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after yet another experience of “I NEED TO SLEEP NOW” – where i drag myself to bed and don’t even recall falling asleep – just waking up an hour or so later.  tonight – when i woke up – i felt my muscles were quite weak and i was shaking all over – almost as though i was very cold suddenly.  my mate had the same experience.  and our girl – while she didn’t sleep – commented she felt her muscles were like jelly for a few moments. interesting as i had told my mate in private my muscles felt like jello.  she has also told me in the last 2 days she feels butterflies in her tummy as though something big is about to happen. butterflies of excitement.

something’s definitely “up”.

but what is “it”?

i like to know.  i like to be in charge of my ENTIRE experience.  deception and i don’t align.

i also had some moments where again i felt i was walking sideways.

something about our reality is being changed – affected – by something.

the question is:  what is that “something”.  benevolent or otherwise?

others say to trust – do not engage in doubt.  and yet they are the ones who claim to hold answers and “secret” intel – having alleged access to these “comms”.

by nature i am a leader – not a follower – so this is especially challenging for me.  more than once i have commanded to be “in on the gig”.  let me see.

for now – i am going to detach and find something funny to watch.

love,

v.

to start, i had an interesting synch today.  a fun one.  last night i was dreaming of coins – silver coins.  when i woke up i was guided to continue the collection of silver coins (which in our opinion, is the most under-valued of metals – gold being the most over-valued – in terms of abundance and use in this realm).  so….earlier today my mate went to return a movie and on a hunch, decided to check the coin machine (coin star).  he returned with a silver 1949 canadian piece.

looking online i see a lot of the new age philosophies – coming up and out – that serve one thing:  the matrix programs.  the first one was how it is up to each of us who is awake to awaken the rest to raise the vibration of the planet.  false.  first what is the truth of “awake”?  we don’t know everything – yet – at least we don’t know all that has been hidden here.  i can’t awaken anyone anymore than i can control another.  all we can do is be ourselves and hold the knowing of who we really are within and be that – as we are in our current state of Being.  will some of that “rub off” on others?  yes –  of course.  we are all connected.  but to hold the thought that it is our responsibility to awaken others?  nah.  that’s an individual doing.

the other one – that is actually one of those trigger phrases for me – it is our pain that allows us to know who we are.

uh, no.  i do not align with this one in any way.

we come into this experience knowing who we are.  we carry that with us. always.  what happens is due to the “rules” and doing’s of the experience here, all suffer some level of trauma.  the purpose of trauma is to BLOCK us from knowing/being/remembering and most importantly REMAINING in our True Selves.  it’s been a cycle.  hurt people hurt others.  on and on.  it’s part of the virus.  we don’t need to go through “hell” to know “heaven”. this is a “new age” program that serves the continuation of harm.  evil.  free will. can any of you remember being a child – or even an adult – and having an experience that left you asking “WHY are you doing this to me?”  pain ensues.  we have this response because we KNOW it doesn’t align with who we are.

so let the healing continue.  but let us also embrace the Truth that we don’t need to continue the cycle by essentially asking for more of the same.  for if we believe it is true that pain helps us remember who we are – we are actually calling for MORE pain to enter our experience.   who in their full self – right state of being – would do that to themselves?

Love Heals.  Love Awakens.  Love Supports.  THAT is what we REALLY need.

and as my trauma healing practitioner reminded me this week – the strength (and Truth) of YOU has always been inside.

embrace it.  know it.  Be it.

love,

victoria

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so….i don’t know if this very new (never before seen) and unusual signature had any influence on how i felt today….but all day i felt very neutral.  calm. no strong emotional pokes or feels.  just – chill.  i’m just sittin’ here watchin’ the bubbles blow all arouuund….

i could also sleep and sleep and sleep and sleep and, well, you get the picture…

so – i really have nothing other than that – nothing new – to say or add so i will keep this one brief.  here’s the latest schumann read with those 3 horizontal signatures.  trying enlarging it.  it is really unusual.  the top two are similar – the bottom one – in a class all by itself fluctuating between 36 and 32 Hz.  other than that – a lot going on below…

love,

victoria

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