She is in need of a haircut, school curriculum and clothes for this fall (she keeps growing!).
I’m busting my ass here working on my two sites while I continue my exploration into returning to school. I finally made one connection yesterday – that’s a process – have to go through an assessment – then that gets approved then I get to work with someone who will help me. The other connection – I am not hearing back from them in spite of numerous attempts on my end. Also waiting back to hear from another person, who bumped my case up to her supervisor as it was clear to her I was not getting the assistance I am in need of.
For now – here I am doing my best when I just want to stay in bed these days.
Thank you to all for your support.
💖
Victoria
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So RFK tells us that Hershey will be removing artificial food dyes – by 2027.
Twenty.
Twenty.
Seven.
Supporters are saying “americans don’t want ugly food.
🙄
So appearance over health………..
As Forrest Gump said: Stupid is as stupid does.
What about the child slave labor that Hershey’s has used to make their toxic filth?
What about the heavy metals found in their chocolate?
What about holding them accountable for the DECADES of poisoning the population WITH their products?
Every single corporation needs to be stripped of their assets – held accountable for crimes against humanity.
If not – if this doesn’t happen this year – this awakening is nothing but a flop.
And the vaxxine poisoning?
People saying we don’t want to scare the parents too much.
Oh sure….. just prioritize the mental health of the parents over the lives of the children.
What happened to THIS IS ABOUT THE CHILDREN?
When I see how this is playing out, I fail to see the proof that the children are truly being prioritized.
Think Jesus would ever consent to “ok let’s clean this up and show people but we will do it very slowly. sure there will be a lot of collateral loss – but hey – we have to prioritize the minds of the programmed masses”.
Yeah I don’t think so. It would be frequency change NOW. All see NOW with supportive help from the outside to ensure the mind survives.
I mean how many of us have had trauma after trauma of unexpected events and survived?
If a woman can survival a sexual assault and have her mind still intact….
If a child can survive being molested and still have their minds intact……..
Harmed, yes, but still intact, then it’s obviously clear to me that some normie can handle hearing the stuff they are putting into their children’s bodies is harming them.
I mean what parent wouldn’t freak and say WHY DID YOU NOT TELL ME EARLIER WHEN YOU KNEW??
Anything is possible, right?
For every theory, I have a question.
How many children are now homeless because the plan allowed the cost of living to skyrocket?
How many were harmed with the covid jab because again, this was allowed to happen? (people say “parents had a choice” – what about the children? they had NO CHOICE)
The longer this drags on without anything significantly positive – that we all NEED – the more I can’t help but feel we’ve been duped. There is no “home”. There is no “event” coming to get us out and/or change this reality. No arrests we can see. We will remain trapped inside of this pit watching a movie that doesn’t appear to truly be going anywhere useful and helpful. Needed.
And then I learned this:
Earnings from $TRUMP Meme CoinThe $TRUMP meme coin, launched on January 17, 2025, has generated significant revenue for Trump-affiliated entities through trading fees and token ownership. Here’s a breakdown based on available information:
Trading Fees: Entities behind the $TRUMP coin, including CIC Digital (a Trump-owned company) and Fight Fight Fight LLC, have earned substantial fees from transactions. Estimates suggest:
Between January 17 and January 30, 2025, these entities accumulated approximately $86 million to $94 million in trading fees, according to blockchain analysis firms Merkle Science and Chainalysis.
All while good people who support him (or don’t – it doesn’t matter does it – he is there to represent ALL OF US) – go without. Lose their homes. Sleep in tents and in RV’s. Slowly starve. And then some Trump supporters have been coming after me lately, criticizing me for asking for financial help through my work. Or tell me “we are doing this for the normies – we have to help them” and yet have ANY ONE OF THEM HELPED MY DAUGHTER OR ME?
Nope.
FAKE people.
I mean SERIOUSLY.
S E R I O U S L Y.
How does this make sense?
Hmm?
What world am I in?!
Today is one of those days where nothing makes sense. And where distraction isn’t working. Self-talk – soothing techniques – helps a wee bit but does not shift that inner part of ME that wants the fuch out of this reality of evil. I can look the other way to distract myself, but I always KNOW.
You know?
Do your best when in a prison that poisons you and requires you to pay ungodly amounts of their money to survive.
Yeah, that option of distraction is no longer acceptable.
The only way one will feel better and stay in that state is to get out of prison.
Several years ago Elon told us all to "TAKE THE RED PILL" – as he did. Freed (from his female handler). Dealt with. Still seeing an actor. (or more) That mask line he said was due to surgery. lol Each side has their own actors – evil does this to confuse us – which is why we… https://t.co/fsbUxOhUTv
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) July 1, 2025
It's been in front of everyone since the beginning. It's an infiltration test for anons more than anyone. Sheeple programming has to be dismantled. I mean Maye?
Trump introduced him at the Assassination attempt place while Musk declared himself a black hat.
The reason why the acceptant rate is so low for american students at these “prestigious” universities is because 1/4-1/3 or more of their enrollment are from foreign students.
Why do colleges that have thousands of students paying no less than $42k each annually need our tax money? Based on public disclosures & research funding databases, each of the following federal funds goes to the following Ivy League colleges: University of Pennsylvania: $1.8… pic.twitter.com/xVM1Xle4QE
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) July 1, 2025
Q’s?
We want to hear all your Qs about Guard life. Curious how Soldiers serve part-time while going to school or working? Let's talk about it – drop your comments below. pic.twitter.com/7oTvoLchLE
Trump: We'll have to take a look. We might have to put DOGE on Elon. You know what DOGE is, the monster that might have to go back and eat Elon, wouldn't that be terrible. He gets a lot of subsidies. pic.twitter.com/CwIHLykUab
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) July 1, 2025
4 second video:
Remember when I theorized BB getting arrested here on american soil? What if (this was part of the plan – to get his trial delayed so he is brought over here)………?
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) July 1, 2025
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This is supposed to be the great Awakening – which includes not only seeing what’s “out there” but what’s inside our own hearts.
It’s toxic and unhelpful to see others attacking the poor and the gross assumptions they make about people they don’t know who happen to have a different financial picture than they do.
And this is what I see – far too often – especially from the far right.
A return to center is needed.
Which allows us to get into our hearts, expanded vision.
UNITED.
Seeing all sides.
Elon is right about this bill – it’s toxic. We need something that represent the PEOPLE. This bill is the same ‘ole story with some slight twists.
For those who think there is a lot of help for those in need: rethink that position. Often people end up in the streets these days because of a gross lack of real support – the kind that changes lives instead of dishes out just another band-aid.
Well unless you’re here illegally. Or have one of the system many “approved for help NOW” labels. Fuch……I’m about ready to put on a spanish accent and say I’m a transgender latino and I believe I’m also a dog.
Yeah………
I have been calling and leaving messages and being told “I will call you back on this day” and don’t. hear. back. I call again. Get the same experience.
I am in need of $$ for furthering my education as this is the only option I see. I remember reaching out a few years ago asking if I could receive some help marketing and promoting the work I do already. Nope. N A D A. Not even the local biz development center or woman’s organization could help. I asked why. I demanded to know why. Want me off this program? Then HELP ME GET OFF in a way that will work for me. And when I say “work for me” it means work with where I am now. I have been trying relentlessly over the years to heal from the challenge of ptsd/agoraphobia. I know what I need – in person exposure. I’ve spoken of it here. And today I am being loud about it. There are clinics in big cities but as I said – I need someone coming TO ME. Here. In town – but in a place in which I AM OK going to. Someone who “gets it” about the body and trauma for my approach in the past included me totally flooding my body which didn’t do a THING to shift it away. Just put it in the back corner until stress entered my life then BAM – back to where I was. Heck, I heard today that federal law requires these professionals to make reasonable accommodations. I have yet to experience that.
This month I am in need of funding help for my daughter. To be precise, I need to spend about $250 on school curriculum. I will be cutting her hair and I believe there is a clothing giveaway later this summer. I am not paying certain debt expenses – blocking numbers – ripping up letters in the mail. I won’t let them get to me.
I am willing to make more money and earn my keep. VERY willing. In the ways I can do. If I were unable to walk, no one would expect me to mow lawns. But if your challenge is mental/emotional – you’re expected to be able-bodied and able to do anything that a “normal” otherwise healthy person can do.
NONSENSE.
I feel this anger and frustration – especially when I am faced with closed doors or being told “no” when I ask for what I need.
Do any of these people know how long it took me to get to the place of being able to ask for this kind of assistance? The layers of fear I pushed through – the fear of being judged, the self-doubt and lack of worth I once carried quietly?
I own my behavior. I own that it was and is up to me to change my life.
But no one does this alone.
And I’m tired.
I’m tired boss of fighting for my right to survive – no my right to THRIVE – alone. Surrounded by systems that don’t work for me.
Emotionally supported by wonderful people who are in similar situation.
I’ll tell you this much – it is feeling very quiet here now. Lonely. One of the accounts on twatter said that it seems like most of what is here are NPC’s and narcissists.
Feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeels on that.
NPC’s are, imho, soulless vessels put here to keep the game going and to go after us in order to instill fear so that we don’t rise up in our Truth and Power and energetically bust the code.
Narcissists are those who are still running completely or largely on the matrix code, which in and of itself as I have said repeatedly, IS narcissistic. They are still not seeking or creating the space for their own healing. And I have seen for myself, if we’re not doing that, that narc program will rush in and take over the God Code.
I am also sensing time in June creeping by more and more slowly as the month went on. Others are saying the same. The last time this was experienced to this level of sloooooooooooooooow was back in January, which was when Trump was inaugurated again. That tells me the matrix did not want him to take the helm again, and that SOMETHING is set to switch as we go into July. I feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeels this.
In my email box this morning was a link to a chat going on through Quora talking about INFJ’s. Meyers-Briggs personality test that includes a variety of personality types, INFJ’s being the rarest. As a fellow INFJ’er – going back to the time I first took the full-length test back in the early 90’s – I was curious to read other people’s perceptions. Words used to describe this type by others in the chat:
Unusual.
Cool.
In tune with God.
Truthseeker.
That last one stayed with my body, who had some words to say.
It has not felt safe for me to tell the truth.
Going way back to when I was small, to tell the truth often meant going against tradition, be it with family, peers (rather done using the term friend for those who don’t stick around – peers come and go – friends stay with us), school, church. And my experience was when I did that, I’d get in trouble. Yelled at. Criticized. Bullied/teased. “Always sticking her foot in her mouth” is still an old childhood little wound put there by a family member who was addicted to the status quo.
These experiences continued on into present time. I know who wants to keep me in line. I know when someone is playing passive aggressive games with me. I know that when I disagree with someone and present a different perspective and they change the subject, the connection has been severed, and I move on. I am not here to keep anyone comfortable and under the illusion of being safe.
I am here to be ME.
To break those spells.
Not to go along with them.
That is simply not who I am.
Obviously.
But I went along with it anyway for it felt SAFER to my body to do so.
At least that part that of my nervous system whose focus is to keep me alive.
But sometimes being “alive” in that way doesn’t indicate WELL.
REALLY alive.
For to be REALLY alive IS to tell your own truth.
To speak out when that inner feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeler says to do so – when it says, “this isn’t right”.
Even if you’re shaking.
Even if your nervous system is saying “uh NOO DO NOT SAY THAT TOO SCARY SCARY”.
Part of this Awakening is seeing not just the lies and deception of this place, but to see all of the lies I told myself.
Those many times I deceived myself.
The lies spoken to keep the peace. “It’s ok. I’m fine. I’m sorry.”
The times I refused to look at myself in the mirror, not wanting to see I just betrayed myself.
Again.
Even to this day when I do my work here, sometimes I hesitate to say something because of fear. Fear of losing readers. Fear that the matrix will come with its b.s. Fear that even as I SAY that last part, people will think “ok she’s crazy.”
It’s happened.
But I know the journey to healing begins by telling the truth. MY truth.
And as an INJR’s – as a sensitive type (HSP) – it is in my code – my DNA – my energetic imprint of WHO I AM to tell the truth. That voice comes from deep within and nudges me to SEE. To QUESTION. To SPEAK and SHARE. And it is in that energetic code within to SEE things others don’t. Sense. Smell even. There are many hidden dimensions around us here. Some of us are better able to sense them is all.
If we are to TRULY have an organic experience of awakening here, it starts with each of us carrying that TRUTH code – that truth ENERGY – with us. Every day. All the time. With confidence. With KNOWING.
Be true to thyself is far deeper in its energetic truth than just some fancy words put on a bumper sticker.
Spoken and shared with true intention, which at least for me, requires me to step back from that initial nudge to share/speak, go within and bring my body and nervous system along. To build that sense of Safety again – to change the definition of what Safety REALLY is – to remember I AM GOD SOURCE EMBODIED. Words cannot define it – it’s a feeeeeeeeeeel.
A knowing.
Ancient.
Eternal.
Again – no words.
Just a knowing – which requires no words to understand.
💖
Victoria
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Listening to a video about some dude from China, saying his paycheck goes his mortgage and food and there is nothing left to save. My girl and I took a trip to the local Kroger Box Store to do what I call “dream shopping”. Looking around at the clothes, over 3/4 which were 30-60% off, including newly arriving items for fall. So many deals but I simply don’t have the budget for such things. In fact, I realized with a heavy heart that the last time I took her clothes shopping was last fall. She had a few dollars on her and found an adorable little toy collection – from her childhood – that we both “ooooh how cute i remember those!” engaged in. 50% off. Smile on her face. Mama and child happy.
On the way home she asked me if I’ve ever seen the economy like this. I told her I hadn’t and added the last time money was this tight was about 17 years ago after I lost my job at the local University, was unable to find another job before my unemployment ran out and we resorted to visiting the food bank; the dollar store became my source for Vitamins C and B. So even though I had no income and we were finding ways to bring in money (because the entire world had not gone to sheot) as compared to today when I HAVE an income but utilities, insurance and food are literally taking it all now.
And congress continues to push to raise the debt ceiling, both parties just different numbers, and patriots tell us to hold the line and trust the plan. Most of these folks however are nowhere near as strapped as others of us are and in fact many seem to be just fine, showing off recently created greenhomes on their land, steak dinner for the family on their fancy bbq’s and then we had someone show Trump playing golf today.
DEEP BREATH
It is the rest of us who are the loudest now in saying BRING IN THE NEW WORLD N O W. Going to assume no matter where you are in this reality, you are needing and saying the same.
It is so.
BTW – if any of you have children or grandchildren I have created another outlet – something my late friend Sue nagged me for years to do: Storytime hour. Youtube where I will be reading children’s stories and doing my own thing with it. Not quite sure about extra goodies I will add to make it stand out – still working on that when I have the time. For now, it’s just the channel – no content yet. I will update when I drop my first video story. Miss Vicki – YouTube And remember I am also now offering tarot card reads for just $25.
THIS is something that for years I’ve wanted to be a part of: frequency based medicine. Sound. Music.
and frequency healing too. we do not need to take any pills or creams. REAL cures that EVERYONE can use. https://t.co/hDb5vpax6u
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) June 29, 2025
These two been in my vibe – Janice just this past week. They showed up on my twitter feed today – first time that’s happened. Seriously.
ya know on a drive recently i was suddenly drawn to reflect on janis and had this little voice within wonder if she's still here. https://t.co/GEydn7fiUB
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) June 29, 2025
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) June 29, 2025
I would think this was a load of you know what (especially the chosen ones part – feels too ego-like) IF I had not already been getting the exact. same. message. recently BIG TIME.
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) June 29, 2025
A O C Of course, that's not her real name. I wonder if there is a ceremony when the shadow government gives you your avatar name. How unfortunate https://t.co/UT6QMQjjlq
Passengers were rattled after their cruise ship returning from Antarctica experienced huge waves while crossing the Drake Passage, which is known for its rough conditions.
This is a hell of a coincidence. Tonight’s (apparent) shooting took place in Coeur d’Alene, ID….
The same city highlighted in 2020 when City and police officials, including the mayor and police chief, expressed support for the rights of armed citizens openly patrolling the… https://t.co/tChffViBrYpic.twitter.com/PNzKf8JMwB
— NewsTreason Channel 17 (@NewsTreason) June 30, 2025
I just can’t……….😩🙄 Sometimes the thought to go join in w/the protestors is looking more appealing – when I read sheot like this. Unless this is to get bugs bunny to be tried over here – if that’s possible.
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Now the Senate is reading it word for word – for all to see – which may be part of the show to see how INSANELY ridiculous how many “special projects” are included in. This is a rare occasion, but it does happen – usually as a means to stall. Question remains: is this a good stall or a bad stall? I am listening here and there – my god – the “pork” in this thing….
I’ve been watching the skies lately. Still not seeing any of those tens of thousands of sats Elon put out there. 😄🙄 I used to see the moving singular sats in years past but now? Just the same ‘ole boring sky with the same ‘ole boring scenery that OOOH is just so f’ing hard to look at and not scream to please for the love of god GIVE US SOMETHING NEW TO LOOK AT $#%*#!!
Whoever – whatever – is in charge of the time program has slowed it waaaaaaaaay down as we head to July – slow dripping us to that new month. Trying to delay the next and final scene. Bill Wood said it was “their” only tactic – delay. Time for good to take the final reigns and drive this movie on full speed ahead – pedal to the metal.
— Truth Seeker 4444 (@terryca53306307) June 29, 2025
So is spraying the skies with heavy metals and other “things”………..poisoning our water and food….requiring we pay to survive, etc. etc. But, yeah – this too obviously:
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I’ve been looking at myself and how I become when I feel desperate. The Hope I have when I try something new, reach out to this place or that person and end up in another “ok that went nowhere” situation/experience. I see my bank account and bless it. And yet I also see each month I’ve been seeing less incoming, prices going up, child in need of things I cannot provide in the way I want and she deserves. But on I go – reaching out here reaching out there going within trying NEW approaches. I bounce back up and do my best – but I would be lying if I said inside I do not feel that desperation creep in – no matter what I tell myself. No matter what inner work I do to shift it.
Now what would relieve that fear – for all of us? Certainly for me.
A NEW REALITY where there was N E V E R an experience that requires us to give to IT in order just to f’ing survive. Or at the very least for someone to step in and hear me – see me – and help me take my next step(s). Or a big ‘ole pile of beautiful abundant money start coming in regularly. Or one time drop of a nice 6 figure amount. 😄
Seriously though………
Until that time comes, that moment, as slow as fuch as it is going, it’s compete compete compete. I see so many people here locally offering their services – house cleaning, yard work, automotive, general maintenance. People selling belongings. Artwork. Food they have grown. Some are desperate – saying they “REALLY” need the extra money. More and more showing up with their “Any amount helps” signs in front of stores. How hard must that be to actually do that? I certainly don’t see happy people behind those signs. I see blank stares. I see fatigue. Anyone who says such folks are lazy needs to walk in their shoes and see how “lazy” they really are. There’s a story there behind each one.
If Jesus were walking the streets here and elsewhere, he’d be chastising and questioning governments, big businesses, those with their mcdonald mansions, pointing to those sleeping in tents and on park benches: “What are you doing to help these people?” Or:
“WHY aren’t you helping these people?”
But he isn’t. So that leaves me and anyone else who feels as I do. About love. Kindness. Suffering. Helping. And this toxic system.
It’s time to talk about the root cause of these behaviors exhibited. Not all are intentional. We need to address the one factor too many “experts” refuse to: COMPETE TO LIVE will CREATE these behaviors unless room is made for ALL to thrive.
And this is not the experience we have here in this pay to live/compete to live matrix.
What is one to do when they have asked over and over and over again for the help they need only to be dismissed or ignored or ghosted or passed off to another place/person as though people are objects.
THE SYSTEM IS NARCISSISTIC. This entire MATRIX is run on a narcissistic program.
And we wonder why we have an epidemic in these kinds of behaviors. Then society – those who are untouched by the harms of this reality or far more secure and sheltered – will blame the victim while saying “I got mine go get yours”.
THAT is at the center of this malignant program.
Not all are trying to be abusive. Some are simply trying to SURVIVE and as such will do whatever they need to TO survive. Especially if one has a child/children.
Next time you look out at the world and the systems that charge us to stay alive – the governments who take from us and give us band aids in return – same for the medical system – the education systems – even the religious institutions – and ask yourself: who really are the narcissists here.
