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Massive 7.4 magnitude earthquake strikes off coast of Alaska sparking tsunami warning and problems at the USPS

 

throwin’ all sorts of stuff at us to keep us in fear/distracted from the behind-the-scenes clean-up…

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A colossal 7.4 magnitude earthquake hit the coast of Alaska on Monday, causing a tsunami warning.

 The National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration announced that a earthquake struck 55 miles southeast of Sand Point at 4.55pm.

Just eight minutes later, the National Weather Service issued a tsunami warning in the Aleutians Islands, telling residents ‘you are in danger.’

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My mate went to the post office – line was out the door so he visited the local PakMail to mail his package.  He was told they couldn’t print out USPS labels – the service was down – and instead they could only ship via FedEx, UPS.  Here is a link to the live USPS outage map (they say there’s no problems – but the map shows otherwise).  Interesting timing too w/the mail-in ballots taking place starting this week (ballots just arrived last Friday)…..

https://downdetector.com/status/usps/map/

Reflections….Finds….

 

Ok this one went out – accidentally – wrong title – and unfinished.  Mama brain.  Ascension brain.  Menopausal brain.  3D brain.  etc. etc…….

I had a sudden, strange experience about 30 minutes after I showered:  I could suddenly smell things in an intense manner.  Normally I have sinuses that don’t allow me to smell things normally (deviated septum).  And who knows what else is behind this issue.  Grief.  Trauma.  etc.  Anyway, its essentially been life long and I am used to it.  Today though suddenly what I could smell was so powerful – it was like smelling in a new way.  I thought perhaps it was just me but my child had the same experience.  It was weird and I wasn’t sure I liked it – it was as though I was pulled out and something else inserted.  Perhaps one of those “I am here then I’m not now I am returned again.”

The merge.  The purge.  I engaged in both today.

I have read and heard from several who are also talking about this neck issue I began working with about 2-3 weeks ago.  I’m pretty sure I mentioned it here.  I began feeling the need to “unplug” that piece of me – that reptilian brain stem.  As I have mentioned, for over 20 years, when I have been in the presence of a counselor/healer I have consistently said whatever it causing trauma-like symptoms comes from the back of my neck.  And regardless of the methods I have tried:  EMDR, RET, Holographic Repatterning, Tapping, Hypnosis, cognitive behavioral, exposure therapy – nothing has removed that core trauma/feeling of being trapped nor have these methods removed that tension in the brain stem.  Now that I see people are now talking about having issues with their neck, I am seeing something collective is happening.  There are a variety of opinions – my feel is this has to do with that brainstem.  Getting unplugged.  Getting that coding removed (as I type those words that area of my neck is buzzing). Yellow Rose mentioned once we’re out, that part of us doesn’t go with us.

I do THIS gesture upon reading, feeling and knowing those words:

I am “seeing” – sensing- knowing – more and more what is not natural about this experience.  I had moments today where I could feel the matrix dying – whatever it is that created this realm/experience.  I am also seeing that when I try to figure things out mentally – my brain does not provide me any answers.  Going within takes on a new purpose now – for me.

Here are some finds:

 

LOVE this:

 

we were talking about this last night – how the elite and rich haven’t been impacted by these lockdowns the way the poor and middle class have.  their money can buy them all they need – private flights, food delivery galore, likely even the best defense and protection if they violated a mask order or social gathering (they can fly in the entire family to some exotic island).  the rest have lost income.  businesses.  children have had activities cancelled.  the rise in stress and anxiety have been met by counseling clinics and healing clinics who have had to close down thus services – those much needed services – just aren’t there for all who need – certainly not in the manner we are accustomed.  enough of this b.s.  regardless of what people think about the mask crap and the forced separation and the “doing it for the common good” – most everyone i speak to is DONE with this agenda.  DONE with the trauma of this year and want healing and lives returned.

 

Simple words – but I’ve been feeeeeeeeling “early christmas” for a few weeks now.

 

And interesting – this is said to have come from a Team Trump text/message:

 

 

Much more UGH than I thought….

 

Developing: Ukrainian Lawmaker Says Government Has Seized Second Laptop Belonging to Hunter Biden’s Business Contacts

Facebook’s Lead Executive on Election Policy Is Former Joe Biden Advisor on Ukraine — This Helps Explain Their Censorship of Hunter’s Emails …Update: Makanju Pictured with Biden and Ciaramella!

Bags Full Of Stolen Ballots Found In Seattle Suburb

 

“The Gateway Pundit could not independently verify the claims, as that would be voter fraud. We have reached out to the Oregon State Elections Office for more information and will update this story if a response is provided.

Obviously, if someone can in fact cancel out ballots that have already been sent in, the potential for voter fraud with the vulnerability 4chan users may have exposed is jaw-droppingly massive. 

We will be continuing to provide updates as the story unfolds.”

4Chan Users Claim to Have Found Way to Easily Change People’s Voter Registration and Cancel Ballots Online in Oregon and Washington

I gotta tell ya – this would not surprise me.  I can see the truth in this:

 

here’s the Q drop:

Q !!Hs1Jq13jV6 ID: 0a3163 No.11130733 📁
How do you inform your target(s) [‘business partners’] what you have?
Why would H. Biden have such material on his laptop?
How was the content *originally* received?
Email?
Why would H. Biden risk turning over such material to a computer repair shop? [contents unrestricted?]
On purpose [years of being treated poorly by ‘Pop’] or simple negligence?
If such information existed on laptop why wouldn’t contents be claimed?
Several attempts made to contact to claim?
Messages left?
Why wouldn’t H. Biden want to reclaim *knowing* the contents on the drive could bury *Pops* & family.
A troubled life?
A troubled family?
Looks can be deceiving.
Q

 

Last night’s dream

 

I forgot to share this.

I was in a new place – new scene – which was not familiar to me.  There were homes scattered across an otherwise beautiful landscape.  It felt very rural – farmland type landscape.  There was a bunch of people in water.  The water kept rising and most kept wading out into the deeper water – willingly.  I felt some wanted me to go with them – and I had the brief desire to help them – but I knew they really weren’t “seeing” me.  I also knew this was NOT a journey for me.  So I said my “nope not my monkey” and walked out of the water – headed towards this beautiful sunset off in the distance. Reds.  Oranges.  Purples.  The sky was brilliant where I was headed and the light of the sun felt like it was exactly where I wanted to go.

The experience ended.

I’m tired, boss.  Can we just go Home now?  (I tried watching The Trump Card documentary – I couldn’t get into it.  I appreciate the work shown – but it simply doesn’t feel like my experience or anything in which I align.)

Love,

Victoria

 

Some finds for 10/17/2020

 

energy was rough today….heavy…..feels better tonight….

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first here is a link to watch Trump Card (free) – the documentary that was released last Friday (10/9).  watching this tonight:

 

 

Interesting dates.  My focus:  HOME.  Fully restored/healed.  The beach.  The woods.  The house.  The tribe. Freedom.  The perfect weather (been working on manifesting that here now)…..I know this idea we see playing out now:  socialism or capitalism – neither resonate with me.  Both can be disasters if unchecked and under the control of malevolent intent.  I choose New Earth/Home and Freedom.    

Schumann ~ current bubble of bliss:

 

this video is part of a video that was released back in april.  still waiting on those indictments….i’ve also been wondering about durham.  who is this guy?  it’s hard to find anything about him – especially his family other than just his wife’s name and that they have 4 sons and 8 grandchildren.  perhaps that is because he was known as a mob boss prosecutor and thus needs the anonymity.  just something within makes me pause and do the “hmmm” about him….

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10/16/20 Reflection & Finds

 

I am laughing as I write this:  My ability to add and subtract in my checkbook is just not happening.  I used to have an accountant brain.  I loved numbers.  I actually enjoyed balancing my checkbook.  I would curl up on the couch with a cup of tea, calculator, checkbook and statement and get busy.  Today?  I struggle to use the calculator – hands are floppy weird some days which ends up with me pressing buttons I didn’t intend.  And then there are the moments when I rely on my brain power alone to add and subtract.

Tonight I had to order some shoes for my girl.  Her feet have grown rapidly over the summer and we realized what she has doesn’t fit – other than her sandals and she can’t wear those during the colder weather.  The challenge I had placing the order then figuring out the numbers in my checkbook left me scattered.

3D matrix doings becoming even more challenging.  This frigging better have either a shift or some much needed healing tech.  My brain functioning with such tedious tasks is no longer symbiotic.  Somewhere in the cosmos I am composing amazing music and having fantastic adventures.  That’s what I tell myself when I find myself really struggling with certain cognitive tasks.

I noticed today when I had a couple of “me and only me” moments –  outside – when I had nothing but silence.  It was like a breath of new life flowed into me and I could think straight.  So part of it is that – needing many more of those moments where I only have one thing in which to focus on.  I could write a comical piece on tonight’s adventure in shoe ordering. My child was next to me on the bed with nothing but a tape measurer at her disposal – and an active mind and tons of energy.  I kept having to ask her to hush so I could F O C U S.

When I begin to lament on the possibility these brain issues are all due to the mama brain and aging brain issues – I think to others with whom I speak having the same challenges who are either not parents or if they are they are 20 plus years younger than I am and are perplexed at how they are so absolutely scattered these days – unable to be anywhere except in the full moment – forgetting what they ate for lunch that day or what they just said 10 minutes ago.

I tried to do more today but still had the feeling to just SIT and LET GO. However, waiting isn’t aligning so I’ve made a couple of new steps to do NEW – here –  now.  I will see how that plays out.

I want to share a very serene moment I had this morning.  Yesterday as I (think) I shared her last night was a challenging day for a few reasons.  I went to bed earlier than usual and slept hard for about 7 hours straight.  I woke up early morning, heated up my warming buddies and as I returned to sleep, I tuned in and worked with my energy and inner dialogue.  At the moment I am drawing a blank on what I said to assist myself – but I do remember the feeling was wonderful.  I was able to lift myself up and out of the murk/energy of trauma.  I felt, well, ME – the ME I know I am and the ME I am becoming.  As I shared with one of you recently, it has been my feeeeeel lately that the energy of trauma was designed to “stick” – using that reptilian brain code of theirs – which is why it is so challenging to totally and I mean TOTALLY heal from trauma.  I don’t know of anyone who has had a traumatic experience and the energy around it completely removed – as in no more issues with it – no more triggers – nothing.  It’s like there are layers of energy – depending upon the trauma.  And that, IMHO, ain’t part of our Original Design/experience.

Donations have dropped off quite a bit in the last several months – which I understand.  This “lockdown” has impacted us all – some far more than others – especially economically.  I still ask though if any of you can afford a few dollars, please consider donating for the work I do.  All go to living expenses.  (although I’d love to have extra for that 2 week beach vacation I continue to envision – not that anything is open in our area – at least not without having to wear a mask and that ain’t happening)

So…..for now, I leave you with some finds of interest.

Love to you all ~

Victoria

So….first of all I forgot I wanted to share this one.  The other night my girl and I watched Contact.  I mentioned here a few others were also drawn this week to do the same.  There is one image that literally flashes on the screen – so quickly you essentially miss it.  It occurs once Ellie is off on her travels in the craft and we see the image below flash right before she gets drawn back into another wormhole.  So we paused it (took several times to do that) and I took a photo.  Very interesting.  It’s a series of panels – stacked upon one another.  It is perhaps a disclosure of the construct here.  Anyway, sharing it as well as offering up an interesting comparison someone captured on one of the NASA cams this week:

CLIP FROM MOVIE:

 

NASA CAM CAPTURE:

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Things to make ya go hmmm….

And here’s another thing to make ya reflect – a sun/sky capture I was suddenly guided to take as I enjoyed another beautiful day outside.  It is possible this is some sort of a lens smudge – but that object above the sun is very circular…..

 

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breaking it down:

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movie humor:

more movie humor:

Hunter and Joe Biden Scandal Takes a Dark Turn — FBI’s Top Lawyer on Child Porn Involved in Case

CONFIRMED: FBI Chief Chris Wray Hid Information from the Public, Congress and Executive Branch that Absolved President Trump During Impeachment (VIDEO)

REPORT: Hunter Biden’s former Business Partner Bevan Cooney Has Flipped – Is Working with Reporters Peter Schweizer and Matthew Tyrmand

This is a first:

WATCH: President Trump Tells Crowd He 100% Agrees With ‘Lock Her Up Chant’

BREAKING: RNC Files FEC Complaint Against Big Tech Oligarchs for Censorship of the Hunter Biden Emails Reports

 

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The AwaQening: ” Will JFK Jnr return 17th Oct. Galactic Beings say POLISH YOUR SILVER – someone important is coming!” and a gematria

 

new power rising on the 17th (states time zone) 18th (australia time zone)….i decided to gematria “POLISH YOUR SILVER” as i found that to be a very interesting message to receive – esp. repeatedly.  that is below the video….love, v.

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*The AwaQening 11.11*

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The Illuminati Are
Responsible For My Dads
Death  (we know who that is referring to – very interesting!)

I Am The Destroyer Born
At The Noon Hour

Key To Escape The Matrix

Can You Handle The Truth

Qanons Digital Soldiers

I Revealed Truth Of It
All

You Will Soon Go Home

Five Hundred And Fifty
Five

Son Knows The Truth

Some finds

 

an energetically challenging day.  today is a crawling day.  dealing with trauma and asserting boundaries.  honestly this girl is done with being an experience that allows for trauma and boundaries to be violated.  my desire atm is simple:  freedom, peace and to be left be.  i see evil doesn’t listen.  doesn’t respect.  and won’t change.  and i see it clearly now.

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for several hours, many of us on twitter weren’t able to comment or share/retweet….interesting this comes on the day that Senator’s Ted Cruz and Lindsay Graham (Senate Judiciary Committee) subpoenaed J Dorsey.

 

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Schumann:

Repealing Section 230….Comms

 

POTUS tweeted this on 10/6:

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Kayleigh McEnemy’s clock showed 2:30:

What is Section 230?

Section 230 is a part of federal legislation passed more than 20 years ago. It runs only 26-words long—short and to the point. But it has had an outsize affect on life as we know it.

They are the “26 words that created the Internet,” says Jeff Kossett, a cybersecurity law professor at the U.S Naval Academy and one of the foremost experts on Section 230.

Most fundamentally, Section 230 provides immunity to social media companies like Facebook and Twitter TWTR -2.2% against being sued over the content on their site. This allows them to operate and flourish without needing to moderate content.

“Section 230 set the legal framework for the internet that we know today that relies heavily on user content rather than content that companies create. Without Section 230, companies would not be willing to take so many risks,” Kosset says.

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Lots of talk about FB and TWAT censorship today:

Break up these Big Tech media outlets – clean ’em up – MSM to follow…My insight….

Today’s Reflection ~ new level of bored. Where am I exactly?

 

I just came inside after spending time enjoying the warm sun.  As I began to walk through the door I paused and told my mate what I had planned for dinner.  He gave me the thumbs up and I said “I don’t know who will be making it but that’s my idea.”  We both laughed.  Making meals has become further challenging.  E V E R Y T H I N G literally has become a challenge.

One of the outside activities we did today was biking.  My girl and I rode up to one of our favorite places.  I stopped to take pictures of the Fall foliage.  I made an attempt to appreciate the colors.  They were beautiful – reaching a peak.  But I’ve seen it all before.

Boredom has taken on a new intensity.  I feel called to give it a new name.  Or phrase.  Something like mind-numbing activity on repeat or “if i have to see that scene again i am going to turn into that little guy from The Incredibles”…..

Last night was intense.  I was very sleepy around 7:30pm so I rested for an hour or so then was pretty awake until well after midnight.  My mate and I were still awake at 2am – trying to fall asleep – when suddenly we began to vibrate inside at that cellular level.  He felt it first and commented and just as I said “nope, not feeling it”, I rolled over on my side and began to feel the surge.  I suddenly felt 16 and had the desire to go for a 2 mile run.  As it was dark, cold and I have the knees of a, well, someone of “my age”, that wasn’t an option, so I got up, walked around the house and breathed through the experience.

No idea what time I actually fell asleep.  I just know I woke up around 4:30am and slept in fits after that.  I’m conserving my CBD oil until I feel comfortable enough spending the money for a new bottle.

I am also having those “where am I?” experiences – little piece of me here with another piece of me elsewhere.  Or the rest of me.  Whatever that is ain’t exactly clear.  I feel I am just used to the experience – something that has been gradually happening and is now pretty much continuous.

Today as I swept off the front porch, I thought how many times I’ve done that.  Yeah, you get the picture.  I know it is collective now – we are bored. We are done.  We are ready for New.  And we ARE on that verge for unlike having these experiences in the past few years, which were fleeting, this energy is a constant.  For those in this house that is the experience and for some of you I speak with.

I also noticed my girl and I aren’t the only ones having the need to watch Contact.  Another friend from Home expressed the same.  Today my girl, out of the blue, said “Mom, I think Contact will be the last movie we watch.”

We are watching it tonight.  lol

Love to you all ~

Victoria “I’m ok to go” Sistar

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Laura Whitworth ~ Important Message From Alcyone our Galactic Mother on the Ascension of Planet Earth

 

ok so this gives dates – in terms of a month – however it is something i have felt myself for awhile as, for personal reasons, november is a pertinent marker for me (as in crunch time – term i use) and has been for several months now.  earlier Laura also said she felt the election is the catalyst….i feel it too.  we will know soon enough.  this is a very emotional session – we have been gone so long.  we have waited so very long – at least that is the feeling.  i feel ancient here – and wonder who on the outside is waiting these days as i have no real memory – just a few flashes.  while it’s still a channeled piece – there are pieces that resonate.  love, v.

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