i was not knowledgeable of how widespread and horrific these fires are – esp. in the amazon. Â i read last night that the lungs of “mother earth” are burning. Â i have felt – since tuning in to the idea that this is ending – that those in charge are going to continue creating destruction up until the last moment. Â they seem to be at it w/these global fires. Â this explain why my entire family began coughing in the past 10 days or so – with no explanation for it. Â the dust. Â the smoke from the fires in this realm. Â to me i am feeling that this is showing how small this realm is. Â this space in which we inhabit. when you have a situation where dust from africa can spill into the atmosphere and into the atlantic ocean and impact weather – yeah – this space is in truth quite small.
so my mate stepped up big this morning and added what i think may be the end of this show. Â i had felt in recent days i had reached a point where my insights weren’t expanding and i had nothing new to offer. Â last night i went to bed feeling overwhelmed and dismayed and energetically feeling at an even deeper level: Â i simply cannot do this experience one more day. Â but then as a woman spoke of last night in the comment section of lisa harrison’s latest video – when i get to that space where the anger and pain and all of those heaviest of the heavy of emotions overwhelm me and i think i cannot take one more second – the heart expands. Â something new comes through. Â and my mate shared something – his feel – that i will write up later and share. Â and he got chills and i got tears. Â as i said earlier before our conversation – either we’re seeing the chaos before we get out or we’re seeing the end for us all. Â i have to trust that feeling within that says “all is ok. Â you’re ok. Â i’m ok. Â ride it out. Â hang on. Â the exit out is very near.”
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Published on Aug 21, 2019