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9/1/2020 Reflection

 

The level of fatigue, body discomfort and nausea is really at a peak today.  It simply sucks today to be here.  I can distract all I want – that inner frustration and agitation is still there screaming at me to “DO SOMETHING” to “GET ME OUT OF HERE”.

Another date was given for “10 days of disclosure” set to begin tomorrow. We will see.  Two years – we hear dates – see them come and go – and then are told to stay the course.  Hang in there.  Go within.  And oh my very favorite today – let it go.

Let what go, exactly?  My attachment to this prison?  I’ve done that as much as I know how – off and on for 4 years.

How do you “let go” and be who you want to be when there are more state imposed restrictions than ever?

Fight it?  Alone?

Really?

Our state gathered enough signatures to recall our governor and the state said “sorry you didn’t collect enough”.  Now what?

Our local co-op has now blocked me on twitter because I reached out to communicate and called them on how they violated their own policy and discriminated against my mate over his medical disability.  We received some form letter from the national association who essentially told us to work with our local store.  We called and reached out to over half a dozen civil rights attorneys without one getting back to us.  How are we supposed to “work it out” with a law-violating entity who refuses to cooperate much less communicate?

And yet I am supposed to just let it all go and let evil and the agenda of fascism continue to intrude its way into my life, violate my freedoms and my right to live peacefully and travel/go/do as I see fit for MY OWN experience?

Would anyone just “let it go” if some terrorists entered your land and began destroying your property?

Yeah, I think not.

Let it go.

Shove that narrative.

I am also shoving the narrative that the “ending” is going to be scary.

What, more trauma?

Love doesn’t operate that way.  EVIL does.

So once again evil is getting its way.

As I strongly affirm – I don’t need to see evil to know it’s there.  I can only detach so much.  I look outside and see people in masks.  THAT is enough for me to know evil is still around.  Some of us get very uncomfortable seeing another in a mask.

So….once again….my only idea that feels best to me now is to raise money and get outta dodge.  And I would need a lot of funds to do that as my mate is physically disabled and I have my own cognitive/mental issues that impede our ability to pack up this house alone and move.  We need help to accomplish this.  I need a new life and I need to begin working towards that now.  Anyone good at creating Go Fund Me pages and would be willing to help me and my family?  Please?  

Thank you.  Thank you so much.  I really don’t know how much longer I can sustain this energy.  If we were surrounded by like minded people in an area w/o mask mandates, that would be very supportive now.

That is all for now.

Love,

Victoria

 

Face Masks Make You Stupid

 

Finally – a well-written article on an opinion I share fully (and often say collective IQ points drop each time a mask is worn willingly, without question, without critical thought).

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“They make you suggestible; they make you more likely to follow someone else’s direction and do things you wouldn’t otherwise do”

Patrick Fagan 
The point of face masks is not to protect humans, but to diminish humanity…allow yourself the dignity, identity and Logos of being human – and never, ever wear a mask”

In Joost Meerloo’s analysis of false confessions and totalitarian regimes, The Rape of the Mind, he coins a phrase for the ‘dumbing down’ of critical resistance – menticide. “In the totalitarian regime,” he wrote, “the doubting, inquisitive, and imaginative mind has to be suppressed. The totalitarian slave is only allowed to memorise, to salivate when the bell rings.”

Neolithic man had a similar problem dealing with his livestock. Homo sapiens’ success has relied not insignificantly on cattle – their dairy, meat, leather and manure. Yet the cow’s ancestor, the auroch, was quite a different beast. It was fast, aggressive and dangerous – hardly conducive to be corralled into predictable channels of behaviour. So, about 10,500 years ago, man started to deliberately breed the most docile aurochs for domestication.

The key word here is docile, which comes from the Latin docere, meaning “to teach” (as does, say, ‘doctorate’ and ‘document’). Being docile means being compliant and following commands, which means submitting to a system of thought.

Whereas animals, however, typically need to be bred to have a higher level of reasoning to be taught commands, human beings, already being quite smart, need to be dumbed down.You won’t disobey an order if you lack the cognitive ability to question it. This is particularly pertinent to the smooth running of a modern world system which relies on millions of individual souls, each with their own nuanced life history and perspective, thinking and acting in the same way.

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8/31/2020 Reflection and some finds

 

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Their jig is up.  I don’t understand how even the most programmed aren’t seeing this scam for what it is.

I feel two experiences playing out now.  I not only see it, I feeeeel it.  Today I was feeling the one of UGH/repression and was rushing about to do this and that in order to do this and that and blah blah blah….while I was doing this 3d crap in a way that simply didn’t align, I began hearing “don’t worry….about a thing…..cause every little thing’s….gonna be all right.”  That line kept playing – until I slowed down and tuned into the other experience: Freedom.  Home.  Exit.  Escape from the Matrix.

Tonight I went to the store for some food – the usual store that “allows” (eye roll) you to claim medical to shop mask-free.  I walk in and one of the employees says “excuse me do you need a mask?” waving one in the air.

I paused.  I just could not do this anymore.  This nonsense of asking.  This invasive questioning into a territory that is none of her f’ing business.  So I stood there and just stared at her.  And shook my head “no”.  And kept shaking my head no.   Should I say something?  I contemplated and said “Medical,” I said slowly, with a bit of a growl, then walked off.

This section was pretty crowded and several people stared at me until I stared back.

Not one person was without a mask.  I need to find others and agree to meet at the same time, same place as I am DONE doing this alone.  Power in numbers and honestly, I don’t trust my fellow human if they ain’t on the same page as I am.

I reflected on “nice” people.  My area has people who are “nice”.  Polite. And yet – what is nice?

Nice is when you will respect people’s right to make their own choices – even if you disagree with them.

Nice is when you not only respect this but will back them up if faced with adversity.

And that is where I question how “nice” most are who are clearly not awake.

I don’t hear from people I once did.  Parents for whom I reach out to see if maybe they have relaxed on their “covid practices” – I don’t hear back from now.

I “get” there are two narratives playing out.  I’m just done being forced to participate and interact with the other side because the other side is bat sheot stupid.

Sigh….I am doing my best to remain patient and respectful but I feel like I live in Oz when I belong in Kansas.  And I am needing my place in the Universe to bring me what I not only want but need.  You know – NOW.  Seek and ye shall find.  I seek and continue to seek and continue to call forth from my Heart as I know and as I read so many of you are doing now and are still at that bus stop waiting for that damn new bus to arrive.

Dreams were bizarre last night and clearly not of my doing.  I slept well for about 5 hours – woke up – could not get back to sleep and when I finally did, I was awoken from a nice deep sleep by the sound of a leaf blower and lawn mower right next to our bedroom window doing nothing but make noise and blow dust around and into our window for there is nothing next door but dead grass and dirt.  Just, you know?  Who does that??

Just call me the lone hitch-hiker lookin’ for a ride outta here…

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Love,

Victoria

Here are some finds…

people around here are failing miserably:

yes it does:

they don’t need unemployment…they need jail time (and to be on one of those work crews where they go around and clean up their mess….didn’t their parents teach them the value of cleaning up your own mess??)

 

the time for talk and sharing/showing is over.  long over.  action.

 

8/30/2020 Finds and a Reflection

 

I have been pondering for awhile what Q said about 4-6% lost forever (drop 529).  Forever…that’s a mighty long time.  Multiple meanings can be applied (that stat may align w/the recent COVID numbers).  And yet – I have returned to that word “forever”.  Tonight I had the thought – these 4-6% lost “forever” may also be referencing those going to “the pit”.  The evil acting out here – forever removed from our experience.  Just something I thought of and decided to share…

Are we at the end?  Really, honestly, fully completely at the end?

I get a chill as I type out those words and pause…

My girl even got a chill earlier tonight talking about things wrapping up and as she said “I never get chills mom!”

I just honestly absolutely fully cannot see myself or any of us talking about this ongoing experience this time next year.  I do feel we are seeing things wrap up.  And the energy of the experience now feels different.  It feels more murky here – I really deeply feel the pull now – detaching so this space feels more murky.  And yet….it feels settled too.  Maybe it’s the idea of “all is done”.  ?  I know I am not describing it well and am sharing differing terms.  I just know something is up and nothing is the same now.

Here are some finds that, I feel, back up this feeling of mine.

 

Remnants of Neowise says the NASA nazi’s….a comet that already passed us by earlier this summer….riiiight…..

Rose says our exit (division of the families) and the crossing of Nibiru align…

 

And check out what Jon Levi says in the opening of his excellent video…and he goes on to say the way out?  Antarctica….i know i have had the thought over the last few years of our real bodies are in stasis in Antarctica….we are on a stage watching a movie….amazing video, friends:

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And then William Moon is sharing a lot of photos today talking about “Remembering the White House”….Here are just a few of many:

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and an update from Sister Linea…loving what she is sharing and saying…the new “cage” movement as she calls it – lol – and the narratives many beautiful people still follow….this place is a virus/war zone designed to control and operates on punishment and rewards….god i am so ready to be Free of this place – restored – and to return  Home…..

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And some needed humor…

A gematria for fun

 

I decided to see if anything interesting comes up when I plug in NOVEMBER 3, 2020….the upcoming presidential election here in the states.  Let’s see what aligns:

Start Thinking Like a Millionaire

John John

New Earth

Prince Lyrics

America Rises to the Occasion

 

Some convos/shares w/Yellow Rose (via twitter)

 

Some interesting shares and conversations that took place earlier this evening….

I still don’t know exactly what she is referring to…given she mentions a debris trail i would think it is one of the myriad of space rocks and comets expected to show up next month.

i remember that seed vault in norway – allegedly so frozen as to store all of the world’s seeds….

beautiful words….as POTUS says “i caught them all”….

8/20/2020 A couple of finds of interest….

 

https://ufosightingshotspot.blogspot.com/2020/08/arecibo-telescope-puerto-rico-damaged.html  

 

now this one has my “hmmm” really curious:

First I decided to gematria 10 DAYS:

The Time is Coming

Come to the Light

Grand Climax

End Game

Uprising

Stand Up (ok wow….who tells us “when we stand”?  Yellow Rose)

The Light is Coming

I also calculated 10 days from the day of his video is 9/7.  So I looked up drop 907….Sharing because of the 11:11 info.

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POTUS 11:11 Twitter Typo Marker
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Chinese President XI JINPING and I spoke at length about the meeting with KIM JONG UN of North Korea. President XI told me he appreciates that the U.S. is working to solve the problem diplomatically rather than going with the ominous alternative. China continues to be helpful!

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Then there is this I found last night.  Is it real intel?  I don’t know but maybe it aligns w/what POTUS is speaking of.  Ok, never mind – the tweet was removed.  Essentially it was some ANON on the 8chan board speaking of something happening before 9/11/2020 – how it will be a day to remember. This anon claimed to be former NYPD/Intelligence Community and says POTUS has had the content to the Weiner Laptop since 2016 – and he is using it as a potential Trump Card and he will go to whatever length to make sure the enemy does not win.
What does this indicate?  I don’t know for sure – obviously.  Just passing along to see if any of it proves to be a “thing”.

 

 

8/29/2020 Reflections

 

I was reflecting on all that is being seen earlier.  There is a video going around that I am seeing pop up on twitter that is alleged to show how far down the rabbit hole the evil is and had planned here.  I saw some asking “do I need to watch this?”  There was fear in those words.  We don’t *need* to do anything.

I remember the first time I felt evil at a physical level.  Cold.  Calculating. Once was enough.

I have gone down many rabbits holes over the last 30 years.  Each one simply leads to another.  While I appreciate what that journey did – helped me in my awakening – I wonder if I needed to explore as much as I did.  I’ve always known within – Sensed – evil runs the game here.  I have always felt off about the experience here.  And I have carried within the memory of the war.  Do I know everything in detail?  No.

Do I want to know or even need to know the details?  No.  At least not now.  I have enough trauma in these cells.

I know what is ok and what is not ok for me and I don’t need to read someone’s words or experience to know that now.  In the past, due to my fear and doubt programs, yes – I absolutely did need that validation from another.  But now?  No.  That “need” (or false need) is fading.

And for me it is simple:  I want evil’s influence gone completely from my experience – regardless of that location.  Here.  At Home.  I just want my Freedom and Full Abilities returned/restored so I can get on with my Experience as ME.

I’m the type when watching a movie that is intense, whenever something evil, deceptive, violent is going to occur, I usually cover my eyes.  Not because I am afraid (when I was younger, yes – it was due mostly to fear) – but rather because I know it isn’t something I want to experience.  I’ve had enough violence.  Why put more visuals in my mind when I don’t HAVE to.

And at this point – as “evil” continues to reveal itself – I don’t want nor need to give it my attention – especially of the fear/shock kind of reaction. Evil thrives on being seen.  It’s like a disease.

So I remain an observer of what’s playing out – focused on those things I choose to experience and remembering ME pre-hijack and becoming that amazing Being once again.  But I am now sensing the difference between what I really want to focus on and what “evil” wants me to see.  I hope that makes sense.

Energetically, I do feel something switched yesterday.  I just got the image of a stuck wagon getting a strong push forward out of the muck.  I felt this yesterday as a sense of relief – lightness – even when doing mundane tasks (and yesterday was full of such things).  The Light at the End of the Tunnel – that’s the best way to describe the experience.  I feel it is there for all to see and feel – however that looks.  And the beautiful Lisa Harrison left a comment here saying she felt something huge yesterday and is very excited. I’m curious like a persistent child with stuff like that – so I hope she leaves more detail.  If not, I’m sure we will hear about it on her livestream next Tuesday (assuming she will do one).

That’s all for now.  Going to share a few things I have found intriguing next.

Love,

Victoria

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