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Diane Schuur ~ I Wanna Go Home

 

editor’s note:  a song very present in my heart right now.  oh wow, is it all but crushing me.  allowing it in and out.  i picked up this CD of hers in the early 90’s.  yeah while all of my friends were listening to Nirvana, Pearl Jam, i was really into this kind of music.  still am.  i’ve always been “older” than my peers in this regard.  my goddess ~ her voice ~ AMAZING!  enjoy the smooth, emotionally charged voice of Miss D.  LOVE the sax solo too.  oooh what smooth jazz does to my Soul.  in a parallel realm ~ perhaps the next one over ~ i am a jazz singer.  no joke.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”cool” wrap=”i”]

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Published on Nov 6, 2014

James Gilliland Update

 

Lame Stream Media, Q, Fueless Energy, Natural and Energy Cures

We are moving through a veritable hit storm. Everything is surfacing, the masks are coming off and soon everything will be made known as to people’s true intentions and motives. Many have fallen and in their own self-righteuos twisted way they actually be lie ve they are serving god when it is their own unhealed agenda influenced by unseen negative influences running the show. Beware of the world of opposites in the deepstate/archon/draconian grid.

There is a biblical saying you can measure the god they are worshipping by the works they produce and the company they keep.

The lies and gossip circle the world twice before the truth has time to tie its shoes.

We all have to step back and look at the source of our inspiration, what is the real source fueling our words and deeds. With the planets lined up in retrograde, mars and mercury direct everything is pointing to a hot fiery August. There are spiritual fires or a major infusion of higher consciousness and energy which are bringing everything to the surface. This is going to produce a brutally honest reality check. There will those willingly and in error working with the Archons, Serpent Beings, Reptillians, Negative Greys, Low Level Astral Beings etc. They are being hooked by their own denial and self-serving agendas. Once hooked you cannot reason with them. Why? Because Arcons cannot tell the truth and they have no shame. Which brings us to the Lame Stream Media. All you have to do is reverse everything they say and realize what they are accusing others of they themselves are doing. They attack the conspiracy people, a name used by the agencies and their talking heads to discredit and push their lies and deceptions. These falsehoods they promote have and will continue to be proven incorrect. This not only applies to the lame stream media it also applies to all walks of life. I have seen it in the business, religious, spiritual and UFO community. This is replete through the movie and music industry.

There is a saying in the East, there are no perfect men, only perfect intentions.

Many things begin with high ideals and perfect intentions yet often get hijacked by darker forces. This is the world of opposites. You are going to see a great revealing in all organizations and institutions. During this process you will see the opposite effect. It is important to remember not everything you perceive is how you perceive it. On what do you base your opinion? What kind of programming and conditioning have you been exposed too? What kind of environment were you raised in? All this determines your come from, your attitudes and beliefs in the world in which you live. Yet what if the conditioning was false? How would you know? Where did you get your be lie fs. Have you heard of project mockingbird? Has the television created your beliefs? Fakebook? Do you have any first-hand knowledge, researched alternative views, how much time do you spend in Nature.

Did you know you are heavily influenced by the Archon/Draconian grid. The misuse of technology, cell phones, WiFi, even satellites. Did you know the global elite are puppets for unseen negative entities? It happens when they do their ceremonies, sacrifice Care, etc. Did you know Satanic ceremonies are replete within the movie and music industry. How about the main stream news? Do they participate in these rituals and does the global elite own them? Now this is the 60 dollar question. Why in the hell do we depend on them to entertain us, inform us, and look up to them as icons and leaders? What do you expect to come from them? Seriously sit down and contemplate this.

The next question is who are they attacking and why? If they are the enemy of these nefarious organizations then they are most likely on the right side of the fence. Thus the manifestation of Q. Q is a collective of white hats that took the red pill and are working to redirect humanity and the Earth from a self-destructive path. The global elite puppets of the Archons have another agenda. There is so much inhumanity on Earth because there are extreme nonhuman influences. This is what the white hats are moving against. The deep state, global elite etc. are the suppressors of truth, the awakening and healing of Humanity and Earth, this includes fueless energy, natural and energetic healing.

The white hats are backed by the source itself and a multidimensional light force some call Star Nations or The Galactic Federation along with many of the Saints, Sages and Ascended Masters. These unseen negative influences, and global elite are losing control, they are not frequency specific to the Earth’s evolution or what some call ascension. The white hats, those in service to others, the light workers are all going to be under attack. The closer you get to Nirvana the more the demons rear their ugly heads. The character assassinations have begun. In the end the truth will rise and the real agendas will be exposed. Rise above it. Nothing is how it seems. Focus on the higher consciousness and energy, hold that space and know the chaos will soon be over, this too shall pass. What is all boils down to is, Are you creating heaven on Earth, what is your agenda, your come from. Are you perpetuating the chaos, the division and separation?

Be well,

James Gilliland

Today’s Feel ~ Discombobulated

 

nothing much i am reading today is resonating with me ~ nor is it providing me any “good” sort of feelings.  in particular is the “ascension” topic.  here is a run down of what i have read.  this will be easy as it doesn’t ever really change.

april was tough.  kicked our ass.  but we came through and released x y z.

may.  wow may was a doozy, wasn’t it?  kicked our ass again but hey we came through.

june.  june was interesting.  we purged and got our asses kicked but at the end it felt like we were just about ready to break free and fly the magic unicorn outta here.

then came july.  long month.  enduring.  we burped and belched and lived half our day in the bathroom with this one.  but hey – we are ALMOST there, right?  well maybe not because now comes august.

august.  apathy.  lots of body pain.  more purging.  more enduring.  more ass-kicking.  but hey this is the price we pay for choosing to live in this shit pit, right?

can we talk?  can we get real?  can we get out of this elusive “never-ending” speak?

good.

LOVE ACTS NOW.

LOVE DOES NOW.

love sees those trapped in a prison and steps in and helps.  pulls them out. does whatever it can without saying “nope you aren’t quite ready to deserve this lovely gift of freedom”.

does anyone else speak this way but me???

am i the only one???

am i to continue to live/think/do/be feeling like i have no one to talk to and who understands this about me – other than through this computer?  (which i am so grateful for but DAMN – this life has become too damn lonely for me and i am sick of it.  just god damn sick of it.)

where is Source?  the Source in me says ENOUGH.  E N O U G H.

end this show.

end this lie.

end this prison.

FREE US ALL NOW.

at least give ALL the chance NOW TO BE FREE.

this is not difficult to grasp.

if all of us would begin to create that energy space instead of spending so much time focused on all of this additional “work” we “have” to do….this “earning the right” to b.s…………..maybe

just maybe……..

we could all break outta here.

love,

victoria

 

Storm is Upon Us ~ Q – Killing The Mockingbird

 

editor’s note:  please share!  and if you are new to this, check out the links he provides on the sealed indictments (MASSIVE ~ over 48,000 when in a normal year we see 1200)….the unprecedented number of CEO’s and politicians “stepping down” (ask yourself WHY to these numbers to get started expanding your perception).  remove the labels ~ see what we have in common.  see what we all share ~ a desire for freedom.  truth.  security for ourselves and our families. and please consider at least watching fewer mainstream media outlets and check out some of the alt sites (he has a pretty good starting list).  

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Published on Aug 7, 2018

Today’s Reflections ~ 8/7/18

 

i awoke around 10 ’til 6am and put myself in a very deep state of gratitude.  all was beautiful ~ i began drifting off to sleep only to be awoken by a loud BANG explosion outside.  power went out.  i knew the fuse on the line on the corner had blown or something similar.  i crawled out of bed as my child and mate, suddenly jolted out of deep sleep, were trying to get their bearings.

i called in the outage, and we all crawled back in to bed.  my child and mate fell back asleep but i remained awake.  i have this claustrophobic issue ~ like many of us ~ becoming uncomfortable when feeling trapped whether that is in traffic, in line or in a hot, stuffy room.  we are in the beginning of a mini heat wave and all i could think of was “damn, no a/c.  how long is this going to take to repair?”  the monkey chatter was off and running.  after a bit i said ok enough.  no more fear thinking.  tune inward.  there is a part of me that knows what happened and knows when this will be fixed.  the multi-dimensional all happening in the NOW me.

it took awhile.  maybe 20 minutes.  i’m not sure ~ my mind kept running off in fear mode but i kept returning to BIG ME within.  all knowing ME.  i was not going to let the answer come from my brain.

in a flash i felt “animal” – bird of squirrel – was the cause and power would be back on by 8.  i thought 8pm?  and heard “2 hours”.  which would be 8am.

ok then.  i began feeling my appreciation for the ability to cool ourselves on hot days.  to cook our meals.  even though yes it is archaic old tech, it’s all we have now and i DO appreciate how it provides us with the basic means to cook our meals and keep our bodies warm when needed, cool other times.  in doing so i drifted off to sleep.

i was awoken by the sound of the power returning, fans coming back on.  i stumbled into the bathroom – looked at the clock:  8:00am exact.  lol

we later found out a bird was the cause (it did not survive of course).  that brought up sadness and reaffirms the knowing how much we deeply need new everything so that such events do not happen again.

my family was still asleep, so i crawled back under the cool sheets, fan blowing on me, and quickly returned to sleep.

when i awoke later, i lay there thinking and feeling.   i had this feel that these incoming energies are like putting codes into our bodies ~ but are not yet activated. perhaps that happens after the event ~ the accumulation of the final energy (which i feel we are in now).  it’s like uploading a program on a computer but not running it.  only when you run it does it operate – come online.  hope that makes sense.  that’s what i felt/heard.

another interesting experience to share ~ last night prior to drifting off to sleep i spoke to my subconscious and said dreams were no longer necessary and in fact, i did not want to have them unless they were guided by ME and created by ME and at that, only if they were to visit the New Realm.  check things out.  i said the beLIEf that dreams were necessary for processing and healing was a false program.  the astral plane was put in place as a means of (easily) siphoning off our energy and putting more fear into our minds.  i’m done with it

and, i did not dream last night.

if dreaming produced healing, we would all be healed by now, right?  well, that is my “feel”.

a couple of interesting “hmmm’s” i am observing right now.  roseanne barr (you tube page) put up a video this morning, showing a black left eye.  she claims she fell on her head.  it could indicate she was paid a visit and she was letting her viewers know this.  who knows.  i’ve long been on the fence about her as i feel she was handled in the past.  maybe still is.  who knows.  anyway along that same line of observing, alex jones showed up in a video last week with a very red and swollen left eye as well.  he was on a rant about how he was going to quit the channel, quit his work, he was done, etc.  i stopped watching his “stuff” months ago but was guided to check out this particular video.  now there is a huge stir around “alex jones channel has been removed”.  my take is this is a diversion to rile us up.  maybe a poke by the d.s. to see how many people will take the bait and get involved and cry out “bring jones back!”  again, i am being observer in this one – not giving it any of my energy – just pointing out what i have observed.

other than that, my mate and i had an interesting conversation about the event, the event horizon, black holes and the sun.  i recorded it and may share it tomorrow (in written form).  i am trying to put it to words now and my mind is saying “stop” so i will.  too tired to put together any further puzzles at the moment.

oh – well i can share current energy symptoms – very much in alignment w/jenny schiltz.  burping WOW.  being hungry but nothing seems to align with my body much.  (where is the new and new food for this changing vessel???  lol)  today my energy was either SUPER charged – lots of energy and totally blissed out/grateful (wow on that one ~ i was like “it’s about time!!” and it came through me on its own – no effort on my part.  i indeed noticed that.  it IS our natural state.)

so that’s that.  i will leave you with a couple of tunes i listened to – both of them inspire me, align me and empower me.  may they do the same for you.

lotso love,

victoria

 

Published on Oct 8, 2009

 

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The event 2018, The drop of the virus. The drop of being the victim. of dark cabal.

 

editor’s note:  an interesting perspective.  i appreciate the focus of, essentially, claiming what we WANT.  commanding it.  i am not one to support anyone telling another how to feel or think so for me this is just something to play with and see how it feels.  i had an interesting experience this morning i will write about in a bit and i had this feel the fear program was being “burned” off.  anyway ~ i also appreciate how she speaks of justice ~ i also deeeeeeeply oh goddess i deeply resonate with this sense of justice.  fairness.  for all.

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Published on Aug 7, 2018

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