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I apologize for the repeated e-mails on my last post.  I checked my email plugin this morning and there was a message saying the latest update resulted in repeated sending of posts so hopefully it is fixed now.

This past week has been a huge PITA.  Fires.  Stuck inside continues.  Mate’s mother passing.  I am grateful and pissed/distressed at the same time.

Here is to LOVE FOR ALL NOW!

Love,

Victoria

Hi everyone ~

I updated my hosting plan so the issue some of you saw earlier today has been fixed.  I opted for the pro plan which will let me post as many images as I want here without clogging up the server.

So….our air quality continues to be unhealthy.  Forecast models are saying conditions should improve starting Monday or late next week.  Things are changing constantly.  I don’t want to go into detail on that as it is giving me some anxiety.

We have one air purifier but I need to get another one so I can make sure most of the air in the house is getting purified.  I have damp towels stuffed around windows, under doors and a blanket on one door that tends to “leak” around the edges.  I am very ready for this experience to end (talking about the air quality).  So if you all could donate a few dollars each I could get another one.   Thank you!

Still having the urge to go back in time to my childhood and younger years to recapture the Me I was before the challenges of the experience here created.  Me pre-trauma.  Best way I can put it.

There was a Trump rally today.  Other than that, my mind is challenged to keep up with what’s going on – political, spiritual, awakening, etc.  If I find anything that feels BIG and in alignment, I will share.  For now, I’m focused on staying centered and safe.

Love,

Victoria

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Thank you all for your prayers for Oregon.  The weather is now perfect for fighting and containing fires and the biggest area outside of Portland – officials said today they will not have to expand current evacuation orders. Some are actually returning to their homes (including someone I know).  I read where the NG is coming and there are planes flying in and out of the nearby county’s airport to drop retardant on the two biggest fires.  Seeing the communities pull together is beautiful.  We have people taking donations – private people, local farmers, businesses, etc.  It is showing the Beauty of Humanity.  The Beauty of the Human.  It is showing how powerful we are United once we put aside our politics and religions and other little labels we wear here.

In between the feeling the moments of connection and inspiration, it still continues to feel surreal.  Traumatizing (anxiety has been through the roof this week).  Heart-wrenching.  Our public forests and state parks are closed and are being heavily patrolled and monitored.  There continues to be proof that arsonists are behind some of this (if not much).  This is just one of many many examples (of which I verified):

It's Not Global Warming–> Oregon Officials Announce Arrest of Two More Alleged Arsonists Including Criminal Transient via @gatewaypundit https://t.co/2gBXsJy3UA

— Jim Hoft (@gatewaypundit) September 12, 2020

The fires in Oregon have been suspiciously close to the highway. pic.twitter.com/lh888tNIpD

— Ian Miles Cheong (@stillgray) September 10, 2020

insightful thread:

Thread: THE OREGON HELLZONE HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY AMERICA'S ENEMIES. (Foreign AND Domestic)
Every Influencer in Social Media right now who posts news articles stating or says ANTIFA is starting the Fires gets immediate pushback by Bots & Operatives. pic.twitter.com/CIttMm3ZVV

— #SOULWAR ✝ (@CatesDuane) September 11, 2020

Arsons.  Acts of war.

And there are some who are saying this is conspiracy and to stop spreading rumors that arsonists are behind this.

Ignorance continues to expose itself (as does evil).

Then tonight I read talk about the fires within and without serving a purpose – rebirth.

Who says something like that?  And especially at this time?  

Would they actually say such words to the father who lost his son?

Would they say those words to the residents of the small towns that saw essentially most of their town destroyed?

Would they say that to the people who suffered serious burns and were literally on fire themselves?

THERE IS NO PURPOSE in ANY of this other than pure destruction.

No “higher” purpose.

This isn’t our Source of Soul’s doing this.

This is and are acts of E V I L.

There is NO PURPOSE in ANY experience here that intentionally creates harm and trauma and death and loss.

P E R I O D.

Purpose comes from creating authentically and without compromise from others.

People are free to have whatever narrative they want.  But I no longer follow anyone who supports or spouts the above narrative.  That narrative is not allowed on my page.  It is so absolutely contrary to everything I feel within and know to be True.

This is a war on humanity and as I said last night – if someone cannot see that – they are walking in a state of ignorance.  This is about evil and those engaging a war on us.  And I say this as someone who took awhile to open my mind to this possibility for I was still under the influence that evil was an illusion and we are all One and what you do to me is a reflection of me and how there was only dark and light.  I am SO GRATEFUL my inner Me continued to guide me out of this particular darkness.

I contemplate how many who are victims of these tragic fires are reading this person’s page?  Imagine how that would leave one feeling.

God dayem….

I wonder exactly what programming is keeping these folks spouting this nonsense.  These are otherwise heart based beautiful people who are likely unknowingly letting their minds be scripted by the evil hive mind of this matrix.  We’ve all been victims of it. But it’s time to see it and break free from it and stop trying to put it all together in some love and light basket or some logical puzzle.  The Heart knows.  The Heart understands.

My heart over flows with compassion for all who are suffering in these wildfires.  I have several people from my childhood years including a former best friend who have been displaced/evacuated.  Of what real use or help would it be to give them a little pat and say “this is serving a purpose for your rebirth” while totally ignoring the intentional acts that put them in the situation they are now facing?

Yeah….

I hope those supporting this narrative will pause, expand and at least consider what I am saying.  I had to and did.  As I often say – know different, do different.  I was once a very big follower of the new age narratives.  I spent hundreds of dollars on their books – and countless hours at bookstores sitting on couches, trying to decide which one to buy.  And yet… they never fully aligned with my heart- so slowly I began to question these books I was reading by Chopra and Oprah and Hays and Walsch and Zukav, etc.  Little tidbits of truth while totally missing out on the big one:  this is a matrix simulation run by evil with their war and focus upon US.

Yeah – those big publishing houses, which are part OF it, wouldn’t let that in would they?  Nope.  Say such unpopular things and you get censored by someone, somewhere.

That is why I have long followed this little motto:  follow those who are the most censored, attacked, etc. for they are obviously willing to risk it all to share their perspective.  It’s been a good one for me to go by.

That and remain humble when sitting with someone who is hurting.  Don’t give advice and never assume to know what they need or how they feel.  (which has meant sometimes I take deep breaths and gently bite my tongue)

That is between them and their connection with Source.

Love,

Victoria