Today’s Reflection ~ Waitin’ for the next door to open…

I need to start out with a feeling share.  I see where Who I Am has drawn the jeckyll/hyde character ~ throughout my life.  You know the type – they turn on a dime, leaving me wondering “wtf just happened here?”  I spent a lot of time focusing on this being a reflection of who I am – the other simply projecting a part of me – mirroring it back to me.

This is the new age program speaking.  Today I allow the empowered me to say this is nonsense.  There are some people who are in so much pain, they dump it on other’s who are softer, gentler, more understanding.  That’s why the monster’s attack the children and more vulnerable as they do.

I have taken apology after apology from these types.  I have detached only to let them snake their way back into my space.  Today I can fully say ~ they are no longer welcome in my life.  My heart gives them no more “attention” to their drama.  I wish them well but I do not take such abuse anymore.

I am doing energy work with myself on this.  Clearing.  Allowing myself to stand in full power.  I carry my Eternal Sword now.  I do not wish to use it. I deeply desire and resonate with the experience of TRUE “live and let live”. But I will use this Sword if I have to – no apologies.  To do otherwise in this realm is naive. That I have learned.

Which brings me to my next reflection….allowing for ~ calling forth ~ a new door.  I know energetically I am not aligned with my current location.  It provides a quiet, safe, secure space in which to reside.  But as far as it feeling anywhere even close to home – where I feel a sense of belonging – I feel as foreign and out-of-place as I can imagine.  Attempts at friendships, connection – real connection – just not happening.  Not lining up.  It pains me at times to see others so obviously at home here – painful because I have not had the same experience.

I know so many of you feel the same.

Do we simply keep waiting for this event/transition?

How much longer ARE we willing to wait?

As I stated awhile back ~ I no longer feel most of us ended up scattered throughout the globe.  I feel that was part of the matrix doing that – allowing us in but saying “you go here and you go there”.  Don’t want ya’ll in one place.  Too powerful that way.  Too easy to join up and create the (concept) of a new earth.  Too easy to unite and detach from systems-that-be.  Let’s scatter ’em – and give ’em the most crap.

Is this how it is?  That’s my perception.  My experience and that of many of you, given what I have been told.

So….do we WAIT for this amazing New Door to open?

Or do we say “NO” to more waiting – unite – be-do-create the way we want and have wanted for far too long?

Unity.  As many of us now say ~ and as one of you awesome Being’s just sent me on a card:

Love,

Victoria

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Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator. View all posts by Victoria1111