I have not really looked into what’s happening out in the world – and I don’t want to atm. I am just going to share my own experiences and feelings – which are overwhelming me atm but there is also a resolve and clarity in what I continue to seek: Truth and Freedom. Well, really what I seek is Love.
I had another odd experience where suddenly a part of my mind was back in a dream I had well over 20 years ago. The best most plausible conclusion I can come to at this time is the part of me on the outside is waking up out of the dream and is trying to integrate with this human brain here and its billions of moments/experiences. But what do I know for certain.
Day #2 – or is it 3?? – of having to spend a lot of it resting/sleeping. Today I got up – vacuumed – ate – then went back to the bedroom and eventually in spite of my chatter saying “you have to blah blah blah”, I wrapped myself in my big fuzzy blanket and closed my eyes for awhile. It’s now about 5:30pm – and lunch is calling. Dinner may be another 8-9pm event.
Today when I woke up I felt and heard – oh shoot what was it?? Another term for “zero point” only it wasn’t zero point. Oh well – we’ve entered some space where there is no time but there was a term for it and I cannot recall what it was. It felt important.
I keep hearing “remember… the closer you get to the transition moment the more you will need to sleep”. While that has been an off and on experience for a few years it seems to be a constant now. I struggled to scrub the shower today – I kinda wept for a few moments like a child who is just too tiiiiiired to dooooooooooooooo this (anyone w/kids knows of what I speak lol).
Yellow Rose has a new one – which I will link later and add my comments. It’s a positive and confirms what many have been saying is happening now. However, as I always say, until I can SEE IT with these human eyes, it is just a hopeful theory. Once seen THEN it becomes truth. Although I know faith is the knowing of things unseen. After being a part of this realm experience of deception, I think the heaven’s will understand if my faith is surrounded with questions and “prove it’s”.
As always, thank you all for your support – and most importantly for sharing your stories and love. It really does help keep this ‘ole gal going!
Love,
Victoria
