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A Very Interesting Trump Statement ~ along with a Gematria HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY TO ALL, AND TO ALL A GOODNIGHT

 

 

This sounds a lot like the Christmas statement – Merry Christmas to All and to All a Goodnight (one word).  And who wishes a happy mother’s day to ALL?  I decided to gematria HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL AND TO ALL A GOODNIGHT:

Revelation Seventeen

The Shot Heard Around The World (see below)

A New World (see below as well)

The Power Of Three Six Nine

Sacred geometry and numbering in the matrix

Every Single Aspect Of Nine Eleven Is Jewish

The Actual Reason Trump Ran For President

 

In terms of Q posts – there are 4 of them that contain The Shot Heard Around The World, including one that says A WEEK TO REMEMBER.  Earlier today Trump also said this:

NEW WORLD.  BIG WEEK.

We’ll see……….

 

5.10.25 ~ Reflecting. Finds.

 

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My girl and I attended a mother’s day event today but only for a brief period of time.  The place was packed, smelled like a hospital, and we were quickly both dealing with dizziness.  So we decided to grab some sandwiches and head to the park for a quiet picnic.  The store was even more crowded and as I stood in line, I was suddenly dizzy yet again.  My girl is currently in her room feeling itchy and nauseous.  It’s messed with her cycle too as it does for many females young and old – just when she was getting regular too.

You want to talk mama rage?  Yeah.  I. Am. THERE.  Mostly alone – without any recourse.  People want to protest?  PROTEST THIS.

When over 80% of this area is fully c-v vaxxed, what the hell are we supposed to do other than on-going detox protocols?  I have connected with others including mother’s who are in the same predicament – none around here (still looking because they are around):  You want your child out among others, but you need to protect them from this issue as well as yourself.  What the holy f’ing hell are we supposed to DO?  When the majority partook and as such think we are the freaks for our experience, who is there really to talk to?  Much less come up with some solution.  Clearly not everyone is sensitive to this issue, making people like my girl and I in a tiny tiny minority.  And it’s lonely as hell, I tell you.

More than every other issue on my plate, more than every single crazy insane scenes and experiences playing out, this is THE SINGLE ONE seriously creating the most harm to her life and my mind.  It’s always been safety first.  Survival first.  And yet mental health is right up there too.

What else am I TO do other than wait and pray this really does have a switch.  An end.

For now – I continue to tell her this will end.  Things will change for the better and her future, I PROMISE, WILL be amazing and wonderful.  I tell her this over and over no matter what she says or believes otherwise.  And I will not be silent until she has that world.  

Going to go “out there” and see if there’s SOME end sign.  It’s all I have now.  Other than my voice.

Reporting from The Cave ~

Victoria

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This is a possibility – but at this point we’ve had nothing but boy who cried wolf syndrome…………

“Definitely on the Table” – DHS Spox Says Members of Congress May Soon Be Arrested For BODYSLAMMING Female ICE Agent (VIDEO) | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

 

ICYMI: Archbishop Viganò Sues Vatican Bank Over Alleged Theft of Charity Assets | The Gateway Pundit | by Archbishop Carlo Maria Viganò

 

Can someone tell me – in simple plain language – how the FUCH this shit is still allowed to happen?  Whoever is allowing this – I want to take their heads – shove it into my child’s life – then into my mind during those 3am hours when I am wracked with stress and anxiety over what to do to – and say “ok is it REALLY ok to allow this plan to play out the way it is?  Hmm?  IS IT??”  For it is easy for many in this movement who have no children or for whom their children are grown to say “trust the plan”.  I cannot afford that option.  

Jim Comey’s Daughter – Prosecutor in Epstein and Maxwell Cases – Now Prosecutor on P. Diddy Case | The Gateway Pundit | by Guest Contributor

 

Settlements are just words on paper unless the victims receive RESTITUTION…….For now it’s just another over-paid AG making money……

ANOTHER PAXTON WIN! Google Hit with Historic $1.375 Billion Settlement for Secretly Tracking People’s Movements, Private Searches, Voiceprints, and Facial Data | The Gateway Pundit | by Jim Hᴏft

 

Just part of the ongoing theft of our money…………just end it all already!

 

Trump hails US-China trade ‘reset’ after first day of talks

 

 

The uh most obvious questions are what the hell is DNA and fetal tissue doing in these things?  

 

And I KNOW to the core of ME that these poor kids with “gender confusion” were vaccinated with viles labeled appropriately, i.e. viles with female DNA given to males and vice versa.  

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Just saw this:

 

 

 

KN: “In tribute to Mother’s Day: What is microchimera fetal?
During pregnancy, fetal cells come together with the maternal bloodstream, circulating back to the fetus in a remarkable process known as fetal-maternal microchimerism.
Over 41 weeks, these cells unite, leaving a lasting, life-changing impression on the mother’s tissues, bones, brain, and skin, often persisting for decades. Each subsequent pregnancy also leaves a similar imprint. Research has shown that these cells remain present in mothers decades later, even in cases of failed or terminated pregnancies.
God’s design for inseparable bonds of mother and child are incredible, happy Mother’s Day 🩷“

 

After today – o m g YES:

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Safety is everything….

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IS RA EL for last – Palestine being recognized as an individual State 5.9.25

 

 

BREAKING: Newark Mayor Arrested For Criminal Trespass After Storming ICE Detention Facility (VIDEO) | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

HUGE: WH Deputy Chief of Staff Stephen Miller: Trump Admin is “Actively Looking At” Suspending Habeas Corpus on Immigration Matters as the Courts Wage “War” on Executive and Legislative Branches (VIDEO) | The Gateway Pundit | by Jordan Conradson

 

 

 

No Jury Selected Yet in Sean ‘Diddy’ Combs Trial, as Prosecution and Defense Prepare for Monday’s Opening Statements and ‘Victim One’ Cassie Ventura Testimony | The Gateway Pundit | by Paul Serran

“To avoid having to press restart on the entire jury selection process, both legal teams and the judge agreed to finalize the group of people who will help decide Combs’ fate on May 12, plucking them from a pool of 43 who have made it through rounds of intense questioning.”

 

 

 

US Moves on Greenland? Danish PM Complains Greenland Is Reportedly Being Spied On, While Pentagon May Shift Artic Island To Same Military Command Overseeing Homeland Security | The Gateway Pundit | by Paul Serran

 

 

Just keep raising it………..🤡🙄

Bessent urges Congress to raise debt ceiling by mid-July

 

 

Coming to light….finally being recognized……..

 

 

BOOM!  Is ra el for last

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Huckabee: US ‘isn’t required to get permission from Israel’ to cut deal with Houthis | The Times of Israel

 

This one video – from years ago – showed Trump’s real POV on Bibi………..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Note:  Many issues can be resolved once stored energies/trauma are released.  You can’t supplement yourself out of this process.  I’ve tried!  Still – nutrients are always helpful and part of the healing process.

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There HAS to be something “Higher” (more advanced) at work here for things to make sense at this point… 5.9.25

 

I was going through the local weather sites to see what the upcoming forecast is.  And there it was – reference after reference of climate change causing this and causing that.

And my mind asks “WHY does this lying narrative continue to play out?  HOW are we to EVER wake up a heavily programmed mind when the more Truth filters in, the lies continue?”

The only thing I can think of?

Time Travel.

We had ONE chance to get it right, meaning the traveler’s went back to ONE POINT and in ONE move – changed everything.  (Pretty sure we messed it up at least once.)

And where we are now is waiting to play catch up to the original timeline where we are headed towards.

It is a process playing out.  We can’t speed it up.   We can’t alter it.  It is literally like a computer game – a computer program – playing out until it’s finished.  It’s like taking a giant rock, throwing it over a bridge.  You can’t stop it.  It will hit the end point on its own because someone released it.  Hence the term NCSWIC (nothing can stop what is coming).

That said it still sucks.  And yet we DO have power – to create – while we’re in it.  If we can remember – and stay centered within – and heal that nervous system – keep it regulated.  Return it to a regulated state.  THIS IS KEY to getting through this as best as we can as living in the matrix in survival mode/pay to live creates trauma in the body/soul.  Practices that tell your nervous system “you’re safe.  it’s ok to come back” are key.  Some helpful practices to do just that include:

Humming while putting your hand on your chest.  Rubbing gently if that feels good.

Sit in a quiet space and look around you.  Say “I see….”  Focus on your senses.  What do you smell.  Taste.  Feel.

Rock back and forth.  Sometimes I visualize myself on a giant swing set, totally supported, rocking back and forth or even side to side.

Use the butterfly hug while telling yourself “It’s ok.  We’re safe.”

This may be separate and not technically considered a practice, but I find it to be so – visualize or think or sense how you WANT to feel.  Calm?  What does that look like.  How does that FEEL in your body.  Bring that feeling up and try to keep that feeling in your body as long as you can.  Return over and over again if you have to.

Done regularly with love (without judgment or pushing), our nervous system will slowly come out of shutdown/dysregulation and back “online” again.  You will start to become more present.  New neural pathways will form.  Creating that feeling of safety is where the magic is.

💖💥

Victoria

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5.8.25 ~ A New “Pope” Has Come On Stage. First American to be selected. Who is he? 🤡

 

 

Is this part of the (new) [POPE] will be having a terrible May?  He’s definitely one of “them”.  Or was.  Is this an Actor?  Likely.

 

 

Well this tells us it was going to be an American.  Movie Scene.

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Cardinal Prevost never investigated abuse claims, alleged victims say

The prefect for the Dicastery of Bishops, Cardinal Robert Prevost, has been publicly accused of never having opened a canonical case into alleged sexual abuse carried out by two priests in the Diocese of Chiclayo, Peru, which he led from 2014 until 2023, when he was called to Rome.

 

 

 

Not the first Pope Leo.  (funny how that happens)

 

 

And he also had this to say:

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Gematria:  POPE LEO THE FOURTEENTH

The End of the Mayan Calendar

These People Are Stupid

Serpent Being Exposed

Incarnation of Mary Magdelene

 

So – another actor on stage.  I’ve been at this a wee bit of time and what I see are originals being removed, replaced with more “pro-plan” narratives.  On we go.

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5.7.25 ~ It’s Realllllllllllly Hard To Know What Is Real. True. The People Are Really Restless.

 

 

So the “BIG” O’Keefe drop was a nothing burger as in anyone who is even the tiniest bit awake knows this stuff.  As in for years.  Without any (public) arrests.  So again – it’s an insult.  And I don’t want to hear from anyone who this is for the “normies” – not when they don’t follow James work much less heard of him.  I tried to encourage a local friend a few years back to give him a listen.  I literally heard back less than 30 minutes later saying she wasn’t “impressed” with him or his style.  But she’ll listen to NPR and CNN all day.  I’ve felt for some time he’s controlled op – like AJones was/is.  Although the current AJ is an actor – clearly not the same person.  Does this also go for James?  I really don’t know.

 

Then there’s this.  Trade Deal?  Really?  PEOPLE NEED RELIEF.   N O W!  Affordable housing.  Affordable food.  Affordable utilities.  He was put into office to represent everyday Americans – many of whom are suffering more and more – the more the weeks pass and we don’t get relief – our wealth returned.  And he’s still so focused on Trade Deals?  Is it ok if I say FUCH THAT CRAP?  Where’s this wealth fund?  I don’t know about you friends, but I’m really burned out now seeing this billionaire say things like “be patient” and “they’ll be ok” (in terms of prices rising again this year and we the people).  No – many of us are NOT OK.  And btw – he said this big announcement had nothing to do with tariffs.  And trade is part of that picture.  And the local job market?  Just 4 office jobs.  50 heavy labor positions.  40 skilled trades.  Not just for my city but for surrounding towns and cities as well.  140 jobs for 3 counties totaling almost half a million population.  Oh well – at least I’m back to getting my $5/dozen pastured delivered local eggs again – really grateful for that!  With the strawberries I’m growing I figure we can survive on that if need be.  🙄😄😢

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People’s comments are making it clear they. are. done.  Remember Trump telling us all to BE PATIENT a few weeks back?  I think that time is up.

24 hours ago I left this message in a comment on twitter.  It’s had 24.6K views.  😯💥  You never know when a moment of inner FED UP DONE truth just have to put this out there NOW will bring out those like you:

what the people need is immediate and lasting and SERIOUS financial relief – as in everything goes back to the 1950’s prices. OR all of the $$ stolen from us is returned – individually. POOF – just shows up in our bank accounts. totally doable. mirror “their” theft by returning our abundance.

 

One raised eyebrow while silent is also quite effective.  “they” are really pushing lately aren’t “they”?

 

If this is yet another “distraction” clown show – this is not how you win over truthers or victims………..A Biden judge?  At this late in all of this?  And wtf?  Laughing?  If this isn’t a slap in the face to victims.  What can we do?  Anyone in the area to protest?  Not that protests do anything – because they don’t.  The only way to deal with evil is physical removal.  

 

No new pope elected yet…

Black smoke signals no new pope yet as Vatican cardinals conclude first round vote

 

This is a fun one for LHOTP fans:

Caroline “Carrie” Celestia Ingalls Swanzey – The Quiet Yet Resilient Sister of Laura Ingalls Wilder 🌾
Born on August 3, 1870, Caroline “Carrie” Ingalls, the younger sister of Laura Ingalls Wilder, led a life marked by resilience and quiet strength. Introduced as a baby in Little House in the Big Woods, Carrie’s presence becomes more significant in the series, especially after Mary, her older sister, loses her sight.
Carrie, like many in the Ingalls family, was no stranger to the challenges of pioneer life. She lived in Kansas, Wisconsin, Minnesota, and Iowa, before settling in De Smet, South Dakota, where the family finally found some stability.
Although Carrie briefly explored a career in teaching, she found her true passion in the printing trade. Starting as a printer at the Leader newspaper, she became a skilled journalist and editor. Her work and talent led her to travel across South Dakota, gaining recognition in the industry.
Carrie also spent time in Colorado and Wyoming between 1905 and 1907 to treat chronic health issues. She then returned to South Dakota and homesteaded near Topbar. For several years, she lived half the year on her land in a tar-paper shack and spent the other half with her family in De Smet.
In 1911, Carrie moved to manage newspapers in the Black Hills region, where she eventually settled in Keystone. In 1912, she married David Swanzey, a widower and a pivotal figure in selecting the site for Mount Rushmore. David’s son, Harold, worked on the monument as one of the 400 laborers.
Carrie’s life wasn’t just about work—she also cared for her blind sister, Mary, until Mary’s passing in 1928. Though Carrie never gained the same fame as Laura, she led a life full of grit, quietly contributing to the fabric of her family’s story.
Today, Carrie’s legacy lives on in Keystone, South Dakota, where the local historical museum celebrates her birthday with cake, crafts, and costumes—a fitting tribute to the quietly powerful life she led. A true pioneer woman, Carrie’s life remains a testament to strength, perseverance, and the quiet determination of those who worked behind the scenes to keep the pioneer spirit alive
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Sigh.  Big fat deep sigh.  The only thing I know to do now is to spend my time focused on BEING and FEELING what I need and want.  And market the heaven out of myself.  Look into finding investors to help with that.  Kiddo is my #1 priority.  This plan took too long.  I expected SOME relief by now.  And focus here more on healing and uniting – how we can help one another.  I am finding some relief with morphic fields – frequencies.  I also wrote a piece last night on the nervous system.  Please check it out – although you will need to be a subscriber to read it.

Reflection on Healing: The Mind Wants To GO GO GO. The Body Needs to SLOW SLOW SLOW. — Victoria T

 

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5.6.25 ~ T with some “big” announcement

 

 

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Will anything really come of it?  Will it actually be something helpful for EVERYONE?  Or at least those most in need?  Stay tuned as another scene from clown world comes onstage.  If you want to join the rowdies in the back throwing our candy on stage and telling dirty jokes, you are welcome.  I’m the one in the cowgirl hat.

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Barely there, annoyed, dismayed and depressed as hell, but still kickin’ it.

Victoria

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He did say it didn’t have anything to do with tariffs.  Certain subject.  As big as it gets.  Really really positive.  

Something to do with this?  Like wrapping up that cycle?

What Was That Glowing Orb Trump Touched in Saudi Arabia? - The New York Times

 

Or the whole long awaited Q post about before POTUS departs on Friday he will be sending a very important message on Twitter?

 

 

The soccer ball.  That Putin originally gave to Trump.  July 2018. 

 

 

 

Baltic States Block Airspace to Vucic and Fico Amid Moscow Trip for Victory Day Celebrations

 

BREAKING: India Launches Massive Missile Attack on Pakistan as Full-Blown War Threatens to Break Out Between the Two Nuclear Powers (VIDEOS) UPDATE: Trump Responds

 

AG Pam Bondi Announces Seizure of 11.5 Kilograms, 3 Million Fentanyl Pills – “Largest Seizure in Our Nation’s History” (VIDEO)

 

just another actor:

 

Reflecting a bit – again – on money today.  The biggest spell to bust.  I still see people really lost in it as in thinking they’re better than others who have less.  Or how everyone cannot be rich.  Pushing the same old archaic narratives.  Addicted to it, tbh.  Those spells are tough to break – but they are being pushed TO break.  Trust me – I’m walking that path right now.  And going by what Trump spoke of – telling his upper middle class suburban mom’s how not to worry – he won’t let low income homes be built in their safe places.  I remember at the time yelling at the television.  WTF?  Talk about elitist b.s.  His EO created in January speaks about putting low income properties in their own space – away from what, the cool people?  Total bullshit.  Such speak does not belong to ANY Awakening.  So much of this still feels like high school – cliques – the more you have (money friends peechees) the more attention love admiration and opportunities you are given.

Exit door please.

 

Reflecting

 

 

I want to give up.

I’ve tried and pushed and tried this and tried that and asked and pleaded and nothing I do works.  I feel broken and just simply want to go to bed and never get out.  Completely broken.  I am losing my daughter – mentally and emotionally.  I can’t get her to try anything different.  She wants a totally different life and I cannot give that to her.  I HAVE FAILED HER.  I get that.  I have apologized up and down and it doesn’t matter anymore.  I feel like my investment in my work here – which has been another absolute dismal epic failure in my naive thoughts that enough people would want to read my words and share in this journey with me and that I would receive abundant financial support in return as well – EPIC FAILURE.  So how do I start over?  Doing what?  I’m so mentally incapable exhausted these days – I literally drag myself through the day.  I don’t cook or clean the way I once did.  It’s like energetically I am dying or being drained.  My counselor is a joke – she will tell me to go get more help from the system.

Ya – so helpful.

NOT!!  I already drained those roads.

Unless – is there someone out there who is an investor?  We rent this place – but if I can find someone – who will buy it for cash – perhaps the owner will funnel some of that my/our way?  That was an offer once – when he had been drinking.  But then where to go?  I have NO CLUE – no guidance – no matter how many times I let that go and surrender.  I tune in ask WHERE.  SHOW ME.  GUIDE ME.

I have never – N E V E R – E V E R – felt so horrible.  So alone.  So unseen uncared for so invisible so disconnected.  It is crushing me so instead of feeling I have to go numb.  Why did I stop smoking and drinking?  Damn sensitive body.

5.5.25 ~ Sign of the Times. Finds.

 

 

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A challenging day – started off with me doing my magic to ground and center.  But matrix stuff happens.  And I deal as best as I can and honestly want to wrap myself in not just an energetic bubble but get some noises cancelling headphones so I can just be left to enjoy the peaceful state in which I create for myself every morning.  Money stuff too – wanting to do a few things for my daughter for her birthday which atm is difficult to do when you need to pick between baking a cake or buying pizza.  Visited the dollar tree tonight for some wrapping paper and overheard a mom – obviously down to a few dollars in her bank account – telling her son he can only spend $10 for a birthday gift.  He kept pressuring her until she told him it was $10 or nothing and to stop pushing her.

I get that.  Oh, how did I empathize with her.

A recent financial workshop I took tried to convince us that money is not controlled.  I learned her mother is well known and has had connections with Oprah and reigns praise on Beyonce.  😩🙄 Nonetheless there was some good info in that workshop that I am taking to heart and adding it to my repertoire of healing.

I’m viewing money as a tool – a means of exchange.  In and of itself, money is benign.  It is those who steal and are deceitful using it to manipulate and control that I take issue.  Take that away from the equation and it’s just a tool of exchange.  Like those of you who come here, read my work, appreciate my work and return that appreciation in the form of financial compensation.  Much like how the Universe operates – give and take.  A never-ending flow.  Which is why I request all who visit to return that exchange with a minimum $5/monthly payment.  It evens out that exchange.  I know I have been far too lenient in this regard.  Fear stuff in which I work on.

Here is what I am seeing today.

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Victoria

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THIS.  It is Our Government.  WE THE PEOPLE.

Enough Is Enough: Patriotic Group Is Holding a Rally Outside the DOJ on Tuesday at Noon

Enough Is Enough: Patriotic Group Is Holding a Rally Outside the DOJ on Tuesday at Noon | The Gateway Pundit | by Jim Hoft

THE PEOPLE ANNOUNCE THE RESTORATION OF THE REPUBLIC

WASHINGTON, D.C. — On Tuesday, May 6th at High Noon, history will be made on the steps of the U.S. Department of Justice as American-Made Action formally announces the launch of the largest lawful movement in modern history — one backed by over 1,000 attorneys, retired judges, and millions of citizens who have had enough of the lawlessness, corruption, and government abuse of power.

This is not a protest.

This is a declaration.

A declaration that We the People are taking our rightful place as the sovereign power in this nation.

 

 

 

Cornell Law Professor Says Harvard is Just a Symptom of a Much Bigger Problem in All of Education (VIDEO)

 

SPACE JUNK: Half a Century After Launched, Decommissioned Soviet Spacecraft Will Fall Back to Earth This Week – Most Populated Cities in the Planet Are on Its Deadly Trail

 

Sec. of Defense Pete Hegseth Orders Pentagon Purge — Demands 20% Cut in Woke Four-Star Generals and Admirals Across U.S. Military

 

Newark flight delays sparked by air traffic control failure

  • Air traffic controllers responsible for overseeing airspace in and out of Newark Liberty International Airport lost communication with aircraft last week in an outage that prompted massive delays.

  • The FAA said some controllers took time off to recover from the stress of the incidents.

  • United said it will cut 35 flights from its daily schedule to avoid future disruptions at its major hub.

 

 

 

 

 

SO is ya working or is ya not………..

 

 

I have had a biz idea/vision for over 10 years – intending some of that $$ will be used for it.  

 

 

Is Ra El for last…………

 

 

Big arse bullies in the room………….Has the elephant been seen yet?

Israeli forces attack Yemen, Lebanon, Syria and Gaza in one day

LIVE: Israeli forces attack Yemen, Lebanon, Syria and Gaza in one day | Israel-Palestine conflict News | Al Jazeera

 

 

Restore our DNA.  Remove the “enemies” codes and we won’t need any of this……….I swear some days it feels like this plan is simply not for those of us who have done the ultimate deep dives…….Or who want that world without individualistic competition for resources tied in with pay to live (in a controlled manner) b.s.  

Improving the Safety and Security of Biological Research – The White House

 

 

That’s what happens when you have central casting………

Diddy Looks Unrecognizable in Courtroom as Trial Begins

As the first group of jurors were individually questioned Monday, they were read a list of people and places that would come up over the course of the trial. Two celebrity names came up—Sinners star Michael B. Jordan and Austin Powers star Mike Myers. The context for the names, however, remains unclear for now.

The selected jurors will be anonymous, as is the norm for high-profile cases. Opening statements begin on May 12. The trial is expected to last for at least three months.

 

 

Documentation to follow.  Why does this give me reason to pause?  And who says we have too many holidays?  Sounds like he wants everyone working hard 40 plus hours a week.  Haven’t we grown weary of that?  There’s something to this – how he words it.  The two days.  National Holiday but not closing the country.  Hmmm…………….I appreciate the dude at times but other times I shake my head and think “uh no thank you – not the world I invision”.   BTW – 187 days between the two dates.  

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This is some really good puzzle piecing.  And interesting given I’ve been drawn to pay attention to the birds lately – as though it means something in all of this – metaphorically or literally.  I’m thinking it was simply to guide me to this info:

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ALCATRAZ-WHEN DOES A CAGED BIRD SING When I toured Alcatraz the island was covered in birds and flowers. The tour guide told us that Alcatraz is considered a bird sanctuary among the city because of all the amazing flowers that sprung there over the years. What makes great soil…? In the movie the Count of Monte Cristo Edmond Dantès is falsely imprisoned for Treason because he knew the Attorney Generals father was receiving treasons correspondence from Napoleon. The AG sends Edmond to the Chateau Diff a prison secluded on a Island for a lifetime of Silence. After telling the Warden he is innocent the Warden replies “I know you are innocent Edmond, If you were guilty there are hundreds of prisons they could send you to, this is for the ones they are ashamed of.” After he escaped (escape from Alcatraz) he gets Vengeance on all of those who wronged him and surprises those who THOUGHT he was dead. Q “SILENCE IS GOLDEN” Q “WHEN DOES A BIRD SING” Q “NEWS UNLOCKS 5:5 WATCH CALIFORNIA” After the BIG EVENT The Golden Gate Bridge should expose everything from dead bodies, tunnels, gold and missing people. Arrests will be made. I cant help but notice on the other side of the Golden Gate Bridge and the Presidio is LINKIN PARK Q POST 3:18 “I’m about to BREAK RIP CHESTER BENNINGTON and Chris Cornell. They tried to move on Geffen and paid the price.” Many Anons believe both Chris Cornell & Chester Bennington to be part of Q. Many Anons also believe Chester Bennington to be the son of John Podesta. The “Narrative” will probably find a section of Alcatraz being used to store those they wanted to hide similar to the movie/book Count of Monte Cristo. Which stared Jim Caviezel, star of the Sound of Freedom the true story of a former government agent turned vigilante who embarks on a dangerous mission to rescue hundreds of children from traffickers. Another coincidence? Welcome back those that are Alive yet presumed dead because their deaths in the narrative were just their CIA Character being killed off. Important to note that multiple meanings exist and the name origin of many Good Actors seems to showcase that. For example Podesta means powerful. JFK Jr John F Kennedy Jr. (Name origin “chief with helmet”) Epstein (one of the oldest Ashkenazi Jewish family names. Name derived from “water”…Watch the WATER) Michael Jackson (“Angel of Mercy, Son Of Jack/John, gift from God”) Robin Williams (Red-breasted Songbird) Williams lived in San Francisco Stared In Birdcage. (When does a Bird Sing) Robin Williams Rainbow Bridge San Francisco Paul Walker (Small Wash Cloth, To tread. Tread water) Princess Diana (Divine or Roman goddess Diana goddess of Hunting) Hunters become the Hunted Chris Cornell (Corn, horn) Golden Gate Bridge origionally named the Golden Horn of Byzantium from the Byzantine Empire Chester Bennington (fortress, walled town, farmstead land) Many others will probably be added to this list, but you get the idea. It will be interesting to see which side people fall on in the end. (Another Linkin Park refference ) POPCORN READY ENJOY THE SHOW
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