Reflecting today on social media – how it’s warped humanity’s ability to really communicate, to empathize, to hear and see.Ā Blame the victim continues.Ā People in need get told little platitudes or told to call this agency or call this place and call that place.Ā It’s sad.Ā Jesus this entire reality is just one hot mess of chaotic sadness.Ā Chocolate can’t fix it.Ā Only quiet, self soothing and allowing the tears to flow and the anger to be released – returning to the Eternal Us within.
It’s all I got now.
šš
Victoria
Wondering if this is what’s assisting in my purging and Standing Up and Remembering just who the hell I really am beneath the gunk………..
I can attest to that………therapist = the rapist………traditional modalities/approaches are as ineffective as are the medical practices for physical ailments………one giant club to ensure repeat customers……..
there are some ugly things happening – traumatizing – so not going to share those……….FF, etc………..There are however daily arrests of the pedo’s and this channel on X covers them throughout the day.Ā Highly appreciate and recommend their work – it’s their sole (Soul) focus:Ā (1) Qį“ɢɢ.É“į“į“”ź± (@qaggnews) / X
President Trump on Wednesday rejected the crazyĀ idea from Democrats that Washington, DC, should be the nationās 51st state and outlined his plans to furtherĀ clean up the mess and gentrify the nationās capital.Ā
and this – is very interesting – his wording – he’s never said “be prepared” when he’s referenced this sudden change over the years:
he's said for years that whatever this thing that is to happen will happen quickly/very fast and today "very rapidly". i sense it's the movie ending – and suddenly once we've seen enough – we are flashed forward into the beautiful new world. this however is the first time heā¦ https://t.co/ZafIZHXzIf
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) August 14, 2025
My long-awaited (3 months of contacting on my part) phone call assessment, which was scheduled for today at precisely 1:45pm – did. not. happen.Ā The woman didn’t call.Ā I don’t have her number – just an email.Ā I wrote, said I waited for approximately 45 minutes and had other things to do and said I deserved a contact of some sort to be told another time or “running behind”.
My time is valuable.
S S S
Seriously. Stupid. Shit.
I spent time putting together all of my questions, writing down my needs – all organized and ready for this one phone call that – did I already say – I tried for approximately 3 months to arrange??Ā Hmm??
This is my last of 2 resorts – 2 available resources – to get money/funding for furthering my education and increasing my income.Ā Unless I decide to pull an agent smith and engage in some bribery or money laundering.Ā (JOKE – but seriously – when you’re that desperate you have to rely on the system who CLEARLY is toxic as hell – WTF is someone to do?Ā Someone want to offer me up something NEW?Ā Outside of this shit pit??)
Anyone or will it just be the usual silence.Ā The shrugs.Ā I don’t know.
Yeah well I don’t either.
I also received word from yet another system agency – legal advice – telling me they don’t specialize in my request.
What do I need?
MONEY.
To PAY for the things in which I am in need OF.
I can’t bring myself to apply for one more job or listen to one more piece of advice.Ā To put myself out there yet again when clearly – C L E A R L Y – my voice has gotten so lost it ain’t even a whisper now.
I believe in myself.
But what good is that – what does that accomplish in terms of having a nice home to live in and to provide for your child in the way they want and need – if no one else does?Ā Or not enough do?Ā Because when you’re doing the kind of work I have been doing – unless you have an audience that grows – forget about seeing good revenue.
Unless you have several thousand (learned that amount recently) lying around to hire one of these places to take my work – do all of the fancy things like SEO and Brand Promotion and other techniques that I simply do not understand – it’s like telling a kid off the street to go stitch up a wound.
Universe – SHOW ME THIS PERSON.
So…………. today I reflect on what Q said.Ā What does it mean TO STAND?Ā (are you READY TO STAND)
And two, what is indicated when YOU FORGOT HOW TO PLAY.
What do we play?
Games.
What have physicists now been saying in growing numbers the last several years?
We are in a simulation.
What is a simulation?
Well for one it can be a computer model designed to study.
Lisa Harrison, myself and others have felt, theorized, the simulation was originally ours until it was hijacked by “them”, whereby they mind wiped us, greatly reducing our ability to Remember which includes the ability to play the very simulation in which we (allegedly) created.
Do we STAND at the moment of REMEMBERING?
This is what’s on my mind today.Ā Always in my heart – that I never forgot – I just didn’t hear the call within.Ā But once I heard – it has remained.Ā And today – it is what I am in tune with.
I know I sound like I am being silly as I narrate – and I was – however this thing also gave me the creep factor – ESPECIALLY after I approached it and heard it b r e a t h i n g.Ā C A F.Ā At the very end you heard a male voice say “what’s that?” – a young college kid on a bike – he stopped to observe it too.Ā Ā
******
Coming soon to a city or town near you.
Spotted tonight in my City here in Oregon.
We’ve had several cougar sightings here in town and I am not quite sure I would rather see a cougar on the street or this thing.
I got closer – the thing was making an actual breathing sound.
Call me old school – but can we just bring back 8-track players and rotary dial phones, please?
I am trying to keep up with how fast things are moving now.Ā I saw much of this when I crawled out of bed, but am just now finding the time to put it together.Ā I had to take care of stupid shit.Ā lolĀ Seriously.Ā A new person assigned to me asked me to provide xyz information – which I did – that day – and I have until a date this week to turn it all in (which is why I did it that day).Ā Today I receive an email telling me what I sent wasn’t enough – even though it was based on this persons words – I need to include tax information.
WTF?
I said that would have been good to know LAST WEEK as I am now under a crunch to get that information plus the additional information this person is now claiming I need.
Aaaaaand this person greeted me by a different name that ain’t mine.
WTF?!?!?!
Then I had a phone call which was supposed to be with an expert in the field in which I had a question – an attorney – only to be told “that is not my area of expertise” and now I get to wait to hear back.
WTF????!!!
seriously
stupid
shit.
SSS
I swears if I am told one. more. time. .”have you tried this place?” i’m a gonna lose it.Ā Seriously lose it over all of this SSS I’ve been dealing with for months now.Ā Alone.Ā On. My. Own.
NO ONE should have to go through all of this on their own – navigate the crazy.Ā Incredibly stressful.Ā All I’ve wanted for months is for just ONE PERSON to be my voice – to organize all of these places I am to contact and the things I am to do.Ā Like a mutual friend of mine who went through the same shit and ended up finally finding a private person – a new friend – to do much of this for and with her – she finally had to walk away from the system.Ā I asked her if I could hire her new friend to do the same for me.Ā š
I read these words below today – and even though this applied for me at that time – the same words apply today as well.Ā It really hits home:
“Many mothers arenāt suffering from a ābroken brain.ā Theyāre suffering from a broken system.
According to Kendall-Tackett (Journal of Clinical Lactation, 2014), a lack of support, rest, and validation can mimic or worsen postpartum depression and sometimes, those are the real roots of the struggle.
Why does this matter?
Because when we label it only as depression,
we risk medicating the symptoms
while ignoring the cause.
We tell mothers to āget helpā but fail to be that help. We tell them āitās just hormonesā instead of asking, When was the last time you felt cared for?”
When was the last time someone showed up and brought me a meal or offered to make calls for me?
Today as my brain was spinning from having to get help from this very broken system full of SSS, I felt deeply in my heart that line above – we tell mothers – anyone in need for that matter – to get help but fail to BE that help.
That’s why I live by the motto – ask what you can do and if you can help, help.Ā But in this current reality, to just put ANYONE out into this broken overloaded system – which yes has help available but it isn’t enough, competition is fierce, and unless you get loud and persistent you have a good chance of getting lost….doing that to another person is not helpful unless you plan on being by their side to help.
Today I felt that pain in my heart – being told what to do – trying – f’ing struggling to get help from strangers when what I NEEDED all along is help from people I KNOW and love – who I thought had my back.
Most did not.
I hope none of you ever know that experience.Ā If you do – let me know.Ā My site here has always been a place where people can come and ask for help – share their story – ZERO judgment.Ā My audience may not be grand in size but they are grand in heart.Ā Without these beautiful people I WOULD NOT BE EATING or making it today.
Here’s what’s up on stage today.
šš
Victoria
We have the white-hair version today:
NOW – Trump officially invokes "Homerule Act," deployment of National Guard troops, and federalization of police, to "liberate" America's capital, DC. pic.twitter.com/MuRfe9UmSC
President Donald J. Trump invokes the D.C. Home Rule Act to place the D.C. Metropolitan Police Department under federal control and deploy the National Guard to make our nation's capital safe again.šŗšø pic.twitter.com/SSX6084Dzm
Allegedly for antisemitic behavior/commentary.Ā lolĀ This gave me the giggles – because what I saw was Grok turning comments on other people’s words and images – including benign images of the sky – and accusing people of being antisemitic in their sharing OF these benign images and commentary.Ā Can we call it for what it really is – using my three letters above – SSS?Ā Stupid semitic shit?
.@POTUS: "We're going to have a meeting with Vladimir Putin and … probably in the first two minutes, I'll know exactly whether or not a deal can be made."
President Donald J. Trump invokes the D.C. Home Rule Act to place the D.C. Metropolitan Police Department under federal control and deploy the National Guard to make our nation's capital safe again.šŗšø pic.twitter.com/SSX6084Dzm
On August 7 and 8, 2025, multiple Northland law enforcement agencies conducted coordinated operations to target human trafficking in communities north and east of Kansas City. The Clay, Clinton, Platte, and Ray County sheriffās offices, along with the Kearney Police Department,ā¦ pic.twitter.com/tWof7edVas
A baby boy was just born from an embryo that had been frozen for over 30 years, a record 11,148 days in storage. the embryo was originally donated in 1994 and successfully implanted by an ohio couple after their long struggle with infertility. pic.twitter.com/DwtCgWOJBA
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BREAKING: President Trump supports the House Oversight Committeeās efforts to gather evidence to overturn President Bidenās pardons of Fauci, Mark Milley, Adam Schiff, and others.
Antarctica is 6,660 to 6,666 miles long from the back side of the plate boundary where the volcano is imaged….. out to the tip on the opposite side of the plate…
As if that wasn't strange enough, the whole plate is in the shape of a 5 sided pentagon starfortā¦ pic.twitter.com/bcgVZCw6xc
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Still have activity going on in Russia at the 10km…And some activity going on today in Alaska from surface level to about 3okm although one was over 100km, which on a hunch I felt would be going on given Trump’s visit there tomorrow with Putin…
Parts of Wisconsin getting hit hard with flooding/storms – supposed to go through Tuesday:
We are tracking a major flash flood in Wauwatosa, Wisconsin with structures along the river inundated and debris piling up on the railroad track bridge! Over 10 inches of rainfall from overnight. Crests may still be coming with recent heavy rainfall pic.twitter.com/z4NTS2sQjt
Flash flood in Milwaukee, Wisconsin, USA. 08/09/2025.
Nibiru Climate Chaos, fault-line storms caused by the New Madrid Adjustments #9 ā rising and falling land masses create upper-level atmospheric disturbances. pic.twitter.com/vCskk7H2Ki
“We will give you places to stay but far away from the Capital” (referring to those who are homeless)………BTW – I was in D.C. in the mid 80’s – and parts of it were seedy.Ā The entire area had a dark energy.Ā I was in my late teens but could still feel it.
šØPresident Trump says press conference on the "beautification" of D.C. will be held at 10:00 A.M. EST Monday at the White House.
"The Homeless have to move out, IMMEDIATELY."
"The Criminals, you donāt have to move out. Weāre going to put you in jail."
Trump used the pseudonym “John Barron” (sometimes “John Baron”) throughout the 1980s, with its earliest known usage in 1980 and its last acknowledgment in 1990. According toĀ The Washington Post, the name was a “go-to alias when [Trump] was under scrutiny, in need of a tough front man or otherwise wanting to convey a message without attaching his own name to it”.[3]Ā Barron would be introduced as a spokesperson for Trump.[4]
THE TIME STAMP from Trump’s above-post is 12:40
Q post 1240 is from APRIL 22, 2018 posted at 11:22
2’s are code.
11/22 is THE DATE I SAW from John Kennedy Jr. in a dream – on a calendar – “ALL IS REVEALED BY THEN”.
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I was mindlessly dusting a week or so ago when I heard that phrase go through my mind about him wanting to be known as a good man rather than a great man:
āI saved you, cried the woman And youāve bitten me, but why? You knew your bite is poisonous and now Iām gonna die Oh shut up, silly woman, said the reptile with a grin You knew damn well I was a snake before you took me in."
So I am still seeing signs where people could really step it up with this awakening, in particular their hearts, being more sensitive and gracious to certain topics – including trauma.Ā There was a recent article discussing adults use of pacifiers – which I realize probably has some perversion behind it – for some that is – however when we look past that – we can use this as an opportunity to talk about trauma and what people use to self-soothe themselves.Ā From doing drugs to drinking alcohol to eating cookies and ice cream, from binge shopping (or as I call it – retail therapy) to even causing mild physical harm, we humans have ALL engaged in harmful behaviors to soothe ourselves, our wounds, our pain.Ā When I see others engaged in mocking or name calling, that’s when I see the chance for dialogue, the chance to say hey let’s remove the judgment from this and look at that very. real. concept. that we’ve all been harmed by this reality.Ā Everyone has some trauma, some wounds needing to be healed.Ā Processed and released.Ā Male.Ā Female.Ā Young.Ā Old.Ā Doesn’t matter, does it?Ā No one escapes those experiences here.
Then there was an uproar over an image shared by Donald Trump Jr. showing a doctored image of his father throwing a lime green dildo onto a WNBA Basketball court, off the roof of the White House.Ā Apparently, a couple of young adult males did this and were arrested for it at an actual WNBA game recently.Ā Why DT Jr. had the urge to share this image, I haven’t a clue, but I found it insensitive and grossly inappropriate.Ā Women have long been the gender most mis-treated here, sexualized.Ā Most rapes and violent crime are men on women.Ā That’s just the facts.Ā As a woman, I want to see a MAN sharing an image of another MAN throwing a dildo onto a basketball court where women are playing.Ā I don’t see the point. Am I missing some context here?Ā Why wasn’t this kept private, away from the eyes of younger kids?Ā Why was it allowed to be shared on social media?Ā I didn’t even know of this incident until my daughter asked me about it, prompting me to have a conversation with her that frankly, in some ways, her mind was not yet ready to understand.Ā So yeah – this mama has a few words to say.Ā DJT Jr: You are in your 40’s.Ā This is behavior reserved for those with an under-developed frontal cortex, i.e. kids, who need some parental guidance.Ā Perhaps THINK with your adult mind and FEEL with your heart before putting something like that out there – especially when you have millions following you.Ā And perhaps remember the words above of John F. Kennedy Jr – be known as a GOOD man.Ā Your recent behavior has kicked you out of that concept for now – but there’s always time to own and remedy.
Sigh.Ā Someday ego’s will be replaced by thoughtful compassion, or at least thoughtful compassion will rise above the ego.Ā For now, on we go.
First up – a Q alignment ~ CENTRAL COMMAND stood out for me – need someone else to be trusted with that ‘football’:
BREAKING: CENTCOM Commander General Michael E. Kurilla has ended his tenure and handed over the position to his deputy, Admiral Brad Cooper, who has become the new commander of U.S. Central Command. pic.twitter.com/a2KOrvOQCb
Antigen as in the body recognizes this substance as a foreign invader and begins to attack.Ā Autoimmune.Ā Also used as a weapon to attack those who refused to participate, meaning we were all sitting ducks for a very ugly, evil agenda.Ā 81% partook with at least one.Ā Blows my mind – other than those who were forced of course.Ā How this is resolved I’m not sure – other than frequency pulse that changes/heals us here or at the exit.Ā I’m seeing more and more women looking pregnant when they’re not – a giant pooch right where the uterus is.Ā My girl will still start to bleed for a day or so when exposed – now and then.Ā I itch.Ā We all feel dizzy.Ā This sheot is real and the time is finally upon us for the truth to be seen – it can no longer be hidden.Ā Hiding and pretending won’t work.Ā Read on and check out the comments, including one from a mom who said her daughter is unvaccinated but is now classified as autistic because she worked with vaccinated co-workers.Ā Perhaps this is what unites us all……..
BREAKING: HHS Secretary Robert F. Kennedy Jr. fears that there is no way of controlling the way COVID mRNA vaccines migrate in the body, and that they travel to every organ, turning the body into an āantigen factory.ā
“find the unvaccinated” (using the jabbed to do the dirty work – or perhaps it’s about tracking people – we’re all being monitored here – the matrix knows who is jabbed and who isn’t)
Our nationās capital has some of the worst homicide rates in the world. If this fact doesnāt anger you but President Trumpās efforts to fix it do, you might have a brain worm. pic.twitter.com/v3wBMkthxP
Israel has a memorial dedicated to the head of counter intelligence at the CIA who helped Israel steal material from the U.S. for nuclear weapons, against the wishes of JFK. pic.twitter.com/XVkFeLPpRU
Simulation – a realm – can be made into whatever the controllers want it to be:
You might think Flat Earth is āstupidāā¦ But they donāt. š Look closer at the logos of the U.N., W.H.O., World Meteorological Org, and International Maritime Orgā¦ All using a flat Earth map ā not a spinning globe.šš
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I saw this and my jaw literally dropped.Ā Then I laughed like a giddy schoolgirl because either this is a giant f’ing joke or the visions and dreams I have had are finally starting to show signs that they were truth – including that one in the shower portal where I had this flash of a vision in my mind where I was in an audience looking towards a stage with a musical group – big party was going on – we were celebrating – and off to my left a tv screen came on – Trump, Melania and John Jr. were there sitting at Trump’s desk – Trump saying he and Melania were staying behind just until they saw everything was in place for the new reality (there) – and he would see us at home soon.Ā Bizarre as hell I know – but hey – if it felt right to me then and feels right to me now – I’m going with it.
I remember this one and always found it odd – interesting – as it is signed DJT.Ā Therefore, this is not stating Trump is president.Ā Who then is?Ā Who is the President of the Republic?Ā That Future that’s knocking as this old timeline is exposed and crumbling quickly?Ā Aligns with my CNN video share above and my vision…………
I could adapt to the possibility of tornadoes as long as I have a cellar………I’d love to help revitalize areas like this with others – start a community newspaper.Ā Anyone interested?
Listings include a $75,000 five-bedroom in Coldwater, a $40,000 five-bedroom in Ashland, and a $20,000 three-bedroom in Attica. Finkelstein highlights a historic Coldwater bungalow listed under $65,000, praising its durability:Ā āMost of the wood is oakāone of the heaviest woods. These bungalows are so sturdy and built to last. Just to get the cabinetry today, that alone is half the cost of the house.ā
NOW – U.S. Attorney for DC Pirro: "We have a problem with antisemitism in this country… FBI, the MPD, we're going to look for these cases, we're going to prosecute these cases… I will go forward with every case with vengeance." pic.twitter.com/DaXpnURMy1
Tuscany………I can smell the fresh baked bread…………taste the warmth of the half-melted butter spread sloppily all over my slice………..warm breeze with the smell of salty sea air whispering gently through my hair………..steaming bowl of pasta with freshly grated parmesan cheese off to my right……quite violin playing a somber tune down the lane…….italian soda fizzling in front of my plate……….omg i am hungry now!Ā lol
When youāre on the way to the vet with your human because of the bad decision you made pic.twitter.com/eoVvir12Qq
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As my dear friend Jim some 30 years ago told me, you know we’re at the end of it all when there’s a holy war in Is ra el between the Christian’s and the Muslims.Ā I would say that time is upon us.Ā These are some (sudden) big happenings that were found today – going on over there:
First time in 1955 years – in the past only allowed to visit but not pray there……amping up for the finale me thinks…….
Israel’s far-right National Security Minister Itamar Ben-Gvir has visited the al-Aqsa Mosque compound in Jerusalem and prayed there, violating a decades-old arrangement covering one of the most sensitive sites in the Middle East.
Happened on July 1 (according to this guys research)- first time in over 2000 years – this was the final piece – allegedly – to enable the building of the third temple being built which is what is happening……..
Without sounding like a u know what – when I hear this language I want to offer up a spittoon…………any language that is so guttural has as its core reptilian lineage……….and i say that as someone who is descendants of the region (and as i was told last year “you are one of the chosen ones – be grateful” o m g i am so ready for people to wake up to religious deception):
The master of ceremonies is either one of them and this whole acting stuff has been his penance – or he just pretended to become one of them in order to draw them in and then out on stage……….
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