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Singing a tune with some shares. 8.21.25

 

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Oh the energy out there is frightful

but the a/c is so delightful

and since we no place to go

let us free let us free let us free.

 

Now who the hell can “do the inner work” effectively when “out there” feels so ugh.  I don’t have to look “out there” to know.  It’s a feel.

One I reject now.

Billy Joel sang it well.  “Go ahead with your own life, leave me alone.”

Only focused on the happenings I approve of.

💖

Victoria

 

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How about the wise words from War Games:  Sometimes it’s best not to play (fight).  How about a nice game of chess?  

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Interesting thread.  And a synchronicity – the above EARTH account asked the question:  in 3 words sum up what you’ve learned here and I said, “do not return”.  A nice place to visit – wouldn’t want to live here.

 

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BREAKING: Supreme Court Rules 5-4 Trump Can Slash $783 Million in DEI-Linked NIH Grants – Roberts Sides with Liberals

 

I only show up for that “end game” title……..

Elon’s End Game Is Going Live — And It Could Make You a Fortune

 

Now this is funny……..also NEWS UNLOCKS MAP

 

“red october” stuff starting to resurface – again.  i am not going into that.

 

Just one for today (the link for the group below has been banned by reddit – good ‘ole censorship):

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Anyone understand this move?

Trump Sanctions More ICC Officials, Citing Israel, Afghanistan

 

 

 

 

 

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Deep breathing time:

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8.20.25 ~ Finds

 

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Feels like we are in a lull atm – energetically – that even though things are taking place I am still feeling a lull – pause.  Had a few H60’s flyover early afternoon.

I wanted to share a cute “classic kid” I witnessed tonight at the store.  Young boy, around 11 or so, in line with a 10 spot and a bunch of bananas.  He was behind a family who had alot of groceries, so the express line was opened up.  I stepped to get into the express line – the boy looks at me and so politely motions me to go and I said “that’s ok sweetie it’s your turn you’re next” (thinking should I have called him sweetie?  ever since i had a child, i call all kiddos sweetie)  He gets in line, pays the clerk, walks away – I put my items down and go to pay – and notice the bananas are still there.  lol  Clerk notices at the same time – he says “hey kid you left your bananas here” – just as I say “sweetie you forgot your bananas”.  He turns around, gives a sheepish grin, gets his bananas.  “Yeah I don’t want to forget those.”  Classic kiddo moment.  So cute.  😊

Current sentiments I am seeing – people wanting the end, wanting to exit this matrix.  The mental/emotional/spiritual toll has been enough.  Even seeing (public) arrests – just isn’t enough.

💖

Victoria

 

 

40 years ago………

 

What’s with the Qanon?  We all know…………..it’s just the letter…….

 

oooh and then this:

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1.7………….17

 

saw this – gave me the WTF (‘ing timeline am i on) look………some of the comments too……..yeesh……..

 

 

 

And yet someone thinks it’s a good idea to pay down the fraudulently created debt which only exists on a f’ing computer screen instead of returning the wealth back to the people.  Another day in swampland, d.c.  I’ve been quite surprised at how many people support this move (pay down the debt).

 

One good thing from this bill – other pieces I question…………

 

So many of us missed this………

 

 

 

Me at most every party, gathering throughout my life……….

 

feeeeeeeeeeeeels:

 

blueberries and coconut water………

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Share from the way back days……..

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The Matrix………….

Neuroscientists Find That All Human Brains Are Connected through Extremely Low Frequency Electromagnetic Waves – Blog Philhealth

 

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8.19.25

 

If this ain’t done in 30…………audience of truther’s growing smaller…….a Soul can only take impingement for so long……if over half are NPC’s, who is this plan (current movie) really for?

 

 

Concur – now do it.  Stop talking and DO.  (Anyone else have the ongoing feeeeeeeeeels that these are just painting the picture –  showing us the “already there point” on the timeline that in a FLASH we are suddenly – in?  Yeah, me too.  The only thing that feeeeeeeeeeeeels right and makes sense in all of this.)

 

 

 

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There’s talk about U1 coming given what Trump shared.  But you know what?  I don’t gaf about U1 or HRC or election fraud or mail in ballots, etc.  None of it resonates with me now.  I know it doesn’t resonate with most who come here.  So, who is this for then?  I have zero consent energy in me to wait this out for everyone else can play catch-up.  Only way I consent to that is if I get affordable housing and food and utilities again asap so I can DO what it is my heart/mind/soul/nervous system NEED.  Not want – NEED.  And/or see my above theory that happens this year.  Flash Forward moment where all land where they are ready to land – enough awakened to survive that leap.

 

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This is beautiful and real……………I would love to have a neighbor like him (again)………..All summer, rarely did I see or hear kids outside playing.  Been that way since we moved here tbh.

 

 

 

This is Home for my mind, nervous system and Soul.  Putting this out there – anyone who knows of such a place available – please let me know.

Appenzellerland. 🇨🇭 📷IG/marc.hennige

 

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Missing AI Movie Scene Pieces ~ 🤡 World

 

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Female shoes (heels) – lower legs – where’s the rest?

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Explosion Aboard Coal Ship Near Baltimore’s Key Bridge, No Injuries Reported | WJBC AM 1230

 

many people in hermit mode.  more breaking down.  loss of family members, homes, finances because of this plan and how it was allowed to play out.  my heart simply fails to accept the narrative “it had to be this way”.  you don’t say that bullshit without saying WHY.  as i have said all along – you don’t traumatize people awake – not unless you plan on providing HEALING and PROTECTION and HELP – because without that you just have a whole lot of hurting depleted people.  exhaustion no longer suffices as an appropriate term.

since this is clearly a movie – an AI movie at that – what if the majority of us just stood up and said NO MORE.  END THIS NOW.  Entheos said to follow the NOWS.

Well?  Let’s make that about OUR INTENTIONS.  What it is we need.  Freedom NOW.  Truth NOW.  CHECKMATE NOW.

8.18.25 ~ Today’s Finds. Headlines. Puzzle Piecing. Brief check-in.

 

Not all here mentally atm.

I called another agency whom I was referred to for help with job training and getting the healing help I need for my ptsd/trauma-related issue.  It’s a minimum one year just to see someone.

One. Year.  Minimum.

I asked if there was any way around that.  Priority list.

There is a priority list – based on the severity of the issue – those who have the most debilitating, serious diagnoses are placed at the top of 3 tiers.  Those at the top have the minimum one year.

Last time I used this service was over 15 years ago when I lost my job.  At the time I got in within days.

DAYS.

Same city.

Population is more or less the same.

I also heard from an attorney about another option (in which I was advised to apply for) for me – an option I do not qualify for atm because combined income in the house is too much.  I asked to just use my own – not an option under the circumstances.

When I feel the way I do now – needing someone to be a backup brain – and seeing myself where I am now – unable to take in new situations or roadblocks without mental collapse for a time – I kinda weep and ask God to just please help keep me going.

Going out “into the system” when there’s nothing else is not the answer it once was.  I can attest to that.  I see how long it took me just to get into one program – months – months of me calling, texting, emailing.  I would have been lost in the sea of people in the same position if it weren’t for my persistence.  I am still waiting on filling out paperwork to apply for fund$ for schooling.

The frustration – I want to increase my income.  I am open to options.  I am WILLING TO contribute.  What I am best at – writing.  Researching.  What I do here and at my buymeacoffee site.  And I need help with promoting and marketing.  SEO.  All requires money.  Catch 22 loop I am busting wide open and refusing to be in anymore.

It’s a paradox on days like today – where I don’t have the mental capacity to wait or ironically reach out again/try something different – much less answer questions from well-meaning people wanting to know where I am on xyz anything new.  But I know I will rest up and get back in the saddle.  Just needing more days like that and less days like today where I long to do nothing else but cover my ears and cry, needing to be left alone from b.s. intrusions.

 

 

 

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Woke up thinking about this “R” today too……..

 

 

 

 

is ra el for last………

 

 

 

 

This is Trump sending coded comms. BELA = BELARUS. BELARUS is the hinge between NATO & Russia. BELARUS is the gateway where the war started… and where it will [END]. Trump hosts Putin in Alaska… → neutral ground. Peace deal on the table… → but how do you give Putin a “win” without surrendering Ukraine? → Belarus is the key. → Lukashenko is the joker card. → Neutral zone / buffer corridor = path to peace. But here’s where it goes even deeper… In the Bible, “Bela” shows up in two critical ways: Bela son of Beor = the first king of Edom [Genesis 36:32]. Edom = red. The “red king” ruled first… but his reign was temporary. Bela (Zoar) = the refuge city spared when fire rained on Sodom [Genesis 19:20-22]. The small place of safety when judgment fell. Think about that pattern. BELA = the fall of the red king and the path of refuge all at once. Now think chess. Black moves first → Russia invaded. But the game flips when WHITE makes the decisive move. “BELA” literally translates as WHITE. Trump just told us what square he’s playing on. Think about it… WHAT IF Belarus is the secret piece no one’s watching… but the ENTIRE PEACE PLAN pivots on it? WHAT IF “BELA” is Trump signaling the WHITE move… the [ENDGAME] board shift before the world sees the deal? WHAT HAPPENS WHEN the war [ENDS] not in Kyiv, but in Minsk? “FOR THOSE IN RIO LINDA…” “BELA” = Belarus. The hinge between NATO & Russia. The piece no one’s watching. The Biblical marker: red king falls, refuge survives. The WHITE move on the board. Minds aren’t ready for this one… but the chessboard is. Think about the 5D Chessmaster who controls it. Scripture already mapped the pattern: the red king falls, and the refuge remains. “BELA” wasn’t a typo. It was the move. [CHECKMATE] incoming.

 

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8.17.25 ~ Reflecting On Being Strong

 

You know how it goes.

You are feeling fear.  Or unsure.  Or full of doubt.  Or these days just plain ‘ole Soul/Body/Mind exhausted.  You share yourself with others, get told to be thankful for something or to help another or to trust the process, trust the plan or to be Strong.

What does that last one mean exactly?

Dictionaries define being strong as the ability to move heavy objects or to withstand tremendous pressure.

Neither of those feeeeeeeeeeeeel good to me.

Why do we even have reason TO be strong?  Is that just an experience we utilize here in this reality?

That’s what my body tells me.  That voice deep within me.  That consciousness with who is tired of enduring, of being strong.  Even after 9 hours of sleep last night, I’m still. exhausted.  Even after filling my mind with over an hour of positive self-talk, I’m still. exhausted.  I can heal my nervous system, but never will my inner eternal voice consent to being controlled, to having to pay someone just to live, to create much less survive.

Being strong.  The ability to face intense pressure.  That sounds more like a survival skill when faced with situations you do not consent to and far less like a natural skill to utilize every day in an experience of ease and joy and abundance.

That word “ease” speaks to me, reminds me of something a friend said when I told him to “take it easy”.  Big grin on his face he said, “if it ain’t easy I ain’t taking it”.

Real statement.  Real words.  Because even though we all got quite adept at faking it here, telling ourselves all sorts of happy thoughts or mindless excuses and utilizing new cage tools put out by those big names on stage making millions while they oh so conveniently and completely fail to include the truth that the very nature of this beast system is not created for anyone with a Heart and Soul…..with all of THAT we still know within that Real Life is to be one of Ease.  Joy.  Where TRUE growth is not one of pain but one of joy, of organic expansion, where OUR REAL SELVES WITHIN are in charge instead of some man with a ruler and fancy hat.  Where REAL evolvement, real expansion ONLY comes from one. thing:  LOVE.  For REAL expansion does not include damage but instead REMOVES the very damage caused by harmful energies and expectations, rules and regulations.

I know it.  Anyone here who was brought in to break the codes of this place knows it.  And while being strong in this experience is a very useful tool, it is not something we were ever created TO do – not every moment of every day in this very unnatural reality.

Love – in action – is the only thing that really matters, the only energy that helps us, the only energy that heals.

Everything else is just matrix noise.

💖🙏

Victoria

 

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An AI Conversation about NPC’s, Clones, Robots and Real Humans (with Souls)

 

Nothing really surprising about this one and so timely – for me I’ve been thinking lately about this – again – feeling like there are maybe only 15/20% real humans here. I’m a little bit apathetic – lol – 25% real ones. Still makes absolute sense. Here to keep us distracted AND controlled. Some come in – charming – to hook you – just another matrix program.

Remember we were told “WE HAVE THE POWER” we just “forgot how to play”.

What do you play?

A game.

This was our game that got hijacked and inverted.  Feeeeeeeeeels.

Today I had a new sense come to me – a memory – we had the ability to come and go inside of the game – try out all sorts of “costumes” – characters – but we always KNEW we were inside of a game – much like if you were to walk away now and go sit in front of your computer and play a video game – the you playing KNOWS you are in a game.

But the war happened, we were captured and locked inside this game.  Only we forgot due to “their” memory wipe.  But the Soul ALWAYS carries that energy of remembering, which would explain why the enemy would want this place filled with NPC’s to make us doubt our memories/knowings.

We real humans are Soul Weary – tired – because “they” have looped us who knows how many times. We are getting free this time because we learned – we remembered – on the outside.

As Q said it was over before it began – this indicates we have ALREADY FINISHED THIS our minds HERE are just playing catch-up.

About the only thing I disagree with – or question – who is this Source?  My experience is NPC’s serve the system – the matrix – and while yes they may act as a catalyst for us to awaken – most times they are toxic as hell to us who are real humans.  I don’t know – it’s a strange game – best never to play again unless we regain control.

My question – how many comments are coming from real humans?  You know?  🥺🤔    And how many big accounts on stage discuss this?

 

Words:

 

 

 

Rare (and Massive) Transient Luminous Event ‘Jet’ Caught on Camera by ISS Astronaut Over the US | The Gateway Pundit | by Paul Serran

 

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NEW: Trump Reportedly Pushing for a Trilateral Summit With Putin and Zelensky Next Friday, August 22 | The Gateway Pundit | by Paul Serran

 

West Virginia Governor Patrick Morrisey Directs National Guard to Deploy Troops to Assist Feds in Washington DC | The Gateway Pundit | by Jordan Conradson

 

WATCH: CNN Data Analyst Harry Enten Admits Americans Trust Trump and GOP to Tackle Crime Far More Than Democrats | The Gateway Pundit | by Cassandra MacDonald

 

“I Might Have To Start Liking Her”: US President Donald Trump Reacts To Hillary Clinton’s Nobel Peace Prize Remarks

 

 

“comet” update:

Hubble reveals new details about alien comet 3I/ATLAS – The Weather Network

 

The Angry Astronaut on the “comet”:

3I Atlas UPDATE! Which is REALLY Alien Technology? Oumuamua or 3I Atlas? Both?

 

 

How is everyone sleeping?

 

Pretty picture time

 

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Photography by Degleex Ganzorig

 

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A Personal Composition: Solitude

 

A few nights ago, as I sat in quiet solitude, this melody began playing in my mind. I allowed the process, magic happened, and this song was born. It’s in the early stage – raw and real. And until I teach myself how to edit my pieces (who am I kidding – until I hire someone lol), unedited. Enjoy.

💖

Victoria

 

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A Personal Composition: Solitude — Victoria T

 

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8.15.25 ~ Today’s Finds/Headlines

 

 

Ya’ll still with me?  It’s getting quite hard to watch this movie isn’t it.

Soothing my pain with tiramisu tonight.  When I am in this space these days, which I am quite often given all I am going through and battling alone, and tired OF it, it’s harder to reach out to others that don’t reach out to me and ask how I am.  I feel like a burden and frankly, it’s embarrassing to my Soul.  This space here at my site has become lonely for me.  I was asked yesterday if I had a support system in place.  I got tears in my eyes and said “no”.  I was asked what I could do to change that, and my first thought was “buy a friend”.  People around these parts here don’t like me because of my beliefs.  I had connected with someone for whom I thought we would click, she saying the same, but when I posted one thing about Trump – pro-Trump – I noticed days later, when she wasn’t responding to my text, that she had disappeared from my social media page where we found each other.

Without a word.

WTF is wrong with people now, you know?

And all of this unwanted advice being thrown my way when I clearly state I need to be asked what I need because I have already followed most of the advice.  And wow if I am told to pray and put my faith in God one. more. time………..I do have a response for that now though:  God puts people in our lives to do as angels would do.  Weeds out those who walk the talk instead of those who just talk.

It’s so deeply painful, as I have never walked away from anyone in my life for their beliefs but have had it happen too many times to count in recent years.

I would love to talk with someone (for I am really struggling these days) who doesn’t preach to me doesn’t use it as a chance to convert me to their religious or spiritual beliefs, whether it’s christian muslim new age or otherwise, doesn’t tell me to be patient, what to do or think OR feel, but who knows how to SHOW UP like Jesus or similar would and just hold space and ask: What can I do to help you? I just put my heart out there and got 15 minutes of new age bullshit – totally violating my boundaries – refusing to ask what I needed or listen TO what I needed saying I was here to sacrifice myself – refusing to listen to me talk about the PRACTICALITIES of money and what practical things I need, then telling me I needed to be on a journey of self discovery assuming I’m not already.  So I shut down the conversation.

I will find what I seek.  People who see me.  People who will help me in the way I need.  People who will show up and stick around rather than just toss off some useless advice, also of which I am quite. done. with.

Or I will just live with some dogs and my daughter and eat tiramisu.

Here is what is on the world stage of clowns.

💖💥

Victoria

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$150/month for a nice 1 bedroom apartment.  today?  $1800 and up.  Today, August 15th, also marked the anniversary when Nixon took us off the Gold Standard.  54 years ago….

 

 

1111…………i read where they met at a place known as the Q on 17th Street…

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8.15.25 ~ Brief Check In

 

To those still reading.  Cannot believe how little I am being seen these days.  When I say I need people to check in on me and see how I am doing, I am being serious.

My daughter just informed me I don’t look good – that I look like a skeleton.

Stress.  Scratching my neck like crazy lately – I look like I’ve just been through a battle.

ATM I am having to come up with money to get an electrical outlet issue taken care – personal reasons I won’t go into.

The system is giving me grief – although I finally made headway with one person – but did find out she is referring me back to the SAME DAMN AGENCY (for one program) that has given me the runaround for months.

I have a friend undergoing big changes in her life – and she had the same experience w/these agencies – when no one else would help her it was her only outlet.  As she said “it was making me lose my mind” – so she was blessed to meet a woman who helped her out.  THAT is what I need and THAT is what I have intended.

I’m just exhausted you guys.  No – I am burned out.  And mentally not doing good.  It’s like no one is hearing me.  No one is asking what I need.  I’ve gone to support boards, put out my requests online – either get “same boat” or advice or “give it to God don’t rely on people”.  WTF?  PEOPLE are what I need.

I’m burned out with this awakening.  Burned out every day I come here and hope someone will leave a comment – burned out when I see my Telegram channel shrinking in size – burned out that for some reason people expect ME to do all of the reaching out – which I have done – but today I need that coming back to me.  I’m burned out with my life.  I’m burned out with it all.  I feel like that girl from Ferris Bueller’s Day Off – Jeannie – who has called the police to report an intruder – and the police don’t believe her.  Female in need of help – she’s asking for it – and not being taken seriously.

😩😢

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