Got a nudge to revisit this one and share again……….
I never tire of seeing this one – AP piece too. Obscure little nugget I found years ago in my search for and puzzle piecing on John Kennedy Jr.
He was there to study da Vinci’s CODEX.
And what is a part of da Vinci’s CODEX?
MIRROR WRITING.
And WHEN did John make this visit?
20 Apr 1996
ITALY: JOHN F. KENNEDY JR VISITS FAMOUS DESIGN HOUSE VALENTINO
“We were here to see the Codex, we are here to meet some of our advertisers in ‘George Magazine’, to learn a little about the Italian market, to meet some old friends and meet some new ones”.
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Oooh this might lose me some people but that’s ok. They will see why this is not something to mourn….
Well perhaps the weekend felt so absolutely horrid energetically in large part because this was going to be presented to the world today. Today feels much lighter. We dance in happy because we know. The rest (unfortunately) mourn. When will they see? Note he was 88. What’s interesting about all of this – over the weekend talking with the local store clerk – I mentioned the old guard was dying – it’s messy – but the new is coming. I believe we just had a big nudge through the old sludge:
Currently at 5:1 odds in betting markets, Cardinal Peter Turkson, 76, is a well-known figure in the Church’s social justice circles. As former head of the Dicastery for Promoting Integral Human Development, Turkson has been vocal on issues such as climate change, poverty and economic justice.
The Prophecy:
The “Black Pope” prophecy, originating from the Prophecy of the Popes attributed to Saint Malachy, describes a future pope, the 112th and last, who is believed to be of African descent or associated with the Jesuits. Some interpretations connect this to Pope Francis, the first Jesuit Pope, while others link it to an African cardinal who could potentially become the next Pope.
Congress Establishes the US Mint in Denver, Colorado
First Lady Lucy Hayes begins egg rolling contest on White House lawn
Spain Declares War On The U.S.
All Quiet On The Western Front premieres in LA
Elvis’ First Hit Record hits #1
After 37 weeks Michael Jackson‘s album “Thriller” is knocked off as top album by movie soundtrack for “Footloose”
Ukrainian comedian Volodymyr Zelenskyy wins the country’s presidential election in a landslide
World Premiere of FIELD OF DREAMS (we just watched that again for the second time this year alone)
FBI arrests Timothy McVeigh in the Oklahoma City bombing case
Now – notice the 17 references:
The United States Air Force retires the F-117 Nighthawk stealth surface-attack aircraft
Two trains in Sloterdijk, Netherlands, injure 117 people in a head on collision
Senators catcher Moe Berg, plays AL record 117th consecutive errorless game
Russian President Vladimir Putin warns the West not to cross a “red line” in his state of the union address, amid massing of 100,000 Russian troops on Ukraine border
Q 2049 WHO ARE THE WHITE RABBITS? Q 2051 These people need to ALL be ELIMINATED. 4/21/25 hours after Easter Sunday Pope Francis dies 4/21/25 DJT comes out with a brown rabbit for Easter Egg Roll and says “We’re Bringing Religion Back” pic.twitter.com/dxZEa3LKbU
Uh huh………..I was asking those questions 24 years ago…………..MANY of us were………..
Senator Ron Johnson just dropped a major hint that 9/11 may have been an inside job—specifically pointing to Building 7 as a likely controlled demolition.
He’s demanding answers on who ordered the removal of critical evidence and what they were trying to hide.
This is interesting. A workshop I did last week was about healing our money trauma’s from within – and she spoke for like 5 seconds on the incoming great wealth transfer – and I felt this nudge to gain some new $$ literacy/understanding. I have already been visualizing the new freedom – saw this today…
🚨 JUST IN: Treasury Secretary Scott Bessent launches an all-out push for financial literacy among Americans.
I remember I used to listen to OUT THERE TV out of Pahrump, NV – Richard and Kate Mucci – really cool people btw – and Kate is the one who first made me think about this by saying “Democracy = mob rules”:
take a break because we SEE where this convo is going………
…the death cross is a lagging indicator. It only tells you that price action has deteriorated during the previous two months. In other words, it often only confirms an already obvious trend because it relies on historical data from moving averages. Furthermore, when the death cross occurs, markets are often near a short-term low.
I would be remiss to state that there are periods where the death cross preceded more severe bear markets of the past century, including 1929, 1938, 1974, and 2008.
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there is something happening…..i don’t know what it is anymore.
i once thought i did.
but not now.
i do not align with this holiday for a few reasons i’ve already shared – both the religious slant and the bunny tales. and yet mostly because it brings up old memories leaving me feel lonely. or sad. or simply wanting a brand new experience in a brand new world that feeeeeeels like Home to my heart.
i went on a walk to get out and clear my mind. i heard people celebrating in the distance on my walk. i used to have that. connections. family. friends. in the physical daily i should say. until i “woke up”.
i have never experienced a mental fatigue like this – nor this ache in my heart. this emptiness which is making me want to jump out of my skin every single day. leaving me like a bipolar wreck. one day i’m up – at least feeling that hope and motivation – then whatever part of me within – that old nervous system program says NOOOO to change and i feel myself weakening – especially after yet another night of little sleep. all i got is to tell myself i’m safe as much as long as it takes – even if i don’t feel it atm – and be alone.
is this what a mental breakdown is?
or that moment before you Shift (bigly)?
anyone?
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…”two roads diverged in a wood…and i – i took the one less traveled…”
Always been my favorite poem.
The sun was out again so my girl and I decided to head out for a picnic. We stopped at the store to get some grapes and while standing in line, heard the woman in front of us in line talking about the protests today. Ah yes, I forgot those were going on again. I did my best to remain neutral and just listen, observe, but when she began referring to the T supporters the implication was “they are violent”.
Ok Victoria, I told myself, deeeeeeeeep breath. As the conversation evolved from there other stereotypical judgments as pushed by those media outlets came out until I simply had to walk away and occupy myself on something else. Soaps. Lovely soaps with essential oils. I inhaled some, chose two I liked and stepped back in line. Now that it was my turn in line, I just had to say something. I have remained quiet for far too long when I feel I am hearing false information being pushed as truth for fear of being criticized or attacked back. I said the world was going through a lot of chaos – humans – energies of Truth rising up in each of us individually – and to be OPEN to seeing it all in a different light. I also said you cannot rely on the old systems of the media for truth. Don’t believe everything you see online or on tv. At that, I stopped sharing. And I can say that at least one thing we agreed on: what has been going on is not working and things are messy before birth, when that new life emerges.
But there’s more to it – one that requires a totally open body and mind.
The days of judging are nudging us to go within to understand why.
And ooh – that’s a big one.
And one I am currently facing myself – getting a different perspective.
Working with the nervous system.
Working with the mind alone isn’t enough.
Mind AND body are going on this trip and we can do all of the affirmations we want. If we aren’t working with the body and the nervous system – tuning in and listening – observing – learning our triggers – and utilizing somatic based practices to help reprogram the nervous system from a state of experiencing fear into a state of safety – openness – we are going to stay stuck in a back-and-forth pattern in our healing. It’s similar to working with a child – you don’t punish the child or push them past their comfort levels to get them to do something new – different. You meet them where they are and that’s how I see it – our higher mind and brain meeting our body where it is. And dealing with our triggers requires working with our minds and bodies.
At least that has been my experience.
And yesterday – was a doozie.
It was the trigger to top all triggers for me. Having done an EMDR session earlier in the week and doing the first part of somatic based workshop on the nervous system and money, I then dealt with a few unwanted situations that pushed my already tired/needing to rest nervous system over the edge. Full on meltdown. I reached out to some of my most trusted people and ended the day feeling that needed shift/calm after a convo with an old friend and one of my favorite people who, after I apologized for my state of mind, said “why the f would i judge you now? i never have.” BINGO. Nervous system relaxed – I felt safe. It was just what my body needed to hear. But I also knew there were things to learn from this situation – the big one being to REMEMBER THE NERVOUS SYSTEM. When I get lost in the story in my mind, go within to see how my body is responding. It ain’t fun.
Go within is a popular phrase tossed around but what exactly does this mean? “Go within,” we are told. “It all starts within.” I used to just focus on my thoughts while still wondering exactly what the phrase meant. It wasn’t until Lisa Harrison used the term “vagus nerve” that I began to see the phrase suddenly popping up along with the importance of our nervous system. And how the body keeps the score (a good book from many years ago). A year or two later, I began doing somatic-based work – EMDR – only this particular practitioner did not go deep enough – did not follow the protocol. Not the first time this had happened. After seeing a few other EMDR and similar counselors over the years, none followed protocol. And don’t get me started on the time essentially wasted on doing cognitive-focused work only. It wasn’t until I began seeing my current practitioner did I learn this – and begin to see the true meaning of “go within”.
Go within the BODY. Listen to the body. The healing starts there. Treated gently, lovingly like we would our child or a child, it will start to trust enough to be willing to allow for a change. For when in trauma space – that survival state – it’s like a radar – seeking out experiences that are FAMILIAR – for what is familiar equates to comfort – even if the experience itself is not good for us. As I heard today – Our nervous system will pick familiar hell over unfamiliar heaven.
But when it feels SAFE – which we can create by doing somatic based practices and releasing stored energies of trauma – combined with cognitive loving affirming reassuring thoughts/words – that is when we can begin to rewire the brain, heal the body and make true shifts in our experience. And how I felt this time 24 hours ago is very different than how I feel now – just based on how I got myself out of trauma mode – lost in my mind- and back in my body.
We don’t just shift the mind.
We shift the mind and body.
The mind wants to go go go.
The body wants to slow slow slow.
Hey – that’s pretty good. Gonna TM that one.
How I “do” things differently – is that I see how inner affects inner AND outer also affects inner. We are not individually wrapped bubbles of sparkle here – totally separate from one another. We’re all joined together in this matrix consciousness frequency. I don’t know if that’s how it always has been even prior to this particular experience in this particular realm – I don’t think so as that tends to feel very crowded in my mind. Unnatural. But just like some thrive in big cities where personal space is next to impossible to find in such an environment – some thrive more out in the open – in nature – rural – few people – lots of trees. I happen to align with the concept of the fewer people the better.
And certain cities – areas – have an energy that either align or not. I remember the first time I experienced this. I was in my late teens, touring parts of the east coast. I really liked Boston at the time. But Washington D.C. – I just remember feeling this dark, creepy vibe. Other areas I visited included Lexington and Concord – and all I remember is feeling this oppression as though leftover battle energy remained. Arriving back on the west coast, I felt more myself again. Lighter. It was as though I was feeling the energies of those wanting to escape oppression by going West where it was wide open.
Today I would like a new planet altogether. But while I am still in this part of the ALL – I am allowing myself to be open to Thriving here. Bloom where planted. I can always replant myself in the future.
MAHER: “I did not agree with the point of view of the article I was reading, which was that @RobertKennedyJr is completely crazy because he was saying [autism] is not mostly genetic, it's mostly environmental toxins. I happen to believe that's probably a more likely answer.” pic.twitter.com/pW3z0QZvhN
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I no longet know what to do. I pray and intend. I have NEVER felt this level of intense lonliness and confusion. Frustration. Desperation. Not sleeping. Wanting to jump out of my body…LITERALLY. I do not know how to shift this. To change this. I am … lost. Just lost. Numb. I feel totally betrayed by a plan…a vision….I have felt for so many years that is simply not manifesting. I feel..well…betrayed.
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Focus remains more or less within. Shifting. Healing the nervous system. Rewriting the inner scripts. Quiet. Solitude. More than ever. Seriously – being around people I normally would want to be around is challenging and uncomfortable for me atm. Coming into the 2nd “feeeeeeels” month for me – May. It does contain the SKY EVENT term – and on a very special day too.
Here are zee finds….
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Victoria
******
This was kind of the biggest news out west today….
US President Donald Trump said Thursday that “termination” of the independent head of the Federal Reserve “cannot come fast enough” as he lashed out at Jerome Powell’s warnings of tariffs-fueled inflation.
In a scathing post on his Truth Social app, Trump repeated a demand for Powell to lower interest rates, suggesting the Fed Chair’s decisions were “always TOO LATE AND WRONG.”
“Powell’s termination cannot come fast enough,” Trump wrote. “Too Late should have lowered Interest Rates, like the ECB, long ago, but he should certainly lower them now.”
Interesting – “too late” to start the sentence refers to a person. Let’s do a gematria on this one:
TOO LATE (88)
Space Ship
Trump
Get Out
Gods Plan
The Shift
The Grand Finale
Ten Days
My sense on this – game playing due to the “tariff wars” – one side wants the chaos…………
Why would Citadel's Ken Griffin keep selling his properties at massive losses (in this case $24,000,000) if there wasn't trouble brewing? pic.twitter.com/orpjR9dUXe
190 Years Of Farming Ends As Latest Massive Data Centers And Factories Expand In Hillsboro https://t.co/qt95Y1FCmE
Still waiting to see something positive happen here in Oregon
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) April 18, 2025
Director of White House Office of Science & Technology Policy Michael Kratsios: “Our technologies permit us to manipulate time and space” https://t.co/4VTp2WeCaH
“The breach, coupled with the weak security of the website, allows anyone to access soldiers’ data simply by entering their ID number, without going through any additional verification. This allowed for the extraction and collection… pic.twitter.com/zkqe7jATZh
wonky weirdness….it’s as though i can “see” people behind the computers putting this stuff out there for us to see inside this place. i think i need to get some sleep now. lol
The Akhal-Teke: a golden, ancient horse breed with unmatched beauty and endurance- only 8000 left. pic.twitter.com/otjFE6PeMr
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So – some things I am noticing inside this simulated matrix. One, the place I prefer to shop at, in the evenings, due to how quiet is has always been. Lately? It’s been crowded. I’ve been shopping at this place at these evening hours for YEARS and I’ve never had this experience. It is literally like the matrix inserted extra people here. And we are also noticing women swelling – as though they are pregnant and they are not. I happen to know of several now and none are pregnant and all took the jabber. Then there are the really tall people who are also pale – stare right through you.
Strange place now. Be in the heart and keep your wits about you.
Here’s a video shared with me by a friend. Guilt trips are theirs. No need to answer to ANYONE or ANYTHING upon our exit. Excellent conversation. Aligning with what she is saying.
Make Sunsets is a startup that is geoengineering by injecting sulfur dioxide into the sky and then selling “cooling credits.” This company is polluting the air we breathe. I’ve instructed my team that we need to quickly get to the bottom of this and take immediate action. pic.twitter.com/9b6xPzMf4v
BREAKING: United Kingdom Supreme Court unanimously rules that “transgender woman” does not fit the legal term of “woman,” and say the term is reserved for biological women.
FULL HHS AUTISM PRESS BRIEFING: U.S. HHS Secretary Robert F. Kennedy publicly declares that Autism is an Epidemic that is being caused from "Environmental Toxins" and is not genetic. Recent studies show 1 in 31 children now have Autism and in boys 1 in 12. This Epidemic must end. pic.twitter.com/WYbWv2MTV3
lol 5k are IRS employees. They must be the ones who read the code book.
“Most Americans had to write a big fat check to the government today to pay their taxes. Over 100,000 federal workers are not paying their taxes on time.”
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My girl and I honored our Polish heritage tonight by making citrus chicken and sweet potato latkes. We were wanting to make jelly filled donuts as well, but you know – that requires yeast and work, so we decided to do those at another time. I used to make latkes years ago – again prep work. I landed in this mental space the past couple of years of “make it ez” when it comes to meal prep which means unless someone else wants to make it the days of lasagna are over. I do however appreciate anyone wanting to show up and make it for me. 😄
I’m currently focused again on the cosmic event – and creating it – co-creating it. Woke up two mornings ago or so saying “bifurcation” out loud. A quite popular term used in the last many years, but not one I have ever used. Other than that, the need to sleep is intense. As is the need to be left alone. As is the need for new. Did some work around that tonight in a much needed drive.
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Victoria
******
KP
T talking about inflation being down along with food prices. Not seeing that here. Anyone else noticing drops?
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My girl’s b-day is coming up and she has added some spring and summer things/wants to her list. I wanted to share it here. Thank you so much as always for those of you who have sent her items from her list over the last couple of years. (Speaking as her mama – the priority is spring and summer clothing.) 💖 Mama V.
