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6.19.24 ~ Some Finds

 

Before I share today’s finds, I want to ask for prayers for Brother Rick who lost his beautiful dog Nala today.  Nala was his companion for many years and after Rick and I connected through this site, he would send pictures and Nala stories over the years.  Always such a hard loss.  She will be missed.  Thank you for the love you send his way.

Love,

Victoria

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https://www.zerohedge.com/energy/grid-collapse-ecuador-hit-nationwide-power-blackout

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/technology/taking-our-extra-time-boeing-delays-starliners-return-earth-amid-thruster-issues

 

 

MrMBB333: 5:50 mark – that ain’t normal radar signature:

Something STRANGE going on with the Atmosphere!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

current collective feeeeeeeeeels:

 

good news:

 

S I L V E R……..

 

 

license plate clearly not arkansas (or the states):

 

 

Gauging Antarctica’s sponginess from space (tudelft.nl)

The Antarctic climate and ecosystem are changing rapidly,

 

now this is the kind of antarctica info i was looking for – very interesting – it is indeed smoke……..i remember around the time i started this site (8 years ago next month!) – Heather Ann Tucci Jarraf said once antarctica is being exposed, we are at the end………..

 

I decided to do a Gematria on DRAKES PASSAGE (444):

The Time Has Come

Time To Go Home

The Second Coming

The Snake Has Been Beheaded

Eleven Eleven

Five Five Five

Nine Nine Nine

 

Full Moon is June 21 – tomorrow is the summer solstice in the northern hemisphere and the winter solstice for those of you in the southern portion of this realm.

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Questioning all of the narratives

 

Nothing makes sense to me atm.

A growing feeling.

Came in HARD last night after watching a movie – Phenomenon.

An example of how we’re supposed to be.

This is a movie that has personal references for me so there’s that as well – wanting those connections – wanting someone – others – who would “buy my chairs” as I called it at the time I first saw the movie.

The narratives.  There are many.

Control is an illusion – but then we’re told “you only control yourself – your thoughts, your choices, your behaviors”.

Paradoxical b.s.

None of these “big” guru types talk about the matrix or the simulation or the idea that there are invisible (to us w/our human eyes – well to most – some see them) enemies who come in for the attack.  Nor to they talk about tech like the voice of god which is designed to target individuals and plant thoughts.  And do any of them talk about the mind control victims (i.e. school shooters)?

Nope.

I pause and do a small “ha ha”.  That’s why my voice has such a tiny audience.  No way in this place would my words EVER have given me a New York Times Bestseller voice.

The truth is inconvenient.  We’ve all run from it.  But I have gathered enough OOMPH within me to let it have a voice and I want to KNOW the truth.

I don’t want to be told what I CAN or CANNOT handle.

I certainly do NOT want to be told things are going so slow as to ensure as many people awaken – not when the result of that is a mass level of suffering among those of us who took the time to KNOW and SEE.  Don’t you all think now – what was the point OF knowing and seeing?  Was it just a massive psyop to see if we would listen to prompts and nudges and listen to the desire to know the truth of this place?

I want to know what’s truly going on.  I want to know when this new earth/world/system/whatever is going to manifest.  I want to know how much power we each have in bringing it in.

I want to know just exactly WHAT is this Higher Self.  Can I even feel that part of me?  Is it separate?  Is there just a tiny piece of that HS within me?  If so – where is the rest and wth is it doing?  It sure doesn’t seem to be working for me given how much I call her in and ask for what I need – you know me – the human – here – with needs – many unmet?

Yeah, that one.

Just for once – I want to SEE some of these words expressed – the vulnerability allowed to come out – for others to start saying “I don’t know where we are or who we are or when we are.  I don’t know exactly what is going on.”

But SOMEONE does because we see things moving – events happening – all of these celestial happenings (WHO controls THOSE?!).

Seriously – others ARE controlling this reality and for craps sake if it IS our Higher Selves than they need to TELL US.  Give us some g.d. GUIDANCE.  LISTEN to our words.  GUIDE us as to how to dismantle it – let us know what we here can do to help.  Listen to the words of my girl and I – as we speak them, write then down, send the out – every g.d. day.

For now – this place feels sad and traumatizing.  That’s the other piece – that I have mentioned here before but I will again – anyone who says it “had to be this way” needs to show us now WHY.  If THEY can know the truth then so. can. we.  What makes them more special or capable mentally?  Hmmm?  Anyone?

Trust the plan.

SHOW US THE PLAN.

I get war and military ops.

But give. us. something. tangible.

At the very least bring help to those of us asking for it and needing it.

Bring about some miracles.

No different than someone saying, “I am going to be doing a lot of things on your yard and house that you can’t see – and you cannot stop me from doing these things – but you just have to trust me – this person(s) you don’t know – you just need to trust me I know what I’m doing and in the end it will be beautiful.”

But for now – hold on – it’s going to get rocky and difficult as fuch and you may experience a lot of trauma (on top of what you already had) – so just pray to Jesus/God and know they have your back.

I’m seeing too many suffer.  Too g.d. many.  Too many needing help yesterday or last year and not getting it.  Financial peril.  Health (mental emotional physical) issues.  WE NEED HELP AND WE NEED IT NOW.  On OUR timeline – OUR watch – NOW.  Not when someone else says so.  If this plan is so Divine – there absolutely can be help brought in to alleviate this unnecessary suffering too many are going through.  We aren’t learning a g.d. thing.  LOVE EXPANDS.  Trauma harms.

PERIOD.

So let’s bring these intentions in NOW.

Not when some best-selling guru who only gives a wee bit of advice and conveniently ignores the rest tells us to just change our thoughts and everything will be ok.

Not in a spiritual war.  The thoughts allow us to KEEP GOING.  But they don’t stop the attacks.  They don’t stop the trauma.  Asserting your boundaries does not work against someone or something that has no intention of honoring your words.  And these b.s. attacks can come in at any time.  I don’t know ANYONE who can keep up an armor 24/7 – plus some are more targeted than others – especially those with the brightest light – the biggest hearts – those who are the most trusting AND seeing/sensitive.

That is all for now.  Ending this one with a deep f’ing sigh of extreme frustration and sadness.

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6.18.24 ~ Checking in………….Finds

 

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I am doing some energy focus around money (following a program that includes a variety of topics, then tapping/intending/seeing to clear and shift).  I was brought back to something with my paternal grandpa.  He was a very gifted jeweler but he had some issue in taking money for his work, instead resorting to bartering – usually in the form of men’s suits.  I am not sure why he did this – was there a few there over money – was there a thought that his work as a craftsman wasn’t real work (as defined by the patriarch)?  Perhaps – but there is a lot of energy there that I worked on.

It stood out for me because of my own issue in thinking – feeling – I deserve money for the work I do here (and on my buymeacoffee site).  Is it traditional work?  No.  Do some not consider it real work (including people in my own life)?  Yes.  And have others accused me of being a paytriot?  Yes.

But you know what?

FUCH all of that.  Anyone who judges me and what I do as not being “real” has no room in my life for they don’t see me, value me nor appreciate me.  And I am flat out finished with relationships like that.

Work is an activity that creates and accomplishes something – and money is the tool of exchange given by those who benefit from that activity to the one doing the creating (work).

It’s as simple as that.

And I have been allowing old and new false thoughts (that were never mine to begin with) to dictate my own value, my own worth.

Those of you who see what I do as *real* and *valuable* – and who provide that exchange in return financially – at whatever level you can afford – thank you.

What next, is where I am atm.

Here are some finds.  Follow the green button below to provide your contribution for my work.

Love,

V.

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Friends e-bay store – she is struggling $$ – spread the love:

Whispers of the sea decal co | eBay Stores

 

Vetted – it’s a legit image:

 

 

American microprocessor high tech stuff……..

 

 

Not that rare – every 18 years or so – still interesting considering the other sky stuff reveals/happenings atm:

 

Like this (interesting term – ‘awakening’):

 

And this – “earliest” solstice in 228 years:

 

This feels like a game changer:

 

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Well, we know which party was behind slavery, the KKK…….

 

 

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6.17.24 ~ Finds

 

Things feel heavy – like we’re all in our own little corners – waiting – holding on.  Like an unwanted syrup.  How are you all feeling?

Here’s what I’m seeing.

Love,

V.

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Netanyahu dissolves war Cabinet after key partner bolted from government – POLITICO

 

 

 

 

 

 

IT BEGINS: Kansas Sues Pfizer — State Alleges Company Knew of ‘Serious Adverse Events’ Yet Marketed COVID-19 Vaccine as ‘Safe’

 

Pizza Hut Closes 15 Locations Amid Major Franchisee Dispute — 129 More at Risk of Closing

 

 

UH-OH: Indian Astrologer Known as ‘The New Nostradamus’ Predicts That WW3 Will Begin TOMORROW

 

 

 

 

exactly – year after year of fencing………

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

MrMBB333 ~ Talking with a neighbor about the trees around here – leaves changing color on many trees now.

Is the sun’s early arrival a sign of something ominous!

 

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6.16.24 ~ Finds and a Reflection……….

 

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Had to get out of the house tonight, so we went to the local Kroger store.  I’m noticing more sales on clothing, toys, household items – ongoing.  40-50% off is typical – up to 70% on other items – many of these are summer items.  Very ready for housing to do the same.  V E R Y ready.

Here’s what I’m seeing.  Please help me by supporting my work with a donation of your choice.  And welcome new friends!  🥰🙏

Love,

V.

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The weather is not “normal” at all here – low 40’s at night – 50’s today and it poured all day.  Praying for my Sister Friend LM – her friend is in the area down in the bay area of Cali that is under fire watch.  Please send energies to dissipate that b.s. and to keep her friend safe.  Thank you!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Thoughts on “Gray Rock”

 

 

I’ve been practicing that technique – Gray Rock – whereby I stay neutral in situations I otherwise do not wish to be in.  Chaos.  Drama.  While I appreciate the concept of it and see the benefits of it – when that’s all you do – when that’s all *I* do is remain neutral – I also ignore boundary violations taking place in my body.  And unless I deal with those – they come back and make it clear.

“Tame the inner child.”

No – LISTEN to the inner child and then the inner child/voice becomes tame.

I think we’re doing it backwards here.

As someone recently said to me: “we aren’t rocks – we are HUMAN BEINGS”.

Absolutely.

When in close proximity to chaos, drama and/or anything you would otherwise choose NOT to be around – and you simply go neutral – what do you think is happening to the body?  Where do you think those energies of the drama and chaos are going?  Your body.

Empathy.  If you are a human being, you are naturally empathic.  Different levels of sensitivity?  Yes.  But to be human is also to FEEL.

Not only do I think we’re doing it backwards, but we’re also lying to ourselves.  Going neutral (alone as a tool) is often no different than ignoring what is happening – you’re just making a more conscientious choice to not get involved.  But if anyone thinks they can be in such a situation and not FEEEEEEL it – in your body – you’re either fooling yourself or you aren’t human.

Or you have some sort of advantaged DNA superpower that I and most of the rest of us humans here don’t yet have.

It’s no different than watching a movie with a sad scene.

Or watching a horrible accident.

Or being suddenly screamed at.

Or even watching those dang dog rescue commercials.

THEY ENVOKE AN EMOTIONAL RESPONSE IN OUR BODIES.

And if the situation is sudden, unexpected, it can put the body in fight/flight/freeze mode – i.e. trauma/survive mode.  And unless processed, that will stay in the body.

So maybe, after all, while going neutral IS absolutely a good tool to keep you from getting lost in a situation, maybe those rocks instead need to be used for throwing at whoever is violating your boundaries and not caring.

Some things to think about on this blustery Saturday afternoon.

Love,

V.

6.15.24 ~ A check-in – a find or two

 

I don’t much care what’s going on “out there” – and to be honest I don’t much care what’s going on “in here” either.  It’s an odd space.  Yesterday was challenging after a good, focused start.  The challenge morphed into a rather neutral, quiet space – not great – but neutral and I have a couple of much needed/wanted phone convo’s.  All was rolling along, a rather nice pace, when late evening I was suddenly shaking again all over and ravishingly hungry.  I tried to ignore it – thinking “this wasn’t me” but my body started to rebel so I made an entire meal – at midnight – and ate like I hadn’t eaten in a day or two.  I was also suddenly highly agitated and felt the need to pound something.  Heard from Sister D who said something really nasty came in last night and attacked.

So there you go.

This morning, I feel drained – agitated (over money – the usual) – and began doing my usual inner focus – even putting on frequency bowl meditation music I often play these days – paused and said “fuch it”.  Just not up to switching things up within.  So I’m letting myself simply BE.  Energetically I am too dayem tired to change the inner feeeeeeeeeeeels so I can put on my best face and be someone I am not atm:  content and happy.

Because I am not.

It is as it is – I am as I am.

Off to give my money over to some mega corporation who doesn’t need it.

Ta ta for now.

Love,

V.

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Excellent words – EXCEPT for the “what’s done is done move on”.  If there is trauma as a result of whatever is done, your body will not move on.  Been there done that.  The body will keep the energies of the unprocessed experience within – brain will then respond now and then as though the event is still happening – which according to the body it IS.  So there is no “forget it and move on”.  That is not how the body and mind connection work.  That is how “they” designed these bodies and is also why “they” created so much horror her to give us that trauma.  “They” know it sticks with us.  Little children – so happy – so up – I was one – put on a happy face – always.  That was just me – while inside trauma built up inside of me so by the time I was in my mid 20’s I started having these things the doctor called “panic attacks” so I dove into cognitive behavior therapies and affirmations and new age healing techniques – and not once did any of these people talk about the Body and how it is the BODY that keeps the score of everything – not just the mind.  It wasn’t until this past year when I was finally connected with the right people who know about these bodies and the nervous system and trauma did I *get it*.  What do you think a trigger is?  An unhealed trauma.  If we didn’t have trauma stored in our bodies, we wouldn’t get triggered.  Period.  ‘Nuff said.

 

 

 

Weather is still odd here – cool, rainy and as always windy.  I took a pic last night of another tree already changing – will try and remember to upload it from my camera.  Not promising though – brain just isn’t what it used to be these days.

 

No surprise here – anyone seen the ingredients in these things??

 

 

 

 

 

Other headlines I saw but am too tired to go retrieve again and link:  T is debating JB on the 27th.  For the first time ever there will be no audience.  Scripted movie scene already shot just ready to roll out for whomever has the desire to watch.

The homeless in Oregon are speaking out saying they don’t want tarps and tents – they want REAL HELP.  Duh.  As I always say – ask people what they NEED and stop assuming.  Just like I take issue when others try to tell me what they think I need to be doing while not hearing me say “THIS IS WHAT I NEED”.

OMG we have to all get over ourselves and start helping at the level people need the support.  There’s a lot I don’t know – but when I know something I KNOW.  And this is one thing I KNOW.

That’s all for now.

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Major Swarm of Quakes – Antarctica – 10km

 

 

Maybe that’s why the last day has felt horrid energetically – panic anxiety ptsd triggers – “entities” being removed………

 

Four in the last 24 hours – all at 10km

Today’s Earthquakes in Southern Mid Atlantic Ridge (earthquaketrack.com)
1000 km
500 mi
Map data: National Geographic, Esri,… | Powered by Esri

20 hours ago 5.9 magnitude, 10 km depth
Southern Mid Atlantic Ridge

20 hours ago 5.4 magnitude, 10 km depth
Southern Mid Atlantic Ridge

20 hours ago 5.3 magnitude, 10 km depth
Southern Mid Atlantic Ridge

1 day ago 5.9 magnitude, 10 km depth
Southern Mid Atlantic Ridge

1000 km
500 mi
Map data: National Geographic, Esri,… | Powered by Esri

20 hours ago 5.9 magnitude, 10 km depth
Southern Mid Atlantic Ridge

20 hours ago 5.4 magnitude, 10 km depth
Southern Mid Atlantic Ridge

20 hours ago 5.3 magnitude, 10 km depth
Southern Mid Atlantic Ridge

1 day ago 5.9 magnitude, 10 km depth
Southern Mid Atlantic Ridge

1 week ago 5.4 magnitude, 10 km depth
Southern Mid Atlantic Ridge

1 week ago 5.4 magnitude, 10 km depth
Southern Mid Atlantic Ridge

4 weeks ago 4.8 magnitude, 10 km depth
Southern Mid Atlantic Ridge

4 weeks ago 4.9 magnitude, 10 km depth
Southern Mid Atlantic Ridge

4 weeks ago 5.3 magnitude, 10 km depth
Southern Mid Atlantic Ridge

1 month ago 4.7 magnitude, 10 km depth
Southern Mid Atlantic Ridge

6.14.24 ~ Today’s Finds and Personal Sharing: Collective PTSD

 

PTSD was off the charts today.  This week actually.  Today I was suddenly shaking and couldn’t stop.  It’s odd too as I began the day with somatic yoga, positive/loving self-talk and felt quite calm.  An hour later, it came over me.  Breathing, etc. was not helping at all so I put out a prayer request and spoke with a couple of friends.  That helped – ended the shaking at least.

There is a collective of us dealing with PTSD – and it has been quite intense lately.  Spiritual attacks have been amped up.  This reality appears more bizarre – but it is making it easier for real humans to be seen and felt and to make those connections regardless of location.  I keep hearing the song lyric I wrote decades ago:  We have each other to hold onto when the world is unfriendly.

That’s how we make it through this – each other – because sometimes not even prayers to God/Jesus, etc. are enough.  We sometimes find that connection by connecting with a fellow human who “gets it”.

And I also see PTSD as being those fragmented pieces of ourselves that seek to be seen, loved, healed and joined back in with our God Self.

Here’s what I’m seeing.  Please remember to share and donate what you can.  Thank you.

Love,

Victoria

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Update: Judge Dismisses Infowars Bankruptcy – Alex Jones Releases Statement After Victory in Court (VIDEO)

 

 

 

 

Desperation sets in as The Awakening continues……….Me thinks this is what raises the APL to 10………

BREAKING: House of Representatives Passes Bill for Automatic Military Draft Registration of Young Men Between 18 and 26

 

 

 

WATCH LIVE: President Trump Delivers Remarks at Club 47 in Celebration of His Birthday

 

Military is the only way…………

BREAKING: DOJ Won’t Prosecute Merrick Garland For Contempt of Congress Over Biden Audio Tapes

 

 

“yuge” and “junior”………

 

Yes absolutely – very little energy to it this year:

 

 

 

Pretty much………

 

Another one:

Feds investigate Southwest flight’s rapid descent off Kauai | Honolulu Star-Advertiser (staradvertiser.com)

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