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Shooting in El Paso

 

i’m sure most of you have heard of this as well as the fact this happened in Beto O’Rourke’s district…..and according to what i have researched/learned, the suspect is allegedly a MAGA/Trump supporter.  you cannot make up these obvious scenes – they speak volumes for themselves for those who are Awake….

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a video i found from a few hours ago:

Active shooter in #ElPaso

Posted by Border Network News on Saturday, August 3, 2019

updates:

Sources identify suspect in El Paso shooting as Patrick Crusius

Posted: 2:39 PM, Aug 03, 2019

 

Updated: 2:58 PM, Aug 03, 2019

The suspect in a shooting at an El Paso shopping center Saturday is Patrick Crusius, 21, of Allen, Texas, three sources have told CNN.

Two federal law enforcement sources and one state government source confirmed the suspect’s identity. The federal sources said investigators are reviewing an online writing posted days before the shooting that may speak to a motive.

(the above is a breaking story – will be updated – go here to follow)

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https://www.cbsnews.com/news/el-paso-walmart-shooting-today-police-confirm-active-shooter-cielo-vista-mall-today-2019-08-03-live-updates/

What we know:

  • At least 19 people killed in shooting near shopping mall in El Paso
  • White male suspect identified as Patrick Crusius taken into custody without incident
  • At least 22 people hospitalized, including one who died; 9 in critical but stable condition; one patient is 4 months old

Last night’s dream ~ We went Home!

 

i was awake right around dawn.  as i returned to sleep, i intended to “go Home” for a visit.  actually it felt more like i was guided to allow the experience to go Home. i fell asleep almost immediately upon having that thought.  and this is what happened…..

the dream started off with a group of us on a bus.  it was a luxury bus.  i saw my husband, daughter and lisa harrison – a few others that felt familiar but i did not “know” who they were at the time.  we were nearing the end of the ride/trip and i walked up front to ask the driver about using the restroom.  i was surprised seeing the driver – she was beautiful – young, long thick coarse hair – big green eyes, slender nose – the way i would want to look if i could choose.  i had expected to see some grumpy old person – perhaps male – so seeing her was a nice surprise.  she smiled at me and gave me a look that radiated pure love and compassion.  “you don’t need to use the restroom on this bus,” she said.  i was not fully trusting of her words though (my ever present skepticism) so i headed back towards my seat and that is when i heard my girl say “here mama you can use one here” – as though i could manifest one on this particular bus just by calling for it – holding the intention.

so as i glance back to my seat the back door had opened and i saw the most beautiful forest and sunlight.  i could feel the air – it was PERFECT.  cool with the temp of the sun being perfect.  again – my version of perfection. the need to use the restroom had left.

as i stood there in a bit of wonder at what i was seeing – and saw a childhood friend motion me back – the dream switched and suddenly i am plopped down in the kitchen at the new house at Home.  it was HUGE – massive – wooden – very high ceilings.  i feel my child and hear her running around off to my left (saying things like “mama LOOK!”) – and in front of me my mate pops in – excited.  we’re both saying “We made it!  we made it!  we’re here we’re really here!”  and he looks different.  i knew it was him – but physically he was much younger, much shorter hair – face was a little different too – but i knew it was him.

so we go exploring in the house and i realized – i could change things at will if i wanted to.  and it was like the house continued to expand based on what i wanted it to look like.  instant manifestation.  and i could change it again or back to how it was if i wanted.  i was like a kid in a candy store.  lol

one really cool piece – as i was checking out the kitchen i noticed a refrig – and it looked far too small but something guided me to open it and as i did – it was HUGE inside – just like a scene out of one of the harry potter movies where the tents they camp in look normal on the outside but inside? massive and luxurious – created purely based on what they desired.

i then saw a family from my neighborhood here and was happy to see them – although they appeared to be going into their own experience – and i was not even fully sure they were in knowing of what had just transpired and what was happening.  and i also felt the lake close by.  brother rick has spoken of a lake in our area for over 2 years and i have yet to see it.  but last night – i knew it was there and i knew it was very close.

as i later felt into this experience, i realized the driver of the bus was big Me driving me and my personal experience Home.  it is very possible if not likely we all look different at Home – in our real bodies.

and that – was the experience.  tonight i am going to explore again the intel from David Cowan and his reflection on these “end times” – in particular the 2019 year/date he gave which he said marked the end of the experience here.  as most of you have probably figured out by now, i like to put together little pieces of this puzzle to form a bigger picture.  my mate is currently focused on (and being guided to) seeing the changes in our atmosphere – how it is literally being compressed which aligns w/his vision of the transition/end.  2 videos have already appeared again for him just this morning on this topic.

this is indeed happening – and as i have felt all along – it will be as gentle as can be.  no global cataclysmic events – that was all part of “their” end game here for us.  but that game was been given the big CANCEL CLEAR DELETE stamp long ago.

we’re getting outta here.

love,

victoria

Today’s energies

 

well definitely in the collective is a need to share our stories – seeing that – and then there is the ongoing purging and showing our hidden inner “stuff”.  our triggers.  our trauma’s.  i am seeing this in myself, in my mate, my child and a small group of people in my experience.  i am grateful we KNOW what’s going on.  i cannot imagine going through this not having a concept or a feeling as to what’s happening because i am continuing to see those not “awake” screaming as they are challenged to expand.  today i had a social media friend flip.  she had posted a Trump article and was attacking him – falling for the headline.  so i read it.  it was clear she had not read the article in its entirety as had neither of her like-minded friends.  so i asked if anyone read the entire article – if they had they would have seen the headline was false – at the very least misleading.  i got back online hours later and noticed a lot of comments on my original comment.  wow.  lol  talk about hysteria.

as i continue to listen to lisa and devin’s video (almost done listening) – aligning with the perception that our triggers are now immediately seen.  what is triggering me currently most intensely – is remembering my deep discomfort with conflict.  with poking – especially when witnessing it go back and forth.  it is a useful reminder for myself to remember when i engage in the same – and how that energy is and has been felt by others. geesh – what a waste of my energy to have participated in that game.

perhaps some are comfortable when witnessing that.  i am not one of them.  usually i have remained quiet and silent but now i am speaking out and requesting the participants work it out or just walk away.  two “readings” i have had in recent years had the theme that i have a disdain for conflict and an innate desire to mediate conflict to create peace. aligns completely – and is also why i studied conflict resolution as well as explored being a mediator for awhile.

protons continue to spike – quite jarring.  the schumann has “come online” again in recent days.  rest.  sleep.  purge.  observe.  we ARE merging – and it does “feel” as though the biggest ME is saying “make room – toss out all that doesn’t come from the truth of your heart – all of the ‘stuff’ gathered/collected here is coming out whether you do it on your own or i do it for you.”  not to control – not to power over – but to allow for the merge to Be.  as i just heard – we ARE the ones we have been waiting for – for it is US at Home pulling us back for the grandest reunion/homecoming.

love,

v.

Ascension Chat with Lisa M Harrison of “Deconstructing the Construct”

 

interesting, very insightful conversation…like lisa i have been seeing the #7 like crazy this past week.  ….  i am reminded of a session i had with Dave Cowan – who passed on to Home about 2 years ago.  i recall his words that we know we are at the “end” when the chemtrails end…he also spoke of the 7 year span between 2012 and 2019 and if my memory is correct, he said the real mayan/end times calendar was december 2019.  interesting we see this date mentioned below…i indeed align w/their perspective that “ascension” is the uniting of our consciousness here and at home and exiting this realm….

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Published on Jul 31, 2019

BREAKING: F-16 Fighter Jets Scramble After Planes Violate No-Fly Zone in New Jersey

 

coincidence this happened to be where trump was visiting?  yeah, i think not…

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BREAKINGUNITED STATES

August 2, 2019

NORAD says that F-16 fighter jets were scrambled twice on Friday evening in an attempt to intercept planes that violated a no-fly zone in New Jersey, according to 12 News New Jersey.

The separate incidents occurred at 7:30 p.m. and 8 p.m. after two small planes “were not communicating with air traffic controllers” and were violating a temporary flight restriction.

After NORAD responded, the pilots got back in communication with the air traffic controllers, and left the restricted zone.

The area was under a temporary no-fly zone because President Trump was in the area visiting his golf resort.

SOURCE.

AMERICA’S POVERTY TRAP

 

a VERY timely piece…it is INDEED a trap and “they” set it up to be that way……what is the most disheartening is when you have others in your life who aren’t in this trap – who are doing well – and give ridiculous, often thoughtless “advice” instead of being truly supportive and helpful….and as much as i feel pain and anger towards the homeless population and how brazen they are becoming in terms of theft – i get it.  they have had it and are taking from those who “have”.  ENOUGH OF THE MADNESS!

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Authored by Daisy Luther via The Organic Prepper blog,

The problem with poverty in America is that the system is designed to keep you poor. Maybe it’s just because poor people are easier to control. I have written before about how to survive when you’re so broke that you can’t pay your bills and while the comments were largely supportive, there are always a few smug, superior souls who blame the people who are struggling for their problems. The thing is, poverty is a trap, and one seeming small setback can spiral into a disaster from which you cannot extricate yourself.

When you are living a financially fragile life, it seems like someone somewhere is trying to keep you poor. Why is it so hard to get ahead? Well, because the system is rigged against you when you’re living paycheck to paycheck with fee after fee after fee. Because what makes more sense than charging someone who already can’t pay their bills even more money?

Land of the Fee

First, there are the fees. We’ve written here about undisclosed fees that most people are being hit with, but bank fees are even worse.

If you bounce a payment by so much as a penny, then you are hit with a charge from your bank and most times, a charge from the business that was taking the payment from your account. Most banks charge anywhere from $25-$38.50 when you have non-sufficient funds for a payment. Businesses charge in the same range, so that means that if one payment goes awry, you can lose $50-$77 in the blink of an eye.

Banks love NSF and overdraft fees. Why? Because in 2017, Americans paid $34 billion in fees for not having enough money to cover a payment.

Some of these fees come from the automatic payments that come from our accounts. Mortgage, car payments, insurance payments, and other bills are often automatically debited. Other fees come when a person has “overdraft protection” on their debit cards. This is when a person doesn’t have enough money in his or her account for a debit to go through but their credit union or bank covers it anyway.

The government’s Consumer Financial Protection Bureau explains just how insane these fees are. (Emphasis mine)

Today, the Consumer Financial Protection Bureau (CFPB) released a report that raises concerns about the impact of opting into overdraft services for debit card and ATM transactions. The study found that the majority of debit card overdraft fees are incurred on transactions of $24 or less and that the majority of overdrafts are repaid within three days. Put in lending terms, if a consumer borrowed $24 for three days and paid the median overdraft fee of $34, such a loan would carry a 17,000 percent annual percentage rate (APR).

“Today’s report shows that consumers who opt into overdraft coverage put themselves at serious risk when they use their debit card,” said CFPB Director Richard Cordray. “Despite recent regulatory and industry changes, overdrafts continue to impose heavy costs on consumers who have low account balances and no cushion for error. Overdraft fees should not be ‘gotchas’ when people use their debit cards.” (source)

So to be clear, the banking system is set up to take the most money from people with the lowest balances.

One NSF or overdraft fee can unleash financial chaos.

Imagine you have a bill that attempts to debt from your account twice, costing you $50. Then another payment, a smaller one, that would have gone through if the other bill hadn’t gotten there first, bounces too. Now you’ve lost $75.  It’s pretty easy to see how another payment – even one for a few bucks, could bounce next. Now you’ve lost $100.

By the time you actually have the money to cover all the fees, how on earth are you supposed to pay the bill that put your in the negative in the first place?

I know what a lot of you are thinking. “I’ve never bounced a check in my life” or “these people need to get control of their spending and they wouldn’t have these fees.”

But this vicious spiral can be caused by something as seemingly trivial as a person’s pay being direct-deposited one hour late on payday. It can occur when payday is on a Saturday but your funds won’t be deposited until Monday but your debits are still coming out regardless that it’s a weekend. It isn’t always personal irresponsibility that causes a person to be unable to cover the payments coming out of his or her account.

Once you’re in the hole for a couple hundred dollars in NSF or overdraft fees, how in the world do you get out? If your financial situation is so precarious that one bounced payment causes this cartwheel of non-sufficient funds, how are you supposed to ever get caught up?

And that’s not the only fee a person struggling financially can expect.

Next, there are late fees and the re-connect fees.

If one of the payments that went awry in your overdraft avalanche happens to be a utility bill, things get even worse for a person who is struggling. Particularly if you aren’t able to cover the bill in sufficient time to keep your utilities from getting shut off. How much you’ll be charged varies by company but if they really feel like you’ll have trouble paying in the future, they stick it to you, making it nearly impossible to get your power or heat turned back on. Here are some examples

  • PG&E: “To restore service, you must pay the full amount due. You may also be required to pay a deposit twice your average monthly bill to re-establish credit.”
  • Coast Electric: $35-50 fee to reconnect service, $6.50 late fee, $35 NSF fee, and potentially even a $35 collection fee
  • Talgov: $28.50 each for gas, water, and electric

They can be charged late fees by all sorts of businesses. Now they’re really in trouble.

How do they bail themselves out of this mess?

A payday loan can be one way a desperate person chooses to get out of financial trouble.

Payday loans are short-term cash loans based on the borrower’s personal check held for future deposit or on electronic access to the borrower’s bank account. Borrowers write a personal check for the amount borrowed plus the finance charge and receive cash. In some cases, borrowers sign over electronic access to their bank accounts to receive and repay payday loans.

Payday loans range in size from $100 to $1,000, depending on state legal maximums. The average loan term is about two weeks. Loans typically cost 400% annual interest (APR) or more. The finance charge ranges from $15 to $30 to borrow $100. For two-week loans, these finance charges result in interest rates from 390 to 780% APR. Shorter term loans have even higher APRs.  Rates are higher in states that do not cap the maximum cost.

CFPB found that 80 percent of payday borrowers tracked over ten months rolled over or reborrowed loans within 30 days.  Borrowers default on one in five payday loans.  Online borrowers fare worse.  CFPB found that more than half of all online payday instalment loan sequences default. (source)

Now a bad situation has gotten even worse. You’re only getting a portion of your paycheck which means that you’re not going to be able to meet future bills. You’re going to face more late fees, more NSF charges, and more overdraft interest.

The cycle is vicious.

If you’ve ever wondered why broke people tend to stay broke, this is why. Unless the person in financial trouble gets some kind of windfall, they’re going to have great difficulty getting back on their feet. In many cases, it’s impossible.

And that isn’t the only bad part of the war on the poor.  Homelessness has been practically criminalized. Here are some examples of how poor or homeless people can get in trouble with the law.

The criminalization of homelessness refers to measures that prohibit life-sustaining activities such as sleeping/camping, eating, sitting, and/or asking for money/resources in public spaces. These ordinances include criminal penalties for violations of these acts.

There are multiple types of criminalization measures which include:

  • Carrying out sweeps (confiscating personal property including tents, bedding, papers, clothing, medications, etc.) in city areas where homeless people live.
  • Making panhandling illegal.
  • Making it illegal for groups to share food with homeless persons in public spaces.
  • Enforcing a “quality of life” ordinance relating to public activity and hygiene. (source)

Of course, not all people financially struggling are out on the streets. Many are quietly struggling in middle-class neighborhoods, in nice homes, driving a late-model car. If they’re upside down in their mortgage or car loan, selling those items is not an option because then they’ll still be making the payments but be without a way to get to work or a place to live.

If they file for bankruptcy, good luck to them getting a cheap place to reside.

Things get harder.

And harder.

And harder.

How to avoid these traps

You may already be in financial trouble, or you may just be in a situation with no emergency fund. If that’s the case, you should know that it only takes something small to send you straight to financial disaster.

Here are a few tips to help you avoid the pitfalls of poverty.

  1. Don’t set up automatic payments. Some businesses force you to do this, but often you can cancel the autopay and pay yourself.
  2. Have one bank account for bills, and one for spending money. This way, you don’t accidentally spend money earmarked for utilities or your car payment.
  3. Don’t have overdraft protection on your account, particularly if the fees and interest rates are high.
  4. Don’t turn to payday loans. This is a cycle from which it’s nearly impossible to extricate yourself.
  5. Build an emergency fund. Even if you only put in $10 a paycheck, you’re still giving yourself a little bit of a cushion.

Know that you aren’t alone if you’re facing these kinds of problems. Many people in our country are deeply in debt, living paycheck to paycheck, and struggling to pay for basic necessities like food, rent, and medical bills.

Don’t look for things to become more affordable or for your paycheck to magically increase. That’s not the direction we’re going in America. Your only options are to reduce your expenseseat cheaper food, and bring in some extra cash.  If you get a windfall, use it wisely to build a financial cushion.

The American poverty trap keeps poor people poor. And it’s easier to fall into than you think.

SOURCE.

Another theory

 

it’s shower portal time reflection.  tonight i was putting together a description of where we are – how we got here – and what’s going on now. i have been working on ways to talk to those who are open/seeking – putting it all together in a way that is easy to understand – and innerstand – in a story-like formula – in as few words as i can – all based on my feels and the research i have done going back 20 some years.

as i was putting this together i thought of Home.  what exactly does this term mean?  what does it look like?  for some reason i felt now was the “time” to get clear on this.

it is Individual.  and the only thing that came to me – through me – was Home is our Original Experience before the hijack.  what is Home to me may be different for you.  we likely had different forms.  different ways of being/living.  but ALL was Original Universal Creation.  no separation.  live and let live.  create and let create.  i know i have spoken similar words here often – but tonight – it “synched up” within.

how many life cycles this has gone on, i have no idea.  10.  a million.  i don’t know and i can’t feel much into this other than i feel it is possible they reset this realm “many times” – wiped us out – and reinserted again.  i theorized that in recent weeks here and still feel there is some truth in that.  certainly it is plausible.

for me Home is about nature.  trees.  LOTS of trees.  luscious fruits. connection.  celebration.  music.  dancing.  ocean.  water.  and i am sure other ways of being i have not remembered yet.

but the feeling is powerful.  solid.  sustaining.  and it comes from deep within.

love,

victoria