I awoke feeling a heavy heart and immense sadness. I worked with it – purged for a bit (only to release – not to revisit) and powered myself up so I could go out into the world. Given some of the energies felt “poking” to me, I did extra focusing. On the way to the store I saw 2.2, 333, heard “I’m coming home” and “I’m free” while browsing around the radio channels.
So – I arrive at the store. I had been inside for maybe 5 minutes when some bot walks by and says snidely “that mask doesn’t work if it’s below your nose”.
Not a good thing to say to this woman now.
So I looked back at her and said “I would mind my own business if I were you. You don’t know who I am or what I was doing.”
That didn’t shut up this one. She was persistent and nasty. So I stood my ground and amped up my word choice and volume. I am done assuming certain people here are real much less have a Soul. And this particular type of entity has been in my life for decades. They all look alike. Long stringy gray hair that hasn’t seen a comb much less conditioner in weeks. Frumpy. No color to their clothing attire much less a light from within. And female (allegedly). Each time I have been attacked like this during this mask insanity, it has been some “female” who fits this description. And as I said – these entities have found a way into my experience for decades and each one has been nasty. I have one in my neighborhood. I know them well by now.
I told that filthy bot (to her back at this point) “I see you. I know who you are. You don’t scare me. You lack heart and critical thought” to which she said “I think just fine. You are the one who is stupid.”
“Yes I WAS stupid for once believing people like you are real. That mask is making you extra stupid, btw.” She kept walking so I said “Hey! I’m talking to you. Turn around and show me respect so we can finish this conversation!” She kept on walking – tossing insults back at me as she headed to find a clerk where she proceeded to tattle on me.
So I continued on with my shopping – taking deep breathes to calm myself. I needed extra support at that moment for I didn’t know what was going to come after me after this bot tattled so I called Sister D and she was wonderful. She talked with me as I continued to shop. At the end of my shopping, one of the clerks asked if I was ok. I knew she was the one who had been told of my “indiscretion” so I told her I was minding my own business, getting food for my family when I was verbally attacked by a customer for how I was wearing my face covering. I told her of the claustrophobia I experience wearing these face coverings – I was doing the best I can – now and then I have to drop it below my nose to breath and remain calm which is my RIGHT and their store does not provide me the ability to obtain food in the way that works for me financially so this is how it must be. I told her from now on I expect to be treated with respect AND protected from customers like the one who verbally attacked me. She began to talk back to me in a way that was stating their stupid store “policy” and I said I didn’t need to hear what she had to say and held up my hand as I did to push any contrary energy back at her – saying to let me be and let me finish my shopping in peace. THAT IS MY RIGHT.
These entities don’t deserve my respect nor my kindness and from here on out they get my Power thrown back at them if they throw their controls at me. Let them go have their experience in deception and hell. While most around here would not engage in that behavior, there are stragglers who are, well, straggly. Not real. I see them and I ain’t taking it.
Carry on Jedi Warriors. The game ain’t over yet. Even though I have NO desire to play or watch and for the love of all of us just want to be an my experience of True Freedom always in ALL ways, sometimes you gotta stand up for yourself and be in your own Power – however that is for YOU. After more or less a life experience of being quiet and “taking it” (with moments in between of asserting my power) remaining quiet isn’t in my basket of tools.
Love,
Victoria
