls the narrative?
Who really controls the narrative?
Who guards the narrative?
Does the MSM shelter and protect select ‘party’ members?
Does this protection insulate these ‘party’ members?
Who controls the narrative?
What laws were put in place to protect the MSM from lawsuits? Who specifically passed this law?
What is immunity?
What prevents a news organization from simply ‘making up sources & stories’?
What prevents a news organization from simply ‘making up sources & stories’?
What previous SC ruling provided protection to reporters from having to reveal their ‘confidential’ source(s)?
How many people are unaware of the ‘truth’ due to the stranglehold?
How must people be made aware of an alternate reality?
“Accidentally” got drawn into this after spending over 20 minutes trying to get information on a freelance writing gig opportunity and going nowhere w/it as in the site kept lagging – not letting me enter or not loading – then loading but to get more information would lead to that endless spinning icon and I thought perhaps it was the internet but other sites I normally check out were fine. I became frustrated as I remain focused on expanding the income situation – so after a time, I decided to try again later and get on anonup. I see this:
Yes yes yes, I thought – I remember him saying this in like 2019 or something. Who knows……….Then I felt this inner nudge to see if there is any updates on Betelgeuse. There is. All along it’s been red. But today it turned purple briefly. First it turns cobalt blue – then purple. About a week ago it was turning blue (according to this guys channel/videos). We began watching this about 2 months ago – maybe 3 – and at the time it wasn’t changing colors. When a star is dying, it becomes red. I read for a star to become purple, its surface temp. would have to be about 15,oooC ~ blue or blue/green, 50,000C. Who knows – just an interesting string of events that may or may not be “real”. It is afterall N A S A……………..
Not that this helps – just adds to the above. It’s still rolling out far too slowly. I know viewership is down – I’d just like to know where. Everyone I used to be connected to around here is still. listening. and. being. further. programmed. This includes family members too who still. listen. to. the. lies.
