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we are at the end of one of those, what i call, “bubbles of bliss”….

today’s energies felt like “them” pushing back – which they are – and which is why i am now thinking i should not have even looked at their images and videos that were all over twitter today much less share them here.  when i woke up this morning i felt that in the vibe.

live.  love thyself.  know different DO different – which includes not getting on myself w/that “should” stuff.

still – that energy of their doing’s is in the vibe so i have been focusing on a New World the past hour or so.  putting my energy into seeing and writing down what type of experience i want.  right now in this moment – a good place to start – the removal of THEM. NOW.

i call forth the experience of total freedom.  purity.  NEW.  oh my mighty me – tonight while doing my strength training, i had on the radio.  i could not find a song that resonated with me so i tried to make up a new song.  i used to do that – for almost 20 years i wrote a lot of music.  and yet the last 3 years that more or less dried up.  and now – i long for music that doesn’t exist.  notes.  tones.  same for food.  activities.  doing’s.

i have been focusing now and then on expanding my imagination into that “NEW” that calls for me.  my mate and i discuss it.  inside of this realm – the possibilities – they’re not endless – not when so much was hidden.  so i remain in faith with this inner call for Seeing ALL.  for having access – full access to create ALL and NEW.

as far as the usual “how did the body feel” today – i was walking sideways a couple of times (yesterday too).  unlike yesterday, where looking in the mirror i looked young – vibrant – today i look tired and old(er).  sweats last night.  restless sleep.

that is all for now as my ability to even write something new has dried up at the moment.

love,

victoria

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Lifetime after lifetime – we’ve been in a movie.  Everything scripted.  And I haven’t been able to see ANYTHING NEW here for my own personal experience for the past 2 year – other than the chaos we’re seeing now.  I knew there was an end – but I didn’t know how it would end in terms of exposure/disclosure.  I didn’t know HOW the plan would expose the deception AND awaken the rest.

Now – I am seeing that.  And wow is it happening FAST.  I have felt for awhile now that the chess pieces, once laid out, would be cleared quickly. One by one.  bam.  bam.  bam.  bam.  bam.

Those who haven’t seen are now seeing.  All these people they trusted – even worshiped – lied.  Deceived.  They engaged in horrible activities.

We have the whole lock-down taking place – people closing businesses, being laid off – and yet instead of a President who bails out the big corporations, the banks, etc. he’s helping everyday americans – those hit the hardest.  If this doesn’t wake up those who hold a hatred for him – at least soften their hearts and see our President from a different perception, well……  And we see this with other heads of states as well globally…..

I am not able to see my new experience – because I have not had the ability to HAVE a REAL self-created/self guided experience in who knows how many life cycles.  In charge of our own experience here?  Bloody nonsense!

But once we are liberated?

YES!

It will probably feel foreign at first.  Or maybe once I am fully unified and restored as a WHOLE BEING of ME again – I’ll remember immediately and continue on where I left off – before we got put into a controlled experience.

Today was beautiful.  No trails.  Warm air.  Nice long bike ride.  Walks around the ‘hood – talking with some neighbors here and there.  Most were pretty calm but there was an air of fear and some were starting to feel frustration at having these imposed restrictions (although we are free to pretty much do what we want – most of these “restrictions” are suggestions).  Each one I reassured – it’s all ok.  It’s all going to be just fine. No worries.  Very much like the day after the 2016 election when I knew the experience here had shifted and all would be as I had wanted and felt and seen for many years.

We are seeing pockets of chaos so we are staying close to home.  My mate called a local store to inquire about a product for our child.  The clerk suddenly began talking with a patron who was talking gibberish and quite loudly.  The clerk then said they would have to leave the store or he would cite them for trespass.  There was the sound of a scuffle then the phone got disconnected.  My mate told me what had happened.  “Call 911”, I said.  So he did and was told they were on the phone with the business and an officer was on the way.

Yesterday he saw someone again talking in gibberish to a store clerk – clearly struggling in some way mentally.

Downtown is like a ghost town and you can feeeeel the silence.  A stillness. As I said last night – when THE BIG moment arrives – as I saw it – everyone was home.  That was one thing I remembered – everyone was home.

I had a dream last night – or perhaps it was an experience.  I was in some type of building (craft perhaps?) with a hallway with individual rooms. People were starting to come out of the rooms.  I was there to see and meet and greet just one person (in this particular moment that is).  I was so excited and when I saw this person walk out of the room I called their name and felt my heart burst wide open as I ran up to them.  They looked a bit dazed but there was a smile and a recognition.

Reunion.

For now, I continue to do what I do – share what I get and what I find.

Love,

Victoria