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Last Night’s Dream ~ Very interesting synchronicity

 

Ya’ll know where I was last night mentally/emotionally.  It was even concerning my daughter.  I was doing my best to remain centered, and on the outside I looked the part but inside, not happening.  And my girl is sensitive and picked up on my unusual quiet.  Before we went to sleep, she wanted to do a tarot read – for herself.  So we did, but first I pulled a card just for myself to show her again how to do these things.  I had no expectations, which yeah that’s usually a good thing, but last night I was literally detached from it all.  The card that came up kind of caught my attention – an 8 (ya’ll know me and 8’s and time travel) – the 8 of wands – which signifies significant and sudden change and to be prepared for that.  Aligns with a little book of phrases I open to – that I meditate on each day – and the one I’ve been drawn to lately has been how fast amazing, wonderful changes can occur.

Anyway, she did hers and off to bed we went.

To which I had a dream.  Another one with Trump in it.  He was guarding this huge mahogany door with black rod iron handle and a skeleton key hole.  There was white light bursting through the keyhole.  As I walked into the room I said in a commanding voice “Ok what’s going on?  What is taking so long?  We have a lot of us who are done waiting!”  Trump looks over at me – he’s wearing a white, open collared shirt.  I realized I couldn’t control a damn thing in terms of releasing the energies behind the door – but I could at least look through the keyhole – which I did (Trump gave me the nod and a hand wave as if to say “go ahead”) and wow.  The energy behind the door was palpable and MASSIVE – the pressure felt like what it feels like trying to hold a blown-up beach ball under water.  The entire space behind the door was filled with colors of golden yellow and orange.  Once I looked, saw and felt, the experience ended.

 

just a late evening lament…..

 

 

i realize that when i speak the way i’m about to, not all get it.  and that’s ok because i know we’re all unique in our own way – and not everyone has the same experience or came from the same place nor came here in the same way or for the same reason.

but i gotta say – especially since the election here in the states – i am as untethered to this place as i have ever been.  i’ve been spending time alone – quiet – trying to tether myself to SOMETHING.

and you know what?

it just ain’t happening.

i feel attached to NOTHING.

NADA.

zero zip N A D A.

directionless.

there’s this huge void of empty that makes me question if i’m really human – if i’m just a program that is running down or something.

and it isn’t that i’m not motivated – i am – i am HUGELY in need of change and new – but other than this mental speak i continue to do i don’t know what to f’ing do.

i don’t much like that i feeeeeeeeeeeeel i am waiting on something outside of me to switch and change that catapults me forward.

i don’t like this at all.

it’s my life – I AM IN CHARGE.

ME

I am the driver.

I am in control.

So you could say going quiet within is annoying as hell for me atm.

So I distract.

I do crafts.

I eat.

I lift weights.

And eat again.

I go for walks.

Oooh is that a box of cookies I forgot about??

I play the piano and I sing f’ing kumbaya and dance to Linus and Lucy and Vince Guaraldi music.

And drink some tea and oooooh more cookies!

And sometimes I kick things and scream.

And eat again this time fruit because i need that balanced diet.

And cry.

And pray.

Sometimes plead.

Thoughts return to food….

Melted cheese – that sounds good!

And ask.

And eat another cookie.

And command.

But I.Am.Still.Here.

And I thank the Universe that during these times I come across others like me who are experiencing the same damn thing, which makes me step back and stop blaming myself for this struggle to create and get clarity and move mountains

because

as i started

this piece:

not all of us

are here

for

the

same

reason

or

came in

the

same

way.

Love,

Victoria

 

 

11.12.24 ~ Today’s Finds ~ Weeding out the fake stories ~ Updated list of Trump Appointees

 

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While the media pushes some of “their” people into the next Trump Administration (like Marc Rubio as I shared last night), I had one of those inner people journalist/researcher moments today when I realized if I wanted to know the truth in terms of who he is picking, go to the source, in this case, Trump’s social media accounts.  Here is his ongoing list of people.

(That said – how can we have a legitimate Presidency when we are still seeing actors?)

Other than that, sleep is weird, both my girl and I had future-type dreams that were a first (for each of us) – interesting too as we were doing things our current selves are saying “nope” to – but only because of that inner pain stuff.  Future is looking quite Bright.

💖🙏

Victoria

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Pompeo: 0  Flynn: 0  Patel:  0  Haley: 0

Notice a trend?

 

Secretary of Defense:

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White House Counsel:

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Director of the CIA:

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Ambassador to Israel:

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Hmmm – feel off about these two (actors) – but then again we still have Vance and Bobby K on stage.  Interesting comparison to The Manhattan Project….Work will end by July 4, 2026…….

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then this one came in the last hour.  not liking this one…..and can we finally get rid of that word “homeland”?  🙄  note:  DHS was created January 24, 2023 after 9/11 – in response TO the “attacks”.

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Moving on……..

 

 

 

 

FAA prohibits US airlines from flying to Haiti for 30 days after plane was shot by gangs – NBC New York

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Antarctica:  (“Protected land”…..as in “KEEP OUT UNLESS YOU ONE OF US”)

 

All Life deserves to know what it feels like to be Safe:

 

 

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Makes so much sense.

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11.11.24 ~ Checking in….Finds….Happenings…….Flying Cars Incoming….

 

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The fact that it’s 11/11 seems to escape me today.  The energy continues to feel lighter since last week.  The emotional intensity on stage continues – something I’m not going to touch.  My feel has always been, unless we’re dealing with obvious e v i l, all perspectives have the right to be heard.

Evil like what is referred to here:

 

Chris Wallace Leaving CNN After Three Years as Host and Anchor

 

Trump Transition Signals Focus on Deportations, as Miller Assumes Influence

 

Hmmm……….once was publicly against Trump calling him a “Con Man”….then he flipped and now this.

Trump expected to select Sen. Marco Rubio for secretary of state: Sources – ABC News

Back in 2013, Rubio had a water incident during the SOTU:

 

To which Trump referred to during the campaign trail in 2016:

 

 

 

 

Cue the flying cars………

 

 

He’s hitting ’em hard.  Rather reminds me of the words John Kennedy said – how he would take out his father’s killers if he had to dismantle the entire DC establishment……..

 

That just doesn’t look like the original AJ………..And I started listening to him about 25 years ago………

 

And here we go:

 

Lucky Number 13:

 

 

 

 

 

 

On the fence about this one in terms of it still holding weight………Hopeful it does.

 

GROK explanation:

 

 

 

 

Holiday Gift idea for me:

 

 

The co$t too…………😩😮

 

 

 

 

Shifting internal experience:

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11.10.24

 

 

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Trying to find something in which to feel a connection with – just ain’t happening.  There is so much disinfo now – makes my head spin.  I verify as much as I can and send a mental spitball to those who knowingly share fake info or rush into sharing something first without verifying for accuracy.  No patience for lazy atm – I’m tired and cranky.  lol  I know this – the entire world needs a massive hug and to remember how to resolve conflict peacefully and how to respect differences and mostly:  how to listen.

Love,

Victoria

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FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELS (other than the going through a lot of pain and chaos and loss – fuch that sheot – N O – we’ve already been going through that for years)………..

 

 

 

 

interesting pattern (green indicates quakes):

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CHECKMATE:

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FYI:  I’m not seeing on his Truthsocial page where he posted the hashtag today.  I remember him doing that awhile back………Some are saying he did and deleted it.

 

 

I remember it was cold and gray – but what we saw on tv was sunny and in the 60’s.

 

 

“secret” ballot………….

 

 

 

 

 

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I don’t like zoos or those sea world type places.  I stopped going to zoo’s – and by the time I was 20 I had the chance to go to sea world but declined (opting for time alone by a pool).  Same for circuses.

 

I’m seeing pieces of the dome:

 

And this:

 

 

 

 

I’m telling you – this looks like a good idea – something my body is telling me she needs.  TLC.

 

Mood as well:

Checking in ~ Finds – Muzic: 11.9.24

 

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Sing and hum.  Dance.  Purifies your body and space.

 

Thank you those of you who donated to help with the water incident.  It was an interesting way to start the day – walk down the hall – suddenly you’re walking in water – your mind still not awake going “WTF?!”  It was a leaking hose from the water heating tank – and I mean it was dripping and spraying – so when I called, I asked if we could get someone out ASAP.  It has a fix atm – may be permanent or temporary (new hose – a bit smaller than the original).  Still waiting to hear back from the heating folks.  Had to toss a bunch of kleenex, dry the drawer of blankets that got wet, dry the floor runner, run a heater on the closet floor and underneath the drawer.  I had already cleaned out the closets this fall – all but this one.  So there you go – it’s now clean.  🙄😂

Listening to some music, doing a little movement and dancing, ongoing focus of getting back into my body – in full – for probably the first time in my life.

Energy still feels oddly calm – today even more so.  Wondering if it’s possible the worst is over.  As I think I already shared here (I shared it somewhere), we’re so used to disappointment.  Still – eyes open – well when you can.  Who else wants to sleep a lot now?

Here’s what I’m seeing.

💖

Victoria

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17 second intervals……..

 

 

 

 

 

Vetted (article link in my tweet):

 

 

 

 

 

 

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17 views:

 

 

 

 

 

This was affirming to see:

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SEND IN THE US MARSHALS: Arizona Officials Caught Changing the Ballot Totals as Counting for US Senate Seat Continues

 

https://gatewayhispanic.com/2024/11/uruguays-runoff-election-a-critical-choice-between-stability-and-leftist-momentum-in-hispanic-america/

 

11/13:

Trump to Meet with Biden at the White House Next Week | The Gateway Pundit | by Cassandra MacDonald

 

TREASON: Military Brass Holding ‘Informal Discussions’ on How to Override Trump 47’s Orders | The Gateway Pundit | by Jim Hoft

 

Russian Forces Storm Major Donetsk Town Kurakhovo, as MSM Breaks With the Narrative and Starts Using Reporting by Military Bloggers To Try To Get Stories Right | The Gateway Pundit | by Paul Serran

 

It is true.  Yay!!

Rejoice! Bells Ring Again at Notre Dame Cathedral in Paris, in the Run-up to December Reopening

 

 

Sean ‘Diddy’ Comb’s Attorneys Seek $50M Bail Package, as Judge Rejects Gag Order Request to Silence ALL Alleged Victims

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Barry Stepp:

For me – 19 minute mark, 23 minute mark

Most Disturbing Videos On the Internet Today! (Part 287) – YouTube

 

20 min. mark,

Most Disturbing Videos On the Internet Today! (Part 286) – YouTube

Weird Vibes ~ 11.8.24

 

What a strange day.  Vibes out there are weird – very quiet – even with all of the crazy we see on the ‘net – I am not feeling that.  At least not here.  The feel, for me, is self-reflecting, self-love, self-comfort and self-care.  Like rocking an infant in great need of soothing.  I’m feeling so much in my heart in that regard.

Just a few finds – I’m more focused on self-care atm.  Quite exhausted.  And could be a wee bit of post-election withdrawal.  🙄😂

💖

Victoria

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This is bizarre – hard to know what is real……….

 

Yes……….this is THE NCSWIC……….I know it.  Major feeeeeeeeeeels.

 

 

 

BREAKING: Texas SoS Jane Nelson Announces Post-Election Audit of 2024 Election – Any Fraud Identified Will Be Prosecuted

 

BREAKING EXCLUSIVE: House Judiciary Committee May Publicly Out Jack Smith’s Entire Team of Democrat Prosecutors, “Everything is On the Table”

 

 

 

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“Avoid Homes Advertising Trump” – BREAKING: Whistleblower Says FEMA Ordered Workers to Purposely Skip Houses Displaying Pro-Trump Signs in Aftermath of Hurricane Milton

 

47 Practices to Heal a Dysregulated Nervous System

Chanting, singing.  Breathing practices.  Meditation.  Dance.  Yoga.  Exercise.  Play music.  Listen to music.  Pushups, pulling, pushing, lifting.  EMDR.  Brainspotting.  Certain foods, vitamins, adaptogens.  The co-regulation seems to be a fairly new practice, where you work with someone you trust who is grounded/regulated and using mirroring, breathing, and touch, we can regulate our nervous systems.  Kind of like working with a child who is upset.  It’s a beautiful practice and I am seeing a growing number of people talking about it.  As my healer says, spend as much time as you can in the parasympathetic nervous system.

 

On the heirarchy of the feeeels – it’s higher than being numb/frozen/detached.

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Urgent Need

 

Woke up to water coming out of the hoses on our tankless hot water heater.  Have had to call in an after-hours service.  No savings.  Please if you can donate whatever you can, thank you!

🙏

Victoria

11.7.24 ~ Finds ~ Checking in….

 

It feels very quiet – almost too quiet.  There are people who are very upset -so much so they are shaving their heads.  Some on social media saying if you voted for Trump, unfriend me while ranting about the need for unity.  Some women also saying they are getting their tubes tied (including seeing a local say the same – young woman).  I don’t know where this is going – just know something feels both calm (as in everything will be ok) and a bit ominous (as in I don’t quite know when that solid calm experience comes in and stays).  The radio people are also very upset.

I feel things happen quickly now.

I remember Lisa Harrison saying we return  home during the time of year everyone celebrates – she also said she felt we had about 4-6 weeks of $$ freedom/abundance – just to know what that feels like.  No one knows for sure of course -but these two statements of hers have stayed with me – and returned again yesterday in my feeeeeeeeeeels.

Praying for all to remain calm, centered and in the heart.  Now more than ever.  And maybe this really is THE CALM b4………..

💖

Victoria

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Yes, exactly – Fed is not public – it’s a private outfit.  Other means perhaps?

 

 

 

 

 

 

Already on there sharing……

 

Interesting timing………

Clinton Foundation Shuffles Leadership Team

 

Here’s How Quickly Gary Gensler Could Lose His SEC Chair Gig Under Trump

 

 

 

 

 

True:

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For those who see:

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The prisoners are saying “WE ARE FREE”………..question though:  how does this happen “accidentally”?

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11.6.24 Finds

 

Had an experience today that reminded me how much our bodies store – even without knowing it consciously.  I was feeling agitated inside – and instead of focusing elsewhere, numb it with an activity or even simply soothing myself – I let the feeling be to see where it took me.  Since I began doing EMDR (the proper way), my body has been very busy processing, which has also included bringing up old energies needing release.  So today, allowing the feeling in my body to go where it needed, a core/original wound came up – which I worked with my healer today.  It’s still quite amazing to me to observe my body release something so. old. – something going back 40 plus years.  And all it took was to notice it, do some eye movements and somatic movements (intuitively guided – letting my body tell me what it needed to do) and I felt the energy move and come out of my body.  Tingling.  Trembling.  Out it goes.  Quiet soon follows.  I recently read where you can eat as healthy as you want, exercise, take supplements, meditate and affirm all you want – if you are not working with the body to release that trauma – you simply won’t heal in full.  Listen to your body.  It has something to say.

Trump has been quiet today on social media – nothing on X or TruthSocial – which I find interesting.  Remember, there will be no more rallies.

Here’s what I’m seeing.

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Purple = submission

WATCH: Kamala Harris Delivers 12-Minute Concession Speech After Abandoning Her Supporters Overnight | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

Squirrel………..nice touch…….

 

Yeah, I’m letting myself think/feel they have no more options.  If they demand a recount, they will have to show THEIR b.s.  I think we’re so used to being disappointed and let down the last 7 years, we all have ptsd and trust issues.

 

 

 

Is ra el for last…………

https://twitter.com/DrLoupis/status/1854261876378759219

 

 

The states she won in have no Voter ID.

 

Next Phase – winding down a 9 year journey………9 is the number of completion.

 

 

There’s the Q:

 

 

How many of us have those Ideas for NEW and wonderful – awaiting the right opportunity to create them?  🙋‍♀️

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Site not allowing for all X links to be seen atm – top 8 foods:

Butter.  Himalayan Sea Salt.  Red Meat.  Full-Fat Dairy.  Eggs.  Potatoes.  Dark Chocolate.  Coffee.

 

https://twitter.com/Gabepluguez/status/1854139550508909053

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