editor’s note: in this morning’s e-mail was this message: Gaia is Leaving us. no longer to be seen. …. you will understand the significance of that when you listen to this video, question #1…… will have to let this one resonate, simmer w/in… still not going to hold onto a date, even though i want to know THE date. not sure about the responses to these questions w/the exception of the last one – major intuitive chills and inner knowing… i do look around and see a lack of life – in others – now and then. feeling into this realm, a lack of life too. that has been an experience i have had off and on for about a year now. i have resisted it – felt i was being jaded, apathetic. perhaps i have not been……please let me know your comments, or if you wish to talk with me privately, click here. not that i have the answers ~ just that i know sometimes it can be helpful to speak directly w/another.
FBI special agent Peter Strzok has been stripped of his security clearance, days after he was physically escorted out of his FBI office, said Attorney General Jeff Sessions.
Speaking with radio host Howie Carr and first reported by Chuck Ross of the Daily Caller, Sessions said “Mr. Strzok, as I understand, has lost his security clearance.”
editor’s note: wow ~ the fanaticism/rage is palpable at this point. another case of projection? adults deal with adults ~ not with children. totally. crosses. the. line.
so yet another day where i attempt to find the balance between the part of me that wants out of this shit hole and the other part that doesn’t want to focus on any of the shit in the hole and find peace.
serenity.
i held it in all day until around 4pm (pacific time). my mate was extra irritable as was my child. the desire to run away from this house was quite intense. i did my best to maintain the peace (that’s what i often end up doing in this life cycle and honestly, honey child, i feel quite DONE with that role). i cleaned the yuck out of the house to return it to heaven. blessed every thing. i gave it a cleaning at a level i haven’t done in a year. maybe two. it exhausted me but i did it. i thought it would maybe make me feel better.
of course it didn’t. maybe at some level – the fung shui concept of clutter, dust, etc. blocking energy. so while it did feeeeel better to my body, the fatigue only increased as did the inner “SERENITY NOW” feel.
i went to the store to get some pizza dough. i was going to make it from scratch but after all i had already done, no way was that happening. on the return trip home, Supertramp came on the radio. love that group. “The Logical Song”. love that song. kind of a theme song for me.
“when I was young, it seemed that life was so wonderful….a miracle, oh it was beautiful, magical…..and all the birds in the trees, well they’d be singing so happily….oh joyfully, playfully watching me…”
i looked in the rear-view mirror at my girl…admiring her innocence….the wind and sun on her face, causing her to squint while enjoying the breeze on her face. she is still in that “life is so wonderful, a miracle” space and oh goddess, my mate and i do all we can to keep her that way. maybe we over-shield her in some ways. maybe we share too much. it’s a difficult balance to find. i thought back to myself ~ went within to remember in my body when i once thought life was wonderful and a miracle. then came public schools and each year, little pieces of that was chipped away, replaced by toughness. left brained logic.
“there are times when all the world’s asleep…the questions run so deep….for such a simple man…..won’t you please, please tell me what we’ve learned….i know it sounds absurd….please tell me who i am…”
i sang this song to the universe. i have lived this song. lived and breathed the words of it and their meaning for as long as i can remember. questioning has gotten old. i have outgrown that. energetically.
i want the truth of ALL revealed to me upon my command of NOW.
i want my friggin’ freedom NOW.
i cried as i listened to more of the words. yes, yes and yes. i get it.
we all get it by now.
we all want more and different.
i wish to be free of the struggle to maintain this physical vessel while being inundated with poisons from toxins, chemicals and really shitty technologies ~ all against my will and consent. i am so overly beyond DONE with that.
this entire journey has been about taking 2 steps forward, 1 step back.
sometimes a step and 3/4.
i know this isn’t how it is supposed to be.
i know this is ending.
i know a date was given.
i really need that date to be now.
until then, serenity NOW.
much love,
victoria
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Well, we’ve gone and done it! Our planet has survived yet another annual rodeo orbit around the sun. So much has changed on our planet, indeed our entire solar system in recent years, it’s enough to make one’s head spin! Below are a few pics of today’s sunrise on the first day of summer, the longest day of the year, as viewed from Stone Henge in England. Some may note the irony of hoardes of people gathered to take in the sight with pagan delight, most with little to no awareness of the sun rising thousands of miles north of it’s former place on the horizon, at the tropic of cancer, which is located at 23.5 degrees north of the equator, which latitude line runs through central Mexico.
The “news” media celebrated the event with zero reference to the ODD angle of the sunrise, as if to play off everything as normal…. ”See little billy, the sun is rising over Stone Henge just like it has for thousands of years”. Here are a few screen shots of todays “news” stories on the event:
Notice the incidence angle of the sun rising behind Stone Henge in comparison to these photos:
editor’s note: click the link below to watch the video. i am not selling anything, but i did begin using fulvic acid about 3 months ago and i gotta tell you, it completely eliminated a chest congestion i had had for at least 2 months – in 3 days. !! i also noticed an improvement in my allergies as well. it binds toxins (chelation) ~ heavy metals, etc. and assists in removing them from the body. i don’t use the brand listed below. i use fulvic ionic minerals X200. 34.95 for a 2 oz. bottle. i’m convinced of its effectiveness.
Huge information put out by Dr. Daniel Nuzum that I believe could probably save many people of cancer and many other diseases! It’s called Fulvic acid and it’s amazing stuff for your health!
It comes from plants that get buried and decompose into a nutrient rich biomass called humic shale. This shale is super dense with nutrients no longer in our soil because of pesticides. Humic shale is used to extract fulvic acid which is the absolute smallest particle of this biomass. It has all of the nutrition of all those plants!
Fulvic acid is the best antioxidant because each molecule has 14 tetra trillion electrons it can donate to quench free radicals! That’s 14 with 21 zeroes after it or 14,000,000,000,000,000,000,000!
These molecules are so small they can carry nutrients to any tissue and to any cell!
It can work inside and outside any cell and can even penetrate the mitochondria – the power generator of each cell!
Dr. William R. Jackson who spent 9 years writing a book on Fulvic acid says he found out something very interesting in his study of fulvic acid. Fulvic literally increases the electricity or voltage of the body! He also found out something I had never heard before. He discovered every person who had cancer and got struck by lightning and survived the lightning was cured of cancer! They no longer had cancer! Electricity cured their cancer! Now of course I don’t recommend getting struck by lightning to cure your cancer but others have cured themselves with Fulvic and Humic of cancer. Now since I’m not a doctor I can’t say that taking Humic and Fulvic could help treat cancer but I would try it if I had cancer or any health issue or virus! I’m taking it every day as a preventative measure and I love the energy it gives me and it seems to increase my metabolism and healing ability. Here’s one story about a lady who cured her brain cancer!
PUBLISHED: 13:47 EDT, 21 June 2018 | UPDATED: 18:36 EDT, 21 June 2018
The father of the Honduran girl who became the face of the family separation crisis has revealed that he still has not been in touch with his wife or daughter but was happy to learn they are safe.
Denis Javier Varela Hernandez, 32, said that he had not heard from his wife Sandra, 32, who was with his two-year-old daughter Yanela Denise, for nearly three weeks until he saw the image of them being apprehended in Texas.
In an exclusive interview with DailyMail.com, Hernandez, who lives in Puerto Cortes, Honduras, says that he was told yesterday that his wife and child are being detained at a family residential center in Texas but are together and are doing ‘fine.’
During an event for The National Federation of Independent Business, he announced a new plan to combat the huge illegal immigration problem our nation faces.
Trump said that the time of countries taking advantage of the United States by sending people to our borders is going to come to an end.
“We want to end the border crisis by finally giving us the legal authorities and the resources to detain and remove illegal immigrant families all together and bring them back to their country,” he told the crowd.
“Think of all that aid that we give some of these countries– hundreds of millions of dollars we give to some of these countries and they send them up. I’m going to go, very shortly, for authorization that when countries abuse us by sending their people up — not their best (people) — we’re not going to give any more aid to those countries,” he said.
editor’s note: beautiful message. pure character/soul. imho darkness has outed itself in lisa m harrison. well meaning, good intel – but lacking in the purity of heart. this is not a competition. we are ALL experiencing this. who cares who gets the date right or who has the best intel or who gets out info first. let us work together in figuring it all out and celebrating the transition.
