For the past few days, I have kept wanting to type “27”. Is it finally the 27th? Does anyone know (I have no calendar nearby)?
When you know, you know. When you feeeeeeeeeeeel you feeeeeeeeeeeel.
Each day feels like one week or more energetically. Like pushing a rock up the hill – pushing against something that refuses to move. I had a flash vision today of this, as though I am pushing up against a wall that is not budging. I saw it – it’s massive – solid – and it ain’t going anywhere atm.
But I know it will shift.
Remove?
No, not remove. That’s a final chess move, imho.
But I could be wrong, and I WELCOME being wrong on such things.
I feel this has a two-fold interpretation. For me personally, that is.
Given I continue to have things removed from my experience here and making headway with anything out there in the land of systems has become a huge P I T A – which included today learning our eye doctor has suddenly closed his practice (and he’s one of the good ones) to the hairstylist suddenly unavailable indefinitely and the appt I was to have – I am completely unable to find the link to the online session portal. And I saved it. But it’s suddenly gone. Completely gone. POOF.
I know where I am. I don’t like where I am. I know not where I’m going, and this is an incredibly deeply eye-rolling argh GET ME OUT OF HERE NOW difficult space in which to be.
And I know I’m not alone.
Find the peace in the in-between space of suck.
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Victoria
p.s. – anyone else having a very difficult time staying warm, no matter how high the heat is cranked or how many layers of clothing you put on? I know it’s been cold – but this is different as it’s been cold here for weeks and this experience is something I began to feel a few days ago. Last two especially. I can’t even get the house much above 66 or 67 – and that’s just too cold for my body. today I got the feel it’s some sort of plasma thing.
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That guy always gave me the creeps. Smart but no heart. Which makes him one not to trust – for me.
Grateful to my fellow anon D for sharing this – I’ve been looking for months for that original search result showing JD at 5’7″:
Having recently learned my paternal familial lineage is Ashkenazi Jewish (NAZI), and like that song jimmy crack corn and I (still) don’t care, I don’t honor this day. not until all connections behind all other human slaughters are revealed and truth honored and justice served. The same group we are brainwashed to honor behind the slaughter in Palestine, 9/11 and the Bolsheviks. I’ll pass.
Will the booms show up next week? This week? Next month? Next year? Decade? Anyone? (for those still in the audience but not paying attention, there are still enough of us in the front row throwing popcorn, demanding things we see that HELP US IMPROVE OUR LIVING SITUATION)
Nessum Dorma:
This is interesting – and interesting that is just happened to appear on my timeline – given what I spoke of above. Remember years ago Rose saying before we emit, the realm cools? Yeah – we’re there. I feel it in my body (I’m still cold btw – even with the heat on and my warming buddies):
At this point, I want to simply say, “Leave me alone. I’m trying to crash the matrix code.”
Stefan Burns:
Get Ready for What’s Coming, Because There is No Going Back…
omg the last 2 videos are great!