She is talking about being in the IMAX theatre watching a movie inside the DOME surrounded by the SNAKE energy while the OUTER WORLD is just, well, rather hanging there.  We are watching a show – all this stuff being shown to us – rebalancing happening outside of the theatre.  SNAKE meeting its consequences for “over eating” (FEEDING I would say) on us.  That energy is caught in our “net” and needs to be REMOVED -which I interpret as that energy is plugged in/stuck TO us – and it ain’t MINE and I have tried clearing that sheot for decades without success which tells me it clears when something REMOVES it FOR us.  We then get out of this “artificial construct” – out on the other side (back to that OUTER WORLD – REAL SPACE).  She mentions arche-type energies – but are they actually “real”?  Nope – I think it’s all illusion.  Anything that imitates an original creation is not to be trusted.  That’s what this entire experience here is:  an artificial copy of our Original.  However that archetype can be used to SHOW US what is “real” and what isn’t.

She goes on to say the DOME is keeping us just one-step removed from what’s going on outside of the “theatre”.  Leaving this phase SOON – purging it all no matter what – so may as well cleanse as much as we can here.  Ride is coming to an end “SOON”.  Something trying to keep us from being overwhelmed (why this is playing out the way it is).   The final act – the wall opens and we “EXIT” outside the wall.

She.  Is.  So.  In.  Tune.  

About all I want to do is hibernate – clear out that “snake” energy – and tell myself to WAKE UP.  WAKE UP.  WAKE UP.  Today – with most every chore I did – I found myself suddenly saying “this isn’t real.  this isn’t real.  this isn’t real.”  I am saying that phrase more and more now.  I also was saying good-bye to this city, this street, this house, everything I “see” with these compromised eyes.

I am also, at the same time, absolutely E X H A U S T E D – a mental fatigue that is massive now.   I have looked enough – and I do NOT need to see anymore.  I don’t want to KNOW anymore about this place – what has been.  When my mate reads a headline I SCREAM inside.

Question is:  How many of us resonate with this type of info that San (and others) share?  How many of those inside the theatre who haven’t a clue they are INSIDE one are getting ANY of this?  How many still think we’re on an actual planet spinning spinning spinning having an experience in real space?  How many are still lining up to vote thinking it matters?

This type of info from San – that is ALL I seek now – it is the only thing providing me comfort (aside from the people in this house and the occasional conversations I have with some of you beautiful people).  Well, that and watching Heartland and spending as much time as I can in bed.

 

 

Processing and filtering out to get to my personal Truth.

I came to the defense of someone who I felt was being attacked for simply seeking clarification.  I’ve seen it before among this particular crowd.  Besides sharing information here on this page, I also created this space for a place of support.  The matrix experience is difficult enough on our own.  We make it (easier) by having others to offer support – however that looks.  So my intention was to offer support and instead – I received a lot of blowback – which included criticism for sharing that I had a TG channel (which I did not share the link – just that I had one and those interested could contact me) designed for support during this time.  Now what’s interesting is many in this particular channel also share video links to other channels – quite often – without conflict or drama.  But I do it?  I get TOS verbage.

Really?

Is it because I was promoting MYSELF instead of someone else?

Hmmm?

As I like to say:  If you can’t offer support – but instead criticism – get out of the way of those trying TO offer some love.

People show themselves for who they are – and that blind following cult mentality is clear to see now.  Thankfully no one does that on this page.  We vibe higher.  Well most of the time.  I do have my moments where I dip into the angst frustration fed up f’ing done pool – but I rise back up and keep on going.

What’s that phrase?  You can’t keep a good woman/man down.

On we go.  Up and OUT.

Love,

V.

 

 

 

 

 

Who isn’t struggling now?  Who isn’t getting hammered and nailed with unwanted thoughts and behaviors, targeting and attacks?  Many are giving up on this plan – and some are giving up on the idea that we’re getting out.

Me?  I struggle with them but I remain focused on WHAT I WANT and trusting in what I HAVE SEEN for years – decades.  I. Will. Never. Give. Up.  

I’m also feeling very parched in experiencing Love – and feeling it.  I am hungry for it.  Thirsty.  Craving what once was.  It’s a survival thirst and longing.

I struggle in thinking I am losing my mind.  Struggle to be HEARD.  Struggle to be SEEN.  Struggle to get the support I need seek and deserve.

In short:  In spite of my never giving up – I have reached the limit in my ability to sustain my current experience the way it is – in a way that is healthy for me.

This sums up exactly what I feel and am thinking now:

Can someone truly in the know explain to me – to us – wtf is actually going on?

I am seeing many saying they cannot walk this Trump/cue plan any longer – the sacrifice, the losses, the struggles have been too much.  I agree.  I’m not seeing benevolence at this point.  The only way I could ever be fully behind such an operation is logistics only – as in it was that awful here, that infiltrated and that complex to undo it – and us and liberate us all.  Simply telling others to trust and have faith and be patient is not helpful now.  I would rather have silence than words like that.  We don’t need words.  Those crying out for help need ACTION.  And my heart is screaming for comfort while my mind screams NOOOOOOOOOOO to all that is interfering with that comfort.

Many put their faith in God.  Jesus.  They claim this is happening on God’s time.  Really?  We are separate from that energy?  I thought that spark/energy was in each of us – therefore isn’t is US calling forth the end too?

It’s complex as hell now.

It’s ugly out there.

And it’s damn time we all command it to end NOW.

Collectively….

With ALL THAT WE HAVE AND ARE.

Seriously – it is g.d. time.

Love,

Victoria

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