The crazy just keeps on getting more crazy.  Mate’s still trying to recover from jabbed radiation.  I felt better yesterday then noticed I began to feel the same as I did over the weekend after experiencing the same.  Makes me wonder is it possible when someone is exposed to the jabs crap – can they pass that off on others in the household?  I’ve read where some experience this on a private social media account page with this as the topic.  We seem to be a small minority – another “misfit” category to apply to myself.  I’m used to that though – been a misfit my whole life.  The Universe’s got to open up that door to that new home – rural – as isolated as we can be – or at least away from those who stupidly partook in this evil poison.  I’m kinda out of patience for them.  They made the choice – and some of us are paying that price.  And I’m g.dayem done paying the price for the choices of others.

P E R I O D.

The grooming and social conditioning of the kids has found its way to our house where I had to explain the term “gender fluid” to my child.  The advice we received was keep her away from the kids who spew this narrative on their social media pages.

Uh – WRONG answer.  The answer is the parents who know this sheot is happening DO SOMETHING.  Call it out and DO F’ING SOMETHING.  Otherwise the silence equates complicity.  I am more than willing to back up any parent who does this.  Finding anyone around these parts like that?  lolol

I laugh.  I laugh and laugh and laugh at how crazy insane it is now and how that is impacting my brain and mind – both of which are understanding ANY of the complicity less and less…………and less and less………

An open door………….and open window…………..’tis what is needed by myself and this family.  N O W.  Not some stewpid delta or parasite cv diagnosis.  Talk about feeling forgotten.  This plan doesn’t seem to include people like myself.

Seriously.  There are MANY of us who don’t need to “see” anymore – and most of us really need a new better experience.  We need healing and liberation and restoration and community and a long LOOOOOOOOOOONG vacation and we need it yesterday – not some arbitrary date selected by SOMEONE ELSE.

Ahhh – that “someone else” being in charge.  That’s what gets me more than anything.  I like my freedom and I miss having it.  Deeply.  I love how LH (in the comment section) says the whole we create our own reality (and not just a little bit here and there but REAL creating in FULL) is a bunch of bunk here.  That was blocked.  Why?  Well sheot, if we had our full power TO create our experience/reality here, we would have been able to take out these parasites – seen and unseen – and destroyed their programs and agenda’s – without weapons/technology.

So…………even this plan taking place is about others being in charge to liberate us and while I hold appreciation and gratitude for that in moments – I have other moments where I am like “ENOUGH WAITING!  GET IT DONE ALREADY!”  Or hey – reach out to some of us who need that new world – at least the benefits OF it – some of it – NOW.  This slow roll-out is painful for us. WE KNOW.  Jesus, WE KNOW.  Want our support?  LET US HAVE ACCESS TO THE THINGS WE NEED NOW – instead of it happening someday once the “normies” see enough.

FUCH THAT.  Never will that sit right with me.  If “they” can access things withheld from us to help “themselves” – then the WH can do the same for those of us who seek it N O W.  That is what would have been my input into this plan – if I had a say that is.

Which leads me to patience – and how I feel that is a matrix program.  Just be patient while we throw some trauma bombs your way but be patient because good is coming.  After what we have gone through – awake – and continue to go through – we have the patience of God.  PERIOD.  Can’t get any higher than that.  I can’t tell others – who reach out to me in pain – to be patient.  Doesn’t feel right.  Instead I do my best to just hold space.

I do me.  You do you.  And we support one another in that.

Support………….I received one of the most beautiful e-mails today from one of you – expressing how just my words I share here make you feel less lonely.  I’ve been told this before, but the words today were different – and perhaps my heart is more open now – or more NEEDING to hear such words.  I don’t know – I just felt enveloped in love and in being SEEN.  So – when I receive gifts like that – it helps soothe the “I feel invisible” program I’ve had my whole life.  Sometimes it comes in handy though.  lol  Like those times you see someone you know and don’t really get along with them – ok – you don’t like them – and they’re coming your way and you want to hide – I will activate my mental invisibility cloak – and it’s worked.  I’ve been able to do this in the astral when hiding is necessary.  And this morning – I did something similar when we were awoken yet again with more pounding and whatever loud machine is used to cut out door frames, etc.  I had in my ear plugs – air cleaner and heater running – but I could still hear it and as a highly sensitive individual to such frequencies, I was having a challenging time keeping my body relaxed.  So on a whim I put the workers in another reality – visually and with intention.  The idea flowed to me and I did it naturally.  And then I noticed – the sounds they made greatly diminished.  I was like “wtf?  did I really do that?”

So – now and then I do have that power.  Ok – I ALWAYS have the Power – it’s just getting it to work whenever I call it up that is a challenge – hit or miss here.

Until it no longer is.

Love,

Victoria

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Ignorance.

The real disease.

The real virus.

Jabbed shedding ignorance – not an excuse.  We can’t let it be.  I can’t let it be.  Not when it is making people in my household sick.  !!!!!

I spent much of yesterday/last night having to rest and do extra health protocols because I was in someone’s protein bubble and got the same damn symptoms:  Burning in my privates, strange things on my tongue, malaise and inflammation in my nose along with feeling like I literally have particles in my throat that I have to cough up.  It built up – I was out and about a lot last week – and by Saturday evening apparently my body had had enough.

Mate went out today – got it in spades.  He also had to deal with a mask nazi at a pharmacy.  Here in our special place in matrix hell, you don’t have to wear a diaper on your face inside retail stores – but health facilities you do (which includes pharmacies).  It’s so stewpid and ridiculous and every word I can think of.  It truly deeply insults me as a thinking human with a usable brain.  Walk around the store without being covered where you can cough and sneeze all you want – but literally cross a f’ing line to the pharmacy – which in this case is open and part OF the store – you have to mask up.

AND NO ONE THINKS THIS IS THE EPITOMY OF EVIL?  AND STEWPID??

My mate refused to comply so he went to the outside window – where they still refused service because he chose to speak up and obviously triggered their weak minded widdle programming that set the pharmacist off on a 3 year old tirade.  Corporate’s getting a phone call and a lawyer will be searched for as we have HAD ENOUGH!!!

But this is just part of the plan – allowing the insane to play out while innocent AWAKENED RESPONSIBLE people like us get attacked and harmed.  And I have f’ing HAD IT.  HAD IT HAD IT HAD IT!

Then there is this:  we had to have a conversation with our daughter about “gender fluidity”.  She’d never heard of the concept – until she saw a local friends social media account claim she was “gender fluid”.  This is a frigging 10 year old child.  C H I L D.  Their minds have been programmed and groomed to go to these sickening levels that only ADULTS with full frontal-cortex development are truly capable of understanding.  And it SICKENS and ENRAGES me the parents who LET THIS ABUSE OCCUR.  WTF is wrong with them?  NOT HUMAN???!!!!  

As I said – IGNORANCE IS NOT AN EXCUSE.

But again – just part of the plan.  And we still have ass hats who tell us to chill – trust – while they either aren’t sensitive to the spiking or have their own in-person tribe and haven’t a CLUE what it’s like to be AWAKE and SEE surrounded by sleeping zolts in OBVIOUS HELL and wanting OUT but as always MONEY CONTROLS THAT ABILITY.  

Oh but tell US to chill out without offering a DAMN bit of support.  I have f’ing lost all patience in dealing with NPC’s like that.

Just as ignorant as the sleepers at this point.  You’re either helping or you’re harming.

I’m losing my f’ing ability to cope here is what I’m saying.  Oh I’m trying – I suck it up a lot – I do A LOT of deep breathing – dancing – walking – releasing – but I am still forced to return to the SAME DAMN SPACE THAT IS CREATING THESE ASSAULTS UPON ME ON A NEAR DAILY F’ING BASIS.  

If a wonderful new Home would actually MANIFEST………..The ongoing searches we do for something SAFE and CLEAN and AFFORDABLE in a much more rural area would PRODUCE SOMETHING……….

If real people of like-mind would say or show interest in WANTING TO UNITE AND CREATE NEW – and if ONE of us knew someone with the MONEY to make this happen – I could find more reason to feeeeeeeeeeel far better than I really am.

Until then I do my best not to use that walking stick of mine to rip down those nazi sunflower blue and yellow flags and beat the stupid out of those supporting the narrative.

That’s all I have for today.

F’ing U G H!!!!!!!!!!

Love,

V.

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