W O W.

I don’t recall feeling this exhausted.  This repelled/repulsed from this realm.

The pressure within is immense.

The need to GET OUT OF HERE N O W – intense.  Crying isn’t helping (other than release the excess).  Powering up – not really helping atm.

Apparently there was one of those “full mune” things last night.  Kept us all up longer than we wanted to.

I know there are still some who honor these full mune cycles.  I respect that – but I don’t understand – especially when we know that ship or projection or whatever it is up there has been used against us.  As I have shared here – when I used to give it my feminine energy – it felt supportive (if a little bit dark though – I just didn’t pay attention to that quiet nudge within back then as I knew TO do).  But when I began to question it – you know when I stopped being a fully trusting little innocent puppy dog and powered up and found my Discernment Inner Power and began to question what it really was and why we could only see just one sisde – my experience with it changed.  It began to feel dark – controlling – monitoring.

Love does not operate that way.  If it were a truly benign benevolent object – it wouldn’t create that experience.  And if it were a conscious object that is here to serve it would not hide.

Last night I had no clue it was full.  I thought it was perhaps halfway so when I looked up and saw it – I knew then why we were struggling to sleep and rest.  I went to bed and did my protection and intended for ease with my sleep.  Didn’t work.

But I continue doing my thing no matter what is thrown at me.

And today – I have had enough thrown at me to poke me at those basic levels – those issues that most create a sense of panic and fear within.

And the ONLY “lesson” (fake fake fake) in all of that is knowing I have the ability to see control and evil.  And I reject it and Own My Power.

When I did crawl out of bed I looked outside and said “I don’t recognize this place anymore”.  The clarity with that was new and it kind of scared me.  Fitting in is no longer an option.  If things don’t shift, then running away from signs of jabbed sleeping whatever’s is next.  Something within me has shifted and pulled further away.  My mate is feeling the same.  I have spoken to and seen others saying the struggle today is V E R Y intense.

End of the month is here.  Funds are low.  As I posted yesterday, I now have a “MERCH” store.  And donations are also so helpful, appreciated and requested from all who are able.

For now I am going to sleep and rest until the need passes.

Let me know how you’re doing.

Love,

Victoria

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This could get addicting as I love what is EZ and I love to talk…

The energy is feeling more supportive now.  That dang vertical line pattern on the Schumann is now gone and I feeeeel that is what I have been (at least partially) feeling.

Parasitic removal – at least more of it.  The final stage?  I am not going to jump in on that one with full affirmation but I am feeling pretty positive about it.  ….   I am starting to see and feel my life going in some new directions – including something I decided to do after contemplating on it for over 2 years.  I have one of those Merchandise stores now.  Or “merch” as it is called today.  Anyway – it isn’t fancy – it’s pretty basic now.  I have 3 different designs on a variety of t’s, mugs, water bottles, etc.  I think I selected all except the face diapers.  Not promoting that even if did/would increase my income.  Anyway, here’s the link below.  I just launched it last night.  Kinda fun!

https://shop.spreadshirt.com/love-in-action-now/all

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I figured out a way (finally!) in sharing my reflections in spoken format.  Let me know if you like this method and I will continue.  I recorded this earlier today when I was in a good space – but I became very emotional as I spoke in the beginning about tribe.  I speak of our tribes –  uniting – the j a b – energies incoming creating truth – current awakening and “division”.  This was pure stream-of-consciousness.  Please excuse the background noises – the dryer and my phone.  Like that little boy from Christmas Story – sometimes the bathroom is the only space that a boy of 9 (or in my case a woman of, well, older than 9) can find some privacy.

Love,

p.s. ~ i am still reflecting on the j a b – and the whole “transmitter” theory many docs, nurses and intuitive healers are sharing.  IF these bizarre experiences occurring with women, girls and men who did not receive the j a b are correlating with their exposure to those who received the j a b – and i am seeing that as a real possibility however we are still in a war at every level so this COULD possibly be deep state fear mongering.  i don’t know for certain at this point.  what i DO want to see is the following:  one of these doctors getting a vial of each j a b and doing a lab analysis so we can see what is actually in them.  relying on the data from the cdc and pharma is not enough, imo.  then put together all of these stories and make them into a legit case study/theory and share.  for now – as i said – i am not taking any chances so avoidance for now is my policy.

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