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9/22/2020 ~ Today’s Reflection: It’s a fidget-spinner day

 

 

Today’s title is dedicated to my girl who, upon seeing her mama take some time in the bathroom to have a mini melt-down, said “mama – today’s a fidget spinner day.  When you come out, use your spinner.  We all need those today!”

She was absolutely correct.  A wise girl, as I told her.

Each of us had such moments today – each for our own personal reasons.

I don’t like these calendar days where much of the world focuses on some date that “they” decided to create FOR us.  I can sense their ceremonies.  Today, I lamented how I am finished having to detach from that and do the extra work to be in my Heart space and vibe as “high” – as best as I can.  It’s like being in the middle of a storm with winds trying to push you around – and remaining still, feed solidly planted on the ground.

Sometimes the wind knocks you off your feet for a brief moment or two.

So get out those fidget spinners and breathe deeply.  Eat some chocolate.

Experiences today I find “relevant” for these “times”:  Suddenly knowing I’m in a dream and having that experience of “am I about to awake”.  And getting into the car today, I hear the end of an REM song “that was just a dream, just a dream, just a dream…..” Suddenly feeling a part of me – in full – doing something else – and calling me forward to join in some way – big or small I don’t know.  After being ravishingly hungry, able to eat pretty much anything, nausea is upon me – sensitive stomach – craving root veggies – a sign I need to ground and detach from those around me.  For as I said – it was a fidget-spinner day – and I am having to walk a fine line between being supportive and letting others have their own experience based on their own choices…

And this is happening as a whole but also VERY uniquely and individually.  I saw that very clearly today on a walk I took.  Seeing a variety of different experiences – some with Biden signs – some wearing their masks outside – each comfortable with their own experience – whether based in logic, fear or from the Heart.  Let it all Be, I felt.

I continue to choose the Heart as best as I can.  And when I fail to do that, I got my fidget spinner.

Spin away Wild Ones to whatever experience you desire for yourself.

Love,

Victoria

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Thank you for your ongoing love and support!

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9/21/2020 Finds and a Reflection on LHM’s latest

 

i am still listening to lisa’s – i had to start at the beginning as i found out she was livestreaming over an hour after she began….so while i post some finds below, i will share my thoughts as i listen:

i want to say she too is feeling/seeing numbers playing a big role in her life atm – especially the number 17 – ditto here!  the concept of keys – seeing keys, etc. – on a recent walk my girl saw a key in the road.  i hesitated and had the sudden urge (mild urge) to take it home – but thought why would i do that?  it isn’t mine?  so i had her put it on the curb.  now i am wondering if that was a “message”….and seeing a lot of references in recent days to plasma….

now she is talking about “sitting” – what rose referred to last week – how many of us are just “sitting” – not able to muster creative abilities much less the desire TO create….boredom….stagnant….she brings up something leeloo said – 2 years ago – something that i listened to in recent months and thought “why would she say that THEN?  2 years pass – we’re all still here – still feeling bored, etc.?”  and yet – as lisa says – her insight that we are at level 3 (which i am taking it as being the last level – i may be incorrect on that – but that is how it feeeeeels to me) and how at this level that boredom experience is at an even deeper level (it certainly is for me) – and yes – feeling like there just isn’t “life” here – i’m not feeling it.  i can logically see it – but feeling it?  it’s like everything is operating on auto-pilot out there…i like how she said there’s no spark here – EXCEPT for when we have our heart-based comms w/one another.  a HUGE YES from me on that.  that is what i feel i am doing now – listening to her words – feeling into them – writing out my insights – that is taking precedence over sharing finds below.  that’s just filler material.  the REAL goods is when i talk with others about what’s really going on and reflect w/one another or hear from others about Home and exiting this construct.  THAT is what my heart searches for every single day now.  it’s a borderline obsession almost – the need for that – because i know normal 3d world now just has nothing in it for me.

as i type that i felt this sensation and received this knowing that we have been undergoing the process of being pulled up and out –  layer by layer – unplugging here and there – for months if not a couple of years. maybe more or less?  i don’t know.  but if indeed big us – real body – is on the outside – hooked into an energetic simulated experience – that process needs to be gradual.

lol  i write these things – re-read them and shake my head.  really??!!  but it’s what i feel within and what comes to me.  so there you go.

reflecting more into the idea that we have been pulled up (to go “out”) for awhile – i was sharing this w/my mate and something new came to me:  if you are part of a team rescuing (freeing) being’s in a pit – do you climb down TO them or do you raise the pit up (if you have that ability)….i said that because i wondered if the schumann graphs showing these pulses of energies are showing when this realm has been moved – up perhaps?  i’m really beginning to reflect in the last day or so exactly where we are in relation to “home” – in relation to the rest of the cosmos…..because we sure as heck are not on a spinning globe on the arm of the milky way….her dreams at the 28 minute mark are amazing!

i align w/what she says that this transition happens to each of us in such a way that our consciousness can handle it.  absolutely.  that is what the action of Love would do.

she is asked if LeeLoo ever speaks of The One (the term yellow rose uses)….lisa says leeloo has not spoken of the one – but was once asked about god…..does a god exist?  leeloo responds that she doesn’t know….they’re still searching…and perhaps they – we – will realize we are that God….at this point in my journey i align w/leeloo’s perspective….

very interesting commentary on the 13 13….my b-day falls on the 13th and i have long felt i selected that date for a reason…..

ok so lisa is beginning to speak of masks now – and before she continues – i wanted to add something that just came to me….we have all worn “masks” – metaphorically speaking….those labels….those beliefs….and yet how do we remove our metaphoric masks?  we QUESTION….we go within and reflect….it may be that those people who are wearing actual masks now – and in my experience most seem quite content with it – totally supportive of the behavior – are not questioning the CV (and other) narratives….they are showing themselves for how they really are:  content to remain asleep….and hide behind the mask – be told what to do instead of thinking – TRULY thinking for themselves….and given we are in that period – esp. this past year – where the Truth of everything for each of us is coming up and out – this is what we are seeing with those who are regular mask-wearers….i see them around here and not one of them questions the narrative (in my experience w/conversing)….if i have had conversation w/one of them and they have agreed w/some of what i have presented or at least been open to it – they go right back to their ways…so i feeeeel those masks are representing something deeper than just protecting them from CV – they are protecting them from the changes that come when you QUESTION THE NARRATIVE (or take the red pill)….ok – she said they seem to enjoy hiding….. BINGO!

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this bothers me – 2 adopted children from Haiti….including one from the earthquakes from years back….she has to know about the CF and their “doings” in Haiti…….unless she has intel to share….i don’t know….just have that red flag here..

9/20/20 Finds

 

 

All day I have thought it is the 19th.  Yesterday, I thought was the 19th too.  I also thought it is the 18th.  Where am I?  lol  Here gathering goodies to share with ya’ll!

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This one just came up in an image search I did – looking for a pic of JFK Jr. holding his pinkie:

https://www.irishcentral.com/roots/history/did-john-kennedy-jr-and-princess-diana-have-a-secret-meeting-in-nyc

House Freedom Caucus calls for resolution to remove Pelosi as Speaker of the House

dragon…or the rising phoenix….(earlier today in the shower portal i felt we had risen out of the ashes out west after the fires…)

program error:

i may have already shared this….it is on my calendar…i don’t trust dates and ya’ll know my disdain for deception (when it is intentional)….so keeping an eye on this one…if authentic, it would happen 17 days before the election….

https://www.thegatewaypundit.com/2020/09/since-1900-70-supreme-court-justice-nominees-approved-less-46-days/

 

DEVELOPING: All Passengers on Epstein’s Flight Logs to Be Named – Epstein’s Rich and Famous Pals Panicking

 

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https://www.military.com/video/b-2-stealth-bomber-drops-massive-ordnance-penetrator📁
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Today’s Reflection ~ 9/20/2020

 

This one may be rather rambling.  I was clear 8 hours ago – but didn’t have the chance to sit down and write it all up until now – and now, well, it doesn’t feel as clear to me.  A day with a child will do that to the mind.  lol

I was reflecting on something I had seen take place in a twitter conversation – someone quite focused on making sure others had their “facts straight” according to this persons own perception.  I thought on this concept – how we each have our own reflection – our own perception of this reality and our experience in it.

Each of our perceptions contains truth – and falsehoods – falsehoods as we have had pretty much everything taken and hidden from us.  While the truth is there to be found – as we know it takes a lot of dedication and time to explore the truth and feeeel into it.  And even at that – it won’t be until the programs of control end will we see.

So I wondered today:  how can we have moments where our perceptions are so vastly different?

I have one theory.

There are a lot of us inside this realm.  It is my feel none of us are from here.  As I share here at this site, I align with the theory that this is a simulation of original experiences.  And as such, we don’t all come from the same place – but we’re still all “trapped” in here together.

So – I feel a large part of the problem I was seeing playing out on twitter is that given we’re not all from here – we each have our own “memory” (sense) of our Original Homes and therefore, what happens after the experience here ends, we will each be going to our own experience – and that experience will look different.

I was thinking of Rose’s latest.  I haven’t commented about that yet but I have taken some time to tune in and go with how I felt.  Overall I aligned but there was one part in particular that simply did not and does not resonate with me:  this idea of an after-life judgment.

Who is doing the judging?

Judging is a power over move.  It is someone telling you what is right and what is not about you and your choices.  And why would we even have such an experience after living here in this prison where we are limited due to the controls placed into and upon us?

Perhaps it is the word that triggers me – perhaps what is referred to is a post-life reflection.  That – I can see/feel into.

But if it is the “religious” form of judging – that could be an experience some have chosen to have prior to the hijack.  Simply because it doesn’t align with me doesn’t indicate others would feel the same or want the same. Perhaps some feel they need the experience.

I also don’t align with the sense of division in the sense that some of that feels punitive to me.  Again, it could be my own triggers.  All I have to go by is how I feel for now.  I look at this “ending” pretty simply:  I want the consciousness/creation of evil removed from ALL of creation.  I want to see every one of us purely Free to Choose our own experience without impingement.  There are many who are still more or less fully plugged in and simply because they have chosen not to (or not been able) to “wake up” – they still deserve that chance.  I don’t align with this feeling of “you must choose and you must choose NOW or else you will go west and stay put for the rest of your experience”.  I align with the idea that even if they go to this space some call “west” – they still get the chance to SEE everything – at their own pace – and then when ready, they can choose to stay in that experience or “go Home” to whatever original experience they had prior to the hijack.

That is what Love does.  Source.

And hey – isn’t it possible each of us will need a little reprieve/rest after what we have been through here – no matter where we are in the awakening?

So I do as I always do – take what feeeeels like a connection and toss what doesn’t – while at the same time realizing it is also possible what I have “tossed” may one day become a Truth for me.

So……I also wanted to share current physical experiences:  I have had recent days of being absolutely full on ravenously hungry.  And I have had moments where I go sit down to eat when I am not feeling particular hungry but discover I can eat – and eat – and eat without getting “full”.  Am I feeling more and more the idea that this body is just a biological projection of my REAL body – and as such – I can have such experiences.  I also felt light/dreamy/rather blissful today.  I spent yesterday and last night dancing too.  I felt young – someplace within I felt that vitality of when I was 20 something.  Ok – 22.  lol

So I feel this shifting back and forth going on – merging back and forth – one day feels new and then the next more “normal” – even though NOTHING is normal now.

And that is fine with me as I never did normal.

I wanted to share one last little tidbit that clicked with me after having a conversation with Sister D.  We were talking about trauma and the reptilian brain.  She mentioned the scene from the (first) Matrix when Neo pulls out that plug in the back of his neck – right where that reptilian brain stem is. One that thing is removed, all other connections are released and he is freed from the matrix.

Powerful.

Love,

Victoria

Q anon for 9/18 and 9/19 & a gematria

 

So we have gone from RIGGED for Red to RUNNING Red.  Next week looks to be another BIG week.  I wonder if “red” also indicates republican/conservative.  Interesting the reference again to “the sky is falling”…..Anyway….Gematria below.

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Strengthen my faith, Lord. Forgive my sins, so that I may be clean in your righteousness. Make me brave, so I can stand and fight the spiritual battles in my life and in our world. Give me your wisdom and discernment so I won’t be caught off guard. Together, Lord, we’ll win, because in truth, you already have. While evil still roams, the power of Your name and Your blood rises up to defeat and bring us victory against every evil planned against us. While malicious actions may disturb us, we use the armor of God You have given us to stand firm. You will bring justice in due time for all the harm and needless violence aimed at Your children. Until then, we remain in Your presence, aligned with Your purposes, and we look to You as our Supreme Commander and Protector. Help us to avoid temptation, and deliver us from evil, Lord. You are the Mighty One, the One Who will ultimately bring all evil to light. With You, Jesus, we are safe. Amen.
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https://twitter.com/drsimonegold/status/1306372660587184128📁
How do you ‘extend’ lockdown(s) [economic hardship(s), unemployment, fear, death count, dementia Joe, etc.] in order to paint narrative mail-in voting [when did narrative start (March?_early?_planned?)] needed to ‘save’ lives [+ballot harvesting] in order to generate a future narrative election day +1 which casts doubt as to legitimacy of POTUS win [Constitutional Crisis][“not all mail-in ballots counted” “how many mail-in ballots lost or did not arrive in key battleground states which could have returned a different result” “we must investigate who cast a vote but it did not register” “we must go door-to-door if needed [ballot harvest]” “our lives are at stake” “the sky is falling” in order to legally challenge, delay results, enact riots and chaos in an attempt to overturn [coup d’etat].
CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY?
What role will select military inserts play [the ‘bribe’]? [playbook known]
What did we learn from past attempt(s)?
Spying [surveillance + campaign insert(s) + WH insert(s)].
Mueller.
Impeachment.
Why did it take an ‘outsider’ to finally deliver the ‘start’ of peace in the Middle East?
Why did it take an ‘outsider’ to finally deliver the ‘start’ of finally holding China accountable?
THE DISEASE CALLED CORRUPTION.
Running RED.
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RUNNING RED
Skye
Conclusion
Telepathic Heart
Michael Jackson
Out of Time
It’s Not a Game  (but it is a movie)
The End of Time
Rapture All
Fireworks
Big Prophecy
Marco Rubio  (wow – interesting – i will share later but he was speaking w/Maria Bartiromo and was giving some drops – so this likely showed up in the code given where we are now)
Find the Others  (i wonder what that meant – wasn’t going to share – but then saw this one below)
Star Family
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9/19/2020 Finds…and a gematria

 

Crowd Begins Chanting “Fill The Seat” at Trump Rally in North Carolina – President Trump Announces He Will Name Nominee this Week – A WOMAN

REPORT: John Durham Tapped by Sessions in 2017 to Investigate Comey Leak

Package Containing Deadly Poison Ricin Addressed to President Trump Intercepted by Authorities

Is China Funding Democrats and the Biden Campaign? Democrats’ ActBlue Reportedly Cannot Validate If Donations Are from US or Foreign Donors!

DeVos Publishes Final Rule on Protecting Speech and Religious Freedom on Campus

 

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Schumann (very odd vertical pattern continues – seems like some sort of intentional code):

 

Electromagnetic Background (been looking like this for a couple of days):

 

And ending this piece with a gematria – 15 mansion grows – something Rose suggested we say whenever seeing the number 15 – which is actually not one of my numbers – but considering today I sent out a tweet and “accidentally” used the number 15 when talking about something I did in the past – and several people saw what I did – I thought “ok let’s gematria it – see if there’s something there”…here is what comes up…

15 MANSION GROW

The Key That Opens All
Doors

The Reconciliation Of
Spirit And Matter

Donald J Trump

Time Traveler

Final Prophecy

Freddy Mercury (ok only sharing this one because i have been playing Bohemian Rhapsody on the piano – it is the one song I wanted to master – and so I spent this year learning it.  i said once i’m done – once i can play it without sheet music, then i will be ready to go.  i am there now.  i played it again tonight.)

Time Of The Harvest

First Contact

Heavens Gematria

Its All In The Egg

One Forty Four Soon

Love,

Victoria

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9/18/2020 Reflection and Finds

 

Today was spent cleaning up after being trapped inside for a week and a half with smoke and ash outside.  That stuff was everywhere.  As I cleaned I gave thanks I have a home TO clean.  Many have to start over again.  It was one of those powerful and twilight-like experiences today emotionally.  I realized I had been living a bit detached and numb – being trapped inside and not able to breathe well outside.  That is a traumatizing experience – coupled with concern that the fires might head your way.  And we already deal with claustrophobic-like issues in this house.  No amount of cbd oil, inward reflection, meditation, etc. could bring me back to center.

I am so grateful for the storms we had last night.  I absolutely know those were “good guy” and Divine created.  I followed the path of these storms.  I watched how they just “happened” to pop up in the locations they did.  As I said NEVER seen that happen before and definitely never seen so many pop up one right after the other and head up north.

Those systems have now brought in a lot of rain that spread throughout the northwest and in parts of California – beautifully targeting where most of the fires were set/started.  Even those who are otherwise not “in the know” said today was a miracle in many ways.

So today was like a “break out of the shell” again – return to what was otherwise an unusual experience to begin with (lockdown/virus crap).  I can feel myself walking out of that storm and I know I’m not alone.

And that symptom last night – where all of us suddenly needed to pee – off and on for awhile – one of you told me you had a family  member experience the same thing (only today) and it was an unheard of experience.  She theorized perhaps our “waters” are bursting before the Emit.  Now….POTUS spoke of things “cooling down” a little while back when speaking of this realm (I think it was CALI Gov saying these fires were caused by global warming/climate change and this was Trump’s response)….  About 2 weeks ago I woke up one morning – early – and was so ravished I ate like I haven’t eaten since I gave birth.  Hmmm……

So…… a lot happened today while I was in my own world – trying to rejoin the rest of the world again (certainly mentally/emotionally).  RBG has (finally!) been pronounced dead.  Yellow Rose has a new one (I haven’t watched it yet – after I do if I feel like commenting, I will separately) and other finds my mate made sure to show me.  I want to thank those of you who prayed/held focus and intention on bringing in rains and all of you who contacted me to check in to see how I was doing.  I have deep appreciation for those gifts you gave.

Now let’s get back to it – end this movie and get us into the New Experience we all want!

Love,

Victoria

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Justice Ruth Bader Ginsburg dies with her family around her at home after succumbing to pancreatic cancer at 87 after saying: ‘My most fervent wish is that I will not be replaced until a new president is installed’

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-8749643/Who-Trump-pick-replace-Ruth-Bader-Ginsburg-20-names-Supreme-Court-shortlist.html

 

this one gives me a giggle:

‘She just died? I didn’t know that’: Moment Donald Trump finds out about Justice Ruth Bader Ginsburg’s death after Minnesota rally as Biden says she ‘stood for all of us’ and tributes pour in for the ‘smart and humorous trailblazer’ 

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-8747593/Donald-Trump-offered-Julian-Assange-win-win-deal-avoid-extradition-court-hears.html

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-8749057/Donald-Trump-hints-FIRING-FBI-boss-Chris-Wray-saying-Russia-interfering-hurt-Joe-Biden.html   

ROSE says these things show up in September….

one of the CNN reporters tweeted this and seems concerned millions follow this man:

i have had 2 dreams in recent weeks of holding a puppy while sitting on the floor….in both dreams i just walked away from the drama and b.s. of this experience, went to some space, sat down and a puppy greeted me….

 

what was i talking about above?  cooling?  check this out….multiple meaning/uses for this cooling…

Senate Majority Leader McConnell Announces US Senate Will Vote on New SCOTUS Nominee (VIDEO)

Should President Trump Use the Defense Production Act to Order Silicon Valley to Open Up to Free Speech?

Last Honest Democrat Rep. Tulsi Gabbard and GOP Rep. Rodney Davis Introduce Election Fraud Prevention Act to Ban Ballot Harvesting

 

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9/17 ~ Tonight’s experience – amazing rare storms!

 

Thunderstorms are rare here – certainly on the west side of the state.  They began about 4 hours ago.  I have lived here my entire life and I have NEVER seen back to back storms – especially on the west side.  Thunderstorm cells forming on the west side and staying on the west side are just unheard of.

And back to back?

We have also seen mostly horizontal lightening.  A lot of rain.

But no wind – also unheard of.

Is the spiritual war over oregon now clearing out all of the demonic parasites who have wrecked havoc here all year?

God of All I hope so!

Interesting this is taking place on the 17th too…

We also had a very bizarre symptom in this house when this all began:  every member of the family had to pee a lot – off and on for an hour.

So….this is a quick one as another storm is headed north although these looks to be more west of it so these may bypass us.  Just wanted to share something of a “biblical” nature is happening here in Oregon and it has cleared the air enough for us to open up the windows and breathe in fresh air, oxygen and ozone.

What a movie!

Love,

Victoria

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