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JFK Jr – India – November (22 reference): PART 2 (and some digging on the Taj Mahal)

 

This is an additional piece of the puzzle from my previous piece from earlier today.  JD Vance. John F Kennedy Jr. India. The Taj Mahal. Delhi. And the number 17. Some sleuthing/puzzle piecing for this 4.23.25 day. ⋆ LOVE IN ACTION NOW

One thing that I didn’t remember simply because I didn’t think it meant anything and was just a normal “oh ok that’s kind of strange” then you go on with your day.  Sometimes it’s those quiet moments that lead to some big(ger) surprises.  I needed my daughter’s laptop to do my zoom session as zoom has not been working on my laptop.  I couldn’t find it so I asked her where it was.  Under her bed.  A rather strange place.  lol  Anyway so I look and sure enough there it was – but I also noticed a large piece of paper.  I pulled that out too and noticed it was ripped off her calendar – November 2025.  How odd, I thought.  I wonder what’s up with that.  I didn’t have time to pursue further as I needed to get into the portal and get ready for my zoom appointment.

So while in the portal, I was nudged to remember one of my JFK Jr dreams – the one where I was walking around a mall with him and at the end, he says “I know you want a date” – brings up a calendar – shuffles through where it stopped on November.  He wanted me focused on Thanksgiving – which that year was on the 22nd.  “All will be revealed by then”, he said.

Ok so why am I remembering this again, I thought – then remembered just moments before discovering that ripped off calendar month – November – under my daughter’s bed.  WOO HOO.  That jazzed me up, so I finished up quickly and asked my daughter what was up with that ripped calendar page.  She said, simply, that it fell off and she decided to keep it.

So add that to my original piece.  That and I remembered Trump and Melania also visiting the Taj Mahal in 2020.  Trump had on the yellow tie – just like JD wore in his visit with the Pope.

Taj Mahal: US President Donald Trump visits India’s ‘monument of love’

Lastly, I did a gematria on TAJ MAHAL (66):

Freedom

Event

Trump Chosen One

Child Molestors (sp) Alter  (that got my mind thinking – see below)

 

There’s something about the Taj Mahal.  Essentially, it’s a mausoleum.  We know how “they” like their sacrifices around death.  Sacrificial alter for the ancient “god”.  There is a hidden chamber that no one is allowed to enter.

Taj Mahal–Alternative History – Just another WordPress.com weblog

A well-known authority on Indian architecture E. B. Havell (pp.22-23) points out: “… the arrangement of the roofing of the mausoleum itself consists of five domes… this structural arrangement is not Saracenic, but essentially Hindu. It is known in Hindu architecture as the pancharatna, the shrine of the five jewels, or the five-headed lingam of Siva

 

Allegedly this is what the 5 domes represent:

 

Those structures are everywhere here as we know………..

In Hinduism, a lingam (also called linga or Shiva linga) is a sacred symbol representing the god Shiva. It’s a cylindrical, often smooth object, and while it’s sometimes interpreted as phallic

 

 

 

Maybe there’s gold inside?  

 

Traffickers lure Indian girls into sex slavery with ‘Taj Mahal’ promise | Jordan Times

Human traffickers in India are luring village girls into sex slavery with promises of visiting the Taj Mahal, a charity said on Monday, as criminal gangs find new ways to enslave the poor.

Sold into slavery: India’s lost generation of missing children | Jordan Times

 

“THESE PEOPLE ARE SICK”

JD Vance. John F Kennedy Jr. India. The Taj Mahal. Delhi. And the number 17. Some sleuthing/puzzle piecing for this 4.23.25 day.

 

(this is the fun part of my work)

And just as I pull this up, I hear someone on the phone say “it’s only 17 miles”.

Seventeen.

Thank you for the confirmation Universe that I am going somewhere good with this one.

So first I see “JD VANCE” and his family are visiting the Taj Mahal in India.

JD Vance India Visit Live Updates: US VP Vance and family visit Taj Mahal

JD Vance India Visit Live Updates: US VP Vance and family visit Taj Mahal – The Times of India

 

I remembered in my research that JFK Jr. spent time over there, rather incognito.  

1983.  23 years old – just finished up his studies at Brown University.  He researched topics he was interested in – food production, education and health.  Interesting topics to study.  

John F. Kennedy Jr. with Diya Akbar, daughter of journalist M.J. Akbar, in Kolkata (then Calcutta), West Bengal in 1983.

John F. Kennedy Jr. with Diya Akbar, daughter of journalist M.J. Akbar, in Kolkata (then Calcutta), West Bengal in 1983. Courtesy of Diya Akbar

When John F. Kennedy Jr. Came to India – The New York Times

After moving around for a while and meeting a host of locals, Mr. Kennedy was introduced to an Indian jyotishee,or a palm reader. He obliged when the palm reader offered to read his hand, and sat down with him.

After a few minutes, the palm reader looked at him, then at his hosts, and announced, “This man is the son of a king,” Mr. Taneja recalled.

This sudden statement took Mr. Kennedy back by surprise, Mr. Taneja said. As his identity was not to be divulged, no one said anything, but the palmist continued and asked him, “You have to be the son of a king. Who are you?”

 

His mother visited the Taj Mahal – twice:

First Lady Jacqueline Kennedy at Taj Mahal

 

First Lady Jacqueline Kennedy at Taj Mahal – White House Historical Association

 

1962:

MRS KENNEDY MEETS NEHRU – British Pathé

 

Then there’s this.  What do the Kennedy’s have with India?

A passage to Delhi for the Kennedys | undefined News – Times of India

 

And this little nugget:

Rediff On The NeT: ‘I am John Kennedy Jr. Pleased to meet you Mr Gupta’

I think he spent about six months in Delhi at one stretch. Thereafter he went to Jaipur and Hyderabad also. Before leaving Delhi, he gave me a watch that had an emblem of his father John F Kennedy on its dial. …

..his mother Jacqueline Kennedy came to Delhi and immediately put him up at the Taj hotel.

We would drive through the city talking about Indian politics and culture. We would sit in restaurants, parks, sometimes near the India Gate and discuss what was going on in Punjab. We would discuss the Emergency. He had taken a keen interest in learning everything that India stood for.

Though Kennedy supporters would plead with him to jump into politics, he did not seem interested in the idea one bit.

 

I don’t know what this all indicates – other than perhaps something coming full circle – something to do with India – what’s at the Taj Mahal?  I will feel into this and dive/share later.  Right now, the shower portal calls where I will see if something nudges me.

💖

Victoria

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Synchronicities are Source saying “KEEP GOING”

 

The video information I shared in my previous piece.

The importance of it.

It calls to Inner ME.

The name of the person who runs the channel – Noah.

Noah.

The name I gave to the Raven who visits me now and then.

Who showed up today moments after I shared the previous videos with the channel name Noah.

Who when he showed up had a message for me.

That I felt and heard.

After being guided to study the nervous system the past couple of years, I have a clearer understanding of what it is – it is like the reservoir that holds it all.  Our emotions.  Our Soul.  Our knowing and memories.

Which is why when we go into that part of our bodies to heal it is a back and forth process.  We get the “A HA” moment then backlash enters –  more often than not – and imho depending on who you are to the game here.  The more powerful you are – the more of a threat you are TO the system.

Experts will say the backlash is our nervous system wanting to keep us safe.

But what if there’s another piece?

What if it is also the matrix grid picking up on our changing signal (via seeing releasing healing changing)?

Is it less to do with US and more to do with the matrix plugged into our nervous system that is saying NO?

IT fears change.

IT fears us awakening.

IT fears us remembering.

IT fears us healing.

That’s why at times – for me at least – healing has felt like an inner battle.

And yet why would I battle myself?

That inner me grows louder and louder.

And I have no desire to fight with myself.

What if it isn’t ME with whom I am fighting?

I sense there are far greater things than politics and topics like gold and arrests to consider.  I see the plan for what it is from where I am now.

But I feel for many of us, who are already light years ahead in our awakening, there are other things to focus on now.

For this is about our liberation from a multi-layered energetic prison.

And maybe those who are more in front of the line need to, perhaps, stop waiting for things like healing tech and $$ liberation, etc.  Not that these things are welcome – NOW.  Because, you know – yeah – I want request command such things daily into my life.  Without guilt.

But that maybe remembering how powerful we really are is what is key.

And when we are feeling like we want to scream or jump outta our skin – let ourselves have that experience.  Tune in.  Is it an attack?  Is it our Souls wanting to be liberated?  Both?

God how often have we all – how often have I – come on these pages and talked about how we are ascending and getting DNA upgrades and that is why we will suddenly feel so tired and hungry or cranky or just UGH?  How often have we heard and said when we get sick we are purging toxins?  What if ALL of this is simply us battling with g.d. twats who don’t want to let us go?  Because if we are, after all, their “food source” – what happens when something – organic or otherwise – gets hungrier and hungrier – goes longer and longer w/o sustenance?

Desperation.

It fights back.

What if all of these addictions we have are the invisible enemy coded within us?

What if we aren’t really upgrading in so much as RELEASING code that is NOT US?

The start of a conversation that will continue for another time.

For now – I reflect and BE.

💖

Victoria

 

The Most Important Info/Videos I Have Seen

 

 

This is part one (which will not open here on my page for some “reason”):

https://twitter.com/TrueOnX/status/1912783669690839071

 

Part two:

 

Part three:

 

 

Truth has a feeling.

These videos are so spot on – important to listen to.

And FEEL.

KNOW.

I’ve felt and said for years – something hijacked our “signal” with God.  Creator.  Universe.

We struggle to connect.  To manifest.  To heal.

It is back and forth.

When NONE of these things were designed to be difficult.

Not. A. One.

E V E R.

It’s why they drove humans into cities.  Pretty sure that’s where most of the frequencies of theirs are sent from.  Towers, etc.

It is why I know – going rural – is at least allowing for some escape.

This war is invisible.  Those who know – know.

And our AWAKENING is taking it all down.

Remember.

Love.

Pray.

 

THE UPRISING THEY CANNOT STOP

Because here’s the one thing their predictive systems missed:

Grief becomes holy.

Prayer becomes rebellion.

Love becomes a weapon.

The moment you feel it again; truly feel it… you become unprogrammable.

Because resonance is contagious.

And no signal, no system, no suppressive algorithm can withstand the force of a soul returning to Source.

You were never broken.

You were jammed.

 

💖

Victoria

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Revisiting a JOHN KENNEDY JR Nugget From The Past ~ Relevant for Today

 

Got a nudge to revisit this one and share again……….
I never tire of seeing this one – AP piece too. Obscure little nugget I found years ago in my search for and puzzle piecing on John Kennedy Jr.
He was there to study da Vinci’s CODEX.
And what is a part of da Vinci’s CODEX?
MIRROR WRITING.
And WHEN did John make this visit?
20 Apr 1996

ITALY: JOHN F. KENNEDY JR VISITS FAMOUS DESIGN HOUSE VALENTINO

“We were here to see the Codex, we are here to meet some of our advertisers in ‘George Magazine’, to learn a little about the Italian market, to meet some old friends and meet some new ones”.

Q:”Are you going to enter politics ?”

A:”Not today”.”

4.21.25 ~ Easter Monday – “Easter is the timeline” (for the end of the INVISIBLE ENEMY). Pope exits (on the same date of birth as the Queen). Schwaab too. Sleuthing and sharing feeeeels on this Manic Monday.

 

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Oooh this might lose me some people but that’s ok.  They will see why this is not something to mourn….

Well perhaps the weekend felt so absolutely horrid energetically in large part because this was going to be presented to the world today.  Today feels much lighter.  We dance in happy because we know.  The rest (unfortunately) mourn.  When will they see?  Note he was 88.  What’s interesting about all of this – over the weekend talking with the local store clerk – I mentioned the old guard was dying –  it’s messy – but the new is coming.  I believe we just had a big nudge through the old sludge:

Pope Francis Dead at 88 | Watch

 

Vatican reveals official cause of death of Pope Francis

 

Same date as the birth of the Queen.  MIRROR

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And just hours after “VANCE” paid him a brief visit:

TIMING……….FULL CIRCLE

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She knew (I have not been able to vet this – it is not on her X account today) – Still interesting – perhaps she removed it……….

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And then there’s this:

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Abraham Lincoln’s funeral train leaves D.C. | April 21, 1865 | HISTORY

On April 21, 1865, a train carrying the coffin of assassinated President Abraham Lincoln leaves Washington, D.C. on its way to Springfield, Illinois, where he would be buried on May 4.

 

Another exit:

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I noticed that Brown Easter Bunny……….Next Pope may be of African descent?  To fulfill prophecy (Last Pope)…………?

The Next Pope: Who Are The Frontrunners to Succeed Pope Francis? – Newsweek

Peter Turkson (Ghana)

Currently at 5:1 odds in betting markets, Cardinal Peter Turkson, 76, is a well-known figure in the Church’s social justice circles. As former head of the Dicastery for Promoting Integral Human Development, Turkson has been vocal on issues such as climate change, poverty and economic justice.

Peter Kodwo Appiah Turkson

 

 

The Prophecy:

The “Black Pope” prophecy, originating from the Prophecy of the Popes attributed to Saint Malachy, describes a future pope, the 112th and last, who is believed to be of African descent or associated with the Jesuits. Some interpretations connect this to Pope Francis, the first Jesuit Pope, while others link it to an African cardinal who could potentially become the next Pope. 

 

Other notables in history for April 21:

First Vice President – John Adams – Sworn In

Congress Establishes the US Mint in Denver, Colorado

First Lady Lucy Hayes begins egg rolling contest on White House lawn

Spain Declares War On The U.S.

All Quiet On The Western Front premieres in LA

Elvis’ First Hit Record hits #1

After 37 weeks Michael Jackson‘s album “Thriller” is knocked off as top album by movie soundtrack for “Footloose”

Ukrainian comedian Volodymyr Zelenskyy wins the country’s presidential election in a landslide

World Premiere of FIELD OF DREAMS (we just watched that again for the second time this year alone)

FBI arrests Timothy McVeigh in the Oklahoma City bombing case

Now – notice the 17 references:

The United States Air Force retires the F-117 Nighthawk stealth surface-attack aircraft

Two trains in Sloterdijk, Netherlands, injure 117 people in a head on collision

Senators catcher Moe Berg, plays AL record 117th consecutive errorless game

Russian President Vladimir Putin warns the West not to cross a “red line” in his state of the union address, amid massing of 100,000 Russian troops on Ukraine border

 

 

my guess has been MAY was the real month he was removed and dealt with….

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That’s where most of the gold was – the Vatican:

 

“I like the direct method even better………”  

 

 

 

 

Uh huh………..I was asking those questions 24 years ago…………..MANY of us were………..

 

This is interesting.  A workshop I did last week was about healing our money trauma’s from within – and she spoke for like 5 seconds on the incoming great wealth transfer – and I felt this nudge to gain some new $$ literacy/understanding.  I have already been visualizing the new freedom – saw this today…

 

I remember I used to listen to OUT THERE TV out of Pahrump, NV – Richard and Kate Mucci – really cool people btw – and Kate is the one who first made me think about this by saying “Democracy = mob rules”:

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take a break because we SEE where this convo is going………

 

“WE HAVE IT ALL”

Sen. Ron Johnson Claims Feds Are Hiding Key Epstein, 9/11, COVID, JFK Files – Trends Newsline

 

And remember the Death Cross?

The Death Cross and Market Bottoms | Newsmax.com

…the death cross is a lagging indicator. It only tells you that price action has deteriorated during the previous two months. In other words, it often only confirms an already obvious trend because it relies on historical data from moving averages. Furthermore, when the death cross occurs, markets are often near a short-term low.

I would be remiss to state that there are periods where the death cross preceded more severe bear markets of the past century, including 1929, 1938, 1974, and 2008.

 

CURRENT:

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for what it’s worth…………

 

there is something happening…..i don’t know what it is anymore.

i once thought i did.

but not now.

i do not align with this holiday for a few reasons i’ve already shared – both the religious slant and the bunny tales.  and yet mostly because it brings up old memories leaving me feel lonely.  or sad.  or simply wanting a brand new experience in a brand new world that feeeeeeels like Home to my heart.

i went on a walk to get out and clear my mind.  i heard people celebrating in the distance on my walk.  i used to have that.  connections.  family.  friends.  in the physical daily i should say.  until i “woke up”.

i have never experienced a mental fatigue like this – nor this ache in my heart.  this emptiness which is making me want to jump out of my skin every single day.  leaving me like a bipolar wreck.  one day i’m up – at least feeling that hope and motivation – then whatever part of me within – that old nervous system program says NOOOO to change and i feel myself weakening – especially after yet another night of little sleep.  all i got is to tell myself i’m safe as much as long as it takes – even if i don’t feel it atm – and be alone.

is this what a mental breakdown is?

or that moment before you Shift (bigly)?

anyone?

here are some finds.  thank you for supporting my work.  end of the month financial food blues has kicked in.  seriously – my kiddo is eating a lot because she’s at that peak growing time during her early teen years – so every dollar helps me greatly.  thank you!

love,

victoria

 

EXCLUSIVE: Interview with Dr. Steven Greer, UFO Expert, About Advanced Tech, Govt Secrecy (VIDEO) | The Gateway Pundit | by Assistant Editor

 

Really?  4:20 time ON 4/20?

NASA’s oldest active astronaut returns to Earth on 70th birthday – Insider Paper

 

 

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is this a marker for the pope having a bad may?

Pope briefly meets US Vice President JD Vance: Vatican – Insider Paper

 

Alien Reptilian Legacy | Reptilians Living On Earth Documentary

 

As one of you’s said today – if you can’t actually go TO this new earth realm yet – at least look at the pretty pictures that represent it:

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Photography by cilford mervil

 

Photography by Casey Horner

 

I imagine an abandoned cabin at the end of this trail……..stocked with chopped firewood and supplies……….

Image via behance cave Niall salons

 

 

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4.19.25 ~ A Personal Experience ~ Reflections on the Nervous System…..a few shares including the return of the Drones

 

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…”two roads diverged in a wood…and i – i took the one less traveled…”

Always been my favorite poem.

The sun was out again so my girl and I decided to head out for a picnic.  We stopped at the store to get some grapes and while standing in line, heard the woman in front of us in line talking about the protests today.  Ah yes, I forgot those were going on again.  I did my best to remain neutral and just listen, observe, but when she began referring to the T supporters the implication was “they are violent”.

Ok Victoria, I told myself, deeeeeeeeep breath.  As the conversation evolved from there other stereotypical judgments as pushed by those media outlets came out until I simply had to walk away and occupy myself on something else.  Soaps.  Lovely soaps with essential oils.  I inhaled some, chose two I liked and stepped back in line.  Now that it was my turn in line, I just had to say something.  I have remained quiet for far too long when I feel I am hearing false information being pushed as truth for fear of being criticized or attacked back.  I said the world was going through a lot of chaos – humans – energies of Truth rising up in each of us individually – and to be OPEN to seeing it all in a different light.  I also said you cannot rely on the old systems of the media for truth.  Don’t believe everything you see online or on tv. At that, I stopped sharing.  And I can say that at least one thing we agreed on:  what has been going on is not working and things are messy before birth, when that new life emerges.

But there’s more to it – one that requires a totally open body and mind.

The days of judging are nudging us to go within to understand why.

And ooh – that’s a big one.

And one I am currently facing myself – getting a different perspective.

Working with the nervous system.

Working with the mind alone isn’t enough.

Mind AND body are going on this trip and we can do all of the affirmations we want.  If we aren’t working with the body and the nervous system – tuning in and listening – observing – learning our triggers – and utilizing somatic based practices to help reprogram the nervous system from a state of experiencing fear into a state of safety – openness – we are going to stay stuck in a back-and-forth pattern in our healing.  It’s similar to working with a child – you don’t punish the child or push them past their comfort levels to get them to do something new – different.  You meet them where they are and that’s how I see it – our higher mind and brain meeting our body where it is.  And dealing with our triggers requires working with our minds and bodies.

At least that has been my experience.

And yesterday – was a doozie.

It was the trigger to top all triggers for me.  Having done an EMDR session earlier in the week and doing the first part of somatic based workshop on the nervous system and money, I then dealt with a few unwanted situations that pushed my already tired/needing to rest nervous system over the edge.  Full on meltdown.  I reached out to some of my most trusted people and ended the day feeling that needed shift/calm after a convo with an old friend and one of my favorite people who, after I apologized for my state of mind, said “why the f would i judge you now?  i never have.”  BINGO.  Nervous system relaxed – I felt safe.  It was just what my body needed to hear.  But I also knew there were things to learn from this situation – the big one being to REMEMBER THE NERVOUS SYSTEM.  When I get lost in the story in my mind, go within to see how my body is responding.  It ain’t fun.

Go within is a popular phrase tossed around but what exactly does this mean?  “Go within,” we are told.  “It all starts within.”  I used to just focus on my thoughts while still wondering exactly what the phrase meant.  It wasn’t until Lisa Harrison used the term “vagus nerve” that I began to see the phrase suddenly popping up along with the importance of our nervous system.  And how the body keeps the score (a good book from many years ago).  A year or two later, I began doing somatic-based work – EMDR – only this particular practitioner did not go deep enough – did not follow the protocol.  Not the first time this had happened.  After seeing a few other EMDR and similar counselors over the years, none followed protocol.  And don’t get me started on the time essentially wasted on doing cognitive-focused work only.  It wasn’t until I began seeing my current practitioner did I learn this – and begin to see the true meaning of “go within”.

Go within the BODY.  Listen to the body.  The healing starts there.  Treated gently, lovingly like we would our child or a child, it will start to trust enough to be willing to allow for a change.  For when in trauma space – that survival state – it’s like a radar – seeking out experiences that are FAMILIAR – for what is familiar equates to comfort – even if the experience itself is not good for us.  As I heard today – Our nervous system will pick familiar hell over unfamiliar heaven.

But when it feels SAFE – which we can create by doing somatic based practices and releasing stored energies of trauma – combined with cognitive loving affirming reassuring thoughts/words – that is when we can begin to rewire the brain, heal the body and make true shifts in our experience.  And how I felt this time 24 hours ago is very different than how I feel now – just based on how I got myself out of trauma mode – lost in my mind- and back in my body.

We don’t just shift the mind.

We shift the mind and body.

The mind wants to go go go.

The body wants to slow slow slow.

Hey – that’s pretty good.  Gonna TM that one.

How I “do” things differently – is that I see how inner affects inner AND outer also affects inner.  We are not individually wrapped bubbles of sparkle here – totally separate from one another.  We’re all joined together in this matrix consciousness frequency.  I don’t know if that’s how it always has been even prior to this particular experience in this particular realm – I don’t think so as that tends to feel very crowded in my mind.  Unnatural.  But just like some thrive in big cities where personal space is next to impossible to find in such an environment – some thrive more out in the open – in nature – rural – few people – lots of trees.  I happen to align with the concept of the fewer people the better.

And certain cities – areas – have an energy that either align or not.  I remember the first time I experienced this.  I was in my late teens, touring parts of the east coast.  I really liked Boston at the time.  But Washington D.C. – I just remember feeling this dark, creepy vibe.  Other areas I visited included Lexington and Concord – and all I remember is feeling this oppression as though leftover battle energy remained.  Arriving back on the west coast, I felt more myself again.  Lighter.  It was as though I was feeling the energies of those wanting to escape oppression by going West where it was wide open.

Today I would like a new planet altogether.  But while I am still in this part of the ALL – I am allowing myself to be open to Thriving here.  Bloom where planted.  I can always replant myself in the future.

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Victoria

 

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The drones return…………….

UK on Edge After Mystery Drones Spotted Over King Charles Residence – No-Fly Zone in Place Over Sandringham After Incident During Visit by Ukraine’s Zelensky | The Gateway Pundit | by Paul Serran

 

JUST IN: Three Hegseth Aides Officially FIRED After Being Put on Leave Amid Leaks Probe – Now Plan to Sue For Wrongful Termination | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

There has been a rabbit hole – a connection between Melania Trump and the Romanov family….

Romanov Family Melania Explained | TikTok

@fourthirtytwohz1

#zugswang #melania #trump #russia #romanovs #royalty

♬ original sound – user2501740676969

 

@taydreams_of_bees

Replying to @Andres-Ahuactzin What happened to the Romanovs? #history #theromanovfamily #royalfamily #theromanovs #russia #WWI #revolution #anastasia1997

♬ Mysterious and sad BGM(1120058) – S and N

 

 

Something to calm the mind and body…

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Surrendering

 

I no longet know what to do.  I pray and intend.  I have NEVER felt this level of intense lonliness and confusion.  Frustration.  Desperation.  Not sleeping.  Wanting to jump out of my body…LITERALLY.  I do not know how to shift this.  To change this.  I am … lost.  Just lost.  Numb.  I feel totally betrayed by a plan…a vision….I have felt for so many years that is simply not manifesting.  I feel..well…betrayed.

4.17.25 ~ Watching and Observing ~ Healing to Manifest ~ Finds….and a very interesting Gematria

 

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Focus remains more or less within.  Shifting.  Healing the nervous system.  Rewriting the inner scripts.  Quiet.  Solitude.  More than ever.  Seriously – being around people I normally would want to be around is challenging and uncomfortable for me atm.  Coming into the 2nd “feeeeeeels” month for me – May.  It does contain the SKY EVENT term – and on a very special day too.

Here are zee finds….

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Victoria

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This was kind of the biggest news out west today….

Trump says Fed chief’s ‘termination cannot come fast enough’ – Insider Paper

US President Donald Trump said Thursday that “termination” of the independent head of the Federal Reserve “cannot come fast enough” as he lashed out at Jerome Powell’s warnings of tariffs-fueled inflation.

In a scathing post on his Truth Social app, Trump repeated a demand for Powell to lower interest rates, suggesting the Fed Chair’s decisions were “always TOO LATE AND WRONG.”

“Powell’s termination cannot come fast enough,” Trump wrote. “Too Late should have lowered Interest Rates, like the ECB, long ago, but he should certainly lower them now.”

Interesting – “too late” to start the sentence refers to a person.  Let’s do a gematria on this one:

TOO LATE (88)

Space Ship

Trump

Get Out

Gods Plan

The Shift

The Grand Finale

Ten Days

 

 

My sense on this – game playing due to the “tariff wars” – one side wants the chaos…………

 

remove the decimal and add in a zero.  housing needs to be equitable and affordable for everyone – if the rats are being removed from the system.  

 

 

 

NEW: Supreme Court Agrees to Hear Arguments in Trump Birthright Citizenship Case

 

Ex-NYPD Sergeant Michael McMahon Sentenced to Prison for Operating as Illegal Agent of Communist China

 

 

 

 

 

 

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wonky weirdness….it’s as though i can “see” people behind the computers putting this stuff out there for us to see inside this place.  i think i need to get some sleep now.  lol

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