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Still in recovery/heal from this thing.  I looked at myself in the mirror today – and grimaced.  I look like a drug addict – my eyes look hallow and vacant – dark circles.  My girl was looking the same too but thankfully is looking more normal.  I’m underweight.  At least I am eating again, although not to my normal levels.  I don’t like to publicly say “hey I’m sick” because I don’t want that energy – and while I continue to say “I am healed” etc. – I’m needing support!  I was already sleep deprived – this thing has taken that to a new level where it’s making me feel drunk and incredibly irritable/emotional.

Anyway, I’ve had to have food and supplies delivered as I am still too weak to go in person shopping and that is taking a hit that I can’t afford.  But I have no choice.  Anyone who wants to help can either go to the green stripe button and contribute or you can send through cash app.  My handle is:  $VictoriaT1144

Thank you for any and all help.  Prayers for our recovery are also appreciated.

Love,

Victoria

Rat chewed hole in the liner of the car.

Shower arm is loose – was sent a video on how to fix it – but the escutcheon plate will not slide down the shower arm because it is not the right size and the only way to FIX the problem is to remove that damn plate.

My hosting company double billed me.

Hopefully solved the first issue by spraying peppermint e.oil around the area.

Shower arm – yeah – unless I can find someone to cut it – someone who knows what they’re doing – I don’t know what to do.

Hosting company – contacted them.  After being called “Sir”, the problem was rectified.  They’ve been doing some strange things lately and if I knew how to switch this space over to a new hosting company I’d probably do it.  They used to offer me the option of paying a monthly hosting fee on my own.  After the last 3 months of having to go through chat to do this – I asked why this keeps happening.  Ah they have a new policy – one they didn’t tell me about – I cannot pay one month at a time on my own.  And they also keep auto-enabling the renewal’s – when I clearly uncheck/disable that option every month.  I asked about that – they had no explanation.  Yeah –  perhaps time to look elsewhere.  Went from all of this wonderful service to reduced service and increase in pricing plans.

I was also quite exhausted this morning – lack of restful sleep due to the nasty cold virus plus lack of food (due to the same) and having to deal with unwanted questioning and drama – I get up to make some tea and within a few moments I break out in a sweat, get dizzy and start to see black.  I was clearly in the process of passing out so I turned off the stove, rushed back to the bed and lay down, willing myself to stay alert.

Go to my telegram channel to read more.

So for now I still don’t really know what’s going on out there – I don’t want to – my focus is resting and healing.  Anyone have any ideas on what to do about the shower – aside from my idea to get someone to cut the f’ing thing off – lol – let me know.  And some kind words and empathy sent my way would also be wonderful.  Whatever IS going on out there better be bringing me my financial abundance and affordable cost of living.   Because I’m truly about to lose my sheot now.

💖

Victoria

Taking a recovery break…🥱

Noticing the donation (stripe) is still giving some of you problems.

I now have cash-app.  All you need is my phone number and easy peasy.  Let me know if any of you want to use that option instead and I’ll pass along my ##.

💖

Victoria

p.s. – back and forth continues.  8 years of this.  my focus is on NEW.  many talking about going back to this period of time, romanticizing how great it was then – especially the talk about GenX how great we had it.  total lie.  sure i drank out of a garden hose (so did my girl) and i stayed out until the sun went down (my girl has done this and would more if other parents didn’t occupy their children with constant activities or let them hide out in their rooms on their devices)….but other than that?  it sucked.  forced to go to indoctrination facilities.  jabbed.  bullied.  watched teachers date students and paddle kids (who were otherwise by today’s standards autistic therefore they couldn’t help their outbursts).  had more than one “perv” teacher.  everything stemming from the 1950’s “sweep it all under the rug” with emotions and personal issues and pointing OUT issues not allowed to be discussed.

so me?  i want NEW.  NEW way of being that aligns with Who I Am in every way.  NEW NEW NEW and NEW.